Stolen Fate (9 page)

Ian knocked on the bathroom door again. The muffled sounds of her tears echoed through the door.

“Fiona, let me in,” he said.

“Just a minute.”

Damn it, no. Just no. He couldn’t stand on this side while she was distraught on that side. For the last hundred years, he’d been kept from what he wanted by prison walls. Now he wanted to comfort her, and he was separated by a damned bathroom door.

“I’m coming in.” He twisted the doorknob. When the lock didn’t catch and she didn’t slam a hand against the door to stop it, he pushed it open and squeezed into the tiny bathroom behind her.

Fiona was leaning over the sink, her long hair pulled out of its knot and falling around her face. She stiffened when she sensed him behind her, then shook her head and turned to face him.

Her face was set, her eyes hard, and her lips firm. Suddenly he doubted whether or not she even needed him here to comfort her.

Then her lower lip trembled.

“Ah, Fiona.” He opened his arms wide and pulled her into an embrace.

“I’m fine.” Her words were muffled against his shoulder.
 

“Aye, ’course you are.”

“I am.” Her voice hitched.
 

“Come on, to the living room.” He removed his arms and pushed her gently out of the bathroom. They sat on the couch. Unable to help himself, he wrapped an arm around her. She stiffened, then turned so that her back was pressed to his side and her face turned away from him.

She didn’t remove his arm from where it wrapped around her shoulders and the top of her chest, though. She drew her knees up and her breath shuddered.

She scrubbed a hand over her cheeks and said, “Gods, I’m never like this.”

“That, I believe,” he said. From what he’d seen of her in the last twenty-four hours, he had a feeling this was the first time a tear had escaped her in decades.

“I haven’t cried since my father was sent away to prison. There’s no point in it,” she said.
 

“Course there is. You feel better now, do you no’?”

“No’ really.”

“Well, it was bound to happen. This is a hell of a lot of stress for any one person. This is no’ about just getting your old job back. You’re trying to rewrite your fate and save yourself.”

She turned to face him. “Aye. Exactly.”

“You’re more than just your fate, Fiona. Everything I admire about you has nothing to do with your fate. You’re strong and determined and hard working. You have a noble purpose and goal. You work to save the past for others. I’ve never had that kind of goal. Just working to survive, to stay out of the poorhouse and now out of prison. Most people are like that. But no' you. You’re so driven and skilled that you’ll find the book, no matter what your fate says.”

A great sigh shuddered out of her. “I’m such a weakling to be weeping about it, but I canna help it.”

“What’s so bad that it canna be fixed?” he asked.
 

“My department knows what I’m doing. They want me to come back or they’ll send guardians after me. If I go back, I’ll lose any chance at the book and I’ll be a
Failte
forever. And they’ll fire me, so I’ll go mad all the sooner without work to distract me. But if they send guardians after me before we find the book, it’ll be that much harder.”

“When will they send them?”

“Tomorrow.”

“Then we’ll get the book tonight.”
 

“We have to. Because it’s more than just me. If I fail and the university fails to retrieve the book, we’re looking at divine war before the end of the month.”

“You’ll get it back. I canna imagine another Mythean being more capable of the job. If you quit now, the university’s best chance of getting the book back goes with you. Then we’re all fucked.”

She straightened and breathed deeply, her confidence and determination strapped back around her like a suit of armor. “You’re right, damn it.”

He grinned. He liked her toughness and determination.

We’ll get this book,” he said. But as he said it, dread settled in his stomach. The book was his ticket out. He had to have it to barter, or he had nothing and he’d be back in hell. But if he threatened to destroy it to force her to remove his collar, the university would fire her.

With the shaking nerves of her freak-out behind her, it suddenly hit Fiona that she was sitting pressed against the hard length of Ian’s side.

The attraction she’d been suppressing welled, heat and warmth and grinding need rushing through her in a torrent. The stress of everything that lay in front of them broke down her resistance so that the river of want surged through her.

“Fiona?” Ian’s voice scratched so sweetly over her nerves and made her sex throb. His voice was so rough and hard that she couldn’t help but think he’d sensed the change in her.

“Aye?” Her voice was scratchy, too, she realized.

“Maybe you ought to get up.”

She turned her head to look at him, but couldn’t quite get the range of motion required. Instead, she caught sight of the bulge between his thighs, thick and long and so prominent that it was obscene.

She wanted it. She shouldn’t. It was a terrible idea, a distraction from her work. But gods, she wanted it. Wanted him. Wanted something to make her forget everything that was at stake, if only for a moment. They had hours before they could break into the museum.

“It must have been a really long time since you’ve been with a woman.”
 

Why had she said that? To egg him on? To explain to herself why he was hard for a boring Acquirer like herself?

“It’s fine.” His voice had turned to gravel and his breath feathered against her ear, making her shudder.

“Really?”

“I’m no' a fucking animal, even if I feel like one right now. But I’m at the edge here, Fiona, with the things I want to do with you. So I’m going to need you to get up or to tell me what you want.” The arm that wrapped around her shoulders trembled, his self-control an iron thing bent to breaking. “Do you want this, Fiona?”

