Prohibited: an erotic novel (34 page)

I peeled myself off the couch and followed him. I sat at my table in the small area next to the kitchen. I don’t know what to call it. It is way too small for a dining room.

I watched as he rummaged through my cabinets and refrigerator. He grabbed some eggs, bacon, pots and pans and began making breakfast. He worked fast and before I knew it, I had scrambled eggs and bacon in front of me.

“Bon Appétit?” He said biting off a piece of bacon.

“Wow, I have never known you to be so domestic.” I said putting a forkful of eggs in my mouth.

“Well, when you marry a woman that can’t cook you learn to do something quick!”

We both laughed.

“Well, I don’t know very much about her yet I am not shocked she can’t cook. She seems too prissy for you.”

“Ok, I get it. You two don’t like each other. Can we move on now?’

I shook my head.

“I thought you said she just thought I was ‘out there’. So, she doesn’t like me?”

He laughed. Then he looked at me intently.

“Okay, she doesn’t like you.”

“She doesn’t know me. How can she not like me? She never gave me a chance.”

“You never gave her as chance either. You treated her like she wasn’t good enough for me.”

He had me there. I always thought he could do better. So, I was guilty of judging her before I got to know her too.

“You’re right. I don’t think she is good enough for you. Don’t be mad.”

He laughed.

“I could never stay mad at you Maxi. Underneath your tough exterior, you are the sweetest and most sensitive person I know.”

I rolled my eyes.

“Too damn sensitive if you ask me.” I sarcastically retorted.

He slapped my arm playfully.

“Would you shut up and take a compliment?”

“Sorry,” I said giving him my full attention.

He scooted his chair over until he was sitting very close to me. He grabbed my hand and placed a soft kiss on my knuckles.

“I came today because over the past few weeks I have done nothing, but think about you. I hated having to be so mean to you, but I am sure you understand why.”

“I’m sorry,” I blurted.

I was so close to tears again. He was being so warm and affectionate. Needless to say I was very needy at this point.

I needed someone to hold me.

“Let me finish.”

Like he was reading my mind, he pulled me up from the small chair and led me into the living room. He sat on the couch first and opened his arms for me to fall into snugly.

He smelled so good. It made me think of his dad. I know it’s weird, but they smell the same. They both have this manly sweet and musky smell that just seemed to come naturally.

“My mom called me and told me she and my dad were getting back together. Just like I told you, I told her to leave him alone. After all that he has done to her, I can’t believe she is taking him back.”

There was some bitterness in his voice.

“I realized that my dad has a knack for manipulating women and getting them to fall for his lies. He only intended to use you.”

I moved releasing myself from his grip.

“Mikey, you really don’t have to make excuses for me. I fucked up and I just have to live with my mistake. I am just happy I get to do it with you in my life.”

I leaned over and kissed him softly on the cheek. I pulled back and looked into his eyes.

“There is another reason Stacey doesn’t like you.”

I was curious to know what other reason she could have to hate my guts. I mean, he didn’t say that she hated my guts, but I am assuming that it goes that far.

“Okay, why does she hate me?”

His dark brown eyes were clouded. I sensed something there.

“She knew that I was madly in love with you.”

I just stared at him. I was sure that I could not have heard what I thought I heard.

“What?”

He smiled.

“The moment I met you Maxi I thought you were the most beautiful woman I had ever seen.”

‘Mikey, I-”

He reached up putting his hand on my cheek.

“I wanted you so much, but you seemed like you were interested in a different type of man and were content to just have me as a friend. So I just stuck around hoping that you would change your mind.”

He paused and sighed.

“When you started to date other guys after Timothy I gave up on us ever being together. You don’t understand how hard it was to have you sleeping in my bed for a month and not join you and make love to you.”

“Mikey what does this all mean? Why are you telling me this now?”

“Because I almost lost you to my dad.”

He ran his fingers through his hair.

“I love you Maxi. Stacey hates you because she knows that I love you.”

I started to laugh. He looked confused.

“So what I just said was funny?” He asked looking so upset.

“No, it’s just that I kind of hate her because she has you.”

I moved closer to him until I was practically sitting in his lap.

“I care about you Mikey and I really wish that things were different. You mean the world to me and if this was another lifetime I would be yours.”

He smiled.

“Now that would be amazing.”

“But,” I said holding up a hand. “We are not in another lifetime. I love your father and you have a wife you love. We can’t be together.”

I was done with married men and I for damn sure didn’t want to ruin what I had with Mikey. I could not do to him what I did to his dad.

