Read The Falling Detective Online
Authors: Christoffer Carlsson
Tags: #FIC000000, #FIC050000, #FIC022000
It's the morning before the demo, and Jonathan has slept far too little; in fact, he hasn't really slept at all, and the effects of the alcohol are still evident. There's a stinging sensation behind his eyes, and an ache round his temples. And right till the last minute he doesn't know: is Ebi coming?'
When he does show, as he's walking towards the swings in Hallunda that morning, it's like a weird dream. The last time they saw each other was at the end of one summer, a long time ago. It's a stark contrast to the way things are now, in the middle of December, when Hallunda is grey and cold, and the snow crunches underfoot. And yet the feeling is familiar, and striking. Something inside him remembers.
âWhat have you got?' Ebi asks, avoiding looking at Jonathan's shaved head.
âThis.' He holds out the Dictaphone. âThere's a load of sound files on it, conversations between two people. You get named. Someone called Lisa says your name.'
Ebi is surprised by this, and doesn't even want to touch the Dictaphone.
âI'm guessing you know what this is about?' says Jonathan.
âNo. No, I don't.'
âDon't lie to me. Listen to it. And whatever it is you're up to, you must stop.'
âWe do what the fuck we want.'
Ebi sits down on one of the swings. Jonathan stuffs the Dictaphone in his pocket, and sits on the other one. Where he always used to sit.
âWhy him?' says Jonathan, quietly. âWhy Antonsson?'
âYou know why.'
âNo. There are loads of other potential targets.'
âThe recording studio. His warehouse. His money. And so on.' Ebi has had his head bowed, but lifts it now, his eyes meeting Jonathan's. âNot to mention the fact that he's a committed fucking Nazi.'
National Socialist, Jonathan thinks to himself, and gets the urge to throw himself on Ebi and hit him as hard as he can. Their breath appears like white puffs of light smoke that mix together.
He holds out the Dictaphone again.
âTake it,' he says. âI don't want it. I don't want ⦠I don't want you getting in shit.'
Ebi seems to hesitate. Then he takes the Dictaphone from Jonathan's hand. Their fingers touch. Ebi's skin is warm. Jonathan holds his breath.
âYou don't want Antonsson getting in shit. That's what this is about.'
âI don't want anyone getting killed.' Jonathan breathes out. âThat's all.'
Ebi's body stiffens, and his eyebrows shoot up.
âEh?'
âI don't want you to kill him, it woâ'
âIs that what you think we're about to do?'
âWhat the hell else is it going to be?'
Ebi's reaction is laughter, but it's neither mocking nor happy. Jonathan can tell â he can see it in his eyes.
âWhat the fuck ⦠we'd never do that. Who the hell's been saying that?'
Iris's name rests on his tongue. He can't say it.
âHe's got a recording studio, and a warehouse full of music and merchandise. That's all we're after. We're not trying to get at him personally. Well,' Ebi corrects himself, ânot like that, anyway.'
âThat's not what it sounds like if you listen to the Dictaphone. She, what's her name ⦠Lisa thinks you're going to physically hurt him.'
âThere are voices advocating that,' Ebi says. âBut they're always shouted down. It's way too dangerous. And wrong.'
A sense of relief spreads through Jonathan's body. In Ebi's hand: the Dictaphone. He turns it round, upside down, and swipes his thumb across the blank screen.
âYou know ⦠do you know what this is?' Ebi says, seemingly a bit gentler now. âI mean, who it belonged to?'
âNo.'
âThe sociologist who was murdered.'
âWhat?'
âDid you miss that?'
âNo. I've heard about that, but I didn't know it belonged to him.'
âThey think we did it. That
RAF
was responsible.'
âWho thinks that? The cops?'
âYes.'
âWell, did you?'
âNo fucking way. Definitely not.' He laughs to himself. âI'm even pretty sure that one of our members had a thing going on with him.'
âSo what makes the police think it was you?'
