Starr Fated (56 page)

“As I told
Scott, I'm really only interested in the simple equipment. Nothing
fancy or complicated. I don't want to build up muscles like yours,”
I smiled, as I punched his impressive biceps.

“I know you
also like to go out for a run sometimes, but I would really prefer
that you don't go on your own. It’s too risky. So next week while
I'm away, I want you to promise that you’ll only use the gym and
not go out running on the streets by yourself.”

“You worry far
too much, Liam,” I started to protest, but the look on his face
indicated that this was not an issue he was prepared to argue
about.

“Why do you
have so little regard for your own safety, Seraphina? Why take
unnecessary risks? I don't want anything to happen to you, so
please, for my peace of mind, just do as I ask?”

“Okay, okay.
Perhaps we can go out for a run together at the weekend, get some
fresh air, and then next week I’ll use the gym, or take a yoga
class instead.”

I wasn’t
looking forward to Liam being away for a whole week, but I told
myself it was good practice for the future, and would be a chance
to catch up with other friends, like Abbey. I'd always disapproved
of girls who dropped all their friends the moment they got
themselves a boyfriend, but then expected those same friends to be
there for them when they needed then. I didn't want to turn into
that kind of person just because of my Liam obsession.

~*~

“I'm planning
on pushing your limits tonight, Seraphina,” Liam smiled
wickedly.

So far this
Saturday, we’d had a great chilled start to the weekend, having
been out for a run together in the morning, and then explored more
of the local area again in the afternoon. I loved discovering this
relaxed side of Liam after having to deal so formally with him at
work all week. We’d had a great pub meal that evening, chatting and
laughing easily together. Now we were headed back to Liam’s
apartment to spend the night together, holding hands as we strolled
along.

“What do you
mean? Pushing my limits how?” I asked nervously.

Butterflies
fluttered around in my stomach. We may have had a lot of sex, but
it had been pretty straight forward sex, albeit in a wide variety
of positions. So what did he have in mind for us now?

Liam squeezed
my hand in his much larger one. I liked his hands; they were big
and strong, just like him.

“Surely by now
you trust me enough to just go along with what I suggest? Don't I
always make it good for you?”

“You know you
do,” I agreed.

“So if you can
relax and be brave enough to just comply with my instructions, you
know you’ll love what I have in mind. But if I tell you beforehand,
it’ll spoil the element of surprise, won’t it?”

“I suppose
so,” I agreed hesitantly. Already my heart was thumping in my chest
in anticipation of what new adventure Liam was going to subject me
to this time. He’d promised that sex would never be boring with
him, and he was certainly being true to his word.

As we reached
his apartment, Liam bent down and whispered in my ear.

“ Seraphina. I
want you to go into the bedroom, strip off, and then lie on the
bed, fully naked with your eyes closed and wait for me. Do you
think you can do that?”

“Where will
you be?”

“I’ll be
joining you at some point, have no fear. So, are you happy to do
that for me?”

“Okay, but
whatever you have planned isn’t going to hurt is it?”

“As long as
you do exactly as I tell you, you’ll only experience immense
pleasure.”

As we reached
his bedroom, he wrapped me in his arms and kissed me. It was a
long, lingering, sensual kiss that instantly sparked our chemistry
and helped put me at my ease, and I found myself actually looking
forward to whatever it was that Liam had planned. The Sex God knew
what he was doing after all.

“I hope you
trust me enough to push your limits just a little bit, but I think
it’ll help to reassure you if we agree some safe words in advance.
We’ll go with green means you’re fine, yellow means you’re okay but
nervous, and red means stop immediately. So, if things really
become too much, just say ‘red’ and I’ll stop, but remember it’s
only a precaution to reassure you and I really don't think it’ll be
necessary. So, can you repeat the colours for me?”

“Like traffic
lights. Green, yellow and red. I’ve got it.”

“Good girl.
Off you go then,” he smiled, as he patted me on my bottom, and then
closed the bedroom door as he left me to it.

