Authors: James Lee Burke
You gave it to me, Artie.
Then fuck me.
Hugo Cistranos says you offered him your Caddy to clip me.
Hes lying. I value my Caddy. Its a collectible.
Hugo is lots of things, but a liar isnt one of them.
You should know. Hugo is your employee, not mine. I dont hire psychopaths.
Im not guilty of what you think.
Yeah? What might that be? What might you be guilty of, Nicholas?
Nick could hear the telephone wires humming in the silence.
You dont want to say? I dont think theres a tap on my line. If you cant wash your sins with your old podna Artie Rooney, who can you trust, Nicholas?
Its Nick. You told Hugo my family name was Dolinski?
Its not?
Yeah, it is, because my grandfather had to change it so him and his family didnt end up in a soap dish. They had to change it so the anti-Semite Irish cocksuckers in Roosevelts State Department wouldnt shut them out of the country.
Thats a heartbreaking story, Nick. Maybe you could sell it as one of those docudramas? Didnt your grandfather used to sell shoestrings door-to-door along Magazine?
Thats right, with Tennessee Williams. They also ran a soup kitchen together in the Quarter. His name is in a couple of books about Tennessee Williams.
Nick could hear Artie laughing. Your grandfather and a world-famous country singer sold soup to winos? Famous, rich guys do that a lot, Artie said. When youre in Houston or Big D, drop around. Life is no fun without you. By the way, tell Hugo he owes me. For that matter, so do you.
The line went dead.
NICK DETERMINED THAT his angst and funk would not control the rest of his day. He rented huge fat inner tubes in town, big enough to float a piano on. He stopped by the bakery and bought a carrot cake glazed with white icing and scrolled with chains of pink and green flowers. He packed a half-gallon of peach ice cream in dry ice. He put on a pair of beach sandals and scarlet rayon boxing trunks that hung to his knees, and walked his children down to the riverside and ran a long nylon cord through all the tubes, lacing them together so they would not become separated as they floated downstream toward the rapids.
Nick was first in the chain, ensconced in his tube, his skin fish-belly white, wraparound black Ray-Bans on his face. The shade trees slid by overhead, the sunlight spangling in their leaves. He laid his neck on the rubber, its warm petrochemical smell somehow comforting, the current tickling his spine, his wrists trailing in the water. Up ahead was a partial dam that channeled the current through a narrow opening. He could hear the sound of the rapids growing in volume and intensity and feel the tug of the river redirecting his course.
Suddenly, he and his children were sliding with the waves through the gap, rocketing through white water and geysers of foam, their own happy screams joining those of the other floaters, the sun overhead as blinding as an arc welders torch.
The whirlpool by the deep cut under the embankment disappeared behind them, powerless to reach out and draw Nicks family into its maw.
They dragged their tubes out on the shoals and paid a kid with a truck to drive them upstream so they could refloat the river. They stayed in the water until sunset, whipping through the rapids like old pros. At the end of the day, Nick was glowing with sunburn, his hair and oversize boxing trunks gritty with sand, his heart swelling with pride in himself and in his children and the things he owned and the good life he had been able to provide for his family.
They ate the cake and peach ice cream on a blanket next to the river while the sun burned away to a tiny spark inside rain clouds in the west. He could smell the odor of charcoal lighter and meat fires on the breeze, and see Japanese lanterns strung through his neighbors trees and hear music from a lawn party someone was hosting on the opposite side of the river. The summer light was trapped high in the sky, as though nature had set its own rules into abeyance. Somehow the season had become eternal, and somehow all of Nicks concerns with mortality had been emptied from his life.
He walked his children back up the stone steps to his house, then went into his office, removed the manila folder of photographs from his desk, and picked up a can of charcoal lighter and a book of matches from beside his barbecue pit. When he returned to the riverbank, the sky was purple, the sky filled with birds that seemed to have no place to land, and he thought he smelled gas in the trees. The surface of the river seemed thicker, its depths colder. The blue-green lawn of the house across the water was now littered with beer cups and paper plates, the band still playing, like a radio someone had forgotten to turn off.
The sunburn on his face and under his armpits ached miserably. He pulled the photos from the envelope, rolled them into a cone, and squirted charcoal lighter along their sides and edges. When he struck a paper match and touched it to the fluid, the fire crawled quickly up the cone to his fingers. He tried to separate the photos and keep them burning without dropping them or injuring his hand. Instead, they spilled into the grass, the faces of all the women and girls staring up at him, the heat blackening the paper in the center, curling the photos edges, dissolving hair and tissue and eyes and teeth inside a chemical flame.
The odor of burned hair on the backs of his hands rose into his face, and in his head he saw an oven in southwest Poland, its iron door yawning open, and inside the oven he saw the barest puff of wind crumble the remains of his daughters into ash.
A HISPANIC MAN had called in a 911 on an injured or drunk man stumbling around by the side of the state highway in the dark.
Is this man a hitchhiker? the dispatcher asked.
No, hes by a car. Hes falling down.
Has he been struck by a vehicle?
How do I know? He aint in good shape, thats for sure. Hes trying to get in the car. There he goes again.
Goes where?
On the ground. I take that back. Hes up again and crawling inside, Jesus, a truck just went roaring by. The guys gonna get mashed.
Give me your location again.
The caller gave the number on a mile marker. But evidently, in the poor light, he read the numerals wrong, and the deputy who was dispatched to the scene found only an empty stretch of highway, tumbleweed bouncing across the center stripe.
