Texas Size Passion (A Cowboy's Heart Book 2) (13 page)

             
“Emily…There is not a single thing that I am wanting more right now…Than to have you in my life as more than a simple friend who just happens to be a girl.” His voice oozed with the sexual desire that had been building up to that moment of time inside of him during their dance on the crowded dance floor. “I want you more than just a mere girlfriend as well…I want you to be my woman.”

             
The moment he said those words to her, he noticed how her eyes grew a little large from him saying that he wanted her to not be labeled just as his ‘girlfriend’ but his ‘woman’ instead. John easily could see in her gaze that the notion was not only very serious to him, but that it would make things much more exclusive between the two of them. She would be his one and only woman and he would be her one and only man.

             
“If you want things to continue for us both here and now…I will make you happy in ways that Johnathon never could, and erase any and all bad memories he has caused for you from your mind.”

             
“J-John,” Emily replied, nervously, “I want things to keep going between the two of us because I am really fond of you, something I haven’t been in a while with another man…”

             
“But…”

             
“I am going to be going back to the city in another month. My home is back in Houston, and I will have to move back to it once the summer is over with.”

             
He had forgotten that. His own southern goddess would be leaving Oleander sometime next month, and returning back to the city life that was waiting for her. The idea of her disappearing from him when he had just found her sent his entire body into an uproar with a need to keep her there with him more permanently.

             
“Emily…You don’t have to leave Oleander if you are not wanting to.”

             
“W-What do you mean, John?” Emily’s voice trembled on its way out with a little curiosity and confusion mixing in with her own sexual desires for him.

             
“If you wish for things to continue between us and that you have nothing to go back to in Houston…I would like it very much if you stayed in Oleander…with me.”

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              Emily’s heart tightened up on the spot the instant she caught wind of John offering her to stay with him if she didn’t really want to leave Oleander and return back to Houston.

             
She couldn’t deny that she liked the idea of staying down in the small town with him instead of returning back to the city she had traveled from to get down there. No one lived with her back in the city, and the solitary life it had given to her wasn’t really worth the money that she was getting paid at her current job.

             
However, as much as she found the offering to be a really great and wonderful idea, the prospect of moving away from the city and starting all over again in a new place made her feel a little nervous and hesitant about the arrangement.

             
“J-John…” Emily spoke up to him with her inner turmoil about moving in and staying with him rising to the surface in her soft voice. “I really like your offer…and the idea of seeing you beyond the end of next month…”

             
“But…what?” John asked, keeping his voice at a soft level despite the need to erase the concern and worry coming out into the open of it. “What seems to be wrong with the idea?”

             
“It is just…It is such a big step for me to take. I have always lived on my own and not really have anyone there for me or even to support me besides my grandmother-“

             
“And now you do…You have me here for you, someone that wants to take care of you, and show you the kind of treatment you have been denied all your life but deserve.”

             
Emily could see in his eyes a deep, firm decision to have her remain there with him instead of letting her return back to the city. The only thing he wanted to hear from her about the situation was that she would stay and let him take care of her.

             
“John…”

             
Before any other words could escape out of her mouth, they were sealed shut tight by his crashing down against them and sealing her into a sensual but tender kiss. The sensation brought all of her talk of uncertainty to an end, and eradicated any hesitant thoughts from her mind that might still be lingering there.

             
Emily slipped her hands away from the sides of her body, and brought them to rest on top of his shoulders. She slowly returned the kiss back to him with a need coming from deep within herself rising out and into the open.

             
There is no point in trying to lie to yourself, Emily. You want him…You need to feel someone take care of you for once in your life in a way that no other man has managed to do for you at all.

             
The words of her conscience made her feel that much more aware of the situation and of how her body was needing his at that moment in time. The sensation was so strong that it couldn’t be ignored anymore by her no matter how much she tried.

             
With her mouth beginning to apply a little more pressure to the kiss with him, she was not only signaling to him that she wanted more from him but that also alerting herself that the course of actions she was taking would more than likely change everything from that moment on past into the month that was to come for the two of them.

             
All that she wanted from him at that exact second was to feel his strong hands and sensual lips all over her body, and to experience a night of unbridled passion with the cowboy who had shook her world from top to bottom.

Chapter Twenty-One

             
With Emily clearly showing how much she really liked what he was doing to her body with his sensual caresses and passionate kisses, John slid his palms down the sides of her body to where they landed on her curvy hips. His fingertips started to massage her through the maroon and red fabric of the dress that concealed most of her body from his gaze as he slowly rubbed ate entrance to her mouth with the tip of his tongue.

             
I can’t stand waiting anymore…I need Emily, and I need her now.

