Sharing Harper (20 page)

I traced the outline of my tits with my free hand hoping to show him exactly where I wanted him to be and he responded by cupping them and shoving them in his mouth. While playing with one nipple, he massaged the other making me gasp in pleasure.

I grabbed him by the shoulders, taking control and forcing him on the bottom. Slowly I started to unbutton his shirt, working on one button at a time, kissing the part of his skin that is exposed as I pop open each button. I grabbed the tie around his neck and linked it across mine as I wink at him, his eyes responding with lust. Once I reached the last button I pulled off his shirt and threw it on the ground.

Gently, I start
ed kissing his neck moving down past his incredible biceps, towards his six-pack, and past the V, which connected his hips to the lower part of his body. There stood a hard and erect cock waiting for pleasure. I shuddered imaging the things we were about to do to each other.

I lowered my mouth on it
, sucking in deeply and taking it all into my mouth. As a moan escaped his lips, I pushed deeper massaging as I pulsed in and out with my mouth.

His moans grew louder as the excitement grew
.
His hands grabbed my ass squeezing it as I straddled him taking in his cock with full force.

“Fuck, baby” he mouthed as he grabbed my hips and I sprung free from his swollen cock.

He threw me on my back pulling my legs apart around his back as his mouth dove on mine violently slamming his tongue around exploring the depths, pulsing deeper into my mouth making my lips raw.

“Please
,” I begged as he suckled me into submission.

When his lips broke free, his hands moved down towards my core as he vibrated his fingers along the top of my clit, teasing me with a pleasured look on
his face. His fingers slipped into my pussy and moved deeply massaging the darkest parts of my sex. My body fell apart under the concentrated ministrations as he massaged his fingers in and out of my sopping core. My eyes rolled back enjoying the moment. His fingers were deep inside of me making me scream in pleasure.

“More
,” I demanded as he shoved another finger inside of me vibrating the walls of my pussy.

He responds to
my demands with glee as he grabs his rock hard cock and shoves it inside of my making me groan from instantaneous pleasure that came from him. The ache inside of me increased as he pushed in and out while he spread my legs farther with each pump.

“Get up
,” he commands with dominance. I move to get up releasing myself from him, but my body craved his wet cock.

He shoves me up as I straddle him lowering myself onto him. I ease slowly on top and with every glide downwards my mouth forms a
n O from the pleasurable pain of his large cock inside of me. He frantically moves inside me making my core throb with that mixture of pleasure and pain.

I move my hips up and down pump
ing on him as I use my thighs to help, but he slams me down. He shoves himself deep inside of me making me scream as loud as I possibly can, pinching at every nerve ending in my body.

His dick moves slowly rubbing along my g-spot barely hitting it, but
it’s enough to send waves of thirsty yearning for him to slam his cock into me again. As if he could read my mind, he thrust me back on the bed this time on my stomach.

“Wait,” h
e commanded as he exited the room and went into the bathroom. I took a deep breath, trying to slow my heart rate, but the excitement of what he was doing was making me sweat. When he came back he shoved my face into the bed and grabbed my ass cheeks.

“Open up baby,” h
e demanded as I spread my legs open and sat up on my hands. Methodically, he grabbed my hands and used them to pull my ass open wide, exposing myself.

I felt something cold and wet on the
entrance to my ass. When I realized what he was about to do, my heart skipped a beat. He inserted slowly and I yelped in pain, never being fucked like this before. He took his time moving himself inside me and when the pain subsided, gliding in and out. I felt something soft and realized he had thoughtfully placed a condom on before entering me. It was a small gesture, but was meaningful to make sure we were both safe. I deliriously shifted my hands as far as they could go rubbing myself as he pulsed in and out sending shockwaves through me, experiencing something completely raw and new with him.

The condom and lube allowed him to move with ease, but as I contracted he groaned from the tightness of my ass.

“Yes, yes, oh yes,” he kept repeating as I massaged the outside of my pussy so he could watch. His hands moved my hips slamming me into him.

When I couldn’t take it anymore and I was on the brink of letting myself go, I turned around, pulling him out of me and ripping the condom off. I grabbed the tie off my neck.

“I told you this would come in handy,” I whispered as sex oozed off my tongue making him drool. I pushed the tie around his neck and mounted him thrusting myself onto him. I grasped the end of the tie and pulled on it as I bounced up and down quickly on him making me flush deep below. I plunged deep him deep into me; my breath became rough and ragged with excitement. He was hitting my g-spot sending waves of electricity into my core making my primal need beg for more. I gripped tight onto the tie holding it as I rode him. My legs helping my body push up and down in a repetitive twisting motion.

“
Shit,” he screamed thrusting himself deeper and deeper inside me. I was on the brink of letting go, waiting for him to release. As he grunted, his breathe quickened howling with indulgence.

Suddenly,
he was filling me with his pleasure and orgasm ripped through me in sudden ecstasy. My body writhed in gratification. Ryder cried out in indulgence as my core was sudden filled with wetness from him, liquid spilling over us. He gently placed me on the bed before moving out of me. We both lay on the bed with our feet hanging off, letting the incredible heart-pounding moment sink into us. As our breaths began to stall and return normal, both exhausted from the ravished emotions we had just experienced, we laid there mesmerized by the events of the day.

After a couple moments
laying side-by-side together on the bed, Ryder spoke up, “Holy fucking shit Harper Mae. You are the most amazing woman I have ever been with in my entire life.”

“Is that a compliment?” I asked half-teasing, trying to get a rise out of him.

“You best believe it. I have been with a lot of women in my day, but shit Harper I have never made love with that much forceful passion in my entire life.”

