Once he'd made the decision to leave, Spencer just wanted to get going. But he knew he should bide his time till morningââThey might come,' he said out loud.
They might be sitting in that rescue helicopter right now, you never know! They might have just finished checking it for readiness to fly; the pilot might be depressing the engine starter button now; maybe the engine is firing up
right now.
Right now. No, you have to sit tight for a bit, Spence. Besides, it's too late to start the walk down now. You're lost enough as it is, aren't you?!! If the
Drifter
was a car by the side of the road, would you walk away from it? No way. That's what they say: stay with the vehicle.
Spencer knew that it got dark at about 6.30 at the moment, because that was when
Star Wars: The Clone Wars
was just finishing on TV each night, and he never missed an episode. Except for tonight, of course. There'd be no
Clone Wars
tonight.
An hour or so passed. Spencer peered into the esky bag. The ham and cheese sandwiches were still in there. He opened the plastic box they were in and the smell of lunch box sandwiches filled the cabin. He gagged and dropped them back in.
âDad.'
Silence. Spencer looked at his dad's chest, noted the slow rise and fall of it.
âThat's good, Dad, you rest up. Do you want some water?' He tipped a little water onto his fingertips and moistened his lips again.
Spencer sat up. He pushed his head out the door and looked around. In the distance he could hear something; a very different sound, mixed up with the rain. A very particular sound. The chopping sound of a propeller cutting through the air.
Spencer jerked his head to the sky.
A chopper!
Reg?
They were looking for them; they were
here!
Spencer's knees nearly caved as he scrambled out of the
Drifter.
He scraped the skin off his back as he went through the doorway but it barely registered. He launched himself up onto the underbelly of the plane. He steadied himself, not wanting to look away from the sound. The wind gusted sharply and threatened to blow
him right off and back into the bushes. He glimpsed something, quite far away, but it looked familiar, a bright flash of red; matching the red RESCUE he'd seen on the Bell chopper tail at Skippers airstrip. Was that really this
mor
ning? It seemed more like a week ago. So much had happened since he'd walked around on the tarmac, waiting for Dad and Reg to stop talking. He'd been so keen to get up in the air, to get that flightâ
this
flightâhappening.
It had to be them. Spencer raised his arms and crossed them over and over and over above his head, but he knew there was no way anyone in the chopper could see him through the thick grey curtain of rain. They weren't up high enough to see them. They'd have to change direction and altitude; the best chance he had of being found was if the chopper flew directly over the crash site. He imagined the scene the rescue people would glimpse from above: the sudden whiteness of the
Drifter,
the trail of flattened trees, the smear of destruction.
Then, all of a sudden, as if it were sucked into a black hole, it was gone. The sound and the colour just disappeared. Spencer turned around, put his hands around his ears to maybe catch the vibration of the big rotor through the airâany noise from the helicopter
at allâbut there was nothing. Nothing but gutless punches from the wind. Spencer fell backwards off the
Drifter,
and lay there, on a medley of bushes, winded, shocked, wild with hope and fear.
Had the rescue chopper crashed as well? Or had the crew just not seen the
Drifter
and decided to look elsewhere, or go back? Spencer's stomach inside-outed itself. He wondered if he would ever find out.
âBell Rescue to Skippers Cove, pick up Skippers, over.'
Reg picked up the receiver. âI read you, Bell Rescue, over.'
There was a bit of static on the line, but Reg could make out the words, delivered with some anxiety: âSqually winds making it too dangerous up here. We're coming back in to Skippers, Reg, I repeat, we are returning to base, over.'
âCopy that, Dan. Take it easy up there. Over and out.'
Reg looked at the landline out of the corner of his eye. Bugger. The search wouldn't resume now until first light tomorrow.
Next to him, the window was suddenly peppered with heavy rain spots. It was dark, and it was only 5pm.
Reg picked up the phone again and dialed Suzie's number.
Spencer's voice sounded strange in the space around them. âIt's getting dark, Dad,' he said. âHere, have some more water.' Spencer felt like an alien as he dabbed Dad's lips. He hadn't told him about the chopper; what was the point?
âI'm gunna see if I can sleep now, Dad. Well, I'm gunna try. And in the morning I'm going to head down to the road.'
The rain filled the gaps.
âTo get help. It might be quicker than ... waiting, you know?'
They'd never come back now.
âIt shouldn't take too long for me to get down to the road. Not more than a few hours. We're not at the top of the BluffâI can't even see the topâso that's good.
