Read Romancing the Rogue Online
Authors: Kim Bowman
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Annabella brushed at
the tears that wouldn’t stop falling. She’d always imagined a loving husband and a wedding night filled with mystery and tenderness and affection. Not a night of wickedness she barely recalled. She grazed her cheek with the tips of her fingers. He’d touched her there. And on her shoulder. He’d carried her up the steps, too.
“And I
let
him!” Renewed humiliation seared its way into her face.
Why couldn’t she remember the rest? She was ruined. Ruined! Taken advantage of by an insufferable rake — a man sent to Wyndham Green by Markwythe for who knew what nefarious purpose. And he’d used her then had the effrontery to grin at her, to laugh at her discomfort in the light of day.
She tugged at the gray dress, and her face burned even hotter at the memory of him working the fastenings, pulling it over her head. And then he’d…
Annabella slumped against the worktable. He’d what?
Shifting her seat on the three-legged stool, she heaved a sigh. Why did she feel so little difference? Shouldn’t her journey into womanhood have made her feel more… womanly?
“Perhaps if you’d been coherent for your journey you
would
feel differently,” she grumbled.
“Beg pardon, m’lady?” asked Abby from the door.
Annabella jerked then leapt to her feet. “N-nothing!” She blinked back her tears. “Er… I was just…” Images of the sparkling furniture and dusted floor floated into her mind. “I was curious as to who tidied up in here yesterday.”
“Lord Seabrook requested it, m’lady. Geoffrey sent Florrie.” Abby rolled her lower lip between her teeth. “Was something amiss?”
“No.” Annabella shook her head. “No, I was merely surprised.” She glanced at the basket on Abby’s arm. “Is that Se— Lord Seabrook’s breakfast?”
“It is, m’lady, though I seen as ‘e isn’t here.”
“Not here?” When had he left?
Abby set the basket on the worktable. “I passed ’im on the way in, but ’e didn’t see me.” She cleared her throat, perplexity reflected in her eyes. “Goin’ into the woods ‘e was… just off the path to the main house.”
Annabella’s heart jumped into her throat and began a staccato pounding. “Th-the woods? Why would he go into the woods?”
Abby took a step back from the table, keeping her eyes on Annabella. “I’m sure I don’t know, m-m’lady.”
Right. Why would the maid know his reasons? Annabella forced her breathing to slow. She had no cause to believe he knew she’d hidden the case of banknotes. And they were hidden well. He’d never find them.
Or would he? Suddenly, she couldn’t wait for Abby to be gone so she could rush to her hiding place and check.
Without the wooden
case to deflect the branches, the tangled undergrowth clawed and scraped Annabella’s tender skin. Pain blazed a track along her shin, but she ignored it. Not even the sound of tearing cloth discouraged her from her mission. She had to ensure the safety of those banknotes.
At the painful yank on her hair, she let out a soft cry and stopped walking. Her hands shook as she struggled to release the trapped strands from an overhead branch. Only after several deep breaths and much excruciating tugging did she manage to free herself. But her white lace cap remained hopelessly tangled in the mess. She had no choice but to leave it behind.
She stepped into the dell and stood still. No one was about; the little glade was deserted. Had he been there? Had he found the case and left? Annabella moved to her hiding place in the old oak. Heart pounding hard, she winced against her natural fear of what creatures might linger in the grass as she pushed it aside and reached into the hole in the tree. The back of her hand encountered the cool smoothness of the polished wood, and she released her pent-up breath. The case was still there.
But she had to see inside. It took a bit of manipulation to lift the box from its hiding place. Once it was on the ground, she pulled a pin from her hair and used it to open the lock, which sprung more easily than it had the day before. Tense, she raised the lid.
The wind ruffled the banknotes. Safe. The notes were safe. At a soft rustling in the bushes across the glade, Annabella jerked around, ready to defend herself. But no one stood there.
“Silly! ‘Twas the wind, nothing more.”
It was hard to secure the case with the way her hands trembled, but she managed to close the lid and shove it back into the trunk’s hollow portion. When she stood, she brushed at the grass surrounding the tree, hoping if someone happened by they wouldn’t notice how crushed it looked.
