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Enough brooding. They had the whole afternoon ahead of them. “I have a surprise. I packed a picnic and thought I’d take you up to Sankaty Head and ’Sconset. It’s my favorite place on the island. You have to see—what’s wrong?”

“I didn’t know you were planning something. Tucker asked if I could go for a boat ride to the other side of the island. I just have enough time for a bath and—hey, I have an idea.”

“Why am I thinking I’m not going to like this?”

“Why don’t you come along?” Arielle said with the enthusiasm of someone who’d just invented fried tomatoes.

“Like I want to be the third wheel of your bicycle built for two. No, thanks.”

“Come on. We can bring your picnic. It’ll be fun.”

“Fun.”

Arielle frowned. “It’s not like you have anything better to do. You’ll only sit here with your nose in a book.”

“I like having my nose in a book.” But even as she protested, her mind went there. She missed Tucker. She wanted to be with him. Heaven knew she’d relived those moments on the boat a thousand times. But this wouldn’t be like that night. Instead she’d be subjected to watching Tucker fuss over Arielle, watching him touch Arielle, watching him gaze at Arielle as if she hung the moon. Same boat, different day.

“Again, no, thanks. The whole idea was for you to put your time in with him, remember? We had a deal.”

Arielle stared her down, her jaw jutting out.

Stubborn. Sabrina crossed her arms. Let her stare. It wasn’t going to work.

Her cousin finally surrendered. “Fine, be that way. It’s not like he’s a pill to go out with.” Arielle stood, and, with a flip of her ponytail, exited the room. “I’m taking a bath.”

“This isn’t working,” Arielle called over the wind.

Tucker watched Arielle’s hair settle on her shoulders as he slowed the boat and shut off the motor. Water lapped the hull as the boat drew to a stop and seagulls called from the beach. In the distance, the red and white of Sankaty Head Lighthouse was barely visible.

“What’s not working?” he asked.

“This whole Sabrina thing. We have to kick it up a notch.”

The words opened a hole in his gut. He hated this. He was starting to wish Arielle would go back to wherever she came from so he could pick up the pieces of his relationship with Sabrina.

“Are you mentioning our dates in your emails?” she asked. “Details and stuff that’ll make her jealous?”

“Not really. I don’t want to hurt Sabrina. I hate thinking about how she feels, knowing I’m with another woman. If it were me, it would be driving me crazy enough without the details.” It had bugged him just to watch Cody ogling her, asking her over for dinner. He couldn’t imagine how he’d feel if she were right next door with another man.

The sun was sinking in the sky, glowing pink behind a thin layer of clouds. Maybe it was time to call it quits. It was getting him nowhere. He wanted Sabrina to tell him who she was, but if she were going to, she would’ve done it by now. At this point, he just wanted the intimacy he’d had with her on email. Her letters were different since Arielle arrived, guarded. And how could he blame her?

He shifted toward Arielle. “Maybe it’s time for a change of plans.”

“What’d you have in mind?” A dainty brow arched.

“Have you considered going home early?”

“Tonight?”

“No, I mean leaving the island.”

Her mouth parted, then slowly a look of hurt dimmed the light in her eyes. He didn’t know what to make of that. It wasn’t like they were buddies or something. She was there to help him achieve his goal, to help Sabrina lower that wall.

“This has been harder than I thought,” Tucker said. “And we’re not making headway with Sabrina.”

“We need to give it more time.”The hurt look was gone, shadowed by some other expression he couldn’t interpret. “What if she sees us together more?”

“You already tried to convince her to come tonight. She’s not going to agree to that. Can you blame her?”

“What if I invite you over when she’s not expecting it?”

He sighed. “Arielle . . . I don’t want to hurt her any more.” God knew that was the truth. He had to do something soon before his relationship with Sabrina was damaged beyond repair.

“I love her,” he said. He needed Arielle to understand how difficult this charade had become.

That look again. What was up with that?

“Maybe we can arrange for you and Sabrina to be together again, alone,” she said finally.

“I don’t think she’s going to buy another illness.” Still, the idea of being alone with her was tempting. If only they could make it work.

“I get migraines sometimes. Sabrina won’t think anything is amiss if I have to bail out on a date at the last minute.”

Maybe that would work. Still . . . “Last time we were alone, it didn’t go so well. Actually it went too well.” He grinned, feeling sheepish at his admission. “I seem to be short on self-control where your cousin is concerned.”

Arielle looked away, admiring the sunset, he supposed.

“Maybe if we keep it fun,” he wondered aloud. “No moonlit boat rides or romantic strolls on the beach.”

“Maybe you could do something Sabrina enjoys.”

“Yeah, something like that.” Hope pried its way in, wedging open the door again. The boat rocked gently in the waves as he racked his brain for an idea. He mentally went through Sabrina’s letters, searching for some activity she wouldn’t turn down. What was she obsessed with? What activity would she do anything to participate in, even if it meant being stuck with him?

He felt a grin work its way onto his face. “I have an idea,” he said.

Sweetpea: I’ve always wanted to tour the Longfellow House in Boston. Someday I’m going do it.

Chapter Thirty-one

The front door slammed and, moments later, Arielle appeared in the kitchen. “Couldn’t you have a more interesting hobby?”

Sabrina had tried to read all night. Too bad she hadn’t gotten her mind off Tucker and Arielle long enough to finish a chapter. Finally, she’d given up and started a batch of cupcakes. Sometimes a girl needed chocolate.

“You have something against cupcakes?” Sabrina pulled the pan from the oven, and the sweet aroma filled the kitchen.

