Authors: Walter Dean Myers
Tags: #United States, #Juvenile Fiction, #Historical, #Civil War Period (1850-1877)
LIAM
Mr. Johnson, if this all doesn’t come down on the right side, do you think I could be working steady at the Peacock?
JOHN
What’s the right side, Liam?
LIAM
It’s hard knowing with all the shouting and running through the streets, now isn’t it?
CLAIRE
(Crosses to LIAM and takes his hand)
You’re always welcome here, Liam. You know that, don’t you?
MAEVE
What is your name again?
CLAIRE
Liam must have told you that it’s Claire.
MAEVE
Well, Miss Claire, don’t be eyeing my Liam. There’s a lot more to me than you’d be knowing, dearie.
CLAIRE
Eyeing Liam? I’m doing nothing of the sort!
ROSIE
I think she’s in love, Maeve. She’s blushing.
LIAM
Come on, I have to get home and get some
rest. Get me head together. Bye, Mrs. Johnson. Claire.
MAEVE
(to CLAIRE)
You want to come with us? We’d love to show you off to our friends.
JOHN
I said it’s time for you to leave.
LIAM
We’ll be seeing you later, then.
CLAIRE
Liam, be careful.
LIAM
That’s for sure, Claire. Careful is me middle name.
ROSIE
(as they leave)
If you ask me, she looks more German than Irish.
LIAM, MAEVE, and ROSIE exit
.
JOHN
Never mind that crowd. They don’t even know what they’re doing. I’m headed uptown. Lock the doors after me and stay off the streets.
JOHN exits
.
ELLEN
Are you all right, Claire?
CLAIRE
I hate people who don’t even know what they’re doing.
ELLEN
Hate
’s a strong word for people you don’t know, Claire.
CLAIRE
That girl hates me because I’m black; I can hate her because she’s white.
ELLEN
Maybe she hates you because Liam has a sparkle in his voice when he talks about you. Now that would be a good reason not to like you. Wouldn’t it?
She crosses to CLAIRE and puts both arms around her.
CLAIRE starts to answer but instead begins to cry softly.
CLAIRE
Liam was just my friend a few days ago. We could laugh together, and I would kid him when he came to make deliveries. Now everything is upside down.
ELLEN
When things get back to normal around here we’ll—
CLAIRE
They’ll
never
be normal again.
Sobbing, she puts her head down as her whole body shakes.
ELLEN
When things come around—
The door to the Peacock opens.
ELLEN
(cont’d)
We’re closed! We’re closed!
A thin white man, the poet WALT WHITMAN (44), enters, accompanied by FARLEY (11), a black boy, small for his age, whom he has hired to help him on his visit to New York. WHITMAN has been working as a nurse during the Civil War, but is far better known as a journalist and the poet who published
Leaves of Grass
. He looks much older than his age. He has a slight hesitant manner; he walks unevenly and leans on furniture as he passes.
ELLEN
(to WHITMAN)
I told you we were closed!
WHITMAN
(seeing CLAIRE)
Can I help? I have some experience as a nurse.
ELLEN
No. And we’re closed.
WHITMAN
There’s a covey of angry young men flapping and strutting their way down the street. I need to keep Farley here safe until they pass, and then we’ll be on our way.
ELLEN looks at them cautiously and then goes and locks the door to the Peacock.
ELLEN
As soon as they pass…
WHITMAN
What happened?
ELLEN
A young man who worked for us has joined the rioters. He brought some friends by and they’ve upset my daughter.
CLAIRE
They don’t like me because I’m black.
WHITMAN and FARLEY both turn and look at CLAIRE, who lifts her chin proudly for a second but then turns away.
WHITMAN
Well, I’ve seen them—swaggering through the streets with crowd courage and searching for themselves in the storm they create with their shouts.
He settles at a table.
ELLEN
They’re rioting in the streets. And stealing what they can in the bargain.
CLAIRE
Last night they burned down the Colored Orphanage.
WHITMAN
Yes, well, yes. I guess America has finally shaken off the stupor of its promise and its beauty and is asking itself questions it should have answered seventy-five years ago.
ELLEN
Is it charms you’re selling? Bibles? We don’t need charms and we have a Bible.
WHITMAN
I saw them lying on the battlefields and in the hospitals in Washington. Sometimes I would see them holding up little bits of mirrors and staring at the strangers looking out at them. In their hearts they’re asking what America means. They’re groping their wounds and their trauma and searching for meaning to their lives before those lives drip out onto the rich Southern soil or in some obscure cow pasture.
CLAIRE
And who do you pretend to be?
