The Lincoln Lawyer: A Novel (20 page)

I took Van Nuys south to Ventura. After a few moments Maggie reached beneath her legs and pulled out a CD case she had been
uncomfortably sitting on. It was Earl’s. One of the CDs he listened to on the car stereo when I was in court. It saved juice
on his iPod. The CD was by a dirty south performer named Ludacris.

“No wonder I was so uncomfortable,” she said. “Is this what you’re listening to while driving between courthouses?”

“Actually, no. That’s Earl’s. He’s been doing the driving lately. Ludacris isn’t really to my liking. I’m more of an old school
guy. Tupac and Dre and people like that.”

She laughed because she thought I was kidding. A few minutes later we drove down the narrow alley that led to the door of
the restaurant. A valet took the car and we went in. The hostess recognized us and acted like it had only been a couple weeks
since
the last time we had been in. The truth was, we had probably both been in there recently, but each with other partners.

I asked for a bottle of Singe Shiraz and we ordered pasta dishes without looking at a menu. We skipped salads and appetizers
and told the waiter not to delay bringing the food out. After he left I checked my watch and saw we still had forty-five minutes.
Plenty of time.

The Guinness was catching up with Maggie. She smiled in a fractured sort of way that told me she was drunk. Beautifully drunk.
She never got mean under a buzz. She always got sweeter. It was probably how we’d ended up having a child together.

“You should probably lay off the wine,” I told her. “Or you’ll have a headache tomorrow.”

“Don’t worry about me. I’ll lay what I want and lay off what I want.”

She smiled at me and I smiled back.

“So how you been, Haller? I mean really.”

“Fine. You? And I mean really.”

“Never better. Are you past Lorna now?”

“Yeah, we’re even friends.”

“And what are we?”

“I don’t know. Sometimes adversaries, I guess.”

She shook her head.

“We can’t be adversaries if we can’t stay on the same case together. Besides, I’m always looking out for you. Like with that
dirtbag, Corliss.”

“Thanks for trying, but he still did the damage.”

“I just have no respect for a prosecutor who would use a jailhouse snitch. Doesn’t matter that your client is an even bigger
dirtbag.”

“He wouldn’t tell me exactly what Corliss said my guy said.”

“What are you talking about?”

“He just said he had a snitch. He wouldn’t reveal what he said.”

“That’s not fair.”

“That’s what I said. It’s a discovery issue but we don’t get a judge assigned until after the arraignment Monday. So there’s
nobody I can really complain to yet. Minton knows that. It’s like you warned me. He doesn’t play fair.”

Her cheeks flushed. I had pushed the right buttons and she was angry. For Maggie, winning fair was the only way to win. That
was why she was a good prosecutor.

We were sitting at the end of the banquette that ran along the back wall of the restaurant. We were on both sides of a corner.
Maggie leaned toward me but went too far and we banged heads. She laughed but then tried again. She spoke in a low voice.

“He said that he asked your guy what he was in for and your guy said, ‘For giving a bitch exactly what she deserved.’ He said
your client told him he punched her out as soon as she opened her door.”

She leaned back and I could tell she had moved too quickly, bringing on a swoon of vertigo.

“You okay?”

“Yes, but can we change the subject? I don’t want to talk about work anymore. There are too many assholes and it’s too frustrating.”

“Sure.”

Just then the waiter brought our wine and our dinners at the same time. The wine was good and the food was like home comfort.
We started out eating quietly. Then Maggie hit me with a pitch right out of the blue.

“You didn’t know anything about Corliss, did you? Not till I opened my big mouth.”

“I knew Minton was hiding something. I thought it was a jailhouse—”

“Bullshit. You got me drunk so you could find out what I knew.”

“Uh, I think you were already drunk when I hooked up with you tonight.”

She was poised with her fork up over her plate, a long string of linguine with pesto sauce hanging off it. She then pointed
the fork at me.

“Good point. So what about our daughter?”

I wasn’t expecting her to remember that. I shrugged.

“I think what you said last week is right. She needs her father more in her life.”