             
His desire to possess her and make her his woman ate away at the rational thoughts inside of his mind. He found himself unable to resist the temptations burning inside of him anymore. He wanted Emily, and no one was going to keep him from her anymore.

             
Slowly, John registered her lips starting to part open for his wet tongue to slide inside, giving him permission to do so, and shivered with delight as he moved it inside. The warmth of her mouth nearly caused his fingernails to dig through the material, and into her soft, fair complexion, but he managed to keep himself from doing just that.

             
Instead, his hands traveled down from her hips until they were resting on her firm, round butt, and gave it a soft yet firm squeeze.

             
No sooner had he done that, Emily released a muffled sound of surprise in his mouth from the sensation of him gripping at her ass, gently. It wasn’t a noise of discomfort. It was a sound of pure, unadulterated pleasure.

             
Discovering that his move had only turned her on even more, John started to kiss her with a wild passionate frenzy as his strong hands gripped at her tight ass, digging his fingers deep into each cheek, and hoisted her up into the air just enough of her legs to swing up, and find their way around his waist in order to secure her body in the air.

             
The heat resonating from her crotch brushed against the zipper of his pants, fueling the raging hard-on that was almost at its full capacity and pressing at the fabric with the intent of wanting to be set loose.

             
So much for wanting to take things nice and slow with Belle’s grand-daughter.

             
Prior to that moment, John had wanted to be gentle and tender with their first time making love to one another. He didn’t want them to at it like a pair of dogs in heat or fuck each other like two crazed baboons.

             
However, the way she was positioned and the heat coming out of her tight, sweet tasting mouth, as well as from between her firm thighs, was making that dream of his disappear in just a flash. There was no way that he could wait any longer for them to ease into having sex with one another. His body craved for hers, and would not rest until he had her completely that night.

             
Pulling out of the kiss with her, John flashed her a highly sensual grin as he pressed his forehead against hers. The lower part of his body slowly grinded against her crotch, teasing her with what he had nestled inside of his jeans for her. His hot breath slipped out of the cracks of his mouth as he spoke to her with all of his desire for her coming out of it.

             
“Now…Emily…Do you want us to go upstairs, and do it in the loft…or…do you want us to do it right here where we are standing and save us the trip up there?”

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              Anything that was left of her rational side flew out the window the moment her crotch found John’s lower half to not only be lightly grinding against it but also pressing against hers with a sexual determination coming across to her, demonstrating how strong his feelings were for her. The only thing that was left on her mind was that of an unbridled need to feel his skin on hers, and his body taking hers to the very brink of her limits.

             
“If I can be quite honest with you, John,” Emily replied, “I don’t believe that I am going to be able to make the trip up the stairs from how my legs are positioned right now.”

             
Her voice had a coy yet serious tone of sensual desire in it due to how her passionate emotions were becoming the more dominant ones, and causing her to not want to waste any more time then she already had with him.

             
“So…Let’s stick to the second option.”

             
“I like the way you think…and I was fixing to say the same thing.”

             
John’s highly sensual tone mixing with his deep Texan accent was really all the foreplay that she needed at the moment. He could say something that is not even sexually related and it would still turn her on in ways that no one else had been able to do with just the simple sound of their voice.

             
A smile dripping with the urges that burned deep inside of her slowly started to form across her face while a similar look started to appear deep within her gaze. Keeping her attention on his face, Emily softly bit her bottom lip for a few seconds bore she spoke up to him.

             
“Good  know that we ink a lot alike, John.”

             
“ It is indeed good to know…and a wonderful reason for you to move in with me once the summer is done and gone.”

             
A soft chuckle left her mouth upon him proposing to her the idea of her moving in with him at the end of the summer for the second time.

             
She knew that he wanted her to stay with him, and how badly he wanted her to remain at this side on a more exclusive and permanent basis. However…There was plenty of time between now and then to make her decision and she didn’t want to rush into it with him.

             
“Let’s see how tonight goes for the two of us before we make any plans for the future that is coming our way.”

             
“Are you getting second thoughts about us moving in with each other so that way we can depend on the other?”

             
“Not at all…I just think that we don’t need to be rushing into something that we are not ready for.”

             
“Fair enough…Now that we have that settled…I believe there is another issue for us to tackle and take care of right now.”

             
“What would that be?”

             
Instead of receiving a verbal answer from him, Emily found herself greeted with a hot, passion filled kiss from him on her mouth while his hands had begun to knead her tight ass in his large hands and his lower body proceeded to grind his crotch a little harder into hers. She let out a soft, pleasure filled moan inside of his mouth the instance the heat from inside of his lips started to seep inside of the small opening of her lips. No sooner had she received the warm welcome that she returned the kiss with a passion to match his own.