Read The Tenant and The Motive Online
Authors: Javier Cercas
âSorry,' the young woman apologized when Mario was a few feet from the car. âI thought you were someone else.'
Mario thought he'd experienced a similar situation that week, but he couldn't remember when. He thought: Everything repeats itself.
After lunch he took a nap. He woke up with his mouth feeling furry and a faint buzzing in his temples. In the bathroom a face criss-crossed by pillow lines looked back from the mirror. He washed his face and brushed his
teeth, then made coffee. In the dining room, he tried to read, but soon realized it was futile: he couldn't concentrate. He went to the kitchen, opened a can of beer, turned on the television and stretched out on the couch. He switched from one channel to another with the remote control, without spending much time on any of them. At about six he thought he heard footsteps and voices on the landing. He turned the volume on the television down as low as it could go, got up off the couch, held his breath and pressed his eye against the peephole in the door: he didn't see anyone, but he heard a hushed noise, of music or conversation, coming from Berkowickz's apartment. He went back to lying on the couch, turned the television back up, and went back to switching from channel to channel. After a while he got tired of the TV. He went to his study and pushed one of the armchairs over to the window at the front of the building, on West Oregon: pouring through the window came a clear light, not yet rusted by the setting sun.
He tried to read. A while later, lifting his eyes from the book, he saw David and Joan Scanlan parking their car in front of the building. Instinctively he moved the chair back from the window and hid. Scanlan and his wife entered Mario's building. He thought: They're going to Berkowickz's place. He went to the dining room carefully, taking a little weight on the injured foot, so as not to make a noise with the crutch. He looked out through the peephole and saw Scanlan and Joan knocking on the door across the hall. Berkowickz opened straight away
and invited them in. Later he saw Swinczyc and his wife arrive, Branstyne and Tina, Deans, Wojcik and several other professors; he also saw a couple of graduate students go in.
It was completely dark when he guessed that all the guests had arrived at Berkowickz's party. Mario went to the kitchen, opened a bottle of Chablis, stretched out on the couch and turned the TV back on; for a while he sat there smoking and drinking. He thought that at some point it might occur to Branstyne, or to Swinczyc, or to Berkowickz himself, to knock on his door and invite him to join the party. Then he sprang up, turned off the television and the lights in the kitchen, his study and the dining room. He sat back down on the couch, in the dark, glass of wine in one hand and a lit cigarette in the other. A faint grey light came in through the windows; each time he took a drag on his cigarette the ember lit up his face momentarily. Some time passed, after which he heard voices on the landing, maybe recognising Tina's. They knocked on the door. He held his breath, kept still. He heard Branstyne's voice: âHe must've gone out.' Someone whose voice he didn't recognise made some comment. He thought he heard laughter, and then a door slamming. Almost immediately he heard noise on the landing again. He stealthily sneaked over to the door, looked out through the peephole: he saw Phyllis, Swinczyc's wife, and Tina carrying glasses and bottles; Ginger was carrying a tray behind them. For some reason he wasn't surprised to see her. I bet she was the first to arrive, he thought.
He realized the party was moving out on to the porch. Hopping on one leg he reached his study, opened the window that gave on to West Oregon â beneath which, covered by a wide overhang, was the porch â and raised the screen. He sat in the armchair and got ready to listen. At first the voices mingled together indiscriminately. Later, listening more closely, he distinguished, or thought he distinguished, Scanlan's voice, then Berkowickz's: unanimous laughter blended them all again. A moment later he made out some of what Berkowickz was saying about a conference. He mentioned some well-known names, joked at the expense of a professor with an unpronounceable surname, then a lump of different voices cancelled out Berkowickz's. Mario went to the dining room, grabbed the bottle of Chablis, a glass, an ashtray and his cigarettes. When he sat back down by the window, an absolute silence reigned on the porch, broken only by the occasional cars that passed by on the road. Then he began to hear Scanlan's voice clearly: with a sort of friendly conviction he spoke of the efforts he'd been making to raise the level of the department. He said he was confident he could count on everyone's support, for everyone would benefit from the department becoming a centre of excellence. He affirmed that the only way of achieving this was to raise the level of the teaching staff, selecting rigorously and subjecting degrees of competence, one way or another, to periodic tests that would oblige everyone to remain at a high level. He assured them that, in spite of the fact that contracts currently in
effect required professors to deliver a series of publications before the department would renew their contracts or offer a permanent position, they all knew this proceeding had up till then been discharged with an undoubtedly excessive tolerance, which was ultimately as prejudicial to the department as to the individual involved. Finally, he declared that at the next committee meeting he intended to present a concrete project reflecting all those demands. From here on in, he concluded, he hoped to begin a new era.
