Authors: Rachel Anderson
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Contents
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ST. MICHAEL AND ALL ANGELS
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AT THE PRINCESS ELIZABETH
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THE DANCER IN THE STREET
1
The Day the Peace Began
In the afternoon, the landlady hung a line of colored bunting along the fence outside her house. Gloria and Dot rented a room in the basement. Gloria led Dot up the outside steps from the basement to look at the cotton flags flapping in the sun. Women from along the street came out of their front doors too.
Gloria gave Dot a hug and said, “Take a peek at that, Dot. So you won't never forget today. Today's ever so special.” Then she took a little tin brooch from her pocket. It was in the same colors as the bunting, red, white, and blue.
“There you are, ducks. That's a victory token, V for victory.”
One of the grown-ups from along the street noticed the brooch and said to Gloria, “You're in luck! Where'd you find that? We went up to Derry and Tom's yesterday. They was sold clean out. Not as much as a secondhand Union Jack left.”
“Got it for her week before. Last one they had in,” said Gloria, and she pinned the tin brooch onto Dot's cardigan. “So you mind you keep it safe as houses, Dot, then you'll always remember.”
“Is it over, then?” said Dot.
“Course it's over, you silly goose,” said Gloria.
“Over now,” Dot repeated, but she wasn't sure what it meant and if she even wanted it over. It sounded insecure.
One of the grown-ups said, “I was hoping for a bit of a flypast.” Another said, “I'd a thought you'd had enough of that by now!”
They stood around hopefully, occasionally glancing up into the sky or peering down the road as though expecting something to happen. When nothing did, they drifted indoors again.
So Gloria and Dot went back down the steps to their room, leaving the sunshine behind. It was always dim down here, but Gloria didn't switch the light on because of being told to save electricity. There was always a faint smell, too, of something rotting.
“Just the gas,” said Gloria. “Escaping. It won't do us no harm.”
They hadn't had gas in their last room.
Gloria lay on the bed and thumbed through the pages of her magazine.
Picturegoer
was about film stars. Gloria liked reading about the stars. She knew all their names. Sometimes she tried to do her hair like some of them in the photographs.
Dot could hear the landlady listening to her radio next door in the kitchen.
After that, nothing happened for hours till Gloria suddenly said, “Listen, ducky, I'm going to pop up the West End. Just see what's going on. Mrs. Parvis'll keep an eye on you. Won't be back late, promise. All right, love?”
She took her best outfit from the paper carrier on the mantelshelf, shook it to get rid of the creases, and soon was all dressed up and ready to go with her red lipstick, her pretty pinned-up hair, and her fancy black peep-toe shoes.
“You look nice,” said Dot. “Like a real star.”
Gloria was pleased. She wanted to be like a star. She never wore slacks because she said stars didn't. She said they mostly wore silky slips and dressing gowns.
Gloria tucked the blanket around Dot and kissed the tip of her nose.
Dot said, “But what about Baby?”
They hadn't been to see him today. Would it matter?
“Not one day won't make no difference to him,” said Gloria. “Today's ever so special. Maybe you don't understand. You will one day.”
Of course Dot understood. She'd heard the landlady say how it was all over now, bar the shouting. “He'll be right as rain, pet,” said Gloria. “And we'll be seeing him tomorrow.”
Dot tried not to mind being left on her own in the basement. With their two paper carriers on the shelf, the scrap of carpet on the concrete floor, and the gas fire in the corner, it was almost beginning to feel like home. The last place they were in they didn't even have a proper bed.
As she lay listening to the sound of the grown-ups' laughter coming through the wall, Dot felt round the sharp tin edges of her victory brooch still pinned to her cardigan front and remembered how Gloria had once said you'd always be safe in a place like this. “Even if the whole house collapsed on top of you. They'd never get you down here.”
There was more noise than usual coming through from the landlady's kitchen. Then they began singing. Dot remembered how sometimes there used to be singing down in the shelters in the dark. But this singing was different; not quiet holy hymns, but loud and impassioned. They must be having a party in there. Dot wished, after all, that Gloria hadn't gone out because Gloria liked parties and now she was missing it.
Dot was hungry. There hadn't been a proper tea. They hadn't been to visit Baby in the hospital, either. What a strange unsettling day. She knew she wouldn't forget it, even without her victory token.
Dot woke when she heard Gloria coming down the clanky metal steps outside, heard her stumble her way across the room, and then felt herself being pushed to the far side of the bed.
“Shove over there,” said Gloria. “Make a bit of room. Age before beauty.”
