Never A Choice (The Choices Trilogy (Book 1)) (20 page)

I look outside the front door; wow, my luck just keeps getting better. The heavens have opened. I didn’t grab my coat in my hurry to leave and I don’t have enough money for a taxi. I hunch my shoulders and walk out into the rain, twice in one day, soaked to the skin in seconds, a record for me! Its dark and the paths are poorly lit with sporadic street lighting. The cold rain is trickling down my neck, its seeps through my jumper to my bra and through my jeans to my panties. My soft canvas pumps squelch with every step and are unlikely to survive the night. I am cold in my bones and my body tries to compensate with violent shudders. I hear a car draw up slowly behind me and I pick up my pace. In my peripheral vision I can see it gaining on me and I start to jog looking for a road to turn down or a house with lights on to walk up to. The car pulls in front and stops, my heart stops. I hear the door open but turn before I see who gets out. I run flat out when I hear the loud commanding voice. “Will you stop fucking running away from me!” I skid to a halt and turn, my eyes squinting against the driving rain. It’s him. Daniel is standing against his opened door. He gets in and reverses next to me screeching to a halt, he leans over to open the passenger door.

“Get in the car.” He demands curtly. I hesitate. “Get in the fucking car Bethany!”

“No, I mean I would, but I’m soaked and your car, your leather it will get ruined.” I bend and add a small smile.

“Get in the car, if I have to ask again I will put you in myself, and believe me you do not want that.” He looks fierce. I grab the door and slide in, hovering above the seat in a poor attempt to keep the leather dry. “Just sit down Bethany, put your belt on and sit down.” His voice is softer and his eyes crinkle in a gentle smile. I sit and pull my seatbelt across. He starts up the car when I have an idea. I unclip the seatbelt and the car instantly starts to ‘ping’ at my disobedience. “Bethany, I swear-” he grumbles.

“-No, look I’ll only be a minute I really don’t want to ruin your leather.” With that I pull my sweater over my head and put it in the foot-well behind my seat. Daniel coughs and I can see his eyes widen. I undo my jeans and peel them down my wet legs, taking my dripping socks with them. I put them on top of the sweater and reach back to clip the seatbelt in place. “There, damage limited to a minimum but some extra heat might be good.” I grin and vigorously rub my naked arms.

“You honestly think I’m going to be able to concentrate on driving with you sat half naked, wet and pert? I’d rather risk the leather than crash the whole bloody car!” His voice is deep, throaty and he sounds deadly serious.

“Oh sorry, I didn’t . . .” I go to reach for my clothes but his hands stops me.

“It’s fine, in fact from where I’m sitting its more than fine.” He flashes a playful grin that borders on wicked. “Not so shy now, Miss Thorne?”

“Well, you’ve had your finger in my arse, just how shy can I be around you?” I raise my own brow at my rhetorical question.

“Fair point Miss Thorne.” He presses some buttons and I feel a warm glow radiate across my back and on my bottom. He also points a stream of warm air directly at my body, I shiver slightly but I am starting to warm through. It is silent in the car and I look out into the darkness, we hit the motorway and neither of us has spoken.

“How did you find me Daniel?” I break the silence first.

“You never answer your phone. Why don’t you ever answer your phone?” I can hear the frustration in his tone.

“That’s another of my things, the phone I mean, my phone is for my convenience, I use it when I need it, not to be at everyone’s’ beck and call. It’s for emergencies only.”

“This was an emergency!” I jump at his volume. He lets out a long breath, his voice a little softer when he speaks again. “I found Sofia’s number in your flat and she told me, after my twelfth unanswered call to you, that you were probably visiting your mother but she didn’t know the name of the home just the name of the town. Do you know how many residential care homes there are in this town?” He still sounds irritated.

“No.”

“Lots!” The car goes silent again.

“Bethany?” His deep voice breaks the silence but not the tension.

“Mmm”

“Why didn’t you tell me you were a virgin?” His voice is soft and soothing, it needs to be as I am instantly on edge.

“How did you . . . who told you?” I suck in a sharp breath.

He sighs softly. “No one told me, no one needed to tell me and before you start berating yourself that you were a lousy lay.” He pauses and almost whispers. “You were amazing.”

“Does it matter?” I ask softly.