“I’
ve never been fucked in the ass,” I said bluntly, liking this confidence that I was feeling after I expressed myself emotionally to him earlier in the night.

He propped himself up on his elbows to look at me, but I continued to stare at the ceiling above, basking in the insanely comfortable down comforter under me.

“You’re kidding?”

“Nuh-Uh.” I hissed truthfully.

“Well gosh darn’ it. I was your first!” Ryder exclaimed as if someone had just given him the best present Christmas morning.

“Yup. You’re the first person I have ever told my story too and the firs
t to do me in the butt…congrats,” I half teased.

He laughed and snuggled into the crook of my neck, nuzzling me.

“Come shower with me,” he said huskily.

I was excited he asked because I felt the desperate need for a shower after we had just both climaxed. So, I nodded and he grabbed my hand and jumped off the bed leading me towards the bathroom.

The bathroom was almost as big as the bedroom itself with a large claw foot porcelain tub and rain shower that had multi-color grey tiles. He led me into the bathroom pointing at the chaise by the sink.

As he filled the bathtub, I turned to look into the mirror. I sucked in taking a deep look at myself half expecting to see someone different than I saw earlier in the night.

To my surprise, I saw someone who was happy and smiling. Someone whose cheeks were flushed pink with color, whose jaws weren’t broken or bruised. Someone whose eyes didn’t sink back into her head, but were large and open ready to look at the world around. I saw someone whose melancholy was replaced with tranquil relaxation. I saw someone who was ready to fall in love, knowing that the person behind me was the person I was falling for. More importantly, I saw someone who was open and willing to fall in love, someone who wanted to open herself up to spend the rest of her life with a man who would treat her right.

I saw me. I finally saw me.

“You coming in?” Ryder interrupted my thoughts, standing naked over the full tub.

I walked over there
and gave him a huge kiss before entering the tub, silently thanking him from saving me from myself.

***

As I got in the tub, one foot first, Ryder entered behind me and I curled up with my back to his chest and he started rubbing my shoulders and humming a familiar tune.

“You sing so beautifully. It
’s mesmerizing.”

“I used to sing to Evelyn when she was younger and it was something that just stuck.” My mouth dropped at his confession about Evelyn. She must be younger than him if he was old enough to sing to her. She must be someone like his younger sister or cousin. I didn’t think he mentioned having any siblings, but maybe that’s why.

“She must love you very much. You’re very protective over her,” I whispered quietly into his ear behind me. He didn’t respond; instead he focused on washing the water over me, grabbing a bar of soap, and lathering up my body. His hands moving around my hair, rubbing the soap into it and taking care of me slowly. He was touching me in a way that was different from earlier. Instead of desire from earlier, this time he was taking care of me, washing away my sins from my past, washing away the pain I have suffered scraping the past off me exposing a new raw flesh.

When his hand moved down towards my back he noticed the infinity tattoo that was under the nape of my neck, between my shoulder blades.

“What is this for?” he asked as he rubbed soap around it tracing it with the water.

“It’s the sign for being a survivor of domestic violence. I got it when I first moved here, knowing that I was finally over everything I left behind.”

“It’s beautiful, very tasteful.”

“Yeah, coming from the guy who has a ton of tattoos
,” I said pulling out his hands from the water to display a couple he had on his hands, wrists and shoulders.

“They tell a story. This one here,” he said pointing to a large tattoo on his shoulder, which resembled a field and a ball of some sort, “This one was when I left the NFL represents me leaving the field and the game behind. Sort of like yours: moving on.”

We sat in the tub together playing with our bodies exploring every nook of our physical bodies. We played with the water, soaking the floor while splashing each other like children.

“I guess we are more than just friends then?” Ryder finally brought up.

“I suppose there is no denying that we are more,” I responded knowing that was the full truth.

“I want y
ou to be with me Harper. Please,” he begged in a soft tone.

“I’m scared.” This was the honest truth. I was scared of what would happen to us if we finally made it official. I was scared that this would be the end of us. I was scared he was still going to get up and leave at any point.

“I know you’re scared, but I will never do anything to hurt you.”

“Why do we have to label this then? Can
it just be what it is?” I asked.

“I will do whatever you want Harper, but just know that you mean more to me tha
n most of the people in my life,” he whispered gently rubbing water into my body.

When finally my hands started looking like a prune and my head starte
d getting foggy from exhaustion we both got out of the tub. Ryder wrapped me in an extra large fluffy towel and slinked his around his waist allowing his golden abdomen to remain exposed.

I couldn’t
help looking again. Shit I was one lucky girl. I didn’t think I could ever get a guy who looked this delicious and panty dropping at every hour of the day. His hair was wet and hung low on his neck, but he pulled his fingers through it rubbing it behind. He looked like a damn god.

When he started flexing and posing, I knew he caught me spying on him.

“You want this, yeah?” he mocked.

“You wish,
” I teased and winked while pretending to stomp off away from him.

“Come back here you thang’,” h
e said while scooping me off the floor letting the towel drop on the floor. He flung me, effortlessly, over his shoulder like a sack of flour.

“Hey! Let me go!
” I said as he walked over to the bed.

“As you wish,” h
e dropped me on the bed and tucked me into the incredibly warm comforter. We still had the glass doors opened and the breeze whisked into the room as I curled up, naked, under the comforter.

Ryder squeezed in next to me and even though the bed was the size of a house, he curled up next to me with my back to his chest. Holding me tightly, he began to hum a lullaby again while stroking my hair, squeezing me closer and closer into him.