Starr Fated (57 page)

I really
enjoyed my job, and didn't mind putting the hours in to get the
work done.

I loved the
fact that I got to see Liam at work every day - when he was around
anyway.

I also
couldn’t deny that I loved the fact that I was going to be earning
a decent wage, that’d I'd be able to relax and not worry about
every little penny for the first time in my life.

But not
everything was hunky dory.

It was hard to
ignore how desperately I knew I would miss Liam while he was away.
I didn't dare examine my feelings for him too deeply, because I
knew it wouldn’t be good news. Unquestioningly, I was in very
severe danger of getting in way over my head, because of how much I
cared about Liam. In fact, it was already probably too late, as I
tried to ignore the growing seeds of hope that maybe he cared about
me as much as I cared about him.

In an effort
to keep hold of him for as long as I could, I wanted to really
please him when he got back from his business trip. And I knew
there was something I could do that would definitely please him. Go
down on him. I had to get over this stupid hang up of mine and give
him a surprise to remember.
I bet Kimberley never had any
problems like this.

It was hardly
as if I found him physically repulsive, was it? And I didn't have
any kind of phobia about touching him in any other way. So surely
it should just be a natural progression.

I talked it
through with Abbey on the phone one evening while Liam was away.
She was busy preparing for her London College of Fashion catwalk
show, where she was showcasing all her final designs, so we had to
make do with catching up by phone. She’d been quizzing me to get
all the gory details about my new found sex life in her normal
forthright and uninhibited way, but I didn't mind because I found
it a relief to be able to talk to someone apart from Liam to get
their opinion about things. Abbey declared herself thrilled to hear
how well things were going.

“He makes you
come every time? You lucky girl. I knew he’d be a totally amazing
lover,” she sighed. “His type always are.”

“What do you
mean ‘his type’?”

“The
confident, commanding, Alpha male type. Clearly he knows what he’s
doing in bed, and that he’s very good at sex. So he knows he has
something to be commanding about, and that kind of confidence and
self assurance is very attractive. That’s why he’s never had a
problem attracting women. That, and the fact that he’s loaded of
course. Naturally that always helps.”

“And yet he’s
hanging out with someone like me, someone who can't even bring
themselves to go down on him.”

“Just give it
time, and don't worry about it. I know what you’re like, Sera.
You’ll blow this up out of proportion and get yourself in a state
if you’re not careful. You’re enjoying lots of great sex, he’s says
he’s happy to wait, so just relax about it, takes things gradually.
One day, it will just seem the most natural thing to do, and you’ll
wonder why on earth you were so worried about it,” she advised.

So in
preparation for that time, I scoured the internet and did my
research. I wanted to make sure I did my best to give Liam as good
an experience as he’d given me. He’d told me exactly how he liked
to be touched with my hands, so all I needed to do was adapt that
knowledge to go oral. That shouldn’t be too difficult, should
it?

Liam wasn’t
due back from his business trip until Sunday afternoon. He hadn't
been too happy about being away all weekend, but he told me it had
all been arranged for him to attend this conference in Barcelona
long before we’d even met. I managed to keep myself busily occupied
all weekend. I worked on my Evergreen designs once I’d caught up
with all the usual housework chores such as the laundry, and
cleaning the bathrooms. I would have hated for Liam to find my
place dirty compared to his, bearing in mind that he had Aggie, his
trusty housekeeper, to take care of all his chores for him.

Because of his
trip away, I’d agreed that we should spend Sunday night together at
his place. I couldn’t wait to see him again, and I was determined
to give him his welcome back surprise at some point during the
evening.

Of course we’d
spoken on the phone, texted, emailed and Skyped each other while he
was away, but it wasn’t the same as actually seeing him and
touching him. So I found it hard to hide my excitement when he rang
to say that he’d landed, Greg had picked him up, and he was now on
his way back from Heathrow.

“So, I’m
planning on taking a nice long hot shower as soon as I get home,
and I wondered if you would care to join me,” Liam suggested, his
voice sounding meltingly seductive.

