The Complete Stories (30 page)
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Authors: Bernard Malamud
“Si è perduto?” the girl asked, smiling, still tightly holding her
white towel. Freeman understood and answered in English. “No, I came on my own. On purpose you might say.” He had in mind to ask her if she remembered having seen him before, namely in last night’s rowboat, but didn’t.
white towel. Freeman understood and answered in English. “No, I came on my own. On purpose you might say.” He had in mind to ask her if she remembered having seen him before, namely in last night’s rowboat, but didn’t.
“Are you an American?” she inquired, her Italian accent pleasantly touched with an English one.
“That’s right.”
The girl studied him for a full minute, and then hesitantly asked, “Are you, perhaps, Jewish?”
Freeman suppressed a groan. Though secretly shocked by the question, it was not, in a way, unexpected. Yet he did not look Jewish, could pass as not—had. So without batting an eyelash, he said, no, he wasn’t. And a moment later added, though he personally had nothing against them.
“It was just a thought. You Americans are so varied,” she explained vaguely.
“I understand,” he said, “but have no worry.” Lifting his hat, he introduced himself: “Henry R. Freeman, traveling abroad.”
“My name,” she said, after an absentminded pause, “is Isabella del Dongo.”
Safe on first, thought Freeman. “I’m proud to know you.” He bowed. She gave him her hand with a gentle smile. He was about to surprise it with a kiss when the comical guide appeared at a wall a few terraces above. He gazed at them in astonishment, then let out a yell and ran down the stairs, waving his cane like a rapier.
“Transgressor,” he shouted at Freeman.
The girl said something to calm him, but the guide was too furious to listen. He grabbed Freeman’s arm, yanking him toward the stairs. And though Freeman, in the interest of good manners, barely resisted, the guide whacked him across the seat of the pants; but the exfloorwalker did not complain.
Though his departure from the island had been, to put it mildly, an embarrassment (the girl had vanished after her unsuccessful momentary intercession), Freeman dreamed of a triumphant return. The big thing so far was that she, a knockout, had taken to him; he had been favored by her. Just why, he couldn’t exactly tell, but he could tell yes, had seen in her eyes. Yet wondering if yes why yes—an old habit—Freeman, among other reasons he had already thought of, namely the thus and therefore of man-woman attraction—laid it to the fact that he was different, had dared. He had, specifically, dared to duck the guide and be waiting for her at the edge of the lake when she came out of it.
And she was different too (which of course quickened her response to him). Not only in her looks and background, but of course different as regards past. (He had been reading with fascination about the del Dongos in all the local guidebooks.) Her past he could see boiling in her all the way back to the knights of old, and then some; his own history was something else again, but men were malleable, and he wasn’t afraid of attempting to create certain daring combinations: Isabella and Henry Freeman. Hoping to meet someone like her was his main reason for having come abroad. And he had also felt he would be appreciated more by a European woman; his personality, that is. Yet, since their lives were so different, Freeman had moments of grave doubt, wondered what trials he was in for if he went after her, as he had every intention of doing: with her unknown family—other things of that sort. And he was in afterthought worried because she had asked him if he was Jewish. Why had the question popped out of her pretty mouth before they had even met? He had never before been asked anything like this by a girl, under let’s call it similar circumstances. Just when they were looking each other over. He was puzzled because he absolutely did not look Jewish. But then he figured her question might have been a “test” of some kind, she making it a point, when a man attracted her, quickly to determine his “eligibility.” Maybe she had once had some sort of unhappy experience with a Jew? Unlikely, but possible, they were now everywhere. Freeman finally explained it to himself as “one of those things,” perhaps a queer thought that had for no good reason impulsively entered her mind. And because it was queer, his answer, without elaboration, was sufficient. With ancient history why bother? All these things—the odds against him, whetted his adventurous appetite.