So if Seabrook hadn’t come to the glade, where had he gone? What had drawn him into the woods? Or had Abby been mistaken? Maybe he’d stepped into the woods and then come back out again when Abby hadn’t seen.
She shook her head and puffed out a long breath. “I’m going mad. Imagining Seabrook out prowling the woods, of all things.”
A magpie scolded from the lowest branch of the beech tree.
“Marvelous, I’m talking to the birds now. I
must
be mad.” She stalked toward the edge of the glade, shoved the branches aside, and stepped through the opening. “Besides, the insufferable man probably went up to the stable. With any good fortune at all, he’ll have taken his hoity-toity romping and ruining backside away to London, where no doubt he’ll find a lovely suitable young lady and never mind the poor maid he—”
Cheery whistling filtered through the bushes, interrupting her thoughts. Annabella stopped her tirade with her steps and listened. Some insanely happy person was apparently out for a stroll.
No… not just any happy person. Annabella’s lip curled as she recognized the song as the one her unwelcome houseguest had been whistling earlier. “Seaside!” Ignoring the path back to the cottage, she aimed her footsteps toward the brook. “When I catch up with him, I’ll kick him. I’ll dump him into the dirt. I’ll — I’ll…”
Calm settled over her, and a smile lifted her lips along with her spirits. “I’ll push him into the water.” She and Juliet had often indulged in such play, and many was the occasion they’d tramped home, their clothing soaked, from pushing each other in. At such times, Annabella’s mother had despaired of her ever developing the sense and sensibility of a lady.
She certainly wasn’t behaving like a lady as she marched along the path to the brook, muttering pithy curses under her breath. She burst through the bushes at the end of the trail, hoping to surprise Seabrook, then just stopped and stared flabbergasted at the naked man swimming in the pool where she’d played as a girl.
At least she presumed Seabrook was naked. He certainly had on nothing to cover his well-muscled back, which was turned in her direction. The first morning sunlight painted his darkish skin golden, and those muscles bunched and bulged as he leaned back and dipped his head in the pool. Then he righted himself, shaking droplets of water from his black hair.
“Oh, blessed fire,” she breathed, taking an involuntary step backward as waves of heat and chills rolled over her at the same time. Outrageous quivers began in her middle. Had she touched — when they’d— “Oh, my.” Unfamiliar sensations — not all of them bad — swelled within her, throbbed in time with her racing heart. Blood roared in her ears.
Annabella squeezed her eyes shut and tried to slow her breathing. When she opened them again, she forced her gaze away to the other side of the pond. Stark white cambric stood out against the gray-green of a spiky gorse hedge well away from the pool. Seabrook’s shirt lifted and fell in the gentle breeze, and next to that, a brown tweed tailcoat and a pair of black trousers. He’d taken care to keep them dry.
She stared at the garments and narrowed her eyes. Yes… he
had
taken care with his clothing. Slowly, she crept toward the thorny evergreen bushes. When she reached her goal, she stole a glance at the pond, but he still cavorted with his back to her.
He’s watching the road!
A smile slid over her lips at the richness of it. He was so concerned he might be sighted from the road, he’d no idea what she was about.
She touched the fluttering white shirt. The fabric reminded her of silk — it was so smooth and soft. Very fine quality, that. It would be a shame if it got wet. Keeping her gaze fixed on Seabrook, she snatched his shirt. The scent of him twined into her nostrils, wrapped around her in a dizzying unseen embrace.
Her breath rushed from her, leaving her momentarily helpless. But she broke the spell with a shake of her head and grabbed his coat. With a little stretching, she was able to snag his trousers as well. Her gaze lit on his fine Hessian boots. She shouldn’t…
Heavy fingers against her waist in a possessive grasp… warm breath fanning her bare shoulder…
Clenching her teeth together, she stooped and grabbed his boots by the tops. Garments in hand, she advanced on the pool where her unsuspecting victim floated on his back.
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“Seaside!”
Annabella’s enraged bellow from somewhere behind him jerked Jon from his pleasant reverie. He stood and turned but kept himself low in the water, painfully aware of his immodest state. It seemed the lady had him at a disadvantage.