“Not
that
hobby. The book thing.”

What was Arielle carrying on about? Whatever it was, she didn’t seem pleased. “What are you talking about?”

“He’s taking me to some dead writer’s house in Boston. He cleared his schedule for a day, already bought tickets, and now I have to fake interest in some ancient property and probably a zillion artifacts. Booooorrrinnng.”

A stitch caught in Sabrina’s stomach. A writer’s house in Boston? There were many of them, but only one she’d mentioned online. “Who? Which writer?”

Arielle pinched off a piece of hot cupcake and slid it in her mouth. “Henry Fellow Longsworth or whatever it is.”

Sabrina’s insides felt weighted with lead. “Henry Wadsworth Longfellow?”

“Yeah, that’s it. Ugh! Within blocks of all those wonderful boutiques and I’ll be stuck in some moldy old house.”

It wasn’t fair. Sabrina would give her right arm to go there. “Charles Dickens visited that moldy old house, and so did Nathaniel Hawthorne.” Sabrina loosened the cupcakes from the pan and set them to cool on a wire rack.

Arielle sighed. “Unless they’re interested in having me redecorate it, I couldn’t care less about some dumb old house.”

Her cousin’s acting skills were going to be tested. “Well, you’ll have to feign interest. He knows how badly I want to go there.”

“No kidding. Hey, these are pretty good.”

Sabrina watched Arielle take a hot cupcake and bite into it. Steam rose from the center, carrying the sweet scent, but suddenly she didn’t feel like chocolate. She didn’t have an appetite at all.

“I think I’ll turn in.” She didn’t have to be up early for work or she would’ve turned in long ago. Besides, she was too busy fretting over Tucker and Arielle to sleep.

“I’ll wrap these when they’ve cooled.” Her cousin took another bite of the cupcake.

“Thanks.” Sabrina retreated to her room and slid under the covers, feeling the familiar stab of jealousy.

A pounding at the door roused Sabrina from a deep sleep. She checked the clock. It was early. Too early for Renny.

The trip to Boston. Were Arielle and Tucker leaving this early? She hadn’t heard Arielle moving around, hadn’t heard the water running in the bathroom.

Sabrina peered through her bedroom window. Tucker stood on the landing, his hands tucked in his pockets, bouncing on the balls of his feet like he couldn’t wait for the day to start.

“Arielle?” she called, swinging open her bedroom door. The living room was dark, and her cousin was a shadowed lump on the couch.

“Arielle, Tucker’s here.” She shook her cousin.

“What?”

“Tucker’s here. You’re going to Boston today, you overslept.”

Arielle moaned. “I have a migraine.”

Another tap sounded at the door. “Come on, Arielle, he’s waiting.”

Arielle pressed her fingertips to her temples. “I can’t go.”

“You’re not just trying to get out of this, are you?”

She moaned again.

“Maybe it’ll go away if you take something.”

“I already did, hours ago.”

The cupcakes. Chocolate gave Arielle migraines. She wondered how many her cousin had.

Tap, tap, tap
. The knock was louder. She had to answer the door before he woke Renny.

“Tell him I can’t go. Apologize for me, okay?” Arielle rolled away as if it were a closed matter.

Great. Not only was Tucker going to be disappointed, but Sabrina had to deliver the news.

She sighed and went to the door, wishing her hair wasn’t matted and straggly, wishing she wasn’t wearing her pajamas. She gave her hair a futile fluff and pulled open the door.

Tucker’s smile was disarming. “Good morning.”

“Uh—hi,Tucker.” She cast a glare at the lump on the couch. “Um, I’m afraid I have bad news. Arielle has a migraine this morning.”

His eyes registered surprise, but the smile hung around. “Oh. Is she going to be okay?”

“She gets them occasionally—I mean, she said she does. She said she doesn’t feel up to going today. She asked me to apologize for her.”

His smile faltered. “Oh.” He looked toward the yard.

Sabrina followed his eyes toward the yard, down the tree limb to where the robin’s nest still clung for dear life. She could hear the hum of Tucker’s car from the front of the house. She felt bad that he’d cleared his schedule for the trip, and now it was canceled. He looked vaguely disappointed, and she was so tired of disappointing him.

Then he turned his full attention on her.“Hey, I have an idea. You want to go with me? Arielle said you were a fan of Longfellow too.”

Her traitorous heart jumped the curb, and she clearly saw a sign marked “Danger Ahead.” “Oh, I don’t know—”

“Come on, it’ll be fun. I already reserved tickets, and I cleared my calendar for the day. I was looking forward to it.” He gave her the puppy dog look. So not fair.

Reasons. She needed reasons to say no. She couldn’t think of a single legitimate one.

“It’s your day off, right?” he asked.

She clenched her jaw. He knew way too much about her. “I have to go to the grocery. And read. I was going to read today.”
Lame, lame, lame
.

“You can do that any day. Come on, you’re already up. Doesn’t a trip to Boston sound fun? It’s a beautiful day for a boat ride. The Longfellow House . . . Please?”

Tempting, it was so tempting. And it was a beautiful day. Already the sky was clear blue, and the temperature promised a mildly warm day. Still . . .

“I’m not ready. I just got up, haven’t even showered yet.”
Is that the best you can do?

“We have time. I’ll wait in the car, just come down when you’re ready.”

“But—” She had no more words, but it didn’t matter, because Tucker was already traipsing down the steps like a kid just dismissed from school.

Sweetpea: I think courage resides deep inside of everyone. But sometimes it’s impossible to reach because of all the stuff piled on top.