And she was different too (which of course quickened her response to him). Not only in her looks and background, but of course different as regards past. (He had been reading with fascination about the del Dongos in all the local guidebooks.) Her past he could see boiling in her all the way back to the knights of old, and then some; his own history was something else again, but men were malleable, and he wasn’t afraid of attempting to create certain daring combinations: Isabella and Henry Freeman. Hoping to meet someone like her was his main reason for having come abroad. And he had also felt he would be appreciated more by a European woman; his personality, that is. Yet, since their lives were so different, Freeman had moments of grave doubt, wondered what trials he was in for if he went after her, as he had every intention of doing: with her unknown family—other things of that sort. And he was in afterthought worried because she had asked him if he was Jewish. Why had the question popped out of her pretty mouth before they had even met? He had never before been asked anything like this by a girl, under let’s call it similar circumstances. Just when they were looking each other over. He was puzzled because he absolutely did not look Jewish. But then he figured her question might have been a “test” of some kind, she making it a point, when a man attracted her, quickly to determine his “eligibility.” Maybe she had once had some sort of unhappy experience with a Jew? Unlikely, but possible, they were now everywhere. Freeman finally explained it to himself as “one of those things,” perhaps a queer thought that had for no good reason impulsively entered her mind. And because it was queer, his answer, without elaboration, was sufficient. With ancient history why bother? All these things—the odds against him, whetted his adventurous appetite.
He was in the grip of an almost unbearable excitement and must see her again soon, often, become her friend—not more than a beginning but where begin? He considered calling her on the telephone, if there was one in a palazzo where Napoleon had slept. But if the maid or somebody answered the phone first, he would have a ridiculous time identifying himself; so he settled for sending her a note. Freeman wrote a few lines on good stationery he had bought for the purpose, asking if he might have the pleasure of seeing her again under circumstances favorable to leisurely conversation. He suggested a carriage ride to one of the other lakes in the neighborhood, and signed his name not Levin, of course, but Freeman. Later he told the padrona that anything addressed to that name was meant for him. She was always to refer to him as Mr. Freeman. He gave no explanation, although the padrona raised interested brows; but after he had slipped her—for reasons of friendship—
a thousand lire, her expression became serene. Having mailed the letter, he felt time descend on him like an intricate trap. How would he ever endure until she answered? That evening he impatiently hired a rowboat and headed for Isola del Dongo. The water was glassy smooth but when he arrived the palazzo was dark, almost gloomy, not a single window lit; the whole island looked dead. He saw no one, though he imagined her presence. Freeman thought of tying up at a dock and searching around a bit, but it seemed like folly. Rowing back to Stresa, he was stopped by the lake patrol and compelled to show his passport. An officer advised him not to row on the lake after dark; he might have an accident. The next morning, wearing sunglasses, a light straw, recently purchased, and a seersucker suit, he boarded the vaporetto and soon landed on the island of his dreams, together with the usual group of tourists. But the fanatic guide at once spied Freeman and, waving his cane like a schoolmaster’s rod, called on him to depart peacefully. Fearing a scene that the girl would surely hear of, Freeman left at once, greatly annoyed. The padrona, that night, in a confidential mood, warned him not to have anything to do with anybody on the Isola del Dongo. The family had a perfidious history and was known for its deceit and trickery.
a thousand lire, her expression became serene. Having mailed the letter, he felt time descend on him like an intricate trap. How would he ever endure until she answered? That evening he impatiently hired a rowboat and headed for Isola del Dongo. The water was glassy smooth but when he arrived the palazzo was dark, almost gloomy, not a single window lit; the whole island looked dead. He saw no one, though he imagined her presence. Freeman thought of tying up at a dock and searching around a bit, but it seemed like folly. Rowing back to Stresa, he was stopped by the lake patrol and compelled to show his passport. An officer advised him not to row on the lake after dark; he might have an accident. The next morning, wearing sunglasses, a light straw, recently purchased, and a seersucker suit, he boarded the vaporetto and soon landed on the island of his dreams, together with the usual group of tourists. But the fanatic guide at once spied Freeman and, waving his cane like a schoolmaster’s rod, called on him to depart peacefully. Fearing a scene that the girl would surely hear of, Freeman left at once, greatly annoyed. The padrona, that night, in a confidential mood, warned him not to have anything to do with anybody on the Isola del Dongo. The family had a perfidious history and was known for its deceit and trickery.
