Joe wouldn't have cal ed himself gay.
What he felt when he looked at the male athletes' thick muscular thighs and tight wel sculpted asses, their heaving
pectoral muscles, and even their thick
cocks dangling limply between their
legs, was something far more visceral.
He didn't want to fuck them. He wanted
to eat them alive. To rip their supple flesh from their bones, taste the warm blood
and meat as it washed over his tongue
and down into his bel y.
Joe finished his shower and removed a
fresh change of clothes from his
backpack. He shrugged quickly into his
jeans and T-shirt before running off to class. He could hear the guys whispering at his back as he left the locker room. They al thought he was a pervert. But
they knew better than to say it to his
face. Joe was not exactly a smal man.
Chapter Five
The tweed-wrapped and bow-tied
professor busily scribbled on the huge
blackboard at the front of the lecture hal . Flashes of multicolored young flesh
whisked by as students hurried to take
their seats. Smooth chocolate browns
and tans. Creamy whites and yel ows.
Joe tore himself with effort from the
entrancing glimpses of bare arms,
slender necks, and naked thighs and
calves to give attention to the names the professor had scrawled across the
board.
Andrei Chikatilo. Ed Gem. Gary
Heidnick. Jeffrey Dahmer.
Heidnick. Jeffrey Dahmer.
"Al of these men are murderers.
Signature kil ers with a very unique
signature."
Joe recognized the connection between
those four names before the professor
even spoke and he immediately perked
up, suddenly very interested. They were not just serial kil ers. They were kil ers who had at least partial y cannibalized their victims. Each of them had tasted
human flesh. Many on more than one
occasion. Some, like Dahmer and
Chikatilo, were famous for it.
"Al of these men murdered, butchered, and ate their victims."
A shudder ran through the lecture hal
like a group wave, fol owed by a moan of utter revulsion. Joe smiled. This is what he had come here for. He'd been
delighted when he'd seen the course
offerings for criminal psychology. It had taken a fight to get into the class due to its overwhelming popularity but as soon as he had read the title of the
course"Abnormal Psychology: Serial Kil ers and Why They Do It"-and seen who the professor was, he knew that he
had to sign up.
Joe knew many more names he could
have added to the professor's list. Ed
Kemper, Albert Fish, Issei Sagawa, even Ted Bundy had engaged in mild
cannibalism. It was a common final
stage in the evolution of the serial kil er. Some of them just got there sooner than others. Some were caught before it ever advanced to that stage. But Joe's theory was that al serial kil ers, if not
apprehended first, would eventual y
escalate to cannibalism. It was a
progressive disease and he feared that
he himself might have been infected.
Professor Locke was one of the leading
authorities on forensic and criminal
psychiatry. He had worked with the FBI
back in the late eighties, developing
serial kil er profiles in their Behavioral Sciences Unit. He had authored many
books on serial murderers, sex and
cannibal kil ers specifical y, before he came to end his days teaching the next
crop of psychiatrists and criminologists. He was the reason Joe had come to this
school.
"So, why do they do it? Any thoughts?" Joe's hand crept slowly into the air
before he'd even ful y decided to raise it.
"Ali! The footbal player. You have a theory?"
"Actual y, I'm not in the athletics program. I'm a psychology student."
The professor peered over the top of his thick bifocals at the enormous young
man in the front row, looking him over
with new interest. The kid was huge. He was at least six feet five inches tal and nearly 260 pounds, al of it apparently muscle. He would have been a terror on
a footbal field.
"Wel , let's hope you are not wasting your talents. Tel us, what do you think makes them do it?"
"I think it's a disease. Not just a mental deficiency but a contagious,
transmittable virus."
Everyone in the room began to giggle,
including the professor. He held up his hand to silence the other students.
"No, let's hear the boy out. Go ahead." Joe hesitated but couldn't hold himself back.
"I think it's a progressive disease that in its initial stages may manifest as only the need to inflict pain and humiliation but eventual y builds to murder, mutilation, and final y to necrophilia and
cannibalism. It may in fact be the very disease that spawned the werewolf and
vampire legends. Perhaps it's
transmitted through saliva or blood, like with a bite or a scratch just like those legends say. Maybe even through semen
or vaginal secretions like AIDS. Perhaps you're most susceptible to the disease
during childhood and it has a long
incubation period, maybe decades. That
could explain why most serial kil ers are in their late twenties and early thirties. And why almost al of the real y violent ones experienced some type of trauma
or abuse as children. I think that at some point in their youths they exchanged
bodily fluids with another kil er or
perhaps just a carrier and they acquired the contagion themselves."
"That's a very interesting theory, son. Very interesting. I'm not sure it has any merit, but I'l tel you what. Why don't you pursue that. Research it and turn
something in to me at the end of the
semester. Everyone has to do a paper
for his or her final grade anyway and this is what we are here to try and find out this semester: what makes these
monsters do it. You convince me of that one and you are guaranteed a 4.0." Joe was encouraged by the fact that Dr. Locke hadn't shot his theory down
completely. The man seemed to be
honestly intrigued. Perhaps he was on to something after al . But Joe wanted
more than a perfect grade. He wanted
the professor's help in isolating the serial kil er virus and finding a cure.
Joe sleepwalked through the remainder
of his classes that day. His desire had reached a feverish intensity and he was having a hard time concentrating. His
head swiveled like a gun turret as
students passed in shorts, tank tops,
and miniskirts, a buffet of luscious
bodies whose every movement was a
maddening temptation. He could smel
the sweat on their skin, the musk of
recent sex between a woman's thighs,
the coppery twang of menstrual blood,
the acrid bleachlike aroma of semen
drying inside them, the humid sweat
beading beneath the hairy scrotums of
the jocks. The most maddening aroma
was that of their youthful spirits. Joe could smel their souls burning beneath their skins like an unseen inferno as
furious as a forest fire. He wanted to tear into their flesh to get at it. To devour that energy and make it his.