WHITMAN
Pretend? Har! A good question. I am Walt Whitman, newspaper reporter, sometimes nurse, sometimes great poet, sometimes an even greater drunk. And this is my man Farley, who keeps my room clean up at the Hotel Albert when I am out of town. Farley is eleven years old and passes as a fair philosopher. Am I right, Farley?
FARLEY
Yes, sir.
ELLEN
Well, if there’s a thought in that crowd out there it’s running between their legs, not dancing in their heads. That’s for sure. They’re chasing black people in the streets. They hanged a man on Baxter Street.
WHITMAN
Could I trouble you for a cup of tea?
ELLEN
(pours the tea)
Against my better judgment.
WHITMAN drinks from the cup and nods appreciatively.
WHITMAN
And if their lives have no meaning, they pray that maybe the color of their skins hold some vestige of a higher truth.
FARLEY
Did you see the way they was looking at me? And I don’t even know them, I don’t.
CLAIRE
They’re
the ones who should have been hanged.
ELLEN
My husband thinks they’ll get tired of this violence soon enough.
WHITMAN
It’ll be done when America at last defines itself, by what she sees in her collective mirrors and not by what she sees in her imagined world of snow white angels floating among the clouds of our lofty ideals. Until then, we’ll all be in the streets looking for where we belong.
ELLEN
And if that makes a bit of sense, I’m a three-eyed bullfrog!
There’s a pounding on the door and several shouts of rioters looking for drinks. The pounding continues for a long moment as the group inside is still, then stops as the rioters move on.
ELLEN
(cont’d)
What do you know about violence? I can’t see
you
as a soldier.
FARLEY
He was in Washington.
WHITMAN
And on the battlefields of Virginia. Treating the wounded of this terrible war. Holding the hands of better men than me and stronger boys as they waited to die. Keeping my sanity by not trying to make sense of it.
CLAIRE
None of this is right. Why should anybody hate me because I’m black?
FARLEY
You don’t look black to me.
ELLEN
I think the rowdies have passed. Perhaps you should go now.
WHITMAN
Farley, the lady wants us to leave because you are black and therefore a danger and I am a man with too many words for so small an establishment. So we will go, and try to keep our hind parts—yours black and mine not capable of a decent defense—off the winding streets of my beloved city.
FARLEY
(to CLAIRE)
How you know you black? You don’t look black to me.
CLAIRE
I look black to me, Mr. Farley. I know what I am and who I am and that’s all that matters.
WHITMAN
And there you have the whole fish, Farley. Head, gills, and tail. With that much wisdom, we can upstream a-breeding go.
CLAIRE
Fish? Is that supposed to make sense? I have no idea what that means, and I don’t want to know.
FARLEY
(as they head toward the door)
I don’t think he knows, either, ma’am.
WHITMAN laughs as he and FARLEY exit
.
ELLEN
(locking the front door of the Peacock)
Maybe your father is right. Maybe they’ll just grow tired of this running about and go home.
(hesitates)
I’m thinking maybe we should take turns looking out of the upstairs window in case anyone comes looking for trouble. We’d see them from a distance and be ready for them. What do you think? Though if only one or two came, we’d beat whatever brains they had in their heads till they weren’t more than a pot of mushy peas, wouldn’t we?
(comes closer to her daughter)
Is that a bit of a smile on your lips? Is it worth sharing?
CLAIRE
(in her best Irish brogue)
Ay, and it’s happy I am to have a mum such as yourself.
The two embrace briefly, and ELLEN pats CLAIRE on the shoulder.
ELLEN
Ay, and it’s happy I am to have a daughter sweet as you. I’ll take a peek through the curtains.
ELLEN exits
.
CLAIRE goes to the door and slides her fingers slowly along the black cast-iron bolt. She pushes the bolt open, then quickly closes it. We see a CLOSE-UP of her fingers nervously drumming against the heavy door.
CLAIRE
(voice-over)
Maybe it’s me who should be out there trying to find myself. Trying to discover who I am instead of hiding behind this door wondering who will find me and wondering what they will call me. I am afraid—not that they will hurt me but that they will discover who I am before I do. It would be better if they just hurt me, if they knocked me down in the street. Then I would just be me again, hurting and annoyed and even angry. But here, standing against this door, wondering what is happening on the other side…I am nobody.
We see her fingers again slide the lock open and shut.
When they tell me that they are chasing black people in the street, I don’t know what to feel. I am angry that anyone is being chased, but do I know what it means to be black? When that girl looked at me, it was with such contempt. A week ago she couldn’t have hurt me. Now just the thought of her coming back fills me with terror. It’s as if she has found who she is and can look right through me and know that I am lost.
Again she fingers the lock. The camera moves to the stairway.
ELLEN