“Yes and no.” I look at his face all hard lines and strong features but his smile is sweet and kind. He reaches over and holds my thigh gently tracing circles with his thumb. I feel the electricity with each stroke. “No, it wouldn’t have made me not want you but yes, I would have taken more care with you, if I had known, if you had been honest with me.” He grumbles the last part.

I laugh at this. “Really? And how would that conversation have gone exactly? Would I have told you before you told me you were going to punish me, before you told me I was going to scream your name when you make me come or after you told me you were going to fuck me hard all night? At which point was I going to disclose that nugget of information and not see you running for the hills?”

“I don’t run Bethany.” He calmly replies. “And we will never know how that conversation would’ve gone, will we?” He is quiet for a while before he asks. “So are you telling me that you didn’t want me running for the hills?” He looks at me with a raised brow but not an ounce of doubt in his expression.

“No Daniel, I didn’t want that. I wanted last night. But this morning, after this morning I don’t want . . .” I drop my head unable to finish this line of thought.

“Bethany, what did I do to make you think what you thought?” He voice is laced with genuine concern.

I pause for endless seconds before I answer. “It was the money that made me think that, the other things just made sense after the money.”

“What other things?” He catches my eye and he looks genuinely shocked.

“You took me to a hotel Daniel. A hotel we had to drive past your apartment to get to. You said it didn’t matter about the information about my family and your friends the other night said that you’ve never had a relationship that you didn’t pay for.”

“You heard that?” He interrupts.

“I’m staff Daniel, we hear everything.” I am quiet and I barely voice the words, “you never kissed me.” My body jerks as he swerves the car on to the hard shoulder and punches the hazard lights. In an instant he has released my seatbelt and has pulled me on to his lap his hands gripping my face as he covers my mouth with his. I go to gasp and he takes this opportunity to dart his hot moist tongue in to find mine. His lips are full and soft, his kiss is heated, demanding, breath-stealing, everything I wanted last night and so much more. His hands move to my hair and he grips causing a moan deep in my throat. He moves his mouth hungry for mine, his tongue dips in and around tasting and swirling with mine. My pulse is racing and a fire in my core makes me shift on his lap, fully aware of the massive erection straining in his jeans. He moans and presses harder against my mouth. My hands move to his hair, tentative at first then hungry too. The glossy strands slip between my fingers and I grip and pull securing his head as I return each of his heated moves with my mouth. He pulls my hair back breaking our contact, my eyes are glazed but his are feral. He rests his forehead to mine and takes a deep calming breath, I’m still panting.

He picks me up and carefully places me back on my seat. He leans his strong arm across to grab the seat belt and places a warm soft kiss lightly on my lips before returning to his seat.

“Have I addressed
that
concern for you Bethany?” His tone is calm yet commanding.

“Yes Daniel.” I smile and drag my lips through my teeth, tasting the tingle he left behind.

“Good, now your other concerns, allow me: I took you to the hotel because I wanted to have breakfast in bed with you and my housekeeper is away and I have no food at my place, as you will know from Friday. I thought it would be special and would give us some more time in bed.” He turns a sinful grin my way. “The other night my
friend
was referring to the fact that I do not have relationships. My relationships are business relationships and as such, I do pay for them. I make a great deal of money from them but I do pay in some fashion, either with my time or financial.”

I pull my legs to my chest and turn in my seat to face him. I don’t know if he is telling me the truth or whether I just want to believe what he is telling me, and that is a worry.

“You weren’t there.” I hate that I sound so needy, that he makes me needy.

“I know and for that I am truly sorry. I woke and went to find the night manager about opening up the boutique downstairs. I wanted to get you something to wear for when we left. I didn’t think you would be comfortable leaving the hotel in the same clothes. I thought I would be back before you woke.” He has a slight frown. I can’t help thinking if he hadn’t been so thoughtful none of this would’ve happened.

“That’s unbelievably sweet, I can’t believe you would do that and I can’t believe what a complete shit that makes me!” I let my head drop feeling the rightful rush of shame.

“No don’t, you’re not, not at all, when you explain it all like you have, I can understand why you felt the way you did and why you reacted the way you did.” He is quiet for a while and I ask something that’s been swirling around my head since I met him.

“Daniel, what do you want from me?” He flashes me a wicked smile and I tingle with heat and anticipation.

