The Disdainful Marquis (2 page)

“This is the last call,” Catherine said to Arthur, as she saw him lift the watch out of his pocket again.

“We'll finish up early then,” he said, “and go back to the hotel for some tea. Then we'll leave straight away in the morning, and it won't be long before we're all snug at home again.”

Catherine winced.

“There is the possibility that this time I might succeed, Arthur.” Only a hint of reproachfulness was in her voice, and Arthur missed it altogether.

“Oh, aye. Of course there's that possibility, but it is unlikely. As I said before, some young gently born females have to go out and toil for their livelihoods, and some do get positions. But only after much privation. And then that is only when they are willing to sacrifice some of their, ah, expectations. They get harder, my dear, and they get more worldly-wise. It's just as well that you discovered this for yourself. Now I think it wasn't such a bad idea, this trip. Once you're done with all that air-dreaming, you'll be happier. As you should be, with a devoted sister, and myself of course, to look after you. You will understand how fortunate you really are, and be content to settle down with us.”

“I know I am fortunate in you and Jane,” Catherine said as she had said so many times before, “and you do know how grateful I am, but Arthur, can't you see, I just wanted to do something for myself and not be only a burden?”

“Burden? Nonsense,” Arthur said, warming to his favorite theme and crossing his hands around his stomach, which Catherine knew was calling for sustenance. She had noticed that Arthur, plump to begin with, was adding to his substance at a pace to almost equal that of Jane, who expected their baby in the spring.

“As if family could ever be a burden. When I met your sister, I knew of your closeness and never did I expect anything other than your coming to live with us when we wed. I made that clear to Jane at the outset. I have often wished for a large family—it was one of the sorrows of my life that I was an only child. Family is the backbone of the nation.”

Arthur went on, as he had done so often in the past on the virtues of family, while Catherine looked out the window again, seeing the city slowly pass by, trying to make out the shadowy figures that flitted by on the pavements, and hoping that some wildly wonderful thing would come to pass. Perhaps she might turn out to be the image of dowager duchess's long-lost sister, or perhaps the dowager had a little dog who would rush to her and the dowager would cry, “If FiFi likes you, the matter is settled. You must come to work at once.” Or perhaps the dowager would be a sweet little old woman who would offer her tea and say, “I know just how difficult this must be for you. I have been looking for some pleasant young woman to keep me company,” or then again she might say…

“We're here, miss,” the coachman called.

Catherine felt her hands turn to ice. And her heart began a faster beat.

“Arthur. I won't be long. But if I'm delayed, there's no need for you to sit here freezing in the coach. Why don't you go back to the hotel, and I'll take another hackney back and meet you when I'm done.”

“Nonsense,” Arthur said staunchly, with an air of seeing things through, as she knew he would. “I'll wait right here. Can't have a young female on the loose alone in London. I'll wait right here. After all, it's your last call.”

Catherine shivered at his words and stepped out to the pavement and stared at the imposing entrance of the house before her. The fog had lifted for a moment, making the entrance of gleaming white steps dramatically clear. Catherine swallowed, only to find she had nothing to swallow, and began to walk toward the steps with much the same gait of someone preparing to mount a gallows. Her gaze was so fixed on the door above the street level, the door with the beautiful fanlight glasswork, the door that might either open onto a new future for her, or onto the end to her hopes of independence, that she almost collided with a pair of gentlemen who emerged suddenly from out of a bank of fog.

“My pardons, miss,” said the closer of the two gentlemen, and after a look at her face, he went on more fulsomely, “a hundred pardons. It's this confounded fog. One moment the way is clear, the next I've almost run you down. Are you all right?”

As he had not even brushed against her, Catherine could only reply distractedly, “Why yes, quite all right.”

But the gentleman, dressed, Catherine noted absently, in the first stare of fashion, only stood and gazed at her, bemused.

A deeper voice intruded.

“Cyril, the lady is fine. I suggest we move on so that she can reach her destination.”

Catherine peered up to the speaker, who was so very tall that the fog, in a show of frivolity, shrouded his face as it might a mountain peak. He was dressed in unobtrusive grays that further blended with the day.

“But, Sinjun,” the other gentleman protested, “I might have done her an injury. Or frightened her, looming up like that, out of the fog. Are you sure you're unharmed, miss?”

“Quite sure,” Catherine answered, suspicious of the gentleman's inclinations to linger, and wondering if Arthur was watching this incident through the coach window. He might get it into his head that she was being molested and spring from the coach and make a scene, and if the duchess heard the altercation, her interview would be over before it began.

Seeking to end the conversation promptly, and yet not be rude, for these gentlemen might be friends of the duchess, Catherine asked the taller of the two, whom she could not see so well, rather than the shorter, who was staring at her in the most improper fashion, “Is this the Duchess of Crewe's address? In the fog,” she temporized, “I cannot be sure.”

“Oh yes,” the taller gentleman answered in an amused tone, “to be sure it is. Never fear, you have come to the right place.”

There was that in his voice, that undercurrent of sarcasm, that made Catherine look at him again. The mist, bored with veiling his face, drifted away, and she found herself looking into a pair of icy gray eyes that seemed as if they still held the depths of the fog in them. He was very handsome, Catherine thought with alarm, lowering her eyes from his frank stare, and very insolent.

As she turned to mount the steps, she heard him say again with amused cynicism, “You have come to exactly the right place, I believe.”

“Good day,” Catherine said firmly, sure that in some strange way she was being insulted and knowing one did not bandy words with strange men, friends of the duchess or not. She went up the stairs, lifted the door knocker, and rapped more firmly than she would have wanted to, in an effort to escape the two men's attention. But when she turned to look down again at the street, she could only see their shapes receding in the distance.