âThere are certain ⦠there's evidence that points to us. But I'm pretty certain that someone's trying to frame us, to fuck things up for us. This demo today, I think it'll be the last one we'll be able to do for a while. As long as we've got the cops tailing us, we're not going to be able to do anything. I don't suppose you happen to know anything about this?'
âWhat do you mean, about what?'
âWhy the cops are constantly on our backs.'
Jonathan gets off the swing.
âWhat the fuck's that supposed to mean?'
Ebi stares at him, without flinching. Then he sighs and shakes his head.
âNothing. I don't know. I'm so bloody confused. I shouldn't be talking to you, I wish I'd never come. I can't ⦠I can't trust you.'
Jonathan's sudden jump off the swing has left it rocking back and forth.
âSit back down,' Ebi insists.
Jonathan stops the swing, and sits down. He's cold.
âThe sociologist was called Heber,' Ebi says. âYou haven't spoken to him?'
âWhy would I have spoken to him? I don't even know who he is.'
Ebi scrapes the snow with the toe of his shoe.
âHe was researching us. Interviewing people from your side and my side.' Ebi fiddles with the little device. âHow do you get it going?'
âYou press it,' Jonathan says, and gets off the swing, and leans over Ebi's shoulder. He can smell Ebi's hair. It's newly washed, healthy. âHere. Press here.'
âThanks.' Ebi turns the little machine on, and a list of files fills the screen. âI think these are the interviews he did.'
âWhat I heard sounded like an interview, too,' says Jonathan. âAre you on it, too? Did you get interviewed as well?'
âNo,' says Ebi. âHe never interviewed me. I think he wanted to, though. He tried. He'd heard about Antonsson, and wanted to talk to me about it. And â¦'
âWhat?'
Ebi turns off the Dictaphone. Jonathan wonders what he's thinking.
âHow did you get hold of this?' he asks slowly.
âSomeone I know had it.'
âWho?'
Jonathan says the name.
âAnd how did it get to him?' Ebi asks.
âI don't know.'
Ebi stands up.
âHe must have taken it from Heber, that night. How else could he have got hold of it? And that means it must have been ⦠It has to be â¦'
âWhat do you mean?'
âI can't talk about it now. We'll have to talk about it another time, if we meet again. But you should be looking closer to home.'
âWhat does that mean?'
âI haven't got time.' He stops. âSee you at the demo, I suppose.'
âYes. Be careful.'
That's all. And that's the last thing he says to Ebi.
Café Cairo opens at ten. That gives us half an hour till Oscar Svedenhag has to open the doors for the day. Birck parks his Citr
ö
en just as the radio informs us that the Met Office have raised their state of alert ahead of Edith's arrival, and have now issued a Class 3 warning for the greater Stockholm area.
âThis is going to be a hell of a night,' says Birck.
âI know.'
We move quickly through the cold. The little street is shielded by buildings, making the wind less evident, but it still manages to grab the door and whip it open, almost slamming it into the wall.
The eczema on Oscar's chin is larger, redder, and even shinier that it was when I last saw him.
âWe didn't really say hello last time,' Birck says, and stretches his hand out once we've managed to shut the door behind us. âGabriel.'
âOscar,' he says, taken aback by Birck's politeness.
Cairo seems smaller without the customers. The tables have been cleaned, and are surrounded by neatly arranged chairs. The smell is a mixture of detergent and coffee. There's a freshly brewed pot behind the counter, and Oscar grabs three cups â two black and one red. There's a white box on the counter top, about the size of a shoebox.
Oscar gives Birck and me a cup each, and opens the box.
âThis is Ebi's,' he says. âHis roommate put it to one side when he got injured, because he was scared that he wasn't going ⦠well, that he wasn't going to come back. Some of it is from the flat; the rest is stuff Ebi had on him when he got injured.'
Oscar clears his throat, as though the sound might chase the thought away.
âI thought he lived alone,' says Birck. âHe was the only one registered as living at that address.'
âThe Electoral Register is one thing,' Oscar says. âReality is another.'