On Sunday, at the low point of a depression after an afternoon nap, Freeman heard a knock on his door. A long-legged boy in short pants and a torn shirt handed him an envelope, the corner embossed with somebody’s coat of arms. Breathlessly, Freeman tore it open and extracted a sheet of thin bluish paper with a few lines of spidery writing on it: “You may come this afternoon at six. Ernesto will accompany you. I. del D.” It was already after five. Freeman was overwhelmed, giddy with pleasure.
“Tu sei Ernesto?” he asked the boy.
The boy, perhaps eleven or twelve, who had been watching Freeman with large curious eyes, shook his head. “No, signore. Sono Giacobbe.”
“Dov’è Ernesto?”
The boy pointed vaguely at the window, which Freeman took to mean that whoever he was was waiting at the lakefront.
Freeman changed in the bathroom, emerging in a jiffy with his new straw hat on and the seersucker suit. “Let’s go.” He ran down the stairs, the boy running after him.
At the dock, to Freeman’s startled surprise, “Ernesto” turned out to be the temperamental guide with the pestiferous cane, probably a majordomo in the palazzo, long with the family. Now a guide in another
context, he was obviously an unwilling one, to judge from his expression. Perhaps a few wise words had subdued him, and though haughty still, he settled for a show of politeness. Freeman greeted him courteously. The guide sat not in the ritzy launch Freeman had expected to see, but at the stern of an oversize, weatherbeaten rowboat, a cross between a fishing dory and small lifeboat. Preceded by the boy, Freeman climbed in over the unoccupied part of the rear seat, then, as Giacobbe took his place at the oars, hesitantly sat down next to Ernesto. One of the boatmen on the shore gave them a shove off and the boy began to row. The big boat seemed hard to maneuver, but Giacobbe, working deftly with a pair of long, heavy oars, managed with ease. He rowed quickly from the shore and toward the island where Isabella was waiting.
context, he was obviously an unwilling one, to judge from his expression. Perhaps a few wise words had subdued him, and though haughty still, he settled for a show of politeness. Freeman greeted him courteously. The guide sat not in the ritzy launch Freeman had expected to see, but at the stern of an oversize, weatherbeaten rowboat, a cross between a fishing dory and small lifeboat. Preceded by the boy, Freeman climbed in over the unoccupied part of the rear seat, then, as Giacobbe took his place at the oars, hesitantly sat down next to Ernesto. One of the boatmen on the shore gave them a shove off and the boy began to row. The big boat seemed hard to maneuver, but Giacobbe, working deftly with a pair of long, heavy oars, managed with ease. He rowed quickly from the shore and toward the island where Isabella was waiting.
Freeman, though heartened to be off, contented, loving the wide airy world, wasn’t comfortable sitting so snug with Ernesto, who smelled freshly of garlic. The talkative guide was a silent traveler. A dead cheroot hung from the corner of his mouth, and from time to time he absently poked his cane in the slats at the bottom of the boat; if there was no leak, Freeman thought, he would create one. He seemed tired, as if he had been carousing all night and had found no time to rest. Once he removed his black felt hat to mop his head with a handkerchief, and Freeman realized he was bald and looked surprisingly old.
Though tempted to say something pleasant to the old man—no hard feelings on this marvelous journey, Freeman had no idea where to begin. What would he reply to a grunt? After a time of prolonged silence, now a bit on edge, Freeman remarked, “Maybe I’d better row and give the boy a rest?
“As you weesh.” Ernesto shrugged.
Freeman traded places with the boy, then wished he hadn’t. The oars were impossibly heavy; he rowed badly, allowing the left oar to sink deeper into the water than the right, thus twisting the boat off course. It was like pulling a hearse, and as he awkwardly splashed the oars around, he was embarrassedly aware of the boy and Ernesto, alike in their dark eyes and greedy beaks, a pair of odd birds, openly staring at him. He wished them far far away from the beautiful island and in exasperation pulled harder. By dint of determined effort, though his palms were painfully blistered, he began to row rhythmically, and the boat went along more smoothly. Freeman gazed up in triumph but they were no longer watching him, the boy trailing a straw in the water, the guide staring dreamily into the distance.
