Read This Was the Old Chief's Country Online
Authors: Doris Lessing
And now it was a very serious matter indeed. Willie was angry. To have happened once â that was bad, but forgivable. But twice, and within a month! He did not at first summon Tembi, but had a consultation with his father. âWe must do something he will not forget, as a lesson,' said Willie. Tembi's father said the child had already been punished. âYou have beaten him?' asked Willie. But he knew that Africans do not beat their children, or so seldom it was not likely that Tembi had really been punished. âYou say you have beaten him?' he
insisted; and saw, from the way the man turned away his eyes and said, âYes, baas,' that it was not true. âListen,' said Willie. âThose calves straying must have cost me about thirty pounds. There's nothing I can do. I can't get it back from Tembi, can I? And now I'm going to stop it happening again.' Tembi's father did not reply. âYou will fetch Tembi up here, to the house, and cut a switch from the bush, and I will give him a beating.' âYes, baas,' said Tembi's father, after a pause.
When Jane heard of the punishment she said: âShame! Beating my little Tembi â¦'
When the hour came, she took away her children so that they would not have such an unpleasant thing in their memories. Tembi was brought up to the veranda, clutching his father's hand and shivering with fear. Willie said he did not like the business of beating; he considered it necessary, however, and intended to go through with it. He took the long light switch from the cookboy, who had cut it from the bush, since Tembi's father had come without it, and ran the sharply-whistling thing loosely through the air to frighten Tembi. Tembi shivered more than ever, and pressed his face against his father's thighs. âCome here, Tembi.' Tembi did not move; so his father lifted him close to Willie. âBend down.' Tembi did not bend down, so his father bent him down, hiding the small face against his own legs. Then Willie glanced smilingly but uncomfortably at the cookboy, the houseboy and Tembi's father, who were all regarding him with stern, unresponsive faces, and swished the wand backwards and forwards over Tembi's back; he wanted them to see he was only trying to frighten Tembi for the good of his upbringing. But they did not smile at all. Finally Willie said in an awful, solemn voice: âNow, Tembi!' And then, having made the occasion solemn and angry, he switched Tembi lightly, three times, across the buttocks, and threw the switch away into the bush. âNow you will never do it again, Tembi, will you?' he said. Tembi stood quite still, shuddering, in front of him, and would not meet his eyes. His father gently took his hand and led him away back home.
âIs it over?' asked Jane, appearing from the house. âI didn't hurt him,' said Willie crossly. He was annoyed, because he felt the black men were annoyed with him. âThey want to have it
both ways,' he said, âif the child is old enough to earn money, then he's old enough to be responsible. Thirty pounds!'
âI was thinking of our little Freddie,' said Jane emotionally. Freddie was their first child. Willie said impatiently: âAnd what's the good of thinking of him?' âOh no good, Willie. No good at all,' agreed Jane tearfully, âit does seem awful, though. Do you remember him, Willie? Do you remember what a sweet little thing he was?' Willie could not afford to remember the sweetness of the baby Tembi at that moment; and he was displeased with Jane for reminding him; there was a small constriction of feeling between them for a little while, which soon dissolved, for they were good friends, and were in the same mind about most things.
The calves did not stray again. At the end of the month, when Tembi stepped forward to take his four shillings and sixpence wages, Willie smiled at him and said: âWell, Tembi, and how are things with you?' âI want more money,' said Tembi boldly. âWha-a-at!' exclaimed Willie, astounded. He called to Tembi's father, who stepped out of the gang of waiting Africans, to hear what Willie wanted to say. âThis little rascal of yours let the cattle stray twice, and then says he wants more money.' Willie said this loudly, so that everyone could hear; and there was laughter from the labourers. But Tembi kept his head high, and said defiantly: âYes, baas, I want more money.' âYou'll get your bottom tanned,' said Willie, only half-indignant: and Tembi went off sulkily, holding his silver in his hand, with amused glances following him.
He was now about seven, very thin and lithe, though he still carried his protuberant stomach before him. His legs were flat and spindly, and his arms broader below the elbow than above. He was not crying now, nor stumbling. His small thin shape was straight, and â so it seemed â angry. Willie forgot the incident.
