The Devil of Echo Lake (2 page)

He handed the guitar off to Phil, his tech, bowed low to the crowd, and ran down the metal stairs beside the drum riser. A second set of boot heels echoed in the narrow corridor, and he cast a glance over his shoulder at Flint. Looking ahead again, Billy threw his arm out behind him, pointing at the floor somewhere in front of Flint, then swept it forward to point at the double doors at the end of the corridor and the security guard stationed in front of them. He passed the dressing room and heard the guitarist’s steps falter.

“Where are you going?” Flint called.

“Out. Come on.”

“The street? What are you, tripping? You’ll be caught in an autograph mob.”

“Not if you hurry up. Most of them are still wondering if that was the last encore.”

“No they’re not. I saw the house lights come up.”

“Then we really better move.”

Billy and Flint shoved their shoulders into the doors and pushed through into a clear night sparkling with city lights.

A small group of Japanese goths flocked up the steps to the exit with CDs and permanent markers held aloft.

“Billy, I don’t see the car,” Flint said. “I don’t think we’re on the right street.”

“Don't worry about it. I just want to get some air.”

“That’s the last thing you’ll get if we hang around here.”

Billy looked around at the kids. There were five of them, who had probably skipped the last song to stake out this particular exit.
Well, they got lucky
.

“Hey, are you all together? Did you come to the show together?” Billy asked as he scribbled a black squiggle across the front of a jewel case.

They all started talking at once, and he couldn’t make out a coherent sentence, so he said, “Who has a car?”

A muscular kid wearing a wife-beater and a small silver cross on a chain said, “I have a van.”

Billy noticed that this kid was the only rocker among the goths, with their black clothes, makeup and dyed hair. This one looked like most of the Japanese rock fans he’d seen, a walking advertisement for American corporations: Converse sneakers, Levi’s jeans, pack of Marlboros poking out of the pocket of a plaid shirt, unbuttoned to reveal the beater and the cross. Totally Americanized from his smokes to his personal savior.

 “Where’s it parked? I want to get out of here.”

One of the goth girls started jumping up and down, tugging at the bottom of her sweater. The kid with the van smiled. He looked at Flint, “You coming too?”

Flint glanced at Billy. “This is not a good idea, bro. It’s Tokyo, for fuck's sake. I couldn’t read a train map if I had to.”

“You’re such an old lady,” Billy said. Then to the rocker kid, “It’s our last night here. Take us some place interesting. Show us something we can’t see at home.”

“Where’s home?” the kid asked. He seemed way too cool for the situation. Billy decided he must not be a fan, just a ride for some of these other kids. When the jumping girl settled down and clasped her arms around the rocker’s bicep, Billy decided she was probably his sister. There was a resemblance.

“Good question. Flint, where is home? New York? I have a house in San Francisco. Fuck, I don’t know. I think the Hilton is home.”

The kid laughed and said, “Man, this place want to
be
New York, and you have shit in California you won’t find here, but I can definitely show you something you don’t see at Hilton.”

“Well then I guess it’s not anything sexual. I’m game. Flint?”

“Man, you’re in a dangerous mood.”

Billy just grinned.

“Yeah, I’m game.” Flint sighed.

“Kiyoi,” the kid said over his shoulder. “Tell your friends they have to take the train home.”

“Why can’t they come too?” she whined.

“Not enough room. And your idol want to see something exotic. I’m not taking a bunch of kids.”

“Where we taking them?”

To Billy it sounded like the kid said, “Tosainnuring.”

The girl gasped. “That’s so cool. Guys, you have to go home.” This was met with groans of complaint. “Give me your CDs. Maybe they sign them in the van. Come, come on, give them to me. I’ll call you guys tomorrow. I promise.”

The rocker, who said his name was Munetaka, trotted across the street and unlocked a white van. Billy, Flint, and Kiyoi followed.

The city dwindled behind them until a few faint stars could be seen twinkling through a veil of smog over Mount Fuji. Billy had feared the drive might be one of those regrettable private moments with a fan in which he was deluged with questions, but Kiyoi was deadly silent after he and Flint signed the stack of CDs. Her English was good, but she appeared to be too afraid of saying something stupid to venture any conversation at all. Billy considered breaking the ice just to put her at ease, but after singing for two hours, his voice was hoarse and he was content not to use it if he didn’t have to.