She stood in magnificent glory about two steps away from the edge of the pond. The morning sun gilded her mane of blonde hair as it flowed over her shoulders and down her back. A few strands stuck out on either side, lending the illusion that someone had recently had his hands buried in that mass of gold. Beneath the water, Jon’s hands fisted reflexively at the thought, and he eased out a breath, concentrating on uncurling his fingers.
“Why did you do it?” Her shrill voice echoed across the water between them.
His gaze landed on the bundle in her arms.
Smite me!
Which of course was the lady’s intent. “Why are you carrying my clothing?” he countered.
Annabella looked down at her burden, and her mouth lifted in an unpleasant smile. Slowly she began to loosen her grip, obviously determined to toss his garments into the pond with him.
“Annie?” Jon sloshed for the shore, keeping his eyes on his belongings, silently willing her not to throw them into the pond. “Annie…”
Annabella’s eyes widened and she stepped back. “Don’t you dare come any closer. Why, you’re — you’re positively indecent!”
Jon stopped moving and held up his hands. “Annie, if you leave my things on the bank and move a little ways off, I’ll make myself presentable, and we can talk this out.”
“We have nothing —
noth-
ing — to talk out, you — you atrocious, appalling, barbarous blackguard! You—” She clamped her mouth shut, her whole body trembling.
Well, her opinion of him certainly hadn’t improved. When she fell into silence, Jon raised an eyebrow. “Do go on, lady fair. Don’t let words fail you now.” He eased forward a half step. The breeze gusted, sending a shiver crawling across his bare skin.
Or perhaps the chill arose from the glare she raked over him. Half angry and half… hungry.
“Just tell me why!” She kicked out with her foot, sending globules of dark mud flying in his direction.
Jon flinched to the right to avoid the worse of it. One particularly large brown blob struck his left arm and clung until he swished it off in the water.
“Were you so desperate for a woman’s affections you would take advantage of — of —
me
when — when — Oh!” She stomped one foot, nearly losing her balance on the slippery ground.
Jon took another cautious step forward. He didn’t much relish fishing his clothing from the pond and wearing wet garments for the walk back to the cottage. “Annie… what do you suppose happened last night?” Another slow step. “Do you truly believe that I—”
“I know what happened, you insufferable, rutting, ruinous devil’s spawn.”
Jon sighed.
Yes, she truly believes I—
His shirt seemed to take flight, making it halfway between them before it unfurled like a frigate’s white sail, hovered, then softly drifted downward. Jon lunged forward, lost his footing on the pond’s slippery bottom, and fell headlong into the water. When he pushed to his feet, he shook the water from his hair. His shirt floated in front of him like an apparition, fast taking on water and submerging, one sleeve reaching for him with ghostly desperation. But he was several feet closer to the shore. He plucked the garment from the water with a grimace. When he got hold of her, he might just—
He tamped back his anger and tried a different tactic. “Anna — Annie, please, let’s have a conversation about this. I — You have the wro — No!”
His coat followed the shirt. The brown tweed, lacking the grace of the cambric, simply struck the water with a dull, soggy plop. Reaching for it gained him another two steps.
“You
will
leave Rose Cottage,” she shrieked. “It’s mine. You don’t belong there.”
“Don’t be ridiculous! I’m an invited guest. Where would I go?”
“I. Do not.
Care
.” His trousers came next, but one of the side buttons caught on her fingers. She shook her hand, and the trousers dropped in the mud at the water’s edge. “When I tell my — the — duke about your dreadful behavior…”
It was an empty threat. He saw it even as she spoke it. “Yes… why don’t we just send a missive off to his grace?”
Her jaw went slack, and her face paled. For a moment he wondered if she would collapse in a heap at the edge of the water. He shuffled another step closer. But she drew herself up straight with a deep breath. Then she glared at him through squinting eyes. With deliberate motions, she held up one of his boots.
“Annie… please. Just listen to me—” Jon tried not to cringe outwardly. The water wouldn’t be kind to the leather. The boot sailed in a marvelous curve through the air. Her flawless aim was filled with deadly intent, and the boot splashed into the water mere inches in front of him. He raised a hand to wipe away some of the droplets from his face.