This was so crazy. It was happening so fast. But it’d been so long since she’d been with a man. And she wanted this man. He was handsome and charming and dangerous and a
thief.
Forbidden.

“Fiona?”

“Aye.” It was so quiet she was almost afraid he didn’t hear her.

But his big hands gripped her shoulders and spun her quickly, pressing her back into the seat, so that he could rise up hot and hard over her, caging her in.

His head dipped low and close, his eyes hot on hers. He smelled of clean soap and aroused male and it made her want to taste him. To run her tongue over the smooth skin that stretched across the hard muscles she knew covered all of him.

“You’re sure?” Ian asked, his voice gravel.

The need and power in him almost overwhelmed her, but not so much that she couldn’t nod.

Fierce pleasure streaked across his face and he pulled her to her feet. He cupped her head and pressed his mouth to hers, stealing her breath and making her head spin.
 

Her lips parted beneath his and she moaned when she felt his tongue against her own. Lightning bolts of sensation shot through her. He was too skilled for someone who hadn’t kissed in nearly a century.

His big hands gripped her hips and plucked her off her feet. She wrapped her legs around his waist and gasped at the feel of his cock against her. One big hand gripped her arse, massaging.

“Gods, you feel so good. So
damn
good.” His mouth pressed hotly to her neck. He inhaled deeply, taking her scent into him as he walked.

He stepped into the small, dim bedroom and headed for the bed. Gently, he lowered her to the mattress, then rose to stand tall.
 

She sat up and reached for him, brushing her hand against his arm. He trembled, a whole-body shudder.

 
The enormity of how long he’d been without touch, without sex, sent a rush of warmth to her pussy and made her want to spoil him. To kiss every inch of him and make him feel her hands, her lips, her tongue on every part of him.
 

He loomed above her, tall and hard and dangerous except for the fact that he would never, ever hurt her.
 

Oh, he was dangerous to her sanity.

She pulled back and looked up at him. “Just no’ full sex. No’ yet.”
 

She was afraid she was falling for him already. She couldn’t do that and walk away easily tomorrow morning.

“Aye. Anything. Anything you’ll give me.” His eyes raced over her face, full of wonder and desire and joy and every good thing she’d forgotten could be directed her way.
 

“Take your sweater off,” she said.

He complied, ripping the wool over his head and tossing it on the floor. His arms dropped to his sides and her gaze traced over him, taking in the cut of his muscles and the veins that stood in sharp relief along his forearms.

He looked too perfect to be real, and the shadow at his jaw made her wonder what the scruff would feel like against her skin.

She reached for his belt, her fingers trembling at the contact with the cold metal buckle. She fumbled with it, wishing she were smoother. It finally came undone and she reached for his pants to draw down the zipper.
 

She looked up at him as she pulled, entranced by the heat in his eyes and the way his lips parted as he watched her.

The fabric parted, and with a push, dropped to the floor. Her gaze was dragged with it.
 

Oh.
 

He was beautiful. Thick and long and flushed, with lovely veins tracing delicate patterns along the sides. A pearl of fluid graced the tip, and her tongue itched to sweep it up. She wanted it. She wanted him. She wanted desperately to make this the best night he’d ever had.
 

She dragged her eyes up to meet his. “It’s been so long for you. What do you want?”

CHAPTER SEVEN

Ian swallowed hard at the sight of Fiona, looking up at him, her pretty face so close to his cock that she could reach out and take him inside her mouth without straining her neck.
 

Fuck. He wanted everything. He wanted her lips wrapped around his cock, the heat of her mouth and the softness of her tongue. He wanted an orgasm that didn’t come from his own hand. He wanted to touch her, to feel every inch of her body against his, sensory overload, as if he could banish all the lonely memories through touch alone. He wanted to bury his face in her pussy and lick her until she screamed.
 

But first he wanted to see her.

He pushed away the thoughts of stealing the book and said, “Take off your shirt.” His voice scratched its way out his throat. He clenched fists that ached to rip the shirt off her.
 

She rose up on her knees and pulled the shirt over her head. Her pants followed. The breath rushed out of him. Soft white cotton cupped her breasts and her sex, leaving a long expanse of naked belly and thighs. He had no words for what she wore.
 

She was soft and curved and lovely. Everything he hadn’t had in so damned long.
 

He reached out and cupped the back of her neck, his thumb sweeping over her cheek. “Lie down.”
 

“Are you sure?” She reached out and grasped his cock in two soft hands.

“Oh, fuck.” His hips jerked uncontrollably at the feel of her hands. Thoughts of spreading her out and licking and sucking and drowning in what he’d been missing fled his mind. He was nothing but the feel of her hands stroking his cock.

He felt like a gods damned wreck.

Her steel-gray eyes met his as she brought her lips to the head of his cock. Her pink tongue darted forth to stroke up the sensitive flesh. The sight was so hot his knees almost buckled.

“Gods, you doona have to.” The words were torn from his throat—the truth, yet laced with desperate hope that she wouldn’t listen.
 

Her answer was to envelop the head of his cock in the heat of her mouth. Unable to help himself, his eyes squeezed shut.
 

“I’m no’ gonna last.”