Authors: Janet Dailey
“I know he's been out buying a lot of cattle to fill that Canadian contract,” Bull agreed. “It looks like those two are going to make nothing but money.”
Lorna had known Benteen had been purchasing cattle and that Jessie had taken a herd to Canada to sell, but she hadn't connected the two to Lady Crawford.
“To tell you the truth, I am a little surprised at how well Benteen is getting along with Lady Crawford. He used to have a low opinion of so-called aristocrats. They're actually becoming friends, I think.”
“It really shouldn't come as a surprise,” Bull said, studying Lorna thoughtfully. “She's still a beautiful woman. Any normal man would enjoy her company.”
“Yes, she still is beautiful”âLorna's agreement came easily until she read another implication in his wordsâ”although she is considerably older than Benteen.”
“Do you think that makes a difference?” he asked with apparent innocence.
“A difference in what?” She was wary, not liking the turn this conversation was taking, yet unable to stop it or direct it onto another course.
“In whether Benteen would be attracted to her,” Bull said.
“Do you mean as a woman?” Lorna frowned.
“Yes, as a woman.”
She tried to laugh, but the sound had a hollow ring. “Bull, you aren't trying to suggest that they have more than a friendly relationship, are you? That's silly.”
“Why?” he wanted to know.
“Because Benteen and I are married.” The reason sounded weak.
“It isn't likely a married man would have an affair.” But his statement didn't sound like an agreement.
“Benteen wouldn't.” She turned to the stove. “The
bread should be done.” Just as quickly, Lorna pivoted back to face Bull. “Why are you saying these things to me? Why are you trying to create doubts in my mind?”
He held her gaze for a long moment, then stood up to walk to the stove and fill his cup. “Because I've seen them together and you haven't. I've seen the way they look at each other. Whatever it is that's between them, I'd stake my life that it isn't strictly business. There's something else,” he insisted. “And I guess I wanted you to know that there's something more going on. I don't like the idea of somebody hurtin' you.”
“I see,” she murmured, because there wasn't anything else she could say.
His suggestion that Benteen might be having an affair with Lady Crawford left Lorna stunned. It was a possibility that hadn't occurred to her. The woman was beautiful, elegant, and sophisticated, but Lorna had assumed because she was older than Benteen that he wouldn't regard her in a sexual way. Yet, wasn't it a possible explanation for the way he'd been behaving lately? Why he didn't want to talk to her about Lady Crawford? She tried to reject the idea as preposterous, but it wasn't so easy.
With movements that were automatic, she reached for a towel to protect her hands and removed the tin loaves of bread from the oven. She hardly noticed the way Bull watched her, and she was completely unaware of the frown of hurt confusion on her face.
“I probably shouldn't have said anything,” he sighed. “I hope you won't hold it against me.”
The look of deep concern on his brutish features prompted her to smile faintly in reassurance. “I don't, Bull.” Again she unconsciously used his name.
The door opened, flooding the cabin's interior with sunlight. Benteen's angular build was outlined by it, poised one step inside the cabin. Then he moved out of the glare of the sunlight to hold the door open.
“You left the buggy unattended, Giles.” His voice was harsh. “She's ready to leave.”
Bull deliberately paused to take one last swallow of coffee before passing Lorna the cup. “Thanks for the coffee, Mrs. Calder.”
He walked to the door Benteen was holding open for him, his stride unhurried. The air was charged like it was just before a storm.
When Bull drew level with him, Benteen ordered, “Don't ever set foot inside this cabin again.”
There was no response from Bull. His only reaction was a slight break in stride before he continued out the door. Lorna trembled with anger, but she waited until Benteen had closed the door to unleash it.
“How dare you give an order like that?” She tried to keep her voice down, but it vibrated with the fury of her temper. “I invited him in here for coffee. This is my home, too. I can entertain anyone I please.”
“No, you can't,” Benteen snapped. “Not him.”
“Why? Because he's a man,” she retorted. “Is it any different than you and Lady Crawford spending all that time alone?”
“You're damned right that's different!”