But next month the child again stood his ground and argued stubbornly for an increase. Willie raised him to five and sixpence, saying resignedly that Jane had spoiled him. Tembi bit his lips in triumph, and as he walked off gave little joyous skipping steps, finally breaking into a run as he reached the trees. He was still the youngest of the working children, and
was now earning as much as some three or four years older than he: this made them grumble, but it was recognized, because of Jane's attitude, that he was a favourite.
Now, in the normal run of things, it would have been a year, at least, before he got any more money. But the very month following, he claimed the right to another increase. This time the listening natives made sounds of amused protest; the lad was forgetting himself. As for Willie, he was really annoyed. There was something insistent, something demanding, in the child's manner that was almost impertinent. He said sharply: âIf you don't stop this nonsense, I'll tell your father to teach you a lesson where it hurts.' Tembi's eyes glowed angrily, and he attempted to argue, but Willie dismissed him curtly, turning to the next labourer.
A few minutes later Jane was fetched to the back door by the cook, and there stood Tembi, shifting in embarrassment from foot to foot, but grinning at her eagerly. âWhy, Tembi â¦' she said vaguely. She had been feeding the children, and her mind was filled with thoughts of bathing and getting them to bed â thoughts very far from Tembi. Indeed, she had to look twice before she recognized him, for she carried always in the back of her mind the picture of that sweet fat black baby who bore, for her, the name Tembi. Only his eyes were the same: large dark glowing eyes, now imploringly fixed on her. âTell the boss to give me more money,' he beseeched.
Jane laughed kindly. âBut, Tembi, how can I do that? I've nothing to do with the farm. You know that.'
âTell him, missus. Tell him, my missus,' he beseeched.
Jane felt the beginnings of annoyance. But she chose to laugh again, and said, âWait a minute, Tembi.' She went inside and fetched from the children's supper table some slices of cake, which she folded into a piece of paper and thrust into Tembi's hand. She was touched to see the child's face spread into a beaming smile: he had forgotten about the wages, the cake did as well or better. âThank you, thank you,' he said; and, turning, scuttled off into the trees.
And now Jane was given no chance of forgetting Tembi. He would come up to the house on a Sunday with quaint little mud toys for the children, or with the feather from a brilliant bird
he had found in the bush; even a handful of wild flowers tied with wisps of grass. Always Jane welcomed him, talked to him, and rewarded him with small gifts. Then she had another child, and was very busy again. Sometimes she was too occupied to go herself to the back door. She would send her servant with an apple or a few sweets.
Soon after, Tembi appeared at the clinic one morning with his toe bound up. When Jane removed the dirty bit of cloth, she saw a minute cut, the sort of thing no native, whether child or adult, would normally take any notice of at all. But she bound it properly for him, and even dressed it good-naturedly when he appeared again, several days later. Then, only a week afterwards, there was a small cut on his finger. Jane said impatiently: âLook here, Tembi, I don't run this clinic for nonsense of this kind.' When the child stared up at her blankly, those big dark eyes fixed on her with an intensity that made her uncomfortable, she directed the houseboy to translate the remark into dialect, for she thought Tembi had not understood. He said, stammering: âMissus, my missus, I come to see you only.' But Jane laughed and sent him away. He did not go far. Later, when all the other patients had gone, she saw him standing a little way off, looking hopefully at her. âWhat is it?' she asked, a little crossly, for she could hear the new baby crying for attention inside the house.
âI want to work for you,' said Tembi. âBut, Tembi, I don't need another boy. Besides, you are too small for housework. When you are older, perhaps.' âLet me look after the children.' Jane did not smile, for it was quite usual to employ small piccanins as nurses for children not much younger than themselves. She might even have considered it, but she said: âTembi, I have just arranged for a nanny to come and help me. Perhaps later on. I'll remember you, and if I need someone to help the nanny I'll send for you. First you must learn to work well. You must work well with the calves and not let them stray; and then we'll know you are a good boy, and you can come to the house and help me with the children.'