âAnd I'll leave a note, in case someone finds you here while I'm gone. I'll put our names on it, and say that we're from Skippers, and that it's Saturdayâwell, it'll be Sunday tomorrow, so I'll put Sundayâand that
I've gone to get help. And what time it is when I leave.
âOkay, Dad?'
Spencer nodded like his dad might. âOkay,' he said to himself, in his deepest voice.
Then he cleared a bit of space to lie down in. He had to curl up his body to make it fit. He reached over to the door, which was open a crack. Rain dripped over his hand as he pushed it open a little further.
âBit of fresh air, hey, Dad?' he whispered. âBit of fresh air.'
Okay.
He imagined being at home in his bed, his special super-duper goosedown doona light and warm on top of him. His stomach pulled in tight.
Quietly, Spencer cried hard. He was so scared. He tried to keep it down in that small space. The rain helped with that too.
It was the longest of nights. How could the wreck of a plane make so much noise? From time to time it creaked like his dad moaned. It was like the
Drifter
was
alive.
The sounds were metallic, as if it was trying to un-wreck itself, twisting against its injuries. The wind found the crack of the door and swept in like an icy ribbon, and Spencer's thoughts twisted and knotted in
sync with his stomach. What if he got lost going down the mountain? What if Dad got sicker while he wasn't there?
The square of white light from Dad's phone was a weirdly comforting companion. He tried to go without it for chunks of timeâhe didn't want the battery to die on him; he might need it tomorrow.
He prayed for a while. He didn't know how that worked, but he reckoned he may as well try everything.
Spencer tried to sleep, he did, but how could you when everything around you was hard and cold and groaning? Gliders weren't designed for night flying. They weren't
meant
to provide shelterâand they didn't. Spencer's body ached with cold and he kept shifting for a more comfortable position. Poor Dad couldn't move at all.
The night crawled by. When would it be dawn? He spent the hours thinking and worrying and planning, and listening to Dad breathing, until he was totally exhausted by it all, by everything he wanted to remember (water! torch! Dad's mobile! food! the note!).
But he should never have thought about Mum. He imagined her and Pippa in the kitchen, just flipping out. He knew Mum'd be awake all night, like he was. It sent Spencer further into panic, knowing she'd be
thinking he and Dad were dead or something, and not being able to tell her that they were all right.
We're all right, Mum!
he wanted to yell across the mountain.
Finally, briefly, sleep won. His dreams were ghastly and he pulled himself away from them back into the pitch of that night. He wasn't sure which was worse: the dreams or the reality. And somewhere in there, somewhere in among the waking nightmare, was the distant, brief, war-like sound of a helicopter that never came.
Watching dawn crack, Spencer felt massive relief and a surge of adrenalin. Time to get moving, get out of there. Get help.
My name is Spencer Gray. I have gone to get help. Our glider crashed yesterday (Saturday).
Spencer checked the time.
It's 6 in the morning.
This is my Dad, Rory Gray. We live at 18 Winton Road, Skippers Cove. 9671-1121. Dad has a woond in the back of his head that's been bleeding. I think his leg is broken too.
Dad has had some water but no food since Saturday morning. He's been unconshios
Spencer tried again but there were too many vowels to deal with.
unconchious a lot.
That looked better.
He reached over to the esky bag and pulled out one of the water bottles. He propped it tightly in the crook of Dad's arm, and put the half-packet of Scotch Finger biscuits next to it, in case he woke up hungry. He adjusted the blood-wet fleece so Dad's head looked more comfortable, and spread what was left of the jacket across his chest to keep him warm.
Spencer looked down at the note in his hand. Had he forgotten anything? If anyone came, would they need to know anything else?
I am going to walk to the road at the bottom of Bluff Noll.
He sat for a moment, then signed:
Spencer Gray
Spencer pushed the cockpit door full out. Nothing had changed. It was still raining. The sky was heavy and low. His breath puffed out like a winter cloud in front of him. The wet weather jacket he'd laid down to collect water was now a shallow pond of mountain water. That was good. Spencer crouched over it awkwardly and slurped some up, wanting to save what was in his bottle for the walk ahead.
The other jacket was pulled tightly around him. He checked the pockets again: water bottle shoved into one, the two muesli bars and an apple in the other. Dad's mobile phone in the inside secret pocket, where it would keep dry. Spencer had checked it in the thin dawn light that morning, hoping someone had sent a message. Of course, the screen was uninterrupted grey.
Maybe reception will improve as I get closer to the road,
Spencer thought.
