Terminal Island (18 page)

Henry turns on a lamp over the table, creating a pool of light in the gloom, and looks at the assembly-line operation. It is laid out in stages, nice and simple, starting with sheaves of freshly-arrived mail. As far as he can see, all of it is intended for residents of Shady Isle, and the lion’s share seems to be addressed to women with archaic-sounding names like Selma or Gertrude or Edith. Going down the line, Henry sees where the mail is opened and the contents filed by date and order of importance, with sticky-notes attached for special instructions: “Nd 401K stats ASAP” “Move acct to Cr. Suisse?” “Pull fam. hist. to locate” “Accss Soc. Sec. tax docs Apr. ’51-May ’66.” “Renw. passport and drv. lic.” There are postal meters, notary stamps, official seals and imprimaturs of every kind.

Henry looks into the long row of alphabetized file boxes and skips to the Cs.
Holy shit
—he can’t believe his eyes, but there it is: Cadmus. A thick bundle of material in a brown cardboard legal folder. The word
dossier
flies through his head. Henry opens it up and finds a window envelope containing two freshly-minted DVDs, one labeled,
Cadmus stats
and the other,
Cadmus pics
. Beneath it is a recent eight-by-ten photograph of his mother—a professional-looking head-shot—and an envelope full of negatives.

As Henry sifts through the material beneath, he is swamped with confusion and shock, hands trembling as he turns page after page of legal and financial documents that all seem to have his mother’s signature and handwriting, but which reveal a degree of wealth that he never knew she had, nor would have imagined she was capable of either amassing or managing:

Loans for tens of thousands of dollars, mortgages, vast lines of credit, high-yield investment portfolios, insurance policies worth millions, with names of beneficiaries that he has never heard of before, mostly obscure charity foundations that smack of religion or extreme right-wing politics. The level of international finance savvy on display is far beyond anything his mother is capable of, Henry is sure, though at one time she did speak the languages—Greek, Italian, French, Portuguese. But he would have thought that after all these years she would be a little rusty. Certainly he has never known her to be so well-regarded by the slick gatekeepers of capitalism. In Henry’s experience, Vicki’s level of correspondence with such entities has always been limited to overdrafts and past-due notices—and there has never been any reason to suppose that old age has made her more competent. He is not the son of this steel-willed speculator, gambling with borrowed fortunes; the mother he knows is altogether more hapless. This creature in the paperwork with his mother’s name and handwriting is a stranger to him—Henry’s weird, involuntary stirring of pride in her accomplishment is an alien emotion to be stamped down, proof positive that this is all wrong. A phantom sensation like feelings in an amputated limb.

My mother is dead
.

It’s not the first time in the past three months that this thought has occurred to him, but it is the first time that Henry knows it is true, beyond a shadow of a doubt.

They’ve killed her. They’ve killed my mother and stolen her identity
.

And not just her;
all
these people’s identities—hundreds or thousands of lonely souls who died unremembered and unmourned, but whose fixed incomes live on. All of them existing now only in these files, in the form of paper and mail and electronic transactions, a whole population of ghosts haunting this island, where they can be put to good use.

They are
farming
them, just as Ruby joked—farming the dead, milking them like cattle. Better than cattle, for they use no resources, take up no space, leave no waste. Reaping these sad, fatted beings—who even alive were already relegated to a ghostly existence on the margins of society—for the economic lifelines that sustained and uselessly prolonged their empty, puttering existences. Plucking them off like so many suckling parasites to get at the nectar. Consolidating all their myriad separate dribbles of income which were just soaking into the ground; evaporating and making them all work together, supporting and reinforcing each other as a single grotesque tit of economic force. Henry is becoming enraged.

Evil, murdering bastards—

His first impression of the hollow building had been exactly right: It
is
a factory, a ghost-powered money-mill that grinds up living people and churns out wealth for…someone. But who? Who is gaining from this ultimate cost/benefit ratio? Who has killed his mother and stolen her identity and added it to the invisible population of golden ghouls? (And in the back of his mind:
How can this be?
Is she really dead, or is he just being hysterical, jumping to conclusions? But it is his childish, desperate need for this to be true that tells him it cannot be—the world as he knows it does not reward wishful thinking. And all his past experiences with this island only reinforce one grim conclusion.)

