Redemption (2 page)

I closed my eyes, listened to the distant sound of the crickets singing and the howl of the wind. There wasn’t one place in the world that made me feel like home made me feel.

“What happened?”

I opened my eyes and glanced over at Dad who leaned against the doorjamb. “He was cheatin’ on me.”

Dad’s face softened. I tried to look brave like he’d taught me, but my bottom lip trembled, and he was there to gather me in his arms. “Well, he’s a dumbass.”

I smiled into his chest and screwed my eyes shut. “I’m pretty sure me slugging him and breaking things ended the engagement.”

Dad chuckled. “That’s my girl. Did you just leave? I was worried about you today. When you called and told me you were comin’ I was happy, but I knew something was wrong. You’d been so excited to intern again for the summer.”

I had been. The internship looked wonderful on my credentials and even counted toward two summer classes. But I knew being around him and having him close to me would tempt me to fall into his lies again. That light brown hair and those deep blue eyes would have eventually weakened me. I was strong but everyone has a weakness.

“Yeah, but I don’t want to be around him this summer. I just want to forget he exist.”

Dad stayed quiet for a second. “You interested in a job at the gym?” he asked.

I grinned into his chest. What he really meant was that his books were off, and he wanted me to fix them. “You mean you haven’t been keepin’ up with the books, right?”

Dad laughed. “You know me too well, baby girl.”

“I’ll help you, Dad. But I don’t want your money. I just want a place to stay and some food in my belly. You think you can handle that?”

Dad stroked his scruffy chin and pursed his lips. “You still have money saved up from your refund?” I nodded.
Plenty of it
. “Deal.”

“What time are you getting up in the morning?”

Dad grinned. “You’re still not a morning person, are you? I’ll be at the gym at six, but you don’t have to come in until nine or so.”

“I’m going to take a run in the morning. You still givin’ the ladies down the road a show?”

Dad rolled his dark eyes and squeezed me tighter. “I may have a few watchers from time to time.”

I snorted and leaned back against my pillow. “By a few do you mean fifteen?”

“Or twenty.”

I giggled. “I’m going to get a shower and probably go to sleep soon. Thank you for waiting up on me.”

Dad smiled. “Of course, baby.”

He stood and walked toward the doorway. “Don’t take so long to come home next time,” he tossed over his shoulder. “I’ve missed my main girl.”

“I’ve missed you too, Dad.”

“I was talkin’ about Lucy.”

I tossed him a middle finger, and he smiled.

“Goodnight, Nevaeh. I’ll see you tomorrow.”

“Goodnight.”

Lucy sat outside of the bathroom door while I showered. She lifted her head when I walked out in a towel. The wind was rough outside, my shutters banged loudly against my window. It sounded like a storm had moved in.

Lucy charged toward the window where she rested her front two paws on the windowsill. “What is it?”

She growled and continued to glare out of the window. The blinds were pulled up partly from the last time we visited. Lucy liked to watch birds.

I tip-toed over to her and glanced out the blinds. The only thing I could see was the shadows of the woods behind our home, and the small one bedroom guest house.

I patted Lucy’s head. “Is it those silly wolves again?”

She ignored me, and stayed staring outside when I climbed in my bed. My phone flashed again which told me I’d received, yet another, text from Heath. I ignored the flashing red light like I did Lucy’s low growl.

It was probably those damn wolves again.

Chapter Two

Rage

“Tell me where the fuck he is,” I shouted, my foot connecting with the man’s ribs.

All I could see was fucking red. The sympathy I had for the man below us had vanished when he spit in my face. This bastard knew where Denver was at all times. And I needed him to spit it out. I couldn’t find my sister until I found Denver.

He looked up at me from the concrete, his expensive clothes in shreds and smiled a bloody smile. “I’ll never fucking tell.”

Dante reached down, grabbed his shirt, and lifted him up to the brick wall behind him. “Listen, you piece of shit. I know you know where he is and you have ten seconds to tell me.”

Dante was in even more trouble for being there than me. It wasn’t his mess, but he had my back. Dante was the only person I could trust. The man snarled, and spit at his feet. “Denver is going to crucify your ass when he finds out what you’re doin’.” He drug his gaze to mine. “And finds out that you’re helping this traitor.”

Stepping forward, I curled my fist and slugged him in the jaw again, blood spewed everyway from his wet mouth. “I spent two goddamn years in prison for his sorry ass, and when I get out he’s got my sister? You think you wouldn’t do the same thing? And how would he find out anyway? You’re not going to survive this to tell.”

The man’s grin faded, and his dark eyes cast down to the puddle of blood beneath his feet. We didn’t want to kill the man, but my sister was worth every conflicting fight with my consequence and soul.

“If I tell you where he is, will you spare me?”

Dante’s gaze slid toward mine. Through his thick ropes of dreads, I could see he was asking me. “How do I know you won’t tell anyway?” I asked, cracking my neck to the side. “How do I know that you won’t call him and tell him we’re coming?”