AFTER HACKBERRY HOLLAND had gotten the name of Pete Flores from Ouzel Flagler, hed called the electric cooperative and been told a P. J. Flores was a member of the co-op and could be found up a dirt road fifteen miles from the county seat, living in a house where the electricity was scheduled to be cut off in three days for nonpayment of service.
It was 7:31 A.M. when Hackberry and Pam Tibbs drove up a pebble road to a grassless parcel of land where a frame house sat in the shadow of a hill, its front door open, the curtains blowing inside the screens. There were no vehicles out back or in the dirt yard. A crow sat on top of the cistern. It flapped its wings and lifted into the sky when Hackberry and Pam Tibbs stepped up on the gallery.
Its Sheriff Holland, Hackberry called through the screen. I need to talk to Pete Flores. Step out on the gallery, please.
No answer.
Hackberry went through the door first. The wind seemed to fill the inside of the house in a way that reminded him of his own home after his wife had died, as though a terrible theft had just occurred for which there was no redress except silence. He walked deeper into the house, his boots loud on the plank floors. A half-eaten cheese sandwich lay on a plate on top of the kitchen table. Dry crumbs were scattered on the plate. A faucet dripped into an unwashed pan in the sink. A garbage sack, double-bagged and taped, rested on the back screen porch, as though someone had planned to carry it down to the Dumpster on the road or to bury it and had been interrupted.
The medicine cabinet and the bedroom closet were empty, coat hangers strewn on the floor. The toilet paper had been removed from the spindle. Hackberry looked through the front screen and saw a small Hispanic boy on a bicycle in the yard. The boy was not more than ten or eleven, and he was staring at the pump shotgun affixed to the cruisers dashboard. The bicycle the boy rode was old and had fat tires and was too big for a boy his size.
You know where Pete Flores is? Hackberry asked, stepping out on the gallery.
He aint home? the boy said.
Afraid not.
The boy didnt speak. He got back on the bike, his face empty.
Im Sheriff Holland. Petes helping me with a little matter. Do you know where he might be?
No, sir. Miss Vikki aint home, either?
No, nobody is here right now.
Then how come youre in their house?
Hackberry sat down on the steps and removed his hat. He straightened the felt in the crown. He lifted his face into the sunlight that was breaking over the hill. Whats your name?
Bernabe Segura.
Pete might be in some trouble, Bernabe. Whats Miss Vikkis last name?
Gaddis.
Do you know where I could find her?
The little boys face was clouded, as though he were looking at an image buried behind his eyes.
Are you listening, Bernabe?
There were some men here last night. They had flashlights. They went inside the house.
So you came here to check on Pete?
We were gonna hunt for arrowheads today.
You shouldnt have come here by yourself. Wheres your father?
I dont have one. Bernabe tapped on his handlebars. Pete give me this bike.
Where can I find Miss Vikki, Bernabe?
JUNIOR VOGEL LEANED on the counter. I knew it, he said.
Knew what? Hackberry said.
Junior picked up a towel from the counter, wiped his hands with it, and threw it in the direction of a yellow plastic container filled with soiled towels and aprons. Its that damn kid shes been mixed up with. Pete Flores. Whatd he do?
Nothing I know of. We just need some information from him.
Who you kidding? When that boy isnt drunk, hes hungover. I knew she was in trouble when she left the diner. I should have done something about it.
Im not sure I follow you.
She came in for her check. But two or three things were going on at the same time. Like a bad omen or something. I dont know how to put it. A guy wanted to buy milk for his baby. Then a couple of guys in a Trans Am started coming on to her. I didnt sort it out at the time.
Pam Tibbs looked at the side of Hackberrys face, then at Junior and back at Hackberry. We dont have any idea what youre talking about, sir. Can you take the pralines out of your mouth? she said.
This guy said he was staying at the Super 8 and needed milk for his three-month-old baby girl. I asked him why he didnt go to the convenience store. He said it was after eleven and the store was closed. So I got him a half-gallon out of my refrigerator and told him to give me two bucks for it. But he didnt have the two bucks. How can a guy be out looking for milk and driving across Texas with his family when he doesnt even have two bucks in his pocket?
While Im dealing with this guy, these two characters in a Trans Am are hassling Vikki. I dont have trouble in my place, but suddenly, I got it all at one time, you follow me now? Drunks and hard cases dont mess with my employees, Vikki in particular. Everybody knows that. Orchestrated, that was the word I was looking for. It was like it was all orchestrated.
You get a license number on any of these guys? Hackberry said.
No.
Hackberry placed his business card on the glass counter. Call us if you hear from Vikki or if you see any of these guys again, he said.
Whats happened to Vikki? You aint told me squat, Junior said.
We dont know where she is. As far as we know, youre the last person to have seen her, Hackberry said.
Junior Vogel let out his breath, the heel of his hand pressed to his head. I looked out the window and the guy with the milk was ahead of her. The two creeps in the Trans Am got some gas and followed in the same direction. I watched it happen and didnt do anything.
THE SKY WAS gray with dust as they drove back down the state highway toward town, Pam Tibbs behind the wheel.
I talked to my cousin Billy Bob Holland, Hackberry said. Hes a former Texas Ranger and practices law in western Montana. Hes known Pete Flores since he was a little boy. He says Pete was the best little boy he ever knew. He also says he was the smartest.
These days its not hard for a good kid to get in trouble.
Billy Bob says hed bet his life this boy is innocent of any wrongdoing, at least of the kind were talking about.
My father was in Vietnam. He was psychotic when he came home. He hanged himself in a jail cell. Pams eyes were straight ahead, her hands in the ten-two position on the steering wheel, her expression as empty as a wood carving.