They Don't Play Stickball in Milwaukee (8 page)

Schmuck! It was the Boatswain case, not Hernandez.

If you said that up front, I could've had this shit for you almost immediately. Read between the lines and between the lines you can't see. As you're reading, think about why people you're close to refer to this using Hernandez's name. When you reach a conclusion, you'll be wrong. Call me for the truth.

You owe me, baby,

Feld

Oh that Larry, he was such a charmer. Even when he did right, he made you want to poke his eyes out. And when Larry mentioned reading between the lines, he wasn't kidding. Pages two and three of the fax were simply compilations of headlines from the three New York City dailies. Atop page two, there was a handwritten message from Feld advising me that the headlines first appeared in the papers between March 14, 1972 and January 4, 1973 and that they appeared in chronological order. This is what I looked at:

March 14, 1972—

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BOY-NAPPED
        
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RIVERDALE TEEN TAKEN

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CARDIOLOGIST'S SON TAKEN

March 16, 1972—

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RING FINGER, RANSOM NOTE

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RANSOM IN RIVERDALE

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MACABRE NOTE RECEIVED

March 19, 1972—

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FEDS BLOW IT
       
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DELIVERY DISASTER

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CAPTURE ATTEMPT GOES AWRY

March 22, 1972—

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NEW FINGER, NEW DEMANDS

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GRISLY DO-OVER
          
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NEW DEMANDS

March 23, 1972—

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SPOOKED
        
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NAPPERS-NO SHOW

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KIDNAPPERS REFUSE RANSOM

March 28, 1972—

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HOPES FADE
       
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GOING, GOING . . .

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FEDERAL AGENTS PESSIMISTIC

April 22, 1972—

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HERO COP FINDS BODY

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. . .GONE, BOY'S BODY FOUND
   
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TRAGIC ENDING

April 23, 1972—

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COWARD'S WAY OUT—KIDNAPPER EATS BULLET

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KIDNAPPER SUICIDE ONLY FITTING

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ALLEGED KIDNAPPER FOUND DEAD

April 28, 1972—

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KIDNAP BOY BURIED—HERO COP PROMOTED

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BOATSWAIN BOY LAID TO REST TODAY

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BOATSWAIN BURIAL TODAY

June 30, 1972—

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HERO COP UNDER GUN

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POLICE TO PROBE CRUSADING COP

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INVESTIGATION IN BOATSWAIN KIDNAPPING

October 12, 1972—

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FAMILY AFFAIR—KIDNAPPER'S BROTHER FOR MACHETE KILLING

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HERNANDEZ BROTHER UP FOR MURDER ONE

January 4, 1973—

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HERO COP CLEARED
      
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MACCLOUGH IS CLEAN

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BOATSWAIN CASE CLOSED

The final page of the fax was a grainy photostat of a redacted NYPD document dated May 7, 1972. It was a formal complaint and request for investigation sent to the Internal Affairs Division of the NYPD located on Poplar Street in Brooklyn. The name of the officer requesting the investigation was blacked out as were all the names on the document. But one thing was clear, one police officer was accusing another of executing a suspect in a high-profile case. Given the date of the complaint and the headlines on the previous pages, filling in the redacted names became rather easy guesswork. Fazio had made the complaint against MacClough.

I was pretty sure I now had a grasp on everyone's attachment to the Hernandez or Boatswain or whatever-you-wanted-to-call-it case. MacClough would never consider himself a hero for doing his job. Furthermore, John would consider himself a failure for getting to the boy too late. And even though he'd been cleared of wrongdoing, MacClough would see the investigation as a black mark, a scar on his reputation. I don't think this was the type of thing he would discuss with anyone. As for my eternally pragmatic brother, his motivation for involving MacClough was apparent. If MacClough had been willing to risk so much for the Boatswain boy, a boy he had no obvious emotional ties to, then imagine what MacClough might do when trying to locate his best friend's nephew. Jeffrey also knew that MacClough would look at this as a second chance. This time he might get to the boy before it was too late. The reason for the tension between Fazio and MacClough was palpable, and now, completely understandable.

So why was it, if I had such a strong grasp on all the players' motivations, that I felt so uneasy? Because I couldn't get Larry's caveat out of my head: “When you reach a conclusion, you'll be wrong.” Of course, if Larry had bothered to forward the actual newspaper articles along with the head lines, I might have felt a bit more secure in my analysis. But that wasn't the way Larry operated. He needed to be needed. It's why he did favors for me at all. It was sort of a dance we did that went back to when we were kids.

As I picked up the phone to do my part of the cha-cha there was a knock at the door. I put the phone back in its cradle and answered the door: “Who's there?”

“I have come to show you what the night has brought.” Kira stepped shyly into my room. “I didn't want to come.”

“Why did you?”

“My heart gave me no choice.”

Ice Fishing

I hate this part of me, the part that could stand back and rub its white-gloved fingers along the edges of perfection looking for hidden dust. I don't know if I was born with it or if it is the Brooklyn in me, but my nature runs towards distrust. Well, that's not exactly true. To be precise, I more readily accept the wrong, the failed, the negative numbers. It isn't affection, but comfort. It is easier to believe deformity.