Mario heard Berkowickz and Swinczyc enthusiastically supporting Scanlan's proposal; he also heard Branstyne doing so. Then other voices joined these. The conversation split in two, multiplied into meanders, until he could only catch unconnected snippets of it. At one moment (but later he thought he really couldn't be sure), Mario heard Berkowickz say his name, and then Swinczyc's nervous laugh.
At ten-thirty the guests began to leave; Ginger was the last to go.
The next day he woke up at eight. He shaved, took a shower with his left leg wrapped in a plastic bag and had just a cup of coffee for breakfast. Branstyne came to pick him up at nine-thirty.
âHow's the ankle?' he asked, turning left from University Avenue on to Goodwin.
âBetter,' answered Mario. âIt's just a couple more days now.'
âLast night a bunch of us got together at Berkowickz's house,' said Branstyne. âWe called on you, but you weren't in.'
âI went out to run some errands and didn't get back till late,' Mario claimed. Then, as if to shake off the uncomfortable silence that had settled over the car, he asked, âHow was it?'
Branstyne talked about the party until he stopped the car in front of Lincoln Hall. Mario thanked him for bringing him that far. Branstyne said, âI'll come and get you at seven tonight.'
Mario looked bewildered. Lifting his left hand off the
steering wheel and raising his eyebrows, Branstyne added, âWe'll sample Tina's
fettuccini
and have a bit of a chat while we're at it.'
Mario tried to hide the fact that he'd forgotten about the dinner invitation.
âCome by whenever you like,' he said. âI'm not going anywhere this afternoon.'
After giving his lecture (once again he couldn't fill the fifty minutes, and before the bell sounded, he'd dismissed the class) he went to the department office. In his cubbyhole was a note signed by Scanlan, who wanted to speak to him as soon as possible.
He was just about to knock on the boss's door when he heard Joyce's voice behind him. âProfessor Scanlan's busy.'
Mario turned around. The secretary smiled. Her lips were painted an extremely bright red, which stood out against the whitish pallor of her face and the straw-coloured blonde of her hair; a blue silk ribbon, with white polka dots, held her hair almost at the top of her head, in a sort of ponytail; her hairless brows contributed to giving her a vaguely fishy or reptilian air. Without giving him a single chance to interrupt, answering the questions she herself was posing, gesturing slowly but copiously, Joyce asked about Mario's ankle and told him about the case of a friend of Winnie's who'd suffered a similar mishap. Then she changed the subject. She talked openly about Winnie: how she'd been accepted at the University of Iowa, how very young she was to be going to university,
that she had a boyfriend called Mike. At some point she assured him that, even though it wouldn't be necessary until winter arrived, they were already making arrangements to get the heating fixed in Mario's office. Only when she asked about Olalde did he get the impression that the secretary was waiting for an answer. He could not, however, be certain: just then Scanlan's office door opened. Berkowickz came out, his face glowing with energy. His lips widened into a smile of solid satisfaction. Under Scanlan's gaze he greeted Mario with a sportive gesture.
âYou missed a party at my place yesterday,' he said with an air of cheerful or fake annoyance. âIt was my fault: I forgot to tell you ahead of time. We knocked at your door, but we didn't find you in.'