Sweat trickled down the side of his face and mixed into the blood gathering around his nose. “I swear.”

Dante snorted. My reaction exactly. I dug his phone, keys and wallet out of his jeans. It wasn’t like he wouldn’t have that money doubled in a night. “Tell us.”

“He’s playing poker,” he whispered, shaking his head. Dante tightened his grip on his shirt. “Over in the back room of the new bar on Second St. Goddamn it, he’s gonna kill me.”

“Sorry to hear that,” I said. I patted his check, reared back and knocked him in the jaw. He immediately dropped to the ground unconscious. “Let’s tie him up. Someone will find him. We’ll be long gone before he even wakes.”

Dante and I tied the man with a zip tie we found in his shirt pocket. I didn’t want to know what he would have done with it. Dante turned to me and placed his palm on my shoulder. There was a worried look in his eyes, and it had every right to be there.

Two years of prison and the second I stepped out, Dante was there. We’d met working for Denver. Dante was the only person that I knew who could do better. He was smart as hell, and he’d once wanted to quit like me, but then I was framed and got sent to prison. That kind of shot that idea to hell.

Defying Denver wasn’t something Denver willing let go. He was the biggest drug dealer in Dallas, and his reputation wasn’t of the
friendly
kind.

“Are you okay, Rage? You’re not acting like yourself.”

I wasn’t myself. Two years behind bars, away from my baby sister had changed something inside of me. In those two years her visits started to get fewer and fewer, and I found out that he’d gotten to her.

Denver pulled the wool over her eyes and hid her away from my once a week phone calls. There was no denying that I’d changed. Betrayal coursed through my blood and made half of the decisions for me. “I have to get her back, man.”

Dante nodded. “I understand. But we need to be smart about this. Let’s not go shoot up the place. Let’s at least think about a plan.”

Fuck the plan, I wanted to shoot up the place. The image of Denver touching my sister was punishable by death at the moment. The last two years of my life had been wasted, because I didn’t want to deal anymore. I’d gotten my sister through college, like I had planned, but this life wasn’t that easy to get rid of.

“Rage.”

“Okay,” I sighed. “Let’s just go and scope the scene.”

Dante frowned.

“And kill somebody,” I mumbled.  

***

The bass from the bar in front of us thumped hard and rattled the blacked out windows. A bodyguard dressed in black guarded the door, his hands interlaced in front of him, but I knew under those sunglasses  he watched everyone that walked by.

The bar wasn’t my style, but I knew Denver liked to pick hole in the wall places to hide. He’d be in a guarded back room playing cards with a lot of rich assholes. But stepping inside put me one step closer to finding him and then my sister.

Dante let out a long whistle beside me. “Looks like it’s pretty guarded. What’s the plan?”

The sketchy scene was enough to let me know I shouldn’t go inside, but there was no other way for me, I had to find her. “We’re going to walk in. They’ll let you in. I have a fake ID.”

Dante gaped at me. “You’re shittin’ me? You just got out of prison, how in the hell do you already have a fake ID?”

I narrowed my gaze. “I have my ways.”

Dante shook his head. “And you want to just walk in? You’ve seriously lost it.”

“No, I’m desperate.”

Dante pinched the bridge of his nose. “Damn you, Rage. This is fucked up, and you know I have to go with you. It’s code.”

I grinned and took my keys from the ignition. “You don’t have to come, bro. Although, I’d damn sure appreciate it.”

Dante shot me a
go to hell
look before getting out. “I’ll go in and find us a table in the back. Do you have a hat?”

“I don’t do hats, Dante.”

He tossed his hands in the air. “Whatever, just wait ten minutes before you go inside.”

The car door slammed, and the silence slid over my skin like velvet. There hadn’t been many silent moments in prison. There was always something going on, whether someone was shanked or worse.

Ten minutes slowly ticked by, and my body hummed with each passing second.  The bodyguard kept his face straight but I imagined him sizing me up behind those douche bag aviators he wore. “ID,” the man said.

Lying came second nature to me and keeping a straight face was life. I pulled out my fake ID.
Declan Samuels
was not my name. But if I had to bet all of Denver’s bodyguards knew my real name. Declan Samuels was a good samaritan from Texas, an average college aged guy who had no idea some ex-con used his name as a way to get what he needed.

The bodyguard looked over his dark glasses and gave me another onceover. My fingers inched to touch the back of my neck where my prison numbers were tattooed, even though I knew he couldn’t see them. The man mumbled something to himself, shoved the ID into my hand and opened the blacked out door. Music and smoke suffocated the doorway. It filtered onto the street while I pushed my way through it. The smell made my mouth water. I hadn’t had a cigarette in two years.

The bar was bigger and
cheap
which was a neon sign for riffraff. A passing waitress gave me a smile over her shoulder. “Go have a seat anywhere, sugar. We’ll get to you in a bit.”

