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“Fuck!” Nick swore, cock pulsing and hips jutting forward. “Your mouth is like honey and velvet.”

Adam’s heart swelled. He paused long enough to return the compliment. “Only for you, my gorgeous Master.” The word felt good. He decided he could get used to it and wanted to try it out again. “Master, I could live with your cock in my mouth.”

Nick chuckled. “A pleasant thought.”

Adam cupped Nick’s shaft and balls in his hand. He licked a solitary drop of pearly cream from the tip of Nick’s slit.

Nick pushed him away gently. “I’m ready to fuck. Get me a condom and some lube. I’ll release you just long enough.”

“Thank you, Master.” Adam scrambled off the bed and felt around in the drawer of the nightstand.
One foil packet and a tube of lubricant, as requested.
He set them on the bed and looked at his lover expectantly.

Nick wrapped the leather strap around his fist, bringing Adam close again. “Put the rubber on me, then I want to watch you stretch and prepare yourself.”

“Okay. I mean, Yes, Sir.” Adam ripped open the packet and rolled the condom over Nick’s weeping, erect cock. He tugged at his leash so he could lie down but wasn’t allowed enough length. Reconsidering, he stayed on his knees. He spread his thighs and squirted a glob of lube onto two fingers.

He fumbled between his legs, feeling his anus. He eased one slick digit inside and worked it around. The pleasure was intense, and he quickly added a second finger. He thrust them in and out and tugged sideways, opening himself for the thick cock he knew was coming next.

“That looks nice. How does it feel?”

Adam grunted. “Fabulous.”

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“Your cock is purple and twitching. I love it! Make sure you don’t come. Not until I say so.”

Adam rolled his eyes. “You’re killing me, Master. I’m ready to come.”

“I’m sure you are. But think about it. Every climax I deny you makes the one you ultimately experience sweeter. I guarantee it.”

Nearly growling with frustration, Adam hated to admit Nick was right. His cock head
was
purple. The shaft was a pulsing, angry shade of red. His balls weren’t just churning, they were boiling. When he came, it was going to be fucking fantastic.

He blinked, reality setting in.
When I’m allowed to come
. He groaned and finger-fucked his ass intently.

“Enough.” Nick patted his thigh. “On your hands and knees. My turn to play.”

“Yes, Master.” Adam willingly assumed the position.

Nick scooted behind him, grasping Adam’s cheeks and pulling them apart. He buried his face between Adam’s buttocks and growled like a beast. “Fuck! So sweet
.
” Licking the crease, he tongued the hole deeply. “Did your former lover appreciate what a fine, lovely ass you have? What was his name?”

Adam gulped.
Why would Nick bring him up?
It was almost as if he realised Adam had been thinking about the cowboy recently. Adam swallowed, uncomfortable talking about Mitch while being fucked by Nick. “His name was Mitch, Sir. But I’d rather not discuss him, at the moment.”

Nick chuckled, pushing his cock against Adam’s opening. “Fair enough. I’m going to take you, now. You’re wet and ready, I can tell.” He pressed forward.

Adam inhaled as the thick cock speared him. Heavenly pleasure mingled with tinges of pain. When it was seated, the delicious sensation of being nicely stuffed was upon him.

“Yess,” Adam hissed.

Nick froze. He tightened his grip on the leash, and Adam’s head snapped back. “What do you want, animal
?
Tell me what you desire.”

“Fuck me,” Adam growled, his voice harsh. “I want it—I need it! Ride me like a wild beast, I don’t care. Just
do it
, Sir.”

“My perfect submissive,” Nick crooned. “You know what I can do for you. And you know I control the power to do it. You’ve caught on well.”

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“Please, Master.” Adam begged, desperate.

“I’m going to fuck you. I’m going to ride you hard, until
I
come. I don’t want a drop of your seed to hit the sheets. You hear me? Not one drop. If you can control yourself until I spill inside you, you’ll be rewarded.”

“Yes, Master,” Adam sobbed. Controlling his orgasm would be the hardest thing he’d ever done. Somehow, he knew the outcome would be worth it. “Reward, Master? Will you let me come?”

“Oh, yes, sweet one. I’ll drain you dry with my mouth. A blowjob like nothing you’ve ever experienced.”

