Rogue Alliance (43 page)

             
Consumed with worry, she gave in and poured herself three fingers of Patron.

Just a little to smooth out the
jagged edges, she told herself, but one led to two and,
eventually
,
she was stumbling around the apartment
. She was
obliterated but pissed off because her mind was still going a hundred miles an hour, only now it was all mixed up.

             
The more she thought, the more
she felt, and
the more she drank. In the haze of her stupor, she realized that she’d drunk all of her alcohol. But she wanted more.

             
“I just know there’s gotta be another stash up here,” she mumbled as she dragged a dining room chair across the kitchen and started digging in the small cupboard above the refrigerator.

             
The cupboard was empty. The room swayed. She felt the chair under her tip. One moment she was upright, the next she was lying on her kitchen floor. The linoleum felt cool against her cheek but a spot on the right side of her head was throbbing.

             
“Oh, that’s gonna hurt in the morning,” she said, thinking that she’d had enough excitement for the night. She needed to get to bed. But the cool floor felt so good on her skin. She closed her eyes.

             
The next thing she knew, her phone was ringing.

             
A multitude of sensations assaulted her senses as she came to. The pulsing epicenter of pain which shot from a spot on the side of her skull and travelled to the middle of her forehead was the first overwhelming discomfort. Her nose was
stuffed and her throat felt raw and parched.

             
She scrunched her nose. Was that vomit she smelled?

             
Though she opened her eyes to only a slit, the light was blinding. She quickly sque
ezed them shut again.
Memories of the day before filtered in a
nd the anxiety that went with them
returned.

             
When she first tried to speak only a croak came out. She swallowed painfully and tried again.

             
“Hello?”

             
“You sound terrible, Ericson. You okay?” S
hawn’s voice
seemed unusually loud.
Shyla
imagined it traveling through the phone line and shattering her eardrum.

             
“Dandy. Just dandy,
”
she said, rolling
to her back. Every muscle in her body was stiff and sore.
She flung an arm over her eyes,
“What’s the scoop? You find anything?”

             
“Uh, well, not ex
actly. Not
Carmen, anyway. But, I came across something else I thought you’d find interesting.”

             
“Yeah, and?”

             
“I think it’d be best if you had a look for yourself. Can you meet me down at the station in half an hour?”

             
She’d rather have jabbed a sharp object into her eye.

             
“Give me an hour,” she sighed,
“t
his had better be good.”

             
Fifty minutes later, showered and nearly functional with a second cup of coffee in hand, she shuffled into the precinct building. The spot on the right side of her head still ached
,
but what was a morning without feeling completely battered? Th
oughts of Carmen nagged at her once more.

             
Shawn was at his desk, his tall frame hunched over the keyboard, pecking out one letter at a time.

             
“You’ll die of old age before you get a report done. Jesus, Shawn, how in the hell have you survived this long?”

             
He swiveled in his chair, ignoring her quip.

             
“Good, you’re here,” he said,
“c
ome over here. Look at what I found.”

             
He pulled the other chair over to the desk, right next to his.
As Shyla
sat down, she took a closer look at her friend. His stubble was grown out and he had red rims around his eyes.

             
“Have you even been to bed?
” she asked,
“Y
ou look terrible.”

             
As if suddenly aware of his appearance, he ran a hand over his thin, blonde beard.
             
“Yeah, for a few hours, but I woke up around four
and couldn’t go back to sleep,” h
e
said, giving her a once over, “and y
ou’re one to talk. You don’t look so hot, either.”

             
“Yeah, yeah,
” Shyla waved him off,
“
that’s why I wasn’t too keen on the idea of coming down here. Now what in the hell is all this about? Unless you’ve got something on Carmen’s whereabouts, I’d like to get back to finding her.”

             
His gaze captured hers. It settled her just a little.

             
“Jason filed the missing person’s report first thing this morning. Don’t worry, Shyla, we’ll find her. But that’s not what I wanted to talk to you about.

             
“Last night, after we did our rounds around town, I went home and crashed hard. Only a few hours later I woke up and my mind was going in about twenty directions but I couldn’t narrow down what exactly it was that was bothering me. Something kept nagging at me and I couldn’t place what it was. Not until, about an hour ago, just before I called you. I think I know who Brennan is.”

             
Shyla eyed him suspiciously.

             
“What are you talking about?”

             
Shawn leaned back in his chair. Despite his fatigue he was suddenly animated.
             