When the van stopped, Flint pulled the door open. They found themselves in a pockmarked, muddy lot in front of a warehouse with blacked out windows, somewhere south of the city. A couple of orange sodium lights poured their jaundiced glow over the lot, illuminating cars whose riders’ muted voices could be faintly heard from somewhere inside the cinder-block building. Shouting and cheering seeped through the cracks in the walls, mingling in the cool, quiet night with the ringing in Billy’s ears.

Munetaka rapped his knuckles on a door Billy hadn’t noticed. It opened to reveal a lean Japanese man in mechanic’s overalls. Munetaka rolled up the sleeve of his flannel shirt and flashed a tattoo Billy couldn’t quite make out. It might have been a stylized animal mask like the ones on totem poles. The doorman waved them in.

They descended a flight of stairs lit by a series of red neon tubes and stepped into the back of a crowd. The men at the front were yelling, their shouts the only sounds in the room. Whatever they were here to witness, it didn’t involve music, and although there was plenty of alcohol being passed around among the revelers, the quiet put Billy on guard. It was unsettling to be in a crowd of drinkers without so much as a rave beat. Even sex shows had a beat. What kind of party was this, anyway?

Flint leaned into Billy’s loose, black curls and said, “What do you think, bondage show?”

Billy studied his friend for signs of fear. “I don’t know. It smells strange in here. Some of that Jap porn is pretty foul.”

He felt a skinny arm encircle his waist, and Kiyoi slid around him as if he were a pole in a strip club. She had her mouth open, and he saw a little round tablet on the flat of her tongue. In the red light, he couldn’t tell what color the tab was, but what difference did it make? Whatever it was, she’d apparently had one already and it must have loosened her up. He bent down and allowed her to push the pill into his mouth on her soft tongue. Her kiss tasted like cinnamon, medicine, and sweat.

Billy swallowed the pill.

“What is this place?” he asked her.

“Come on,” she said, tugging on his arm, pulling him away from Flint and into the crowd. A moment later they spilled into a space where there were no more bodies to buffer them, and Billy fell to his knees on the concrete floor. It was shit—that was what he had smelled. He felt his heart hammering hard in his ribcage.

At first he thought he was seeing a six-legged crimson beast spinning toward him. Then he realized it was two dogs, entangled, tearing at each other’s throats, blood pouring down the swaying dewlap of the one on the bottom, mixing with its fawn coat and the red neon light to form an image of homogenous murky gore. The dogs went about the work of mauling each other in eerie silence. Billy had grown up with dogs, was anything but afraid of them, yet here on his hands and knees just a few feet away from the vicious melee, he felt a short burst of piss escape him before he could stop it.

He clutched at Kiyoi’s long black skirt and looked pleadingly up at her, “What did you give me?”

“Shabu.”

“What?”

“Speed.”

He tried to stand, but his boot slipped out from under him in a puddle of dog blood. His chin hit the concrete floor, and as he bit his tongue on impact, he tasted his own blood. Kiyoi squeezed his jacket in fistfuls at the shoulders and tried to pull him up, but she had only succeeded in getting him back on his knees again when the dogs broke apart, the loser slumping to the floor in a heap of mangy fur and disjointed bones. The crowd roared with equal parts triumph and outrage.

A shaven-headed handler with a sharp black goatee stepped into the ring and slipped a wire loop over the winner’s head, but the dog had already made eye contact with Billy. It lunged at him, flashing its frothy red jaws in a quick, chattering rhythm that spattered droplets of blood and saliva across Billy’s cheek and forehead. Later he would wonder if the dog had reacted to his prone position, his submissive stature at the moment it had noticed him, fresh from the kill. Or did it smell his urine and the scent of fear radiating from his pores as the speed was transmuted into sweat? But in that space of three deafening heartbeats, when the dog’s eyes locked in on him, all he could think of was Trevor Rail and a fragment of an old, old song playing to the beat of his heart.