The butler who took her card almost took her breath away with it. He was old, and large, and impeccable. He looked at her with no expression and yet made her feel as though she were standing in her nightdress. “Yes,” he said after he glanced at her card, “come this way.” Without further comment he led her into the largest hall she had ever seen. It was floored with marble, and lined with spindly chairs. And each chair held a woman, sitting erect, each with a reticule, and a packet of letters on each lap.

“Oh,” Catherine sighed to herself, her spirits sinking further than she had thought possible, for it seemed that every unemployed lady's companion in the kingdom was there waiting to be interviewed, before her.

By the time the clock at the end of the hall had discreetly chimed four times, Catherine had gotten sufficient control of herself to observe the other females in the hall. She had a moment's fleeting thought for Arthur, sitting chilled in the carriage outside, waiting, but she could no more have left than she could have asked the butler to dance. She was here now, she reasoned, and she would see it to the end.

There were twenty-three other females in the hall. Each one studiously ignored the other. Some stared into space. Some busied themselves with bits of needlework and some were browsing through small volumes that they had brought with them. They were representative, Catherine thought with sorrow, of the entire spectrum of women companions. There were some who were elderly and looked like timorous spinsters. Some were motherly-looking women, large in their persons and almost dowdily dressed. One or two were elegant-looking middle-aged females, who looked as though they themselves might be advertising for companions. There was one huge muscular woman who might have easily belonged behind a barrow, hawking turnips. Catherine wondered if she might drop a hint about the elderly Mrs. Oliphant's search for a companion, for that woman looked as though she might be able to turn both her and her daughter in bed without a thought. But the women all sat silently, and she could no more speak to the female beside her than she could have whispered in church. None of the women looked happy, and all, she thought, wondering if there were some truth to Arthur's lectures, looked downtrodden in some fashion. Worst of all was the realization that she alone was under middle age.

Miss Parkinson, Catherine thought frantically, would not have sent her if she felt she would have no chance. It was true that she had looked at Catherine and whispered, “Oh, dear. You are not at all what I expected from your letters.” But when Catherine had explained her mission, and convinced her that she had nursed her own late mother through her final illness, Miss Parkinson had said, filling out the cards, “Might as well have a try at it. But,” she had cautioned, “a lady's companion is not an easy life, child.”

Looking at her fellow applicants, Catherine could well believe that. They all seemed resigned to their waiting, to their very lives.

After the butler had admitted two more prospective companions and seated them, he reappeared.

“The duchess,” he intoned, “is ready to begin her interviews.” And he motioned for the woman closest to a door at the end of the hall to come with him. She was a spry wiry woman with spectacles. With ill-concealed eagerness, she closed the book she was reading and sprang up to follow him. After a few minutes, in which Catherine had only time to smooth out two of her gloved fingers, the little woman reappeared. She seemed confused and walked the gamut between the outer circle of applicants and disappeared out the front door. “Obviously,” muttered a hawk-faced woman in black bombazine, “inferior references.”

The next woman to be called, a heavyset elderly woman, left the room after what seemed like moments, looking puzzled. And after that the succeeding applicant stalked out angrily after what could only have been a moment, muttering, “She's mad.” The remaining women began to mutter among themselves. One by one the applicants disappeared, only to reappear after an indecently short time.

“She could be deranged,” whispered a timid-looking woman sitting near Catherine. “But then,” she added with a smug little smile, “my last was quite gone in the head and I stayed with the poor soul until the end.”

“I,” said one of the elegant women, “shall not work with a mad person. An eccentric perhaps, as my last dear lady was an eccentric, but charming withal. But not a raving lunatic.”

One by one the others were shuffled in and out so quickly that Catherine doubted they had the time to present their credentials at all. The duchess, she reasoned, must be relying very heavily upon first impressions. And when the muscular woman went in, and returned so quickly that she must not have had time to have said a single word, Catherine was convinced of it. As she sat and watched, it seemed that only the two more stylish-looking applicants were given time for any decent conversation in their interviews. And yet the last one left very angrily, stating firmly to those who remained, “You are all wasting your time; this whole interview is a farce.” And then Catherine was called.

Remembering to remain calm at all costs, Catherine walked slowly across the room in the wake of the butler. He opened a door, and Catherine found herself within a room facing the duchess.

She must be a duchess, Catherine thought dazedly, for I should know her for a duchess anywhere.

The room was small, but richly furnished. It had been the duke's study at one time, and it still had a very masculine air. The duchess stood ramrod straight in back of a huge mirror-polished walnut desk. She stared at Catherine. And Catherine, bereft of speech, could only stare back. The duchess was tall, and thin, and very old. Her hair was white, not the commonplace snowy white of most elderly persons Catherine had met. It was rather the color of ice, as were the two direct cold eyes that fastened upon Catherine. The duchess had a great long imposing nose and gaunt slightly rouged cheeks. She wore a gray dress and was altogether the most imposing, imperious woman Catherine had ever seen. She looked almost as though the title “duchess” was too insignificant for her; rather, Catherine thought, she should be addressed as “Your Highness.”

“Well,” the duchess brayed in a loud nasal voice, quite shattering the image, “now this is more like it. How did a poppet like you get in? Who are you, my gel?”

Catherine fumbled her papers out and laid them carefully on the desk. “Catherine Robins, Your Grace,” she said in a low voice.

“Speak up,” the duchess commanded. “If you want to companion me, you must be more forthcoming. Why does a young thing like you want to be companion to an old woman?”

“I need to find a position, ma'am,” Catherine said, in a clearer voice.

“And how does your family feel about it? Got any family?”