“There was something about looking for Carmen last night that triggered my memory to a missing person’s case that happened
not too far from here, about fourteen
years ago. It made huge news because the father of the missing boy was an up and coming actor. They ran clips of his parents over and over again, pleading for anyone who had any information to come forward.

             
“I was about twelve or so, and
,
though I’d seen kids’ faces on milk cartons for years, it was the first time that it really sunk in that something like that could happe
n; a child could just disappear and god only knew what
could happen to him. It bothered me.”

             
Shyla was pensive.

             
“So you’re thinking that Brennan could be that missing boy?
” she asked,
“
That’s a bit of a stretch don’t you think?”

             
“It was a stretch. I came into the office and started searching the database. I found out that that case had been closed about six years ago, when they identified a skeleton found down by the border. It was that boy. But that’s not what I dragged you down here for. During my search, I came across this.”

             
With a few jerky keystrokes, the computer screen changed and a missing person’s file flashed on the screen.

             
Shyla scooted to the edge of her chair, peering at the picture of the boy looking back at her with eyes that were identical to Brennan’s. They were younger, cockier with youth, still untouched by the horrendous acts he had yet to encounter, but they were his nonetheless. It took her breath away.

             
“Oh, my, god! It’s him.”

             
Shawn
let out a huge sigh and leaned back.

             
“I knew it right away,
” he said,
“
but I needed you to confirm it.”

             
Shyla could not tear her eyes from the screen.
She held her breath as she read the text on the screen:

             
Missing: Brian Miller

             
Age:16. B
rown hair, blue-gray eyes, approximately 6’ tall, 185 lbs.

             
Last seen: August 16, 1996
wearing blue jeans and red t-shirt.

             
Shawn reached over, clicked back, and brought up a new screen, showing newspaper clips covering details of the boy’s mysterious disappearance. Shyla held her breath as she read. Police were baffled by the lack of clues or lead
s
into the case. Clara and John Miller had put up a small reward for any information which would lead to their son’s whereabouts. There was a small picture in the heading of one of the articles. The couple held tightly to one another; the woman clutching her husband, her face showing her desperation. The husband had his arm around her protectively, his shoulders squared as he looked into the camera, his eyes communicating a fierce determination.

             
“I have to show him this,” she said breathlessly.

             
Shawn swiveled around to face her.

             
“What? Why? This is for our information. We can finally figure out who this guy really is and maybe understand what his relationship to Victor is all about.”

             
Shyla squeezed between Shawn and the keyboard. With a few deft motions she began to copy and paste documents to a new file. She was going to print up everything that he had.

             
“He
doesn’t know who he is, Shawn.
He has no memory of his life before he was taken.”

             
Shawn grabbed her by the arm and whipped her around.

             
“Whoa. What? I knew you had to know more about him than you were letting on. What else have you been keeping from me? Who is this guy?”

             
Shyla looked down at the firm grip he had on her bicep then raised her eyes to meet his with a look of warning.

             
“I d
on’t know a whole hell of a lot,
”
she said.

             
Shawn took the hint and released her arm.

             
“All I know
,” she continued,
“
is that he has amnesia. He doesn’t know who he is or where he came from. He remembers nothing past about age 16
,
about fourteen
years ago.”

             
Shawn narrowed his gaze.

             
“Well how come he has no record, no prints on file?”

             
Shyla shrugged and turned toward the screen to finish her chore.

             
“I d
on’t know,” she said,
“i
f he was only sixteen when he disappeared, it would be unlikely that he would have prints on file.”

             
“So what exactly do you hope to accomplish by showing him these
?”

             
In h
er own state of frustration, Shyla
turned to face him once again, her head cocked to the side and a hand on her hip.

             
“Don’t you think he would want to know, that he has the right to know? Wouldn’t you? Besides, the closer I can get to Brennan, the more I can b
uild trust with him. That trust
wil
l lead me
closer to Vi
ctor. If he finds out who he is and reclaims his former identity,
maybe he won’t feel so alone. Maybe he’ll finally start to question his loyalty to Victor, if he’s not the only person in his world anymore.”

             
“That’s a lot of ifs, Shyla,” Shawn said,
“b
ut…if he really does have amnesia, and this really is him, then it’s a case that could be solved. It needs to be explored.”

             
Nodding her head, she hit the print option and closed the screen. For her, the conversation was over. She was already trying to imagine how to approach Brennan with this revelatory information. How would he react? What would he do?

             
She gathered the papers from the printer and stuffed them into an empty manila envelope.

             
Shawn stood up and blocked her path.