He reached for me and slowly moved his hand to the back of my neck gently bringing his lips to mine. The kiss was so sensual and soft. His tongue slipped into my mouth and I could taste bacon.

Bacon has never tasted so good.

I pulled away with much effort and stared at him.

“Mikey, really?” I asked not knowing what else to say.

If I hadn’t pulled away when I did…I’m not sure that I would have been able to stop myself.

As we have established I have no self control and even less so when it has been a while.

He was breathing heavily. He reached out pulling me close again.

“Mikey, we shouldn’t.”

I stood from the couch and started to pace.

I guess it was contagious.

“Maxine I have wanted to touch and taste you for so long. I can’t take it anymore.”

“Mikey we can’t. What about your wife?”

He sighed.

“I settled Maxi. You were the one I really wanted and I settled for Stacey. I regret not waiting for you to be ready.”

“Mikey you are sounding crazy.”

He stood from the couch and grabbed my arms.

“Maxi, I am crazy about you.”

He kissed me again and this time I didn’t pull away. I wrapped my arms around his neck and we kissed. I am not sure where it came from, I started to cry. I pulled back. There were just a few tears at first and then a full blown sob.

I just stood there and cried.

What was I doing?

He grabbed me again and we kissed.

He leaned down and began to lick the tears from my face.

It was so sensual and heartbreaking at the same time.

“Maxine just let me love you tonight. Stacey is gone with her parents for the weekend and all I can think about is pleasuring you.”

There was something in his face and in his voice that made me feel so loved, something I had not felt in the past few days.

Mikey could always make me feel so secure. I refused to ever put our relationship in so much danger again. I felt so sad I couldn’t hold back the tears.

Mikey was thrown off, but only for a second.

“Maxi, it is going to be ok baby. Just let me make you feel good.”

The sensual tone of his voice got me instantly wet. He stood from the couch and grabbed my hand. I followed him down the hall and into my bedroom. He led me to the bed.

We started to kiss and before I knew it he was slowly taking off my clothes. When I was stripped down to my bra and panties, he smiled.

He touched me gently sliding one finger down my chest and down my belly. He got on his knees in front of me. I could feel my heart beating in my chest. I thought it was just going to beat until it just fell out. I had never been so nervous to have sex with anyone.

I was extremely nervous now. I wonder why?

He slowly pulled my panties down my thighs until they reached my ankles. I stepped out of them and he flung them to the other side of the room.

He gently pushed me backwards and lifted my right leg onto the bed. Without warning, he plunged his tongue into my pussy and I almost fainted with pleasure. My knees buckled and he grabbed my legs holding me steady.

Oh I knew it was wrong, yet I couldn’t help but to wonder if his dad taught him that thing with his tongue or was it hereditary.

He stopped licking and stood. He slowly guided me on the bed and requested that I get on all fours. I didn’t hesitate. I was desperate for his touch by this point and nothing else mattered. I felt him spread my legs a little and then he plunged his tongue into my hole from behind.

“Oh geez baby,” I moaned.

He lapped at me for a while.

It felt so good to be touched and caressed. I just gave into the emotions and sensual feelings.

Then, I felt him inside of me and that was the only thing on my mind. I cried out with what sounds like a loud sob and moved to his thrust. With every movement, I found myself getting closer, spiraling into dangerous waves of pleasure.

I shuddered and knew that I was close.

His movements were fast and hard.

He just pounded and pounded. I could hear my ass smacking against his thighs.

Wow, was he rough or what!

I tried hard to stop my head from hitting the headboard. He leaned down laying kisses on my back while reaching around and grabbing my breast in his hands.

I held on as I came, slowly at first. My whole body trembled and then I could hear myself scream out his name.

He pounded me some more. I almost didn’t think he would ever come. I could just hear him calling my name over and over again.

It took a long time before I could feel the familiar shutter of a man coming hard and strong. He collapsed on my back.

We both breathed in deep.

He rolled off me and I rolled onto my back trying to catch my breath.

He moved closer to me and laid his head on my chest. I thought he wanted to cuddle. 

I was wrong.

I was shocked as I felt the warmth of his mouth surround my nipple.

He licked and sucked taking the whole plum colored nipple into his mouth.

He had come, but he wasn’t done.

“Maxine, baby I want more. I have waited so long to get you in bed and now that I finally have you I just can’t let you go. I can’t just have you once. You make my cock so rock hard I just want to fuck you until I can’t fuck anymore.”