With effort Joseph Miles wrenched his
eyes from the heaving bosom of a
passing coed. Joe could almost see the
light of her soul swirling like a rainbow and exploding like a nuclear blast. It
made him dizzy just looking at it. The
scent of it was even more radiant, like fruit and wine and meat and blood al
combined into one delirious fragrance.
Life. He wanted to taste it so bad it
made his stomach cramp. He was so
thirsty for the taste of her blood that his throat felt parched and dry. His saliva felt thick and tacky in his mouth.
A riot of emotions swirled through Joe's mind. It had only been recently that his passions had taken such a morbid turn.
Before it had been enough to fuck
anything and everything he could get his hands on. But lately the normal suckand-fuck rituals had begun to bore him. His typical fantasies of multiple sex
partners had turned to blood-soaked
orgies of torn and ravaged flesh. He
could no longer even masturbate without imagining biting into a woman's tender
buttocks or engorged breasts. He knew
there were places on the Web where he
could talk freely about his desires, where they were appreciated. He had sought
them out when he first discovered his
predilection for the taste of human flesh. He'd been surprised when he'd
discovered how many professed
cannibals were out there stalking
cyberspace for human prey and even
more surprised when he discovered that
there were women and men who sought
these cannibals out, offering their bodies for consumption. Al he could think about now was going online to seek solace in
his fel ow perverts.
Chapter Six
There was a cybercafe just off campus
where a lot of the students hung out. Joe often went there to surf the cannibal sex sites with the hope of finding others with his unique fetish and perhaps someone
with whom he could assuage his hunger.
The Long Pig Message Board was his
most frequent stop. "Long pig" was the name given to human flesh because it
was said to taste like pork. Joe had
never tasted it before except for a few harmless nibbles here and there, but he knew that it wouldn't be long before he indulged himself. The hunger was
increasing exponential y with each
passing day.
Many of the people on the site claimed
to be wil ing cattle. The site was fil ed with flowery romantic fantasies written by these long pigs about feeding the
appetite of their dream lovers. Al of
them were eager to serve as meat for
the hunger of human predators, or so
they claimed. Joe wasn't so sure that any of them did anything more than
fantasize.
They would post long descriptive
appeals for a chef to prepare their flesh to be eaten alive or roasted on a spit
and then the supposed cannibals would
write them back with lascivious details of just how they would cook and
consume them. Sometimes they would
swap e-mail addresses, presumably to
hook up offline. But since the same "long pigs" would be back the very next day tempting someone new, Joe presumed
that it was al bul shit. Occasional y, however, a few of them would disappear
and never return. Joe liked to think that those had been the real deal and had
final y fulfil ed their fantasies; that they were now digesting in someone's
stomach, happy and content, if
somewhat diminished.
The only problem with the long pigs
available online was that they were
almost exclusively male. In fact, he had only seen one female on the message
board in the entire time he'd been
frequenting it and she had been an
obvious fake; getting off on the fantasy of being consumed but too terrified to try it for real. Joe was so worked up today that he didn't care. He began posting
long descriptions of how he'd rip apart a long pig with his own blunt little teeth and consume them piece by piece. He could
feel someone reading over his shoulder
as he typed and hear their gasp of
astonishment.
"Oh, my God, that's sick!"
It was the voice of one of the girls from his mythology class. She was the type of bubbly airhead that had probably been a cheerleader in high school and had
blown half the male faculty for better
grades.
Joe ignored it. Even when the girl
brought a couple of friends over to read what he had written and they began to
speculate on his sanity, Joe continued to tap away at the keyboard. That was the
only problem with the cybercafe. No one minded their goddamned business! Stil , Joe didn't want to go on his roommate's computer during the day. The guy would
have a heart attack if he knew the kind of person he was real y living with.
On the message board Joe went under
the screen name of SuperPredator and
was fairly wel -known. He was a regular. So much so that he had begun to think
of himself more and more in terms of his online persona, a voracious
ultrapredator at the top of the food chain above even other human beings. He
finished his long post and hit SEND. The replies came almost immediately.
A man cal ing himself "Meatforthetable" was the first to respond.
HEY SUPERPREDATOR! YOUR
APPETITE SEEMS PRETTY LARGE
BUT I THINK I CAN FILL IT. I'M SMALL
AND PRETTY LEAN BUT I'M LARGE IN
ALL THE RIGHT PLACES. I'VE GOT AN
8" COCK AND A NICE PLUMP REAR
LIKE A YOUNG TEENAGED GIRL.
COME AND GET ME! He left his e-mail
address at the bottom along with a link to his website where he promised there
would be pictures.
Next was the tease. The woman who
cal ed herself "SweetFlesh" sent a long sweaty reply that sounded as if she'd
written it with one hand.
HEY SUPERPREDATOR! I HAVEN'T
HEARD FROM YOU IN A WHILE. I WAS
STARTING TO THINK YOU DIDN'T LIKE
US ANYMORE. I TELL YOU WHAT
BABY, IF YOU'RE REALLY AS HUNGRY
FOR LONG PIG AS YOU SAY THEN
YOU'D LOVE SOME OF MY SWEET
TENDER MEAT. THAT MAN MEAT IS
TOO TOUGH FOR A REAL