“Why is it proper for her and not for me?” she demanded.
“Because I said so.”
“That isn't good enough!” Lorna hurled angrily. “I'll not be told what to do or who I can have for a friend. Certainly not by you!”
“I happen to be your husband,” he reminded her.
“How odd that you should remember that at this particular time,” Lorna remarked with biting sarcasm.
“What is that supposed to mean?” Benteen glowered.
“It means you usually only remember that you have a wife when you're hungry, the children are crying, or you feel the urge to make love,” she retorted. “Any other time I might as well be a chair, for all the notice you give me.”
“Are you saying you aren't happy?”
“No, I'm not happy. Who would be in my place?”
Lorna said, thinking of the way he shut her out and wouldn't let her share in his plans.
“That's too damned bad, because you're just going to have to live with your mistake. So don't get any crazy ideas in your head about changing things. This is the way things are going to be, so you might as well learn to live with it.”
In the next second, Benteen was slamming the door. Lorna's first impulse was to run after him and demand to have an explanation for that remark, but the banging door had awakened the boys. By the time she had dealt with their cranky whines, Benteen was riding away from the barns.
She stared after him, a determined glint in her eyes. He was wrong. Regardless of what he wanted, there were going to be some changes. If he chose not to include her voluntarily, then it was going to be involuntarily.
She wasn't one of his men to be given ordersâor one of his cows to be branded and bred once a year. She was his wife, and he was damned well going to have to realize that.
When cattle walk through grass, they push it down behind them in the opposite direction they're walking. A horse pushes the grass forward in the same direction it's going. Reading sign is something a cowboy learns early in his career.
Since the prairie fire had blackened the land and burned out the line camp in the southwest section, Shorty had been shifted back to the central headquarters. He was out riding in the northeast quadrant when he cut the sign of twenty head of cattle being driven away from the ranch by four riders.
Being roundup time, it was possible cowboys from a neighboring ranch had ventured onto Triple C range looking for strayed cattle and were driving them homeâexcept they were riding unshod ponies. The trail was fresh and easy to follow, not more than an hour old. Shorty swung his horse alongside it and pushed the snip-nosed bay into a slow lope.
He scanned the muscular Montana land ahead of him and occasionally looked at the trail to be sure it didn't take any abrupt turns. He wished for his rifle back in the bunkhouse, but it got in the way when he was tending cattle. His pistol was loaded, and he had a spare in the saddlebag. He didn't expect the thieving Indians to make a fight of it. Usually they just scattered across the plains and regrouped elsewhere, then slunk back like a pack of coyotes to raid again.
The country was getting rougher as the trail wound around the jutting base of a butte. When Shorty
rounded the point, a bunch of cattle with Triple C brands were spreading out to graze on sun-cured yellow grass. He yanked back on the reins, setting the bay on its haunches.
One minute, there was stillness broken only by the grunting breath of his snorting horse, the jangle of bridle chains, and the groan of his saddle leather. There was no sign of Indians, horses, or riders.
In the span of seconds it took Shorty to absorb the scene, the air was ripped by shrill whoops. There were five of them, coming at him from all sides. As he grabbed for his gun, Shorty wondered how he had missed cutting the fifth rider's sign. He must have been lying to the side.
There wasn't any cover. He was trapped, flat-out in the open, and they had rifles. His gun hadn't cleared leather when he sank his spurs into the bay and raced it for the middle of the bunched cattle. Explosions rent the air as bullets whined all around him.
He was in deep trouble and he knew it, with three pressing after him from behind and two screaming savages angling at him from the front. It was a cool September day, but sweat was streaming down his forehead as he snapped off three shots at the Indian coming from the right front. The Indian slumped, and Shorty had his opening.
Then something jerked his arm. A second later, it felt like a fist had plowed into his back. The force of it shoved him forward onto the bay's neck. A weird numbness seemed to go through his limbs. He didn't feel like he was in the saddle at all. Blackness was closing in, narrowing his vision. He couldn't seem to breathe or sit up.