“I think I
could be persuaded to wash your back for you.” I practically
drooled down the phone at him.

“Other parts
of my anatomy spring to mind that are in far more urgent need of
your attention.”

“Really?”

“Yes, really.
How about I call in to collect you on my way up?”

“I was going
to cook you a nice meal.”

“You still
can. Just prepare it in my kitchen instead. I really would like to
sleep in my own bed tonight. With you.”

“Okay, I’ll
come up to yours. See you in a while then.”

I smiled
happily to myself as I collected up all the food and prepared my
overnight bag. Liam was back. All was well with the world.

~*~

We just about
made it through his apartment door before we started kissing and
trying to rip each other’s clothes off, letting our bags drop
carelessly to the floor in our haste.

“I want you.
Now,” Liam growled, as he pulled my top off over my head.

“I want you
too,” I replied breathlessly, as I tried to undo the buttons of his
shirt, but he stepped back and impatiently pulled it off over his
head before I'd finished. Now I had free reign to let my hands
wander all over the wonderful smooth skin of his broad chest, as we
started kissing again, stumbling our way towards his bathroom,
losing my bra somewhere along the way.

“God, I love
your breasts,” he groaned as he caressed them. His touch on my
naked skin felt even more powerfully electric than usual, because
it had been days since we had last touched each other.

“Nice skirt.
Take it off,” Liam ordered as he watched me.

I’d spent ages
choosing what to wear to look nice for Liam, so I suppose I should
have been pleased that at least he’d commented on my skirt before
it ended up on the floor, along with my knickers, quickly followed
by his jeans and boxers.

Liam’s walk in
shower was huge, much bigger than the one in my place, and perfect
for sharing a shower. Once he’d set things up to get the hot steamy
water cascading over us, we resumed our passionate kissing.

“I missed you…
this… us,” Liam whispered.

“Me too. I’m
really glad you’re back. Now, I think you mentioned there was a
part of your anatomy that needed some special attention?” I
smirked, as I looked at his impressive erection.

“There most
certainly is.”

“Then let me
see what I can do about that.”

Right at that
moment, I felt incredibly empowered as I couldn’t wait to see
Liam’s reaction to what I was about to do.

I dropped down
onto my knees in front of him, and watched his look of astonishment
as he realised my intention.

“Seraphina…?”

I smiled up at
him, as I took hold of his beautiful cock, and then slowly licked
the tip. I didn't feel nervous or worried, because all I could
think about was bestowing pleasure on him as I lovingly laved him
with my tongue.

Liam closed
his eyes and made wonderful pleasurable noises in the back of his
throat as I tentatively started sucking him.

“Sweet Angel
that feels fucking amazing,” he moaned.

My confidence
growing, I sucked his big cock further into my mouth, while at the
same time gently cupping his balls in my hand.

I’d read that
a man finds it very erotic to look down and see a woman’s mouth
wrapped around his cock while she gazes up at him, so that’s what I
did. And I also found it a big turn on to watch his face as he lost
himself in the intense pleasure that I was giving him. As he
started thrusting into my mouth, I hummed gently to increase the
stimulation.

“Oh sweet
Jesus, Seraphina my Angel, you are a fucking natural at this,” he
groaned, as he started thrusting deeper into my mouth while he held
my head firmly in place with both hands.

I tried to
keep myself relaxed as I concentrated on swirling my tongue round,
but I could feel myself beginning to panic as he kept thrusting
deeper and deeper into my mouth. I tried to pull back, but as he
was still gripping my head I couldn't.

I looked up at
his face again, and I realised that he’d lost himself in his
intense pleasure, just as I’d intended. I really wanted to see this
through to the natural conclusion, so I just closed my eyes and
hoped for the best, trying to ignore my natural instinct to pull
away as he continued thrusting.

But then he
flexed his hips extra hard and his cock went too deeply down into
my throat for me to cope with, and I couldn’t help my involuntary
reaction as I gagged and retched. I just had to push him away and
tear his hands from my head.

