Shopping for a Billionaire 1 (10 page)

Declan feels exotic. Extreme. Like a crazy risk you can only grab at a handful of times in your life but that you regret not grabbing for. Steve was the dependable, rusty old lawnmower in the garage. You weren’t riding it anywhere special, but it would start up every spring just like you came to expect it to, and it would always be there.

Until it wasn’t one day.

My analogies are getting really stupid as the wine makes me stretch with an unexpected yawn.

“Size doesn’t matter, right, Shannon?” That’s Jessica’s voice, coming from left field. “Size of the bank account, I mean,” she adds, winking at Declan.

Even Declan seems shocked. I think that comment would shut my mother up, and make Chuckles give her a high five. It’s so…catty. That thump you just heard?

The sound of Steve being dumped.

I feel kind of bad for him, but it’s hard to do that when Declan’s thumb is stroking my soft skin with whisper-light brushes that make me move slightly, just enough to make a rush of molten lava pour through my veins, my body one big thrumming pulse of need for him.

Wait! This is a business meeting. I’m not supposed to be leaning against a wall of muscle in a bespoke suit, the scent of my own rose corsage from my prom date…er, business associate making me tingly and open. I’m supposed to feel bad for Steve as his entire conceptual framework for how the world works flushes away (see how I did that?) as the waiter delivers our food.

I see he ordered the filet, too. We used to find that endearing, and yes, I ordered white wine with my steak back then. Until he was in his final year of his MBA, he found that endearing, too.

Right now, Steve is so focused on Declan he doesn’t seem to realize that Jessica just insulted his penis and bank account, and somehow managed to make me her girlfriend confidante. Impressive to do all that in one sentence. Perhaps I’ve misjudged her. If Chuckles were here, he’d defect to Jessicaland, happy to be united with his ancestral tribe.

Another glass of wine is needed to fully dissect the layers of Ms. Jessica. And a scalpel, too. Though she looks like she’s been under more than enough scalpels, if you know what I mean.

We all—except for Jessica—pretend she didn’t say what she said, instead
ooohing
and
aahhhing
over the food. I am feeling more and more like this is a date, and Declan confirms it by taking my hand and putting it on his thigh.

Oh, yes. I can
feel
how much this is a date, all right.

“How long have you two been dating?” Steve asks out of the blue. Holy
non sequitur
. The question is directed at Declan.

Only.

“We’re not dating—”

“Since this morning.” Our voices ring out in unison. You can guess who says what. Jessica gives her version of a snort, which sounds like a kitten sneezing.

I give Declan a distinct WTF look and Steve glances down into Declan’s lap, obviously spotting my hand doing its own version of Magellan’s circumnavigation of big, round objects.

No, it isn’t that bad, but in dim lighting with an overcharged tension between the four of us that could power a small town for a week, it doesn’t look very businesslike.

Which means I just fulfilled Steve’s prophecy about me.

I just don’t know how to act properly in these sorts of settings.

Then again, he may be thinking that I’d never felt him up under the tablecloth of a fancy restaurant, surrounded by big-deal makers, but I have no idea whether that is true, because my phone starts to buzz.

My purse is right next to my thigh, so I leap into the air a bit, startled, my hand on Declan’s lap whacking the underside of the table and ricocheting back into his lap so hard he makes a very uncomfortable
ooomph
sound that makes Jessica and Steve both arch their right eyebrows, like synchronized cynics. If they make that a sport, they’d win the gold.

“Sorry,” I whisper as I simultaneously unzip my purse and stand. Bad move. Three (or is it four?) glasses of wine plus stiletto heels plus my ex-boyfriend and his date and an overly attentive business colleague so fine I could suck shots out of his belly button and have it called art by the Bromfield Gallery folks means the room spins and I crash back down into my seat.

Except it isn’t my seat.

“Business meeting,” Steve says as Declan snuggles with me in his lap, his nose nuzzling my neck, his arms wrapping around me less out of a lascivious nature and more to make sure I don’t slide off and land on his feet.