I took a deep
breath to calm myself as I looked round his bedroom. I pressed the
button to lower the automatic blinds for the large windows, and
then switched on one of the bedside lights. Now the room felt a bit
more cosy and atmospheric, although it was such a plain masculine
bedroom that I felt rather out of place in here without Liam, as if
I were somehow intruding. It had looked so different with all the
flowers and candles, but I couldn’t expect that every time.

I decided
there was no point in prevaricating, so after freshening myself up
in Liam’s bathroom, I quickly peeled off my clothes. I carefully
folded the duvet cover back, and then lay myself down on the bed as
instructed, closing my eyes and letting my arms rest by my
side.

I took a few
more deep breaths to calm my jangling nerves, and then waited. And
waited. And waited. What on earth was keeping Liam? Just as I began
to think about opening my eyes and getting up to see where he was,
I finally heard the bedroom door open, and had to resist the very
strong urge to open my eyes.

“I’m glad to
see you’ve done as instructed, and that you’ve been waiting nice
and patiently for me. Just remain exactly as you are unless I move
you in any way. I don't want you to speak, unless it’s to answer a
question from me, or to call out a safe word. Do you understand,
Seraphina?”

“Yes. I
understand.”

“Good. Then we
begin.”

The bed dipped
as he sat next to me, and I felt something slipped over my eyes and
round my head. An eye mask?

Next I felt
something soft wrapped around my left wrist, and tightly fastened,
possibly with Velcro. He stretched my arm above my head and then
repeated the procedure on my other wrist, until both arms were
spread out and restrained. I felt very exposed, but managed to keep
calm.

I couldn’t
help whimpering when I felt something being fixed around each ankle
as well, and then my legs being stretched apart. I was going to be
lying naked and spread eagled across the bed. This was too much,
wasn’t it?

“Hush now,
trust me. This is going to be so good for you,” Liam whispered in
my ear, and then softly kissed my neck as he carefully brushed my
hair away. “What colour are you?”

“Colour? Oh,
err…green, I think.”

“Excellent.
You look so beautiful lying here like this, Seraphina. Your breasts
look so delicious that I’m going to taste them now.”

He didn't
touch me anywhere else as I felt his tongue flick over my left
nipple, and then my right one. Because I couldn’t see what he was
doing, everything felt more intense. Already I could feel arousal
tingling in my core, and I had to stop myself from calling out his
name. I wanted run my fingers through his thick hair as I loved to
do, but of course I couldn’t.

“And this
belly of yours is so soft and inviting,” he murmured as he worked
his way down, licking and sucking my skin in such a way that it
tickled, and I found myself trying to wriggle away from him.

“Oh no, you
don’t. This is exactly why you’re restrained, Angel. You have to
learn to accept the sensations my mouth and tongue can bestow on
you, however intense they get. Tonight there will be no escaping or
avoiding the pleasure,” he chuckled.

Still he
didn't touch me with anything other than his mouth and tongue as he
worked his way down over my hips and headed towards my right leg. I
could feel his breath as he very slowly worked his way up the
inside of my thigh. I tried not to cry out, but it was so hard.

“Your skin is
soft and silky and tastes so good,” he whispered against my left
thigh as he turned his attentions there, licking and kissing and
nibbling me.

“But I think
my favourite place to taste you is going to be here.”

My hips bucked
as I felt Liam slowly lick me right
there
. I couldn’t see
what he was doing, but I could certainly feel it.

“No! Liam no,
please, you can’t…”

“Oh, but I
can, sweet Angel and I am. Just relax, you knew we were always
going to try this one day. And remember, I said no talking, but
I’ll let you off just this one time. Now tell me what colour you
are?”

“Y..yellow..”
I whispered.

“Duly noted.
I’ll go very slowly and carefully, but cunnilingus really is
something you have to try. And your sweet, pretty pussy is just
begging to be kissed. So will you please let me?”

I remembered
what Abbey had told me, that I had to try oral sex because it was
so amazingly good. And here I was, at the mercy of an undoubted
Master. What the hell, I just had to go for it, didn't I?