âI went out to run some errands and didn't get back till late,' Mario apologized. Suddenly he thought that wasn't what he'd meant to say and tried to add something. He couldn't because Berkowickz beat him to it.
âSee you later,' he said. And to Mario he added, âLet's see if we can get together for a bit of a chat one of these days.'
Perhaps for no precise reason, Mario thought: Just like a nightmare.
They went into the office. Scanlan sat behind his desk, Mario in one of the leather chairs lined up in front of it. Gently stroking his goatee, Scanlan made some innocuous, perhaps friendly, comments with a cloying smile. Mario got distracted for a moment looking at a poster
tacked up on the back wall: it announced a retrospective of the work of Botero. He heard Scanlan clearing his throat.
âI'm just going to take up a moment of your time: I prefer to inform you personally of the situation,' he declared. The cloying smile had disappeared. After a brief pause, he continued in an official tone, âNext week the departmental committee is meeting. I intend to set out your case there to see whether all together we can find a solution, not for this semester, of course, but maybe for the next or for next year. I can't promise you I'll manage it, but of course we're going to make an effort. For my part, I'm already working on it.' He paused, cleared his throat again and leaned back in his chair. âOn the other hand, and this is closely linked to what I've just said, I suppose you're as aware, if not more so, as the rest of the staff, of the effort I've been putting into raising the level of this department since I took charge of it. I don't think I'm talking nonsense if I imagine that everyone is committed to the same goal: it is most definitively to convert the department into a centre of excellence, and that cannot but benefit us all. But, of course, applying for budget increases to enable us to contract new professors is not enough, we also have to be much more demanding of those who are already here, starting with ourselves. And, as I'm ready to see that all these good intentions translate into practical measures, I'm going to put to the committee a new project of departmental regulation. If I'm not mistaken, there should be nothing standing in the way
of its approval. The idea behind this new regulation, in substance, is that we fulfil more rigorously what up till now hasn't been worth the paper it's written on; that is: the contract of a professor who has not demonstrated the level of intellectual and professional competence the department considers adequate will not be renewed. I know such measures can seem threatening; in reality they're only intended as a stimulus to everyone. Now then, Mario,' Scanlan went on, clearly making an effort to adopt a less impersonal or more urgent tone, âyour contract, if I'm not mistaken, expires in June. I imagine that the committee will meet in the spring. Which leaves you six months, more than enough time to prepare something or finish polishing something up that you've been working on all this time: three years is a long time not to have published anything at all. And I must insist this is not a threat, Mario, I'm just stating facts; take it rather as advice from a friend who appreciates you. Work, Mario, get something prepared, anything, and send if off to some journal or present it at some conference, and that'll be that. Either way, write something, and quickly: I have to tell you that otherwise it'll not be easy for me to stand up for you to the committee.'
Branstyne came to pick him up at seven. They took Lincoln Avenue, turned left on University and carried on towards the suburbs north of the city. They barely spoke during the drive. They parked in front of Branstyne's house, a single-storey building, with white walls, big windows, a smooth green roof, crowned with two chimneys (one very small and metal, the other larger, rectangular and made of stone), above which swayed a willow. A gravel path across the garden led to the garage, whose silhouette stood out against a dense mass of vegetation.
They went into the dining room. From the kitchen they could hear the clinking of glasses, cutlery and saucepans, as well as a delicate smell of pasta. Tina soon appeared wrapped in a brown apron, her hair dishevelled, her smile radiant. Mario thought she looked lovely. They kissed hello.
âDinner will be ready in a minute,' said Tina. Looking at Mario with shining eyes she added, âIt's going to be absolutely delicious.' And she went back into the kitchen.
âWe've got time for a drink,' said Branstyne. âWhat would you like?'
âA dry Martini,' answered Mario.
Branstyne prepared two dry Martinis with ice. He handed one to Mario and sat in an armchair, facing him.
âSo, how's the situation, then?' he asked as if picking up a recently interrupted conversation where they had left off.
âWhat situation?'
âYour position in the department.'