The box contains small keepsakes like leaflets, badges, and stickers, old photos from festivals and demos, a key that might be for a bike lock or some kind of box, and a mobile phone. I pick it up.
âIt's on,' I say.
âYes,' says Oscar, his voice thick. âApparently, his roommate kept it on. They had the same phone, so her charger worked.' He picks up one of the photos. âThis is what I thought was strange. It's taken with a digital camera and then printed.'
The picture shows four serious, young men, standing in a line but without touching each other. They have shaved heads, each one is wearing heavy boots and tight jeans, and the sun is behind them. They're holding a banner in front of them that's dirty yellow with what looks like blue lettering. The colours are hard to discern because of the backlight, but the words are clearly visible:
IMMIGRANTS OUT! SWEDEN FOR THE SWEDES!
âThis is before a NSF-demo about three years back,' Oscar says. âThese guys are now members of Swedish Resistance. It was founded by Patrik Höjer, a guy from Strängnäs who was involved in the White Power music scene in the mid-Nineties. He was friends with the people who shot Björn Söderberg, the journalist. They were very big in the aftermath of the murder in Salem, in terms of membership numbers, or whatever you want to call them. Then they gradually fell away, but were resurrected just after the Sweden Democrats made it into parliament.'
âIs there a connection?' Birck asks. âBetween them being elected, and this lot coming back?'
âI'm sure there is. There were people who felt let down by the Sweden Democrats when they started toning down their racist image. Today, Swedish Resistance is bigger than ever â there are at least a hundred of them, maybe more, in Stockholm alone. Anyway, it was this picture that made Ebi get involved in politics, and join
RAF
.'
âHow do you know that?'
âBecause we asked him. We always do. Everyone has to go through a fairly long process before they're let in, considering the risk that they ⦠well. We want to make sure that people are genuinely passionate about what we're passionate about, and that they're not just pretending, for whatever reason.'
âHow old are they in this picture?' I say.
âThey must be about nineteen there. They're the same age. And this guy,' Oscar says, pointing at the young man second from right in the picture, âI know he was nineteen when the picture was taken. His name is Jonathan Asplund, and he was a childhood friend of Ebi's. They both grew up in Hallunda. Apparently, Jonathan was a kind person, incredibly warm and generous towards everyone he met, but very amenable. Receptive to other people's opinions and ideas. A lot of his friends weren't Swedish, like Ebi. Jonathan and Ebi drifted apart during high school. That's where it started.
âWhere what started?' Birck says.
âHe was seventeen or so, I suppose, and was drifting further and further to the right. Well, in fact, it was like this; there was a little group of right-wing extremists in Hallunda. It wasn't even an organisation â just a group of snide racists who liked drinking beer and listening to white-power music like Totenkopf and White Aggression. He started hanging out with them, and it went from there, until, well â¦' He taps the picture. âSometimes that's enough. They get brainwashed by older guys. One of Ebi's friends showed him the picture, and Ebi was completely distraught. When he told the story, he almost had tears in his eyes. But for Ebi it wasn't just the fact that he'd lost a friend. He realised that if even someone like Jonathan could get dragged into this kind of shit, then anyone could. Ebi wanted to actively combat that, and he felt like
RAF
was a good tool for doing so.
âWhat is it about this stuff then?' Birck looks from the picture down at the rest of the stuff in the box. âThis doesn't tell us anything.'
âI thought they didn't talk anymore,' Oscar says, scratching at his eczema, his nails scraping on the raw skin. He picks up the mobile phone. âBut they did. At least occasionally, and certainly just before Ebi's death.' He opens the text messages on the phone. âHere. It starts in October ⦠well, you can read it yourselves.'
I lean over Birck's shoulder and read the text conversation:
JA: it's jonathan, can we meet?
EH: why?
JA: need to talk
EH: about what?
JA: can't say here.
EH: yes you can, say here. what's it about?
JA: heard a rumour you're about to lose it altogether.
EH: what do you mean? what was the rumour?