I was hating myself a lot right then, Kira sleeping softly beside me. She had come to me in spite of herself, kissed me until I lost all sense of time and place. She stunned me with the eloquence of her surrender. And there I was—my lips and beard wet with her, her scent filling every corner of the night—unable to sleep as I looked for the fault lines along the gentle curves of her torso. And what wrong had she done other than to like me and my silly books, to enjoy the feel of me inside her?

I thought back to the previous night, my pulp detective suspiciously poking through the woman's handbag with the barrel of his gun. Wasn't that what I was doing now, sorting through Kira's every nuance: the way she threw back her head when I licked her breast, her every sigh and shudder?

Wasn't I as cheap and hollow as my own detective, searching for duplicity not in a handbag, but where shadows fell across the breathing landscape of my lover's body? No, I was worse.

“Urnmm.” Kira rolled over in my arms, stretching. “You're still up?”

“Yeah.”

“Is anything the matter?”

“Nothing,” I lied.

“Uncle Dylan is a bad liar.” She ran her finger over my mouth. “Lies are transparent in the dark.”

She replaced her finger with her lips and rolled me over onto my back. Even as she kissed me into forgetfulness, I fought a quiet battle with my own suspicions. Suspicions which said much more about me than their target.

Kira was up already when I opened my eyes. She was dressed and seated on the edge of the bed reading my fax. When she noticed I was awake, she smiled, putting the papers down on the desk.

“Come on,” she said, “I want to take you to breakfast.”

“What about class?”

“I'm a diligent student, but even I give myself a rest on Saturday.”

I showered. Before we headed downstairs, I let her in on my new found life of crime and my run-in with Dean Dallenbach. I told her we were going to be followed and that I would understand if she didn't want to be seen with me. She could, she said, handle Dean Dallenbach's wrath, but that if she didn't get some food in her soon, I'd have a corpse on my hands.

“Forget that,” I said. “The hotel charges extra for heavy-duty cleanup.”

My pal was back at work behind the front desk. When I stopped to ask him how the coffee delivery went, he was inexplicably cool to me. He barely managed an; “Okay,” before turning his back on me. I figured it had to be my morning breath or Kira's presence at my side. And since I'd brushed and gargled, I supposed it was Kira. I was really beginning to hate this town. When I opened my mouth to call the desk clerk on his attitude, Kira tugged me by the elbow and urged me out the door.

“What an asshole!” I hissed as we walked out into a snow shower. “What was it, you think; the difference in our ages or your being Japanese?”

“Neither.” She winked. “I don't think he likes Jews.”

“That's it!”

I chased her down the street and threw her into a snow drift. With a lusty smile, she beckoned me closer. When I brought my face nearer to hers, she rubbed a handful of snow in my mouth. I kissed her anyway, but as I came up for air, I noticed a blue minivan parked not twenty feet away at the curb. I had no appetite for performance. I picked her up and we went on to breakfast.

“I don't mean to pry,” she said, squirming in her seat, “but did that fax on your desk have anything to do with Zak?”

“No, not directly. It's just some research I'm doing for my next book,” I lied for no good reason. I was better at it in daylight. “And you're not prying. I'm glad someone in this goddamned place is genuinely interested in Zak.”

“Any word on him?”

I waved to the waitress for more coffee. “No, but I think there's a connection between Zak's disappearance and the Valencia Jones trial.”

“What makes you think that?”

I hesitated until the waitress had refilled our cups and gone. I told Kira about Detective Caliparri's murder and the newspaper clippings in his deposit box.

“So there's no direct link?” She asked the obvious question.

“None so far, but I haven't had a chance to establish one. And now with Dean Dallenbach's restrictions . . .” I looked out the front window at my shadows in the minivan. “Do you know if my nephew and Valencia Jones were acquainted?”

“I'm sorry, I don't.”

“Don't sweat it. It's just a hunch anyway. But the fact that everyone in Riversborough is so uptight about Valencia Jones, makes me think I've got something.”

“Maybe you do.” She tried to sound encouraging, but the turned-down corners of her mouth betrayed her.

“If there's a connection, I'll find it in spite of this town.”

We finished our breakfasts in relative silence. But our waitress was the type of person who couldn't stand silence and decided to strike up a conversation.

“Terrible thing about that boy up at Cyclone Ridge, eh?”

“What's Cyclone Ridge?” I wondered.

“A ski resort just north of town,” Kira said.

“Well anyhow,” the waitress plowed on, “this boy gets tanked real good at the bar and goes solo night skiing on Twister Run. That's the steepest trail they got up there, honey,” she wanted me to know.

“Did he get hurt badly?” Kira asked.

“No, honey, he got dead. Neck was broken, in three places, but the pine tree was barely scratched.” The waitress chuckled. “Here's your check. And don't forget to have a nice day.”

“I guess you're not going to want to go skiing now,” Kira feigned disappointment.

“Ski! Jewish boys from Brooklyn don't ski. The closest thing we had to mountains were the road bumps on Flatlands Avenue. And they paved those over when I was eight. Anyway, I've got a few errands to run.”

“I'll come with you.”

“These kinds of things are better done alone,” I said, leaning to kiss her cheek. “Don't hate me.”

“I couldn't.”

“Tonight?”

“We'll see,” she said. “We'll see.”

She snapped up the bill and was gone. I watched out the window to see if the boys in the minivan were interested in Kira. Nope, they didn't move. They only had eyes for me.