True Control (17 page)

In the dark, holding her against my chest. Hearing her little moans. Soothing them away with my hand on her back, I know she’s mine again. And I know that I’m hers. My heart will never heal from the ten days she was missing…I’ll never forgive myself. But she forgives me. She loves me. She’s given me everything I’ve ever wanted, ever needed…her.

Control is about choices. And I never had any.

I didn’t chose to fall for her. I just did.

I didn’t chose to give her everything I am. I just had to.

I didn’t chose to let fate step in our way. It just did.

I have no choice in how I love her. I just do.

I am a monster. And she just loves me.

Always.