“Okay,
but…”

“No buts,
Seraphina. Just trust me. Just relax. Just enjoy.”

I calmed
myself. I forced myself to relax, using some of my yoga breathing
techniques. At least I couldn’t see what he was doing, so that made
it less embarrassing, although more intense. That was Liam’s plan
of course. He knew I’d never have been able to relax enough for
this experience unless I had no option because I was restrained.
Now, as he sensed my tension easing, I felt his tongue very gently
start to lick my highly sensitive clitoris, which felt incredibly
intense, far more than when he used his fingers. He gradually
increased the pressure, and then swirled the very tip of his tongue
round and round on me until I almost couldn’t breathe because of
the dizzying sensations he was creating. He stopped for a moment to
let me calm down, just gently rubbing my legs to soothe me.

“You are so
responsive, sweet girl,” he murmured, then slowly started working
his tongue on me once more. This time he also slipped a finger
inside me, gently curving his finger to reach a specially sensitive
spot. The combination of stimulation was literally mind blowing,
and I couldn’t help myself, I moaned and writhed under his
ministrations.

And then Liam
took things to an even higher level as he gently sucked my
clitoris.

That was all
it took. As he continued to gently suck me, I was gone, flying away
to some place I had never been before, floating higher and further
into an intense orgasm that rolled on and on for what seemed like
forever. It almost felt as though I lost consciousness as I drifted
in a state of euphoria, and I was only vaguely aware that my wrist
and ankle restraints were being released, and that Liam was on top
of me, gently easing himself inside me.

“We can fly
together now,” he whispered, as he slowly stroked his length in and
out of me, and incredibly I felt myself building again, as I
relished the feeling of fullness that always made me feel so
connected to him. He was gentle and giving and considerate of the
fact that I was still trembling and quivering as he pushed us
higher and higher, until we peaked, clinging together as we both
cried out.

After that I
don't remember much. I must have fallen asleep almost immediately,
completely shattered, overwhelmed and sated.

~*~

After
discovering for myself that Abbey was right about just how amazing
oral sex could be, I worried that Liam must really miss having it
performed on him, considering that all his previous partners would
certainly have had no issues with it, unlike me.

“So, is oral
just as intensely pleasurable for a guy?” I asked Liam at breakfast
the next morning.

“Pretty much I
guess. But you were exceptionally sensitive and responsive,
Seraphina. In all my previous experience, I’ve never…” he frowned
as he stopped what he was saying.

“Go on. In all
your previous experience you’ve never what, Liam?”

“Let’s not go
there. You’ll only get upset and start shutting yourself off from
me again. I've worked out that’s what you do whenever anything like
this comes up.”

“I don't,” I
lied.

“You know you
do. You don't like any reminders of how I acquired my experience.
And I get it, truly I do. But as I keep saying, I can’t change my
past. ”

“But I take it
you do really enjoy oral?”

“Yes, of
course.”

“So, you must
miss it? You’d really like it if I could…if I was able to…do it to
you?” I stared into his face to gauge his reaction, all the while
knowing that of course he’d love it.

“Don’t worry
about it, Seraphina. In time, you’ll feel more relaxed and
comfortable about both receiving and giving oral sex, and I'm
perfectly happy to wait for that time. Last night, I just wanted to
introduce you to a great new experience. It certainly wasn’t my
intention to put any kind of pressure on you to feel obliged to
reciprocate. There’s no rush.”

His deep blue
eyes bored into mine, as he’d tried to convince me he was happy to
wait.

I let the
matter drop, not wanting to spoil what time we had left of our
precious weekend together, knowing he was away all of the following
week.

But it was on
my mind as I thought about how things were going.

Life was
pretty good at the moment, I realised.

I loved living
in my apartment, and having so much space to myself – it was sheer
luxury as far as I was concerned. But I also loved the fact that
Liam was nearby, so we could easily see each other when we wanted
to. This arrangement seemed to be working out very well indeed.