“No! Liam, I
can't…”

As he looked
down at me with glazed eyes, I realised he was on the very verge of
climaxing. Remembering how he’d previously instructed me not to
stop when he came, I quickly replaced my mouth with my hand, and
almost immediately he reached his release with a loud garbled
groan. He held me to him while I remained kneeling there, until the
waves of his orgasm had finished washing over him. Then he pulled
me to my feet and wrapped his arms around me.

“Thank you.
That was a most unexpected pleasure,” he whispered, as he hugged me
tightly.

“I'm so
sorry,” I whispered back, mortified that my appalling technique had
meant that I’d pulled away at the worst possible moment for him,
when he’d so effortlessly given me such wonderful oral sex. I was
such an amateur compared to him and the level of skill he must be
used to.

“Sorry? What
on earth for? You were wonderful, and I’m the one who should be
apologising. It’s just that you took me unawares, so I was
unprepared, and after not having seen you for a week, I rather lost
control, which is unforgivable of me.”

“No, Liam, I
should have been able to finish what I started, not pull away like
that when you were so close. I really wanted to give you a special
surprise and then I spoilt it. All I can say is that I’ll try to
get better at it doing for you.”

“Angel, I
couldn’t be more thrilled that you took the initiative in this way.
That was really impressive because it takes time and practice to
develop fellatio skills.”

I was sure
Liam was just trying to be nice and covering up his disappointment.
I was so cross with myself for not having the self control to
overcome my stupid gagging reflex. But apart from that, I'd
surprised myself by how much I’d enjoyed going down on him. I
hadn't found it in any way unpleasant or disgusting as I'd
previously thought I might. It was just another way of using our
bodies to pleasure each other. I enjoyed it, he enjoyed it. Until I
messed up.

“Now it’s my
turn to return the pleasure,” Liam smiled. He pulled us both down
onto the floor of the shower, adjusting the direction of the hot
jets of water downwards.

I sat with my
back propped up against the wall of the shower, knees bent as Liam
knelt between my parted legs. Maybe it was because of what I’d just
done to him, maybe it was because of the soothing, relaxing hot
water, but I didn't feel embarrassed as I might have expected as I
watched Liam’s head going down between my legs. He used his fingers
to gently expose my clitoris, then started lightly flicking the tip
of his tongue over my extremely sensitive nub.

“Oh, God,
Liam, that feels amazing,” I moaned, as I knotted my fingers in his
hair, while he continued to lick and tease me with feather light
touches of his expert tongue.

“Hmm-mm,” he
replied, his deep voice reverberating against me. “Just try to
relax and keep still.”

But it was
hard to relax as my hips seemed to have a mind of their own,
jerking up each time he gave me a long sensuous lick, then circling
round, imitating his actions as he circled over and over with his
tongue.

“Oh God, Liam.
I… I..think…I’m going to come,” I yelled out at the overwhelming
sensation as I held his head in a vice like grip.

“Then just let
yourself go.”

Liam looked up
from between my legs and grinned wickedly. He firmly gripped my
hips to prevent me from bucking away from him, and then
concentrated his efforts on that one focal point, until it felt as
though the entire universe was centred on just that tiny part of my
body. It was excruciatingly intense and excruciatingly
pleasurable.

I exploded
into an intense orgasm, as every part of my body seemed to go into
paroxysms, almost as if I'd been hit by a bolt of lightning.

“Breathe,
Seraphina. Don't forget to breathe,” I heard Liam whispering in my
ear, as I realised that somehow I had ended up in his arms.

I could hear
my own racing heartbeat pounding in my ears, as I struggled to get
my breath while the overpowering waves continued to surge through
me. Finally they started to subside, and I could feel the tension
inside me easing as I managed to take a couple of deep breaths.

“That’s it.
Take it slowly,” I heard Liam murmuring as he rocked me against his
chest.

Slowly I
looked up at him, managing a rather wobbly smile.

“Wow. That
was…”

Words failed
me, so I just tucked myself closer against him. We sat there
together for a while, as the hot water continued to flow over
us.