The bay mustang was running for all its worth. Shorty's head was resting against its stretched-out neck. His blurring eyes saw the riders giving chase. For a confused second he was sure one of them was white. The last thing he remembered was wrapping the reins
around his wrist and wondering why he couldn't feel it.
The clothes hanging on the line rigged from a corner of the cabin to a tree were cool to Lorna's touch but they were dry. She checked the pair of pants that had once belonged to young Joe Dollarhide, but there was no trace of the mildew she had discovered when she unpacked the trunk they had been stored in.
When she glimpsed the horse and rider out of the corner of her eye, Lorna turned her head to look, thinking it might be Benteen. Her attention was first caught by the uneven gait of the bay horse, favoring the right front leg. Then it was the motionless body of the rider slumped against the horse's neck.
For an instant Lorna stared until it sank in that the rider was hurt. She dropped the clothes and picked up her skirts to run across the yard toward the shed-barn to intercept the horse. Ten minutes ago, she'd seen Rusty outside the bunkhouse. Lorna yelled for him to come.
The lathered horse shied its head when she grabbed for the reins. She murmured something to the animal and moved to the limp rider. It was Shorty Niles. When she touched his right shirt sleeve, her hand came away sticky with blood. A bullet had creased his thigh, laying open his pants leg and turning the material dark with blood. Lorna stretched to put an arm around his waist to tug him from the saddle, and discovered the wetness of more blood on his back.
With a sudden shock she realized Shorty could be dead. She knew a moment's fear when she cradled his face in her hands, mindless of the blood she smeared on his cheek. Relief trembled through her at the faint pulse her fingers found. She tried again to pull his deadweight from the saddle. Then there was another pair of hands to help her as Rusty arrived on the scene.
“He's alive,” Lorna murmured as she struggled to unwrap the reins bound around his wrist.
“Somebody pumped some lead in him, though.” Rusty grunted with the effort of dragging the body out of the saddle.
Lorna moved quickly to help him hold Shorty up. With Rusty on one side taking most of the weight, she draped an arm behind her neck and braced his body with her shoulder, so they could half-drag and halfcarry him.
“We'll take him to the bunkhouse,” Rusty stated.
The bunkhouse was alien territory to Lorna. It was unheard-of for a woman to venture into the sacred domain of the cowboy. When Rusty kicked open the door, she was assailed by the odor of sweat, cow manure, and the licorice scent from tobacco plugs. It was a filthy, untidy mess with dirty clothes sitting stiffly on the floor and pages from catalogs tacked to the walls. Lorna saw lice scurrying for cover as Rusty pulled back a cover on one of the cots.
“This is worse than a pigsty,” she declared in choked disgust. “We're taking him to the cabin.” When Rusty started to argue, her temper blazed. “You heard me! We're taking him to the cabin right now!”
Grumbling under his breath, Rusty hoisted more of the burden onto his shoulder and headed for the door. As they stepped out, two cowboys rode in. Vince Garvey and Woolie peeled out of their saddles and came to take Lorna's place.
“What happened?” Vince demanded.
“He's been shot,” Rusty answered. “She wants him in the cabin.”
“I'll get a place fixed for him.” Lorna hurried on ahead.
Even if there had been time to fetch a doctor, there was none for fifty miles. Lorna cleared off the table so Rusty could operate on it and rounded up all the clean bedding she could find. There was a brief argument when Rusty tried to insist she had to leave because Shorty's wounds necessitated undressing him, but he
buckled under at her forceful determination to stay. She sent the children outside with Woolie and did what she could to help Rusty, holding the lantern for more light and dabbing away the oozing blood so he could see. Except for a few nauseous moments when he cauterized the wounds and she smelled the burning flesh, Lorna handled the bloody ordeal quite well.
After his wounds were bound and dressed, Vince and Woolie carried him to the big bed behind the canvas curtain. Not once had Shorty regained consciousness or showed any movement. The pallor of his face seemed emphasized by the whiteness of the muslin sheet.
“It's up to the good Lord now,” Rusty declared as he looked from his patient to Lorna.