She raised the other boot, ready to fling it at him as well.
Her left foot slipped sideways on the muddy, moss-covered bank. She dropped the boot as she struggled to keep her footing. But when her other foot slipped backward, she was lost.
He ruddy well should have left her to fall. But that blasted tendency of his to rescue distressed damsels propelled him forward with his arms outstretched. He plunged closer to the bank and rose from the water just as Annabella pitched face first toward him.
She slammed into him, knocking the breath from his lungs. Thankfully, she landed mostly in his arms, partly draped over his shoulder. The bottom of her gown trailed in the water — that wasn’t to be avoided. At least the lady remained largely dry. He sought a more stable grip, lifting her a bit higher onto his shoulder.
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Water beaded on
the stretch of tanned skin in front of her. Though the morning was balmy, gooseflesh had risen on his arms, but his shoulders and back remained smooth and warm beneath her cheek. She lay flung over his shoulder like a sack of dry goods, head down, backside up.
Below, only inches from her face, water sloshed and undulated around the top of Seabrook’s clinging, flesh-colored drawers — also a meager few inches from Annabella’s face. Her heart began a heavy
thud-thud, thud-thud
in her chest. The beat quickly spread in tight ripples through her veins until she felt it in her neck, her ears, even down to her fingers.
His arms tightened around her.
Safe,
whispered her heart.
He caught you. You’re safe.
In his arms.
In Seabrook’s arms. Again.
“No!” she screeched, pushing against his back and kicking with her feet. The muscles heaved and surged beneath her hands as he staggered sideways. “Put me down, you insufferable lout!”
“Hold on and let me get you—”
“Unhand her this instant!” roared a man’s voice from the shore.
Beneath her, Seabrook’s body tensed, and he spun around, dropping his arms. Annabella slid forward along his wet skin. The bubbling water reached for her.
No!
She kicked, scrabbling with her legs for purchase of any sort but to no avail. Splashes kissed her face. The water closed over her head, stinging her nose, rushing into her mouth.
I’m going to drown!
Then a pair of hands grabbed her about the waist and hauled her upward. Outlined against the glare of the sun, Seabrook grinned and then dropped her onto her feet.
The hard landing forced the air from her lungs with a loud “umph.” Annabella glared at the infuriating lout in front of her and pulled a hand down her face, brushing off the pond water.
I’ll kill him. I’ll twist his neck until his head pops off.
She tried to lunge for him but found herself frozen in place. Soaked through, her dress clung to her body and twisted about her legs so she couldn’t even take one step.
“Oh, goodness! Lady Annabella! Let me help you out of there.”
Before she could right herself, Vicar Hamilton wrapped his pudgy fingers around her arms and hauled her up, out of the pool.
As her feet found solid purchase on the bank, Annabella instantly turned and sought Seabrook. His dark eyes bore into the vicar. Faint redness crept into his face. Annabella couldn’t help but relish in his discomfort and obvious embarrassment at being discovered soaking wet in just his unmentionables.
Without a word, he scooped his wet clothing from the pond and tossed it onto the bank. Then he retrieved the boot she’d thrown at him. Keeping his eyes locked on her, he tipped it over. Water streamed out and splashed into the pool. When the boot was empty, he tossed it onto the shore with his clothing.
His lips rose in a one-sided smile as he stepped dripping from the pool. His drawers clung to him, had become nearly transparent. Nothing was left to the imagination!
And he didn’t seem to care!
Annabella’s breath caught, and she quickly looked away, her face heating. Fluttering her eyelashes, she peered up at her rescuer instead. “Thank heavens you happened along when you did, Vicar Hamilton, or who knows what that madman might have done to me.” Dropping her head in her hands, she let out as mournful a cry as she could muster without laughing.
She couldn’t resist stealing a peek through her fingers as Seabrook stepped into his trousers and jerked them up without a word. With a sneer of distaste, he snatched up his shirt and twisted, wringing enough water from it for a spring rain. Finally, he shook it out and drew it over his head. The wet fabric embraced his body, clinging to the muscles she’d admired earlier.