After a while, as if having studied Freeman and decided, when all
was said and done, that he wasn’t exactly a villain, Ernesto spoke in a not unfriendly tone.
was said and done, that he wasn’t exactly a villain, Ernesto spoke in a not unfriendly tone.
“Everybody says how reech ees America?” he remarked.
“Rich enough,” Freeman grunted.
“Also thees ees the same with you?” The guide spoke with a halfembarrassed smile around his drooping cheroot butt.
“I’m comfortable,” Freeman replied, and in honesty added, “but I have to work for a living.”
“For the young people ees a nice life, no? I mean there ees always what to eat, and for the woman een the house many remarkable machines?”
“Many,” Freeman said. Nothing comes from nothing, he thought. He’s been asked to ask questions. Freeman then gave the guide an earful on the American standard of living, and he meant living. This for whatever it was worth to such as the Italian aristocracy. He hoped for the best. You could never tell the needs and desires of others.
Ernesto, as if memorizing what he had just heard, watched Freeman row for a while.
“Are you in biziness?” he ultimately asked.
Freeman searched around and came up with “Sort of in public relations.”
Ernesto now threw away his butt. “Excuse me that I ask. How much does one earn in thees biziness in America?”
Calculating quickly, Freeman replied, “I personally average about a hundred dollars a week. That comes to about a quarter million lire every month.”
Ernesto repeated the sum, holding on to his hat in the breeze. The boy’s eyes had widened. Freeman hid a satisfied smile.
“And your father?” Here the guide paused, searching Freeman’s face.
“What about him?” asked Freeman, tensing.
“What ees hees trade?”
“Was. He’s dead—insurance.”
Ernesto removed his respectful hat, letting the sunlight bathe his bald head. They said nothing more until they had reached the island, then Freeman, consolidating possible gain, asked him in a complimentary tone where he had learned his English.
“Everywhere,” Ernesto replied, with a weary smile, and Freeman, alert for each shift in the prevailing wind, felt that if he hadn’t made a bosom friend, he had at least softened an enemy; and that, on home grounds, was going good.
They landed and watched the boy tie up the boat; Freeman asked Ernesto where the signorina was. The guide, now looking bored by it all, pointed his cane at the top terraces, a sweeping gesture that seemed to take in the whole upper half of the luscious island. Freeman hoped the man would not insist on accompanying him and interfering with his meeting with the girl; but when he looked down from looking up without sighting Isabella, both Ernesto and Giacobbe had made themselves scarce. Leave it to the Italians at this sort of thing, Freeman thought.
Warning himself to be careful, tactful, he went quickly up the stairs. At each terrace he glanced around, then ran up to the next, his hat already in his hand. He found her, after wandering through profusions of flowers, where he had guessed she would be, alone in the garden behind the palazzo. She was sitting on an old stone bench near a little marble fountain, whose jets from the mouths of mocking elves sparkled in mellow sunlight.
Beholding her, the lovely face, sharply incised, yet soft in its femininity, the dark eyes pensive, her hair loosely knotted at the nape of her graceful neck, Freeman ached to his oar-blistered fingers. She was wearing a linen blouse of some soft shade of red that fell gently upon her breasts, and a long, slender black skirt; her tanned legs were without stockings; and on her narrow feet she wore sandals. As Freeman approached her, walking slowly to keep from loping, she brushed back a strand of hair, a gesture so beautiful it saddened him, because it was gone in the doing; and though Freeman, on this miraculous Sunday evening, was aware of his indefatigable reality, he could not help thinking as he dwelt upon her lost gesture that she might be as elusive as it, as evanescent; and so might this island be, and so, despite all the days he had lived through, good, bad, and boring, that too often sneaked into his thoughts—so, indeed, might he today, tomorrow. He went toward her with a deep sense of the transitoriness of things, but this feeling was overwhelmed by one of pure joy when she rose to give him her hand.
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