—murdering evil fucks—

Henry comes across a box of Shady Isle promotional materials and application forms. Amid the brochures is a stack of DVDs with labels that read,
We’re Shady Isle
. There is a TV and a DVD player set up; on impulse Henry loads one of the disks.

Accompanied by bouncy Caribbean steel drums, there is an aerial shot of Catalina Island, the camera swooping in low over the sea. A genial narrator says, “Haven’t you always wanted to live in paradise? Far away from the hustle and bustle of modern life, but with all the conveniences? In a beautiful, small-town setting with a view of mountains and the beach? Where every day is a holiday.” The camera closes in on the coast, rising off the water to reveal majestic tiers of condos shining in the sun. Music swells as the voice announces, “Welcome…to Shady Isle.” Now the beat picks up and there is a montage showing the complex from different angles and at different times of day, and mixing in shots of Avalon that make the place look like a tropical wonderland.

The narrator says, “But what kind of people choose to live in such a paradise? Millionaires? Celebrities? Or are they everyday people, just like…you?” Now begins a series of warm close-up shots featuring ordinary, friendly-looking folks doing leisure activities. “Come join us,” they each say in turn, whether sunning on their porches or barbecuing or playing badminton or strolling under the evening lights of the complex. “We’re Shady Isle.”

Henry goes cold, rewinding to freeze the image on the final group scene. Amid the lawn party, everybody toasting the camera, he recognizes a face. She is made-up differently, but there is no mistaking her:

Lisa
. Lisa again. God damn it.

Suddenly Henry is beyond rational thought; he can barely see straight, blinded by a red haze of rage and guilt, the skin on his face stretched too tight.

Putting his back into it, Henry pushes the big table over, spilling all the expensive electronics onto the floor. Everything goes down with a great, sliding crash. Then he kicks over the table covered with paperwork—it tumbles like an avalanche.

Not enough. He dances and stomps on the silver-gray laptops, trying to crack them open. They’re pretty tough, enraging him even more. Flinging one across the room, Henry gets the idea to unplug the heavy power converter that is feeding everything. The room goes dark.

Winding up like a discus-thrower, swinging the converter by its thick cord, Henry mutters, “When God shuts a door, he opens a…
window!
” He lets fly and the device hits the center of the nearest window.

The force of it smashing through drags most of the curtain outside and lets in blue sky and daylight. The sound is even more satisfying than the effect, the crash reverberating up to the rafters.

Standing silently for a moment, Henry wonders what he can do next. He could burn the whole place down. Yes, burn it to the ground! But then he goes still, trying to calm his manic thoughts: No…that would be destroying the evidence.

It suddenly dawns on him that he has made a terrible mistake. He has warned them. As soon as they see this mess they will know they’ve been discovered, and long before any authorities can get here this stuff will have magically disappeared. They’ll destroy it themselves—all this is probably just copies of copies of originals that are stored in anonymous vaults in faraway lands.

Then he remembers Ruby’s camera, still in the bag on his back.

His filming is interrupted by the distant snarl of the ATV returning to the complex.

Chapter Nineteen

PISMO BEACH

S
hit
. Picking up a chair, Henry uses it to clear all the broken glass from the window frame, then he sets down the chair and stands on it so he can lean out the window. For the moment the coast is still clear.

Climbing outside,
Henry hurries to the end of the building and sneaks a look up the stairs just as the little yellow buggy scoots through the inner fence and starts charging down the ramp. It’s them again—Lenny and Squiggy. They look like they know exactly where they’re going.
Bastards
. Someone must have reported him, or maybe he set off a silent alarm when he broke the window.

Henry is strangely unafraid, but well aware that he is in serious danger: If what he thinks is true, they’ve already killed so many people that one more will just be a drop in the bucket. But is it true? Is there any other possible explanation? Because if he’s not fighting for his life, then it’s a whole different set of rules. He doesn’t want to make any more mistakes. In the fading heat of his outburst, Henry’s confidence is wobbly: he’s jumped to conclusions before.