“And?”

“And I want to play a bigger part. I like watching her. Like when I took her to that movie on Saturday. I was sort of sitting
sideways so I could watch her watching the movie. Watch her eyes, you know?”

“Welcome to the club.”

“So I don’t know. I was thinking maybe we should set up a schedule, you know? Like make it a regular thing. She could even
stay overnight sometimes—I mean, if she wanted.”

“Are you sure about all of that? This is new from you.”

“It’s new because I didn’t know about it before. When she was smaller and I couldn’t really communicate with her, I didn’t
really know what to do with her. I felt awkward. Now I don’t. I like talking to her. Being with her. I learn more from her
than she does from me, that’s for sure.”

I suddenly felt her hand on my leg under the table.

“This is great,” she said. “I am so happy to hear you say that. But let’s move slow. You haven’t been around her much for
four years and I am not going to let her build up her hopes only to have you pull a disappearing act.”

“I understand. We can take it any way you want. I’m just telling you I am going to be there. I promise.”

She smiled, wanting to believe. And I made the same promise I just made to her to myself.

“Well, great,” she said. “I’m really glad you want to do this. Let’s get a calendar and work out some dates and see how it
goes.”

She took her hand away and we continued eating in silence until we both had almost finished. Then Maggie surprised me once
again.

“I don’t think I can drive my car tonight,” she said.

I nodded.

“I was thinking the same thing.”

“You seem all right. You only had half a pint at—”

“No, I mean I was thinking the same thing about you. But don’t worry, I’ll drive you home.”

“Thank you.”

Then she reached across the table and put her hand on my wrist.

“And will you take me back to get my car in the morning?”

She smiled sweetly at me. I looked at her, trying to read this woman who had told me to hit the road four years before. The
woman I had never been able to get by or get over, whose rejection sent me reeling into a relationship I knew from the beginning
couldn’t go the distance.

“Sure,” I said. “I’ll take you.”

Friday, March 18

I
n the morning I awoke to find my eight-year-old daughter sleeping between me and my ex-wife. Light was leaking in from a cathedral
window high up on the wall. When I had lived here that window had always bothered me because it let in too much light too
early in the mornings. Looking up at the pattern it threw on the inclined ceiling, I reviewed what had happened the night
before and remembered that I had ended up drinking all but one glass of the bottle of wine at the restaurant. I remembered
taking Maggie home to the apartment and coming in to find our daughter had already fallen asleep for the night—in her own
bed.

After the babysitter had been released, Maggie opened another bottle of wine. When we finished it she took me by the hand
and led me to the bedroom we had shared for four years, but not in four years. What bothered me now was that my memory had
absorbed all the wine and I could not remember whether it had been a triumphant return to the bedroom or a failure. I also
could not remember what words had been spoken, what promises had possibly been made.

“This is not fair to her.”

I turned my head on the pillow. Maggie was awake. She was looking at our sleeping daughter’s angelic face.

“What isn’t fair?”

“Her waking up and finding you here. She might get her hopes up or just get the wrong idea.”

“How’d she get in here?”

“I carried her in. She had a nightmare.”

“How often does she have nightmares?”

“Usually, when she sleeps alone. In her room.”

“So she sleeps in here all the time?”

Something about my tone bothered her.

“Don’t start. You have no idea what it’s like to raise a child by yourself.”

“I know. I’m not saying anything. So what do you want me to do, leave before she wakes up? I could get dressed and act like
I just came by to get you and drive you back to your car.”

“I don’t know. Get dressed for now. Try not to wake her up.”

I slipped out of the bed, grabbed my clothes and went down the hall to the guest bathroom. I was confused by how much Maggie’s
demeanor toward me had changed overnight. Alcohol, I decided. Or maybe something I did or said after we’d gotten back to the
apartment. I quickly got dressed and went back up the hallway to the bedroom and peeked in.

Hayley was still asleep. With her arms spread across two pillows she looked like an angel with wings. Maggie was pulling a
long-sleeve T-shirt over an old pair of sweats she’d had since back when we were married. I walked in and stepped over to
her.