“The best kind,” Declan says, not looking at him. Jessica takes one bite of her fish and looks away.

Bzzzz.
My phone won’t stop buzzing. I stand again, more sure-footed, and excuse myself, walking away as fast as I can. Fortunately, the restaurant is fairly empty, and my lurching goes without notice.

The women’s room is down a dark hallway with fake candles lighting the way. Monastery wine cellar look. It works. I get to the entrance in front of the ladies’ room and look at my phone. Amanda, of course.

Did you get the account?
she asks.
And bring condoms?

Yes and yes,
I text back.

What? Of course I brought condoms. Bought new ones, too, because it’s been so long the ones I have might have reverted to their original element forms. I might not
plan
to have sex with Declan, but I’m damn sure going to plan just
in case
I have sex with Declan.

Kind of like buying a lottery ticket. You can’t win if you don’t play.

And…?
she writes.

Yes
, I text back, cryptic on purpose.

Make her freak out. Chuckles would be pleased.

To which?
she types.

We got the account
, I explain.
The other one depends on Steve.

STEVE? Are you still carrying a torch for that asshole? We need to get you exorcised,
Amanda types back.

It’s so hard to read her. She keeps her emotions hidden so well.

Steve is here. At dinner
.

My phone rings suddenly. I answer it.

“Where are you and what the hell is Steve doing on your date with Declan?” she snaps.

“Business meeting,” I insist.

“You bring condoms to every business meeting you have? When we get the dental association account, you seriously bring condoms for dinner meetings with Dr. Jorgensson?” Dr. Jorgensson is the current president of the association and is in his late eighties. He looks like a nicely dressed orc. He has a home health aide attend all our meetings.

“Yep,” I say. “Even with him. Can never be too prepared.”

“Why is Steve there? And speaking of people I would sleep with before I’d ever touch your ex, Dr. Jorgensson looks damn fine compared to him.”

“Hey! I slept with Steve and that’s really insulting.”

Silence.

Then: “I’d still choose the colostomy bag over that piece of – ”

My phone buzzes with a text. “Gotta go. But we got the account!” I say in an excited voice.

“That is awesome,” she says, not ready to let me go. “But what is STEVE doing there?”

“He and his date”—
bzzzzz—
“appeared out of nowhere.”

“Where are you?”

I tell her.

She emits a low whistle. “Your car’s Blue Book isn’t close to the bill Declan will have for dinner.”

“I know.”

“And Steve brought—who’d he bring?”

“Some chick named Jessica Coffin. Boston Barbie.”

“Jessica Coffin?” Amanda says her name like I’m supposed to know who she is. “Oh my God. Steve is fishing in big waters.”

“Well, she clearly thinks his fishie is little.”

“What?”

“Never mind.”
Bzzz.
“I really have to go.”

“Call or text me later!” Amanda says.

“Tell Greg the good news!”

“And you have fun, too. Let loose. Be wild, Shannon. It’s about time.”

Click. I tap over to messages. It’s Steve:

I think fate brought you here tonight.

Oh my God.

Chapter Twelve

And then he writes:

I’ve never seen you so vibrant. In command. You’re perfectly poised and professional. I just want you to know I’m proud of you.

Huh? This is the guy who spent two entire days of a conference berating me for using the wrong fork at dinner and now he’s saying this?

Shannon?
He texts immediately, as if the handful of seconds have been far too long for me to pause before replying like an eager dog catching a bone.

I type back:
Nice to see you, too, Steve. Jessica seems like a great woman.

Gag.

Another text, except this one is from an unknown number.

I have a cold spot on my thigh. It needs your hand to keep it warm.

I type back:
Sorry, honey! I’m at a business meeting. The kids need a bath and Johnny’s homework needs to be signed. I’ll be home late! <3

And then texter’s remorse kicks in, because it seemed funny when I wrote it, but now, as entire nanoseconds stretch into cavernous eternity, I eye the exit and wonder if I can actually walk that far with four glasses of wine (it’s definitely four) and a heart that is attached to bungee cords that stretch two hundred yards with each adrenaline surge.