“What I want, what I would very much like, is to start over, now that you
know
I don’t think you are a whore.” I lightly snort, I am not sure I am quite ready to joke about this yet but a ‘do-over’ sounds good.

“Ok.” I return his grin.

“Good girl.” His tone is sensual and he waits a few agonising minutes in silence before he continues. “Now, what I want you to do is turn and face the front and put your feet on the dash.”

“Oh.” I let out a heavy breath.

“Oh.” He exhales slowly. I put my feet on the dash and wiggle down. He presses a button to fully recline my seat. “Now Miss Thorne, I want you to do exactly as I say.” I can see his grip on the steering wheel tighten and his knuckles whiten. “I want you to run your fingertips slowly from your knees all the way down your thighs up your stomach right up to your perfect tits. Skate the edges of your bra and then back down your sides, to your thighs and back to your knees.” My fingers twitch and start to follow his instruction. My light touch almost tickles and I wiggle and flinch as my contact touches my side at my waist. “Hold still or I will pull over and use that seatbelt to restrain you.” I feel his hand grab the inside of my thigh the heat scorches my skin and I breathe in sharply. I continue to stroke my body, my skin hypersensitive to my touch and I feel an increasingly desperate need to move. I moan and grit my teeth. I hear him chuckle as he drops his hand to the apex of my thighs and draws his finger back and forth along the top of my panties. “I want you to hold your tits and pinch your nipples but I want you to picture that it is me holding your firm soft tits and that it’s me pinching and tugging at your hard aching nipples.” Oh fuck he’s got the sexiest voice. I reach for my breasts and moan as my back begins to arch. “Miss Thorne.” He sternly brings me back to attention. I let out a frustrated breath. “We can stop if you would prefer? If you are too frustrated?”

“No, No!” I slowly release a breath. “No Sir.” Trying my hardest not to reveal my continued frustration, I do not want him to stop.

“Good girl. Now you are going to want to move but it’s really important you keep still. I can’t have you flailing about while I am trying to keep this car on the road. Do you understand?”

“Yes, yes Sir I understand.” My throat is dry I swear you can see my heart thumping against my chest.

He resumes his leisurely trail of his finger along the edge of my panties and I release some of the building ache from my breast with a gentle squeeze. “If that is me that is supposed to be doing that, don’t you think I would be a little firmer, pinch a little harder?” I follow his instruction and am rewarded by a guttural noise from his throat. He slips his finger beneath my panties and into my wet soft folds. He draws a sharp breath and I bite my lip at the ecstasy of this movement. “Fuck Bethany, you’re so wet.” He shifts in his seat but keeps his finger deep in my folds, curling up and around. I swallow and fight to remain still, I can see his jaw clench and I know he struggles as I do, to keep control. He slows his movement. “I think we need to finish this later.” We are nearing the outskirts of the city and there is more light in the car now. My face is flush and I am struggling to catch a decent breath.

“No, no Daniel, please, please don’t stop.” I am wound so tight I’m not above begging right now. He laughs.

“Alright Miss Thorne.” With that he plunges as deep as the angle of his arm will allow and curls his finger enough to put pressure on a sweet sensitive spot inside while simultaneously using the heal of his hand to rub my clit. He has me trembling instantly. I can’t breathe and I push my head hard into the seat to stop any involuntary movement from my body as it spasms and contracts in wave after rippling wave of intense orgasm. I can’t help my legs clamp together trapping his hand and extracting the last bit of pleasure from the slow and tortuous movement of his finger. I shudder and my skin is sprinkled with a million goose bumps. “Should I turn the heaters up?”

“God no! I’m on fire!” I gasp trying to regain a normal breath. I release my grip on his arm and he slowly removes his fingers. Squeezing my thigh with his hand briefly before he brings his fingers to his mouth and sensuously sucks them clean. He takes them from his mouth with a popping sound.

“Yes you are but given that we are likely to be stopping in traffic when we hit town there is a blanket behind my seat. I would like you to use it to cover yourself.” He looks to me and adds. “My eyes only Miss Thorne. I told you before I don’t share.” His tone and expression is extremely serious. I lean my arm back and grab the softest blanket, it feels like cashmere. I sit up and wrap it around my shoulders and fold it tight across my body, it’s large and covers me completely.