JA: can we meet up?
EH: no. what's the rumour?
JA: attack on martin antonsson
JA: hello?
âDoes Ebi Hakimi not answer this?' asks Birck.
âNo,' says Oscar. âHe doesn't.'
âDo you recognise this?'
âYou mean the attack?'
âYes.'
âYes, I recognise it. But it sounds a lot worse than it actually was. We were planning to sabotage his recording studio.'
âRecording studio,' Birck repeats. âAm I supposed to believe that?'
âYou believe whatever the hell you like. Do you want to see the rest of the messages, or what?'
âYes.'
âLook. Those earlier ones were sent on the nineteenth of October, I think it was. This is early November.'
JA: have you even checked it out?
EH: yes.
JA: and?
EH: how did you find out?
JA: doesn't matter. can you stop it happening?
EH: no.
JA: why not?
EH: because it's the right thing to do.
JA: have you told anyone? that I know about it?
EH: are you mental? if people find out that I've even had contact with you I'll get branded a traitor, and kicked out.
âIs that right?' I ask. âThat he would've been kicked out if anyone had found out he'd been talking to Asplund?'
âThat depends,' says Oscar. âWe don't like spies.'
âThis isn't the KGB and MI6 we're talking about,' says Birck.
âNo, but the principle is the same.'
âBut he's not even spying,' I say. âHe was trying to help you.'
âTrue,' says Oscar. âBut that's not how it would've looked. I mean, they were childhood friends after all.'
My gaze lands on the knife-block behind the counter. The knife that was missing last time I was here is still missing.
I feel a heavy lump in my chest as I read the texts. At first I can't explain it, but then I realise what it is. It's the coldness in the words the childhood friends exchange, how the gulf between them is so huge, and how every word is met with suspicion. I can imagine them now, in their beds, on opposite sides of town, lying there late at night reading the messages over and over again, trying to decipher what they mean. I recognise that alienation all too well.
âThen it goes quiet between Ebi and Jonathan for a while, at least as far as I can see. He might have deleted the messages, though â erased the history. But if he had, surely he would have got rid of these, too. Jonathan writes to Ebi the evening before the demo in RÃ¥lambshov Park, late, and it was just this:'
JA: by the swings tomorrow at 8. I've got something you need.
EH: what?
JA: you'll find out when you get there. you have to come. alone.
âSo they meet up at eight, the morning before the demo?' I say.
âWell, that's what we have to assume,' says Birck.
âDo you know what Hakimi does next?'
âYes,' says Oscar. âHe comes here. We had a meeting here before the demo, starting at eleven. He'd just talked to Lisa Swedberg. He told us that she was ill and wasn't going to make the demo.'
I inspect the photo of the four young men again. You can make out heavy scars on Asplund's face, one of which cuts right across his eyebrow, running like a parenthesis over his left cheek.
âHe's got some serious scars,' I say.
âThey nearly all do,' says Oscar.
âHe mentions the attack on Antonsson,' Birck says cautiously. âYour attack on Antonsson.'
You can feel how this puts Oscar on the defensive.
âWhich is why I hesitated about showing you this.'
âYou'd planned it?'
âNot me. But I knew that there was a plan.'
âSo who knew about the plan?'
âI'm not about to tell you that. And you've got no right to demand an answer either.'
Birck looks over at me, and shakes his head. There's no point. Besides, I suspect we'll find out as soon as we get in the car.
âWhat was he going to get?' Oscar says. âHakimi, I mean. What was he going to get from Asplund, do you know?'
I glance at Birck. He blinks twice.
âNo,' I say. âNo idea.'
Only when Birck has got into the driver's seat, and I've slumped into the passenger seat beside him, do I pull out my phone and end the call. I turn my head, towards Goffman's weathered face in the back seat. Next to Goffman is his colleague, Iris.
âDid it work?' I ask, with the phone in my hand. âCould you hear?'
âVery well indeed,' Goffman replies, before putting away his own phone.