That’s fine,
Declan texts back.
I like to role-play, too. How about you wrap yourself in Saran Wrap and I’ll get a pound of chocolate-covered strawberries and we’ll see what we can do with that after the kids are in bed?

Dark or milk chocolate?
I text back, heart now attached to the back of Evel Knievel’s motorcycle on a jump.

There’s only one right answer.

Silence.

Silence.

Silence.

Both
, he replies.

“Goal!” I hiss, like an Italian football announcer, only quiet.

“You okay, miss?” A waiter walks past me with a frown on his face, brow creased with concern.

I hold up my phone screen. “Just reacting to a business text. Clinched a deal I’ve been waiting to land for a long time.”

He smiles and walks away.

I look down to find a new text from Steve:

Can we do dinner tomorrow night? I’d like to catch up.

I don’t want to answer that, so I lean against the thick, oak-paneled wall and take a deep breath.

“How long?” says a warm baritone attached to a (near) billionaire.

“How long what?” My frantic mind rushes off to erotic places all too quickly. Bad girl. Good, bad girl…

“How long have you been waiting to clinch a deal…” Declan repeats, closing the space between us through sheer will. I swear his body doesn’t even move, but then it’s there, warm and pulsing against mine. “…like this?”

His lips taste like grapes and hope, full and respectful, pressing against my own with a lush connection that makes me eager for more. Stepping in to the kiss, his body meets every inch of mine from thigh to shoulder, one hand sinking into my loose hair, capturing the back of my neck as if I am about to fall, his other hand around my waist, splayed against my hip.

Instinct makes my own arms wrap around his waist, sliding under the fine wool of his jacket to find cotton as finely spun as silk, my fingers dancing on it as they ride up. His knee nudges my legs open as he pushes me into the wall, searching for every spot on our bodies that we could touch without being charged with a crime.

The feel of his cheek against mine, his hands everywhere, his groan mingling with my own gasps transports me. Nothing else matters. No one else exists. The insanity of the day, from how we met to our business meeting to this business dinner…

We are getting down to business, all right.

I break away and meet his eyes, wanting to see that this is real.
Real
. Not part of my imagination or something I read in a book and transposed onto my life. That Declan isn’t kissing me out of pity, or a cheap booty call, or for any of the rare reasons men used on me as their own drive and baser natures made them view me as a tool.

No. What I see in his eyes reflects what I feel, and then I am the one kissing him, reveling in the starbursts of ignited recognition that something truly unique—life altering—thrives between us, nurtured only by this shared joining.

Our embrace is so strong, so tight, the slant of his mouth commanding and fiery, tongues communicating through touch in a way his fingers had earlier, but with more urgency and so much passion I think we might break the wall if we push any harder against it.

“Shannon,” he murmurs, pulling away. The withdrawal of his mouth feels like a kind of mourning. He looks at my chest. “I crushed your corsage.” That’s not the only reason he looks at my chest.

I laugh, a throaty sound of delight, so genuine that my mind feels blank with a kind of clarity that seems unreal, even as it grounds me. I open my mouth and pure joy comes forth:

“You are the best prom date ever.”

He dips his head down and our foreheads touch. His eyes turn to green triangles with his own genuine smile. We must look like complete idiots, and the idea that this is a business meeting went out the window a long time ago. Actually, I think that idea was flushed from the start.

“What made you kiss me?” he asks in a low voice that promises to make coffee and bring it to me in bed in the morning.

“You kissed me!” I answer, my hands on his shoulders now. I bat him lightly with one hand.

“Why?” he insists. I can tell he won’t let me squirm out of this one. My phone is buzzing like mad and I imagine Steve is about to send a search party after us. Big deal. Who cares.

I look up, a few inches between us, and his eyes change. He’s taller than me, arms protective and he wants me.
Wants
. Not just
desires
me, not just
likes
me. Wants. Craves. I am irresistible, and the part of me that finds that laughable is sitting back in wonder, thinking she got it
all
wrong for many, many years.