Ruby and Moxie!
Now the fear strikes, sharp as an axe in his gut. If these people do kill, and are conceivably likely to kill him for what he knows, it follows that they must also kill his family. And like a fool he has given himself away already, by talking about coming here to any number of people, as well as complaining to the cops. If they’re all in on it…

All right then.

Ducking down low, Henry just manages to slip under the boardwalk before the ATV has a clear view of the whole lower expanse. As he hunkers there in shadow, the vehicle rumbles the boards overhead and stops short at the condo door. Henry can hear the men talking as they dismount, leaving the engine running as they survey the broken window.

“What the fuck, man!”

“This shit is fucked up; I am
so
gonna nail the fucker that did this!”

“He is
dead
.” Unlocking the door, the man shouts in, “
You hear me, you cocksucker? You’re dead!
”

“We just better
find
his ass, that’s all I can say.”

“We’ll find him. He’s got no place to go, and Pulga’s watching the gate. Cover the window, I’m going inside.”

The ATV driver unlocks and kicks open the door. After a few seconds Henry can hear muffled shouting from within, though he can’t make out the words. The man posted outside leans in the broken window and says plaintively, “That
mother
fucker. The queen bitch is gonna tear us a new asshole when she sees this.”

As they are talking, Henry arrives at a dreadful yet inescapable conclusion, one he has no time to properly consider, but must act on with total commitment, right now, or lose the chance forever:

Numb with disbelief at what he’s doing, he boosts himself up to the deck and scuttles crablike to the idling all-terrain vehicle.

Shitshitshitshitshit
…

The man at the window stands sideways to Henry, his lanky profile sharply defined against the dark interior. Broken glass clinks underfoot as he shifts his weight, leaning in to see better. The battered yellow ATV sits midway between them. Moving closer and closer, Henry is exposed for all to see; the slightest sideways glance from that man and he will be pinned like a deer in the headlights.

All right all right
…

Scared to breathe, Henry reaches the ATV. Its engine burbles quietly like a slumbering cat, every detail of the thing heightened to brilliant clarity.
Suzuki
. As if in a dream, Henry throws his leg across the machine’s leather saddle and dares to take his eyes off the man just long enough to scan the controls—he hasn’t ridden anything like this since he was a teenager. Trusting to hazy memory, he kicks it in gear, any gear, and guns forward.

As soon as the ATV starts moving, Henry can hear someone shouting, “
No you don’t you whore!”
Out of his peripheral vision he can see the man sprinting toward him, but is too busy trying to hang on and keep the vehicle upright to worry about pursuit—the thing does a small wheelie and Henry’s heart jumps with it, thinking it is about to flip.

A rough hand grabs at the back of his shirt—“
Gotcha!”
—but Henry applies a burst of speed and breaks loose. Barely in control, he weaves drunkenly between the row of false condos and the steel railing overlooking the sea. He is moving in the opposite direction he should be—away from the handicapped-accessible exit ramp—but it can’t be helped; it’s the direction he was pointed. Over the engine he hears snapping sounds from behind—gunshots? Then a voice yelling, “Not at my
ride
, dumbshit!”

Henry comes to the end of the building and a second flight of stairs going up the hill. There is no vehicle ramp here, but he has no choice—he has to get off the exposed deck. Shifting down to first gear, slowing to a crawl, he turns sharply and takes the stairs.

For a second Henry thinks he has made a horrible mistake. The fat-wheeled buggy rears up so steeply on the first few steps that it seems to be on the verge of tipping backward—he remembers such a thing happening to him years ago on the dunes of Pismo Beach, spilling him into the sand—and he leans forward across the handlebars to lower his center of gravity. It works, barely.

As he settles into a lurching rhythm, Henry realizes it won’t get any steeper; he can make it…unless he does something stupid, like adding more speed. Which is exactly what he must do if he wants to get away.

The men are coming up fast, blazing on foot while he’s putt-putting along like somebody’s wheelchair-bound granny. Concentrating furiously, he tries accelerating, lifting his butt in the air as the saddle jounces and bounces beneath him.