Her throat went dry.
He left his coat in its heap on the ground, turned to face them, and cast a wicked grin in her direction — one that said she’d pay, and pay well, for her actions. Then he cocked his head slightly to the left. “Aren’t you going to introduce me to your friend…
Lady Annabella
?”
No!
He’d heard Vicar Hamilton call her by name. She no longer had a glimmer of hope that he’d go away and leave her in peace. Annabella moaned again and swayed as though she might swoon.
The vicar clicked his tongue and shook his head. Then he placed one beefy arm around her in a half hug, gently patting her shoulder with the other. “There, there, Lady Annabella. You’re safe now. I won’t let him subject you to any more of his unwanted advances.”
She lifted her head and smiled at Seabrook, confident she had bested him.
He raised his eyebrows and crossed his arms over his chest, meeting the vicar’s stunned gaze. “Since the lady appears to have been stricken with shyness, allow me to introduce myself.
Jonathan Durham, Earl of Seabrook, currently a guest of the Duke of Wyndham, at your service.”
Annabella stiffened. A knot lodged in her throat.
Vicar Hamilton loosened his hold and stepped back, eyebrows furrowed. “Lady Annabella, do you know this man?”
Heat worked its way across her face and down her chest, forcing her to take shallow breaths. “I… I… I…”
Seabrook stepped closer. “I’d say she knows me
quite
well… especially after—”
“Seaside!” Annabella blurted out before she could stop herself. She pressed her fingers to her lips as though she might somehow push the outburst back in.
Vicar Hamilton’s eyes widened, and his gaze darted between Annabella and Seabrook, finally settling on her. “Is that
true
, Lady Annabella? You do know this gentleman?”
Humiliation exploded inside her. Her tongue seemed to swell, doubling in size, making speech impossible. The first chance she got, Seabrook would be sor—
“Come now, my love, don’t be modest. We’ve been found out. Tell the good vicar how we’ve been living together in Rose Cottage and how you shared my bed last ni—”
“You lie!” erupted Vicar Hamilton, crimson suffusing his face. He pushed himself between the two of them. “Lady Annabella would never — Why, if I weren’t a man of the cloth, I’d—”
“Indeed… she announced only last night that she was quite weary of her virginity,” said Seabrook with an exaggerated shrug. “What else is a gentleman to do?”
“Oh!” someone shrieked. It took Annabella a moment to realize it had been her.
“I — but — that is — I do not believe you, sir!”
Seabrook retreated a step, though not for one moment did Annabella believe he felt threatened by the vicar. “Don’t take my word for it. By all means,
ask
the
lady
.”
The vicar faced her. “Does this man speak the truth? Did you—” He swallowed hard and lowered his voice. “Did you share his bed last night, my lady?”
Shame washed over her, and her throat tightened. Everything started spinning, her knees went weak. “I…”
Seabrook lifted one eyebrow and crossed his arms over his chest. “The good vicar is waiting for your answer, Annabella.”
“Yes,” she hissed through gritted teeth. Squeezing his neck until his head popped off was too good for him. If she had her way, he’d die a slow death choking on syrupy lemonade.
“I… see.” Vicar Hamilton stumbled back a step and stared at her. His face had gone ashen. “And am I to take it that you regret your… er… unfortunate course, Lady Annabella?”
“Oh, I do, Vicar. I want only for — for Lord Seabrook to leave.” Why had Seaside confessed what had happened the night before? If the wretched man had kept his mouth shut, she could have convinced the vicar that what he’d witnessed had all been perfectly innocent. Then nothing improper would get back to her mother.
“—honorable thing and marry you.” The vicar’s hungry gray eyes slid over her body. Crimson seeped into his already ruddy cheeks and sweat beaded on his upper lip. Clearing his throat, he quickly averted his gaze. “In fact, nothing would make me happier, Lady Annabella, than to make you my bride and keep your good name from being tarnished. And I know her grace would approve.”
What? Oh, no! No no no!
Hamilton was suggesting she marry
him?
Become the vicar’s wife? Oh, her mother’s threat was coming true! Frantic, Annabella glanced around, tensed for flight. Surely there had to be another option.