I searched the floor and found Dante sitting in a back booth with his back to me. I rapped my knuckles against the table. “Anything yet?”

Dante looked up and gestured with his eyes toward a guard that looked almost identical to the one outside. He stood in front of a heavy wooden door to the right of the dance floor.
Damn.

I searched the cluster of people for my sister, but I already knew she’d never be out in the open like that, it would be way too easy. Something trailed over the back of my neck. I jerked around to see who I assumed was my waitress staring down at me. “A prison tat?” she grinned.

Since when is an ex-con appealing?
It wasn’t that I’d killed someone to get in there, but she didn’t know that. I’d went to prison for drug trafficking. I’d started working for Denver when I turned eighteen after our parents’ death, and I had no money to support my sister or myself.

Once I put her through college and tried to stop, Denver went crazy. You don’t just stop working for him, it doesn’t work that way. What was going to be my last deal landed me in prison for three fucking years. They released me a year early for good behavior, but when I got out Denver had already sunk his claws into my sister, and I knew it was my payment for trying to leave him. Just like the cops showing up at the abandoned warehouse. Like I said, you don’t just stop working for Denver.

I ignored the waitress. “You want one Dante?”

He lifted a brow but nodded.

“Two Bud Lights, please.”

She nodded and scribbled it down on her pad. “I’ll be back, big boy.”

Dante laughed and dropped his forehead to the table. “You’re doin’ it again, man.”

I searched the building. “And what am I doing?”

“You’re making these pretty little girls sweat over you when you’re not going to give them the time of day.”

I rolled my eyes. “I didn’t do anything to her but order my drink.”

Dante brushed a dread from his face. “I think it’s the eyes. I should get contacts, right?”

Despite the situation, I laughed. “No, brother. You shouldn’t. They’d know they were fake.”

Dante faked horror. “That’s racist. Because I’m black I can’t have grey eyes?”

I rolled my eyes. “No, but it’d be rare. You’d definitely gain some attention.”

Dante squared his shoulders. “I’m rare.”

A loud commotion from the center of the dance floor caught my attention, but when the crowd parted all I saw was two people humping each other on the floor.

It seemed every bitch in the damn city was out but my sister wasn’t one of them.

The music from the live band drummed harshly against my skull, it wasn’t helping my headache.
She isn’t here.
She’s probably at Denver’s house.

The thought sent vomit up my throat. This had nothing to do with her, but I had a problem with fucking things up, and she was being punished without even knowing it. I’d known he was a smooth talker, but I never thought anyone could get Hannah to leave me without a word. I thought she was smart enough to see through his bullshit. Obviously he was better than I had imagined.

Now I was left with no family and no way of finding my baby sister, because he didn’t want me to find her. He was good at keeping people secret.  She had no clue that he didn’t give two shits about her and was only doing this to hurt me.

That’s why I’d been determined to find her and make her understand. I had to get her away from him before he hurt her or worse—killed her. The image of him hurting her—fucking touching her—sent my anger to a breaking point that it’d never been. That explained the knife tucked into the side of my boot. 

The waitress from before slid us our beers, and I greedily took a much needed drink. Over the rim of my bottle, I saw a tall man shove a petite blonde to the floor. 

Everything in me told me to get up and help her but my ID was fake, and I didn’t need to draw any attention to myself.

“Damn asshole,” Dante mumbled.

I clutched my fingers tighter around my bottle but kept my eyes glued to the table.

Not even two minutes later our waitress was back with flushed cheeks. “You boys want another one?”

I shook my head. “No, thanks.”

She bit her bottom lip and stepped in my view of the VIP room door. I growled, feeling a chunk of my hair fall to my forehead.

She reached forward and swiped it away. It would have been okay if it was any other time. I hadn’t had sex in two long years and every touch or look drove me crazy, but this wasn’t about me, it was about my sister. “Then how about some fun?” She slid her number to me.

She bent over, giving me a clear view of her cleavage. “No, thank you,” I looked at her name tag, “Amanda. I’m here for other reasons.”

By her dropped jaw, I’d say I offended her. She eyed Dante who held his hands out in surrender. “Asshole,” she mumbled, slapping down the bill. “Don’t forget a tip.”

I had a tip for her—it
wasn’t
happening.

“Dude!” Dante yelled.

She finally moved, right as the door swung shut.
Dammit.
I didn’t see who went inside. “Wait, where are you going? We don’t have a plan yet.”

“We’re going in now. The door is clear.” Clutching the table, I stood up and stalked toward the door, not bothering to see if Dante was following me, I knew he would. The bodyguard that watched the door turned his attention to the too drunk blonde trying to get up from the floor, which gave me a chance to slip inside.

A mist of smoky air collided with me at the same time the sound of laughter echoed from down the hallway. That was exactly where I needed to go. It may have been a death wish, but I’d find the bastard and take back my sister.

“Rage,” Dante said, grabbing my forearm. “You’re not seriously just going to barge into the room, are you? It’s a fucking death wish.”