Got to keep movin, blues fallin down like hail

Got to keep movin, hellhounds on my trail

Billy felt his fingers and toes going numb as fear surged inward, closing off his senses. Pink video noise swarmed from the neon tubes in his peripheral vision, narrowing the tunnel through which he viewed the dog’s thick neck, bloody muzzle, and flashing fangs. The rush of blood roaring in his ears drowned out the foreign voices. He imagined the pressure with which it would jet across the room if the dog bit him. His throat constricted, but he soon realized that this wasn’t another symptom of his terror; someone was pulling on the collar of his leather jacket. Someone stronger than the girl was hauling him to his feet, wrenching him back from the mouth of the monster and into the crowd.

*  *  *

Danielle Del Vecchio flipped her cell phone open, dropped it on the tile floor and exclaimed, “Shit!” through her sea kelp mask. Flavio, her manicurist, picked it up and placed it back in her left hand, then resumed his work on her right. She reclined again and said, “Yes?” It was Donnie Lamar at Gravitas.

“He’s fine,” she said. “Don, get a hold of yourself. I said he’s fine…. What? No, it wasn’t a pit bull.... Uh-Huh. A Tosa Inu…. I don’t know. It’s some kind of Japanese mastiff. I
guess
it looks like a pit bull. I don’t know. Who cares? It didn’t bite him…. It scared the living hell out of him, but he’s fine now…. Yes, his hands are
fine,
not a scratch. Stop being so hysterical, okay? He’ll probably get a song out of it…. Mmm hmm. Yeah, I’ll tell him. Flint was there. He’s okay too…. Don, can you hang on a sec? I have another call coming in. It might be Billy.

“Hello? This is she…. Evan Malhoney? The fireman. Billy’s told me so much about you. What can I do for you, Evan? Billy’s on his way home from Tokyo today. He gets into LAX at nine ten tonight…. What?” She sat up straight and wiped the kelp strips off her face, yanking her hand back from Flavio so fast she cut her finger on the edge of his emery board.

“Pen, pen!” she whispered. Flavio shot out of the room and returned before the door could finish swinging shut, bearing a ballpoint and a pad with the salon letterhead.

“What’s the best number to reach you at? Give it to me anyway…. Okay. Sunday, Pearce and Sons Funeral Home, Port Jefferson,” she said, scribbling. When she had finished writing, she closed her eyes and listened. She said, “Evan, I’m so very sorry.” She looked at the phone, took a breath and pressed a button.

“Donnie? That was Billy’s brother. His father just died of a heart attack. He’s going to New York sooner than he thinks.”

*  *  *

Billy Moon, his band, and crew landed in L.A. on Friday night in the rain. Danielle was waiting for him in Arrivals. Billy knew someone was dead before she even touched his arm and searched in vain for a place to sit him down in the empty corridor. She wasn’t wearing any makeup, and her face was so solemn and pale that he almost didn’t recognize her at first. If he trusted anyone, he trusted Danielle, but seeing her face devoid of all pretense was something new. He had learned a long time ago that acting was an essential skill in a rock manager’s toolkit. She needed to change faces from mother, to motivational speaker, to mad dog depending on who she encountered around the next corner, or on the next call in the queue. Seeing her standing there in the vast vaulted hall of Terminal 4 with no mask or strategy in her eyes both embarrassed and scared him.

She took his hands in hers. Travelers rushed past with their coffee cups and paperbacks, rolling their luggage to the exits and taxi stands. A soothing female voice made some echoing announcement. Then Billy was taking a fist full of Kleenex from Danielle, marveling at how quickly his eyes had filled with too much water to see anything but splintered light and how much sniffling he had to do all of a sudden to keep the mucus from dangling down into his lap in this crowded place where someone might recognize him.

He caught himself resenting her for exposing him to this unexpected grief in public. But then he remembered that he had made a career out of being emotional in public, an observation that made him laugh and cry at the same time, as he wiped his face and tried to breathe. Keith, his bodyguard, stepped in front of him and folded his arms over his broad chest. The foot traffic flowed wide around them, as if the man were a boulder in a stream.

Billy told Danielle to get him on the next plane to New York. After doing her best to convince him to at least spend the night before flying again, she relented and bought him a ticket. By midnight he was back in the air, without so much as a change of clothes, flying over the Great Plains with lawyers and executives whose laptops illuminated the first-class cabin like a video arcade. In their company he looked even more like a vampire than usual. He turned inward, behind his sunglasses and headphones, letting his favorite duo, Jack Daniels and Joni Mitchell, lull him to sleep.