“Yes, please. Oh, please.” Adam raised his ass higher, pressing into his Master’s body.

He clutched the sheets and gasped as Nick tugged his leash. Not an uncomfortable feeling, suddenly it was something he desired and craved more. He bolted away from his rider and waited for the jolt to draw him back.

Nirvana
. His climax flitted in and around his consciousness. Yet somehow, Adam knew he could control it. He was desperate to shoot but not then. Only when they were both ready.

“Son of a bitch!” Nick swore.

The curse drew Adam back to reality. His lover, his Master, was climaxing, quivering and shooting streams of warm spunk into the rubber buried in Adam’s ass.

Adam sighed with happiness. He’d made it. A little longer, then the reward.

Incoherent mutters rolled off Nick’s tongue as he shuddered his release.

“Hmm?” Adam murmured. He had no idea what Nick had just said, but right then, it wasn’t the most important thing on his mind.
Must come.

Nick pulled him up by the leash and wrapped both arms around Adam’s chest. He kissed everywhere he could reach and answered, “Never mind. It’s hard not to get carried away when I’m with you. That was incredible. Better than I could have hoped—or dreamed.” He continued kissing every inch of Adam’s sweat-slicked skin.

Adam took a trembling breath. “I made it. Not a drop.” He glanced down to where a thick ribbon of pre-cum hung from his cock head, threatening to ruin everything.

“What the hell?” Nick exclaimed. “You did it on your first attempt. I would never have bet on it.”

A sigh of relief escaped Adam’s lips.

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Nick chuckled as he eased his cock out. He quickly disposed of the rubber and flipped Adam onto his back. “Get comfortable, sweet thing. This is all about you. Lie back, enjoy and come when you wish.”

“Thank you.” Adam gasped as a warm, wet tongue played over his flesh. “Ah, yes.

Thank you, Master.” He inhaled sharply when Nick engulfed his cock and deep-throated him. He wasn’t going to last long. His balls tightened and drew up.

“Mmm,” Nick encouraged, sucking with all his might.

“Fuck, yeah!” Adam cried out as the first waves of bliss reached him. He tensed and shattered, spraying wads of creamy seed down his Master’s throat.

Nick milked him for the duration then washed him gently with his tongue. When he was done, he crawled up Adam’s body and nestled in, half covering him. “Perfect,” he murmured.

“Thank you, Master,” were the only words Adam could manage.

“Here.” Nick reached for the collar. “Let me take it off you.”

Adam covered Nick’s hand with his own. “No, please don’t. I’d like to leave it on.”

Nick gazed into his eyes. “You mean it?”

Adam smiled at the look of wonder he saw there. “Absolutely. It’s amazing. I’m not ready to lose the feeling, yet.”

“Mmm, thank you. Thank you.” Nick kissed his face, moving down past the collar to his neck.

Warmth and contentment bubbled inside Adam, along with another emotion.
Love.
It was far too early to voice that thought, yet, but he definitely felt they were headed in that direction. For the moment, he never wanted to move from this spot.

“No, Master. Thank
you
.” His recently spent cock thickened and stretched.

Adam smiled as Nick licked his lips and headed straight for it.

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many times before. He climbed out of the Chevy and dusted off his jeans. As he opened the door to go inside the building, he swallowed nervously.

In the reception area, Mitch paused, trying to ignore the butterflies zipping around in his belly.

“Can I help you?” The woman at the front desk was someone he’d never seen before, blonde and thin as a pencil.

“I was looking for Adam.” He scanned the big, crowded workout area.

“Adam is…” She peered into the mass of people exercising on a variety of machines.

“There he is. Just finishing with a client. He should be right up.”

“Thanks.” Mitch nodded and stepped away from the counter. He suddenly felt very out of place in his jeans and cowboy hat. He removed the straw hat, held it in one hand and smoothed his hair with the other. He finally spotted Adam, strolling to the front with an older man in hideous, orange sweats.

“Keep going with the same regimen until we meet next week, Ken,” Adam told the man. “If it feels too light then, we’ll change it up a bit.”

“Thanks, Adam.” The man stopped at the water fountain and took a long drink.