“I’m going to go and come back,” I whispered.

“What?” she said with annoyance. “I thought we were going to get the car.”

“But I thought you didn’t want her to wake up and see me. So let me go and I’ll have some coffee or something and be back
in an hour. We can all go together and get your car and then I’ll take Hayley to school. I’ll even pick her up later if you
want. My calendar’s clear today.”

“Just like that? You’re going to start driving her to school?”

“She’s my daughter. Don’t you remember anything I told you last night?”

She shifted the line of her jaw and I knew from experience that
this was when the heavy artillery came out. I was missing something. Maggie had shifted gears.

“Well, yes, but I thought you were just saying that,” she said.

“What do you mean?”

“I just thought you were trying to get into my head on your case or just plain get me into bed. I don’t know.”

I laughed and shook my head. Any fantasies about us that I’d had the night before were vanishing quickly.

“I wasn’t the one who led the other up the steps to the bedroom,” I said.

“Oh, so it was really about the case. You wanted what I knew about your case.”

I just stared at her for a long moment.

“I can’t win with you, can I?”

“Not when you’re underhanded, when you act like a criminal defense attorney.”

She was always the better of the two of us when it came to verbal knife throwing. The truth was, I was thankful we had a built-in
conflict of interest and I would never have to face her in trial. Over the years some people—mostly defense pros who suffered
at her hands—had gone so far as to say that was the reason I had married her. To avoid her professionally.

“Tell you what,” I said. “I’ll be back in an hour. If you want a ride to the car that you were too drunk to drive last night,
be ready and have her ready.”

“It’s okay. We’ll take a cab.”

“I will drive you.”

“No, we’ll take a cab. And keep your voice down.”

I looked over at my daughter, still asleep despite her parents’ verbal sparring.

“What about her? Do you want me to take her tomorrow or Sunday?”

“I don’t know. Call me tomorrow.”

“Fine. Good-bye.”

I left her there in the bedroom. Outside the apartment building
I walked a block and a half down Dickens before finding the Lincoln parked awkwardly against the curb. There was a ticket
on the windshield citing me for parking next to a fire hydrant. I got in the car and threw it into the backseat. I’d deal
with it the next time I was riding back there. I wouldn’t be like Louis Roulet, letting my tickets go to warrant. There was
a county full of cops out there who would love to book me on a warrant.

Fighting always made me hungry and I realized I was starved. I worked my way back to Ventura and headed toward Studio City.
It was early, especially for the morning after St. Patrick’s Day, and I got to the DuPar’s by Laurel Canyon Boulevard before
it was crowded. I got a booth in the back and ordered a short stack of pancakes and coffee. I tried to forget about Maggie
McFierce by opening up my briefcase and pulling out a legal pad and the Roulet files.

Before diving into the files I made a call to Raul Levin, waking him up at his home in Glendale.

“I’ve got something for you to do,” I said.

“Can’t this wait till Monday? I just got home a couple hours ago. I was going to start the weekend today.”

“No, it can’t wait and you owe me one after yesterday. Besides, you’re not even Irish. I need you to background somebody.”

“All right, wait a minute.”

I heard him put down the phone while he probably grabbed pen and paper to take notes.

“Okay, go ahead.”

“There’s a guy named Corliss who was arraigned right after Roulet back on the seventh. He was in the first group out and they
were in the holding pen at the same time. He’s now trying to snitch Roulet off and I want to know everything there is to know
about the guy so I can put his dick in the dirt.”

“Got a first name?”

“Nope.”

“Do you know what he’s in there for?”

“No, and I don’t even know if he is still in there.”

“Thanks for the help. What’s he saying Roulet told him?”

“That he beat up some bitch who had it coming. Words to that effect.”

“Okay, what else you got?”

“That’s it other than I got a tip that he’s a repeat snitch. Find out who he’s crapped on in the past and there might be something
there I can use. Go back as far as you can go with this guy. The DA’s people usually don’t. They’re afraid of what they might
find. They’d rather be ignorant.”