When Gloria climbed in beside her, they both rolled down into the dip in the middle of the bed. Dot felt Gloria snuggling up close.
“You're nice and warm, pet,” Gloria said. “Ooh, Dot, I do wish I'd took you. It was wonderful! You don't know the half of it. There was thousands of us!”
Dot put her arm round her mother's neck and hugged to show she was still awake and listening.
“We saw the king. And the queen. And the princesses. We shouted for them till they came out on their balcony. Then we danced, right there in front of the palace. And we sang. And there was the searchlights up in the sky. And down King Edward's Docks all them boats was letting off their hooters.”
Dot tried hard to imagine it. She said, “I think they had a party here, too. In Mrs. Parvis's kitchen.”
“Did they? I'm glad of that. So you weren't lonely? I would've come back sooner. But all the roads were that crowded. I couldn't find a bus nowhere. Drivers must've been celebrating too. So I had to walk all the way.”
“Was it a long way?” Dot wondered.
“Not too far when you're having a good time. You know, pet, I been thinking. From now on everything's going to be all right. I just know it. Like they said. We've won ourselves a new world. Well, better get some shut-eye. Nighty-night, pet. God bless.”
When Dot heard the deep, slow breathing of her mother sleeping, she was alone again and she was frightened. People had been saying that once the war was over, things would change. Dot didn't want anything to change. She'd had enough of that. Change was unsettling. It meant brick dust and disorder. The war was over, and she was afraid.
2
Dot's Baby
The next day things were back to normal. Gloria tied on her red head scarf, Dot buttoned up her pink cardigan, and they went to wait for the bus to take them down to the hospital to see how Baby was doing. The only difference from usual was the tin brooch. And they saw quite a lot more flags hanging out of windows.
It was always a long wait at the bus stop, followed by a long ride. Gloria said it wasn't half as bad as the last place. When he'd first been taken poorly, Baby had been driven in an ambulance from one hospital to another. They never seemed to be near where Gloria and Dot were. It was like cat and mouse trying to keep up with him.
“He's more like a little sparrow, ain't he?” said Gloria. “Always hopping around, never stopping put in one spot.”
One time, the people at the hospital didn't even tell Gloria that Baby had been moved. When she and Dot turned up to visit, he just wasn't there anymore.
“Oh, but he's been transferred,” said the nurse. “You must have known.” She didn't seem at all bothered that Gloria and Dot would have to go trudging off to another hospital somewhere else to find him.
Gloria became angry. “We come up all this way to visit. Now you tell me he ain't even here!”
The nurse just said, “Well, what d'you expect
me
to do about it? Burst into flames for you?”
The latest hospital was built tall, of blackish-red bricks, with rows of dark windows reaching upward toward the sky.
“What d'you think it's like in a ward right up top?” Dot said. “D'you think it's like flying? D'you think it's frightening? They could get you more easy up there, couldn't they?”
“Don't drag. Keep up with me,” said Gloria. “You're more bear than squirrel today. I don't want to go losing you in here.”
Dot knew there must be people up there in the vulnerable places on the top floor because on their way through the drafty corridors they passed the lift shafts, each with its rattling metal cage and fearful loops of cable and black rope dangling beneath like greasy snakes. The lifts were for transporting patients too sick to protest to departments on higher floors.
Luckily, they didn't have to get into the cage, for the children's ward was on the ground floor. Gloria went in. Dot stood outside the double swing doors. She wasn't allowed any farther. Children couldn't go into the children's ward unless they themselves were poorly.
The corridor was dark brown. Gloria had said it was painted like that so it wouldn't show the blood. But when Dot said, “What blood?” Gloria laughed and said, “No, not really, pet. Just pulling your leg.”
The ground-floor windows were barred like a prison, so nobody could climb in or out. And they were glazed with opaque white glass so that the patients couldn't see out, either, nor passersby see in. Dot hoped it was nice for Baby in there.
Visiting him the day after the peace began, everything was the same as always. Dot waited and waited in the long brown corridor with nowhere to sit. Once some nurses bustled along. Then an empty bed was wheeled by.
When it was time to go home again, at the hospital gates the friendly porter was on duty, sitting inside the cozy little wooden porters' hut. It would have made a compact little home except it was painted dark brown like the corridors. The porter recognized Gloria and leaned out of his hut.
“Hello there, dear. And how's the little laddie doing today?”
Gloria half nodded her head and shrugged. “No change,” she said, giving an elusive and empty smile. “Not so you'd notice.”