“See you later.” Adam moved towards the front desk, stopping abruptly and staring at Mitch. An expression of surprise crossed his face, but it went away quickly, changing to a slight scowl. “What are you doing here?”

“Hi.” Relief shot through Mitch. He’d halfway expected outrage or some kind of negative greeting.
So far, so good
. “I hoped we could talk. Do you have a lunch break coming soon?”

Adam shook his head. “I just got here a while ago. I could take ten minutes, I suppose.”

Mitch nodded.
Ten minutes is better than nothing
. “Sure. Can we go someplace?”

“Outside.” Adam nodded towards the door. To the girl at the reception desk, he said,

“I’ll be back in a few minutes.”

Adam walked out, and Mitch followed, watching his ass in tight gym shorts.
Damn, he
looks good
. Fit, healthy, lightly tanned and still sexy as hell.

“This way.” Adam walked down the sidewalk, hesitating when they reached Mitch’s truck. “You still driving that old hunk of junk? I’m surprised it even runs.”

“They don’t make ‘em like this beauty, anymore.” Mitch touched the green hood.

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“Good thing,” Adam muttered. He kept walking to the end of the building and around the corner before he stopped to face Mitch. “When did you get back?”

“A couple of weeks ago. I, uh, thought about calling or stopping by sooner. I wasn’t sure how you’d react.”

Adam’s face reddened. With one hand, he rubbed his neck absently as he spoke. “How am I supposed to react? What are you doing, passing by between rodeos? No, it doesn’t matter. I don’t want to know. We really don’t have anything to say to one another, Mitch.”

Mitch’s heart lurched. Adam was obviously still stinging from the last time they’d talked.
Fought
was a more accurate description. It had been an awful, painful argument with plenty of harsh words on both sides. “We have a lot to say, and it does matter. It matters very much.”

He took a breath and continued before Adam could interrupt. “I made a huge mistake leaving like I did. The rodeo thing didn’t work out. I was thinking—”

“Wait.” Adam raised a hand then returned it to his neck, rubbing out of apparent nervousness. “It’s a little late for this, don’t you think? You could have come back a month after you left. Or a few months, even. But a year after the fact seems almost absurd, doesn’t it? Did you expect to find me sitting here waiting for you to come crawling back?”

Mitch bristled. “Of course I didn’t. And I’m not ‘crawling’ back. I know you’ve probably moved on with your life.” He glanced down at the sidewalk then back up into Adam’s eyes. “I accept that. I just needed to apologise.”

And find out if you’re serious about someone new. If you’re not, I might have a fighting chance.

Adam stared at him suspiciously. “Why now?”

Mitch shrugged. “I don’t know. It’s just something I wanted to do.
Felt like I had to do.”

Adam’s wary expression didn’t go away. He gazed at Mitch a moment then nodded.

“Okay, whatever. Apology accepted. You can go on with your life and stop feeling guilty.

That’s what this is about, isn’t it? Repentance?”

“No!” Mitch wanted to drag the stubborn man into his arms and kiss the frown right off his face. He hadn’t expected Adam to welcome him with open arms or accept his apology at their first meeting.
But
I’d hoped he would to make life easier for me
. Apparently, Adam wasn’t in the mood to make things easy for Mitch anymore. “I’m really sorry for the way things worked out, Adam. I just wanted—”

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“I’m seeing someone,” Adam interrupted. “He’s a great guy. We’re very happy together.”

The admission struck like a punch to the gut. Mitch had known it was a very real possibility, but once again had let his hopes get in the way. “Great,” he repeated, dully.

“How long have you two been together?”

“A few weeks.”

Weeks!
His excitement soared. He’d spent five years with Adam. He could compete with ‘weeks’. Mitch’s mind raced, pondering his next move. “That’s nice.”

Adam stared at him for a moment then motioned towards the building. “I need to get back.”

“Yeah, sure.” Mitch stepped aside so he could walk past. “Maybe I’ll see you around.”

“I don’t think so. I’ve moved on, Mitch. You should, too. Please don’t drop in again.”

Adam’s voice cracked. “Bye.” He abruptly spun on his heel and rounded the corner.

Mitch glanced around the building and smiled as he watched Adam return to work.
He
sure left in a hurry. And he was choking up.