He'd forced down one of Mum's ham and cheese sandwiches for breakfast, and, as vile as it tasted, he felt better for it. Less jittery.
Spencer looked back at the
Drifter,
its elegant arms sprawled out into the bush. He'd left the door slightly open, so Dad had fresh air. He was as warm and as comfortable as he could make him. He had water and food. Spencer had written the note and left it open on
Dad's chest.
You can't do anything else, Spence. Just get moving. Get some help.
And so he did. His neck was rigid as he walked away. He had to make his legs operate, like a robot's, as he stepped away, into the bush, not wanting to leave Dad but knowing he had to; not wanting at all to face what was out here, but knowing he had to; not wanting to be negotiating his way down the wet side of a mountain so far from everywhere, but knowing that he was indeed here, on the wet side of a mountain, completely and utterly on his own, and completely and utterly in charge of what happened next.
Once he was goingâonce he'd got far enough away that he couldn't see the
Drifter
through the scrub every time he looked backâit got a bit easier.
A couple of crows hopped and cawed near him, seemed to follow him on his way, as if they were keeping him company, or chaperoning him, or maybe they were just checking him out.
They're not like vultures, are they?
Spencer wondered briefly.
They don't eat ...
flesh.
Do they?
Spencer knew that if he didn't figure out roughly where he was on the mountain he could waste a lot of time ploughing directionlessly through the bush. As much as he wanted to feel the downwards tilt of the earth towards that road under his feet, he knew if he could find a high point now, before he started heading down, it might show him the quickest, easiest way to the road. He needed a tree, or a tall rock.
Around him, the scrub was thin and low. Spencer
looked at his watch, wiping the rain off the face with his thumb. It was 6.10. He wanted to be down at the bottom of the Bluff by about 8.30 or 9. It might take him another hour or two even then to reach help, and then a while still for the rescue people to get up the mountain to Dad and get him out. Spencer realised he had to get down as quickly as he couldâgetting down too late might mean another night on the mountain for Dad. Or worse.
The crows were loud and close. The rocks were slippery. Spencer kept his head down, paying attention to where he placed his feet, like he did during the cross-country; a twisted ankle would be a total disaster right now.
He let out a weak laugh. If only this were the school cross-country, with Leon bringing up the rear and Mr Petrich drilling them from the sidelines. What would he say about this track?
Stay focused, Spencer! Pick it up! Stay with the leaders.
Oh man, if only.
Straight ahead of him was a steep rock face. There was no way he could get to the top of it without a rope. He only had his boots onâthey weren't exactly made for extreme sports. Spencer tracked around the base of the rock wall. He knew this was the high point he
was looking for; he just needed to get up to the top somehow. At one side, tufts of bush sprouted from cracks in the granite. He grabbed one and leaned his weight from it. It stuck. Tough stuff. It hurt his hands but that was the least of his problems. Spencer took turns with his hands and feet using the tufts as hand- and foot-holds, and made his way up to the top.
As he crawled over the rim, the brief good feeling of conquering the rock face slid darkly away. The total greyness of the sky enveloped him.
Whooof.
The wind slammed into his body. He planted his feet apart and leant into it.
Terrible thoughts slid into his mind but he forced them away before they could take hold. He didn't need them. He needed to have total commitment now.
He wasn't at the top of the Bluff, and the rain and shifting cloud made it hard to see far, but here he had a view nonetheless. There was a sort of cloud ring not far above him, around the peak, he thought it must be, which told him that they had crashed about three-quarters of the way up the mountain. Spencer knew from when they were here on their family camping trip that it was about a two-hour walk down from the topâalong the hiking trail. He knew it could take at least double that time with
out
a trail, with bush and rocks
and other stuff to find his way around.
Who knows what's gunna be down this side,
he thought.
It could be previously unexplored for all I know!
Even when he did it with Mum and Dad and Pips on the camping trip, it took more than two hours, because Pippa had that meltdown on the way down.
But none of this seemed to matter right now: Spencer was momentarily buoyed by the realisation that it might be only a few hoursâthree or four or five, maybeâtill he got help.
He looked around again, trying hard to be calm, trying to concentrate. His eyes searched the scrub for a trail to followâany trail; a bunny trail would do at this stage.
There was nothing. Nothing. He had to get going. He was wasting time!
He waited a moment longer for the cloud to slide away.
C'mon, c'mon,
he murmured.
The crows swooped away suddenly. Spencer scanned the sky. Was he imagining it, that soundâagain? In the distance ... could he hear a chopper?