Tembi departed on this occasion with lingering steps, and some time later Jane, glancing from the window, saw him standing at the edge of the bush gazing towards the house. She
despatched the houseboy to send him away, saying that she would not have him loitering round the house doing nothing.
Jane, too, was now feeling that she had âspoiled' Tembi, that he had âgot above himself'.
And now nothing happened for quite a long time.
Then Jane missed her diamond engagement ring. She used often to take it off when doing household things; so that she was not at first concerned. After several days she searched thoroughly for it, but it could not be found. A little later a pearl brooch was missing. And there were several small losses, a spoon used for the baby's feeding, a pair of scissors, a silver christening mug. Jane said crossly to Willie that there must be a poltergeist. âI had the thing in my hand and when I turned round it was gone. It's just silly. Things don't vanish like that.' âA black poltergeist, perhaps,' said Willie. âHow about the cook?' âDon't be ridiculous,' said Jane, a little too quickly. âBoth the houseboys have been with us since we came to the farm.' But suspicion flared in her, nevertheless. It was a well-worn maxim that no native, no matter how friendly, could be trusted; scratch any one of them, and you found a thief. Then she looked at Willie, understood that he was feeling the same, and was as ashamed of his feelings as she was. The houseboys were almost personal friends. âNonsense,' said Jane firmly. âI don't believe a word of it.' But no solution offered itself, and things continued to vanish.
One day Tembi's father asked to speak to the boss. He untied a piece of cloth, laid it on the ground â and there were all the missing articles. âBut not Tembi, surely,' protested Jane. Tembi's father, awkward in his embarrassment, explained that he had happened to be passing the cattle kraals, and had happened to notice the little boy sitting on his antheap, in the shade, playing with his treasures. âOf course he had
no
idea of their value,' appealed Jane. âIt was just because they were so shiny and glittering.' And indeed, as they stood there, looking down at the lamplight glinting on the silver and the diamonds, it was easy to see how a child could be fascinated. âWell, and what are we going to do?' asked Willie practically. Jane did not reply directly to the question; she exclaimed helplessly: âDo you realize that the little imp must have been watching me
doing things round the house for weeks, nipping in when my back was turned for a moment â he must be quick as a snake.' âYes, but what are we going to do?' âJust give him a good talking-to,' said Jane, who did not know why she felt so dismayed and lost. She was angry; but far more distressed â there was something ugly and persistent in this planned, deliberate thieving, that she could not bear to associate with little Tembi, whom she had saved from death.
âA talking-to won't do any good,' said Willie. Tembi was whipped again; this time properly, with no nonsense about making the switch whistle for effect. He was made to expose his bare bottom across his father's knees, and when he got up, Willie said with satisfaction: âHe's not going to be comfortable sitting down for a week.' âBut, Willie, there's blood,' said Jane. For as Tembi walked off stiffly, his legs straddled apart from the pain, his fists thrust into his streaming eyes, reddish patches appeared on the stuff of his trousers. Willie said angrily: âWell, what do you expect me to do â make him a present of it and say: How clever of you?'
âBut
blood
, Willie!'
âI didn't know I was hitting so hard,' admitted Willie. He examined the long flexible twig in his hands, before throwing it away, as if surprised at its effectiveness. âThat must have hurt,' he said doubtfully. âStill, he deserved it. Now stop crying, Jane. He won't do that again.'
But Jane did not stop crying. She could not bear to think of the beating; and Willie, no matter what he said, was uncomfortable when he remembered it. They would have been pleased to let Tembi slip from their minds for a while, and have him reappear later, when there had been time for kindness to grow in them again.
But it was not a week before he demanded to be made nurse to the children: he was now big enough, he said; and Jane had promised. Jane was so astonished she could not speak to him. She went indoors, shutting the door on him; and when she knew he was still lingering there for speech with her, sent out the houseboy to say she was not having a thief as nurse for her children.
A few weeks later he asked again; and again she refused.
Then he took to waylaying her every day, sometimes several times a day: âMissus, my missus, let me work near you, let me work near you.' Always she refused, and always she grew more angry.