My Only Regret (Twisted Fate Book 1) (16 page)

I found his lips and probed his mouth with my tongue, craving the taste of him. We kissed and explored each other with our hands, and my heart raced with long awaited anticipation. I grabbed his ass and pulled him tighter against me. His hand slipped under my shirt, and his thumb caressed the cup of my bra before pulling it down to expose an erect nipple. He ran the tip of his thumb gently over the sensitive flesh and I held my breath. He lowered me to the bed and ran his fingers down the middle of my chest to my flat belly and then back up, setting off a fireworks display of sensations within my body, as every nerve ending sprang to life in response to his touch. He leaned down to kiss me, pausing to hover just above my waiting lips, and for a moment I feared he was going to change his mind.

CHAPTER THIRTEEN

“
Rhyann, are we doing this?
”
He moaned.

“
God yes, Jesse, please yes.
”
I begged. It was all he needed.

He slowly began to undress me, never letting his gaze leave mine. I'd dreamed of staring into his beautiful green eyes like this again, and now that it was happening I found myself wishing it would never end. I lifted my hips to help him remove my jeans and lacey panties. He bent down and took a hardened peak between his full lips, laving it tenderly, before moving on to give the other equal appreciation. The attention he gave them was enough to turn the rest of my body into a quivering heap and I couldn't help moaning beneath him.
 

“You are so beautiful. I love the sounds you make when I touch you.” He rasped as his hands made their way tenderly across my belly. “I love each and every one of your curves.” He said as he trailed a finger along my side. All of the inhibitions I had about my body seemed to disappear under his loving gaze.

“
Now you.
”
I whispered, my voice was thick with lust. I watched as he proceeded to strip slowly before me. The muscles in his back rippled as he bent to push down his jeans. His chest was heaving slightly, and he licked his lips as he took a deep calming breath. When he removed his tight boxer briefs I let my gaze fall to his erection and admired it fully. It had been a long time since I'd laid my eyes on his body, but I remembered it like it was yesterday. Smooth skin, taut with the strains of passion, perfectly rounded tip dotted with a small bead of liquid, more proof of his desire. He was perfect, and he wanted me. He lowered himself, pressing his firm body against my flesh. His skin was warm to the touch, and I skimmed my hands down his smooth back, stopping to grab a toned cheek in each palm. I smiled appreciatively, and he moaned into my neck before kissing me tenderly on the lips. He slowly worked his way down my body and I swallowed hard, knowing what he intended to do, as my body hummed with anticipation.
 

“
I
’
ve waited so long taste you again.
”
He rasped against my inner thigh. His tongue parted me, skimming delicately over the sensitive flesh, making me crazy with need. The intense kissing had already brought me to the brink, and it didn’t take long before he sent me over the edge. I dug my fingers hard into his hair, and my body shuddered uncontrollably as it gave way.
 

“Was that good for you baby?” He asked, huskily, already knowing the answer. I offered a small nod of approval, unable to form a coherent sentence. I heard the faint sound of a foil wrapper tearing open, and gasped as he began easing himself into me. “Am I hurting you?” He asked, tenderly.

“No, it’s just been awhile.” I replied, covering my eyes with an arm to hide my embarrassment. He gently pulled it away.

“Look at me, Rhyann. It’s okay. I promise I’ll go slow.” I smiled to assure him it was okay to continue. He pulled back slowly, guiding the tip over my entrance once again and gently pressed forward. My body fought against the intrusion, and it took a few gentle repeat strokes before he filled me completely. It had been so long since I'd felt this much sensation, and I held my breath, savoring each loving stroke. Once my body relaxed, he looked at me tenderly
“You
okay?
”
I nodded once more and grabbed him by the ass, pressing him deeper into me. He stopped moving.

“Don’t stop.” I pleaded, rolling my lower lip between my teeth. I had just gotten accustomed to the glorious intrusion, and now I wanted more.

“Babe, this feels so fucking
good.
” He moaned.
I watched his expression soften as he rocked back and forth into me. His eyes found mine, and remained there, as we moved together slowly and methodically. He was so careful that I started to think he was afraid he would hurt me.

“Please, Jesse, you won’t break me
.
”
I whimpered. “I need you to move faster. I need to feel all of you.” I crooked my arm around his neck and pressed my lips against his, devouring him with my mouth. His rhythm increased as he rocked harder, just as I had begged for, each thrust striking the furthest depths within me. With each stroke he seemed to awaken something that had long been buried away. Every nerve in my body remained on high alert just by his touch. This man was the epitome of deliciousness, and he satisfied every one of my senses. He repeated the hard thrusts over and over as he bent to kiss my lips tenderly.
 

“
Let me on top.
”
I whispered, flipping over to straddle his body before easing myself back over him. I rocked slowly, and our bodies once again fused together as if belonging that way permanently. He raised a hand and began stroking my swollen breasts, rolling the tips of tender flesh between his calloused fingers. I was in a complete state of euphoria, hovering somewhere between fantasy and reality. He consumed every part of me, and I never wanted it to end. He laced his fingers with mine, and I held on for leverage, for dear life even. With each stroke we picked up speed, panting heavily, skin glistening with sweat. I looked down into his eyes and they were full of desire and something else that I couldn
’
t quite put my finger on. Need. Lust. Love? I wasn’t sure. At that moment, I didn
’
t care. My greatest need was to bring him to release with me, and I could tell it wouldn
’
t be long. I leaned forward, pressing my lips to his while moving against him, rocking faster as our tongues wove together. Soon after, a second wave of pleasure filled me, and I couldn’t stop myself from screaming out his name. He slowed his pace and took my breasts in his large hands, covering them fully, my body reflexively bowed into him, even in its post-orgasmic state. I felt his body tense, and then watched his beautiful face as he found his own release.
 

“Fuck.” He groaned, as his body trembled against mine. Once it subsided he kissed me and ran his hands across my back, holding me firmly against him. I didn
’
t mind, there was no place else I wanted to be. He felt so right deep inside me. I remained there for a few moments while we both caught our breath.
 

I lifted my head and rested my chin on his chest.
“
I guess I better let you up huh?
”
I smiled, dreamily.

“
Nah, I could stay right here all night.
”
He stroked my back with his long fingers. He smiled sweetly and gave a nervous laugh.

“
That was really nice.
”
I smiled, languidly running my fingertips over his chest.

“
Nice?” He smacked me lightly on a bare butt cheek and I squealed and squirmed on top of him. “Baby, that was way better than nice.
”
He drawled, pulling me to his lips. After the kiss, I carefully lifted myself and he removed the condom, tying it off before setting it aside. He caught me watching.
“
I have always used a condom Rhyann, well, except for that one night with you." He smiled and his eyes crinkled together in response. "I promise, I’m clean. I've been tested recently.” He continued, trying to assure me.

“
I believe you, it
’
s okay, I
’
m clean too.
”
I looked away embarrassed.
 

Almost as if reading my mind, he grabbed me and pulled me gently back into his arms. “
Hey, I don’t care that you haven’t been with a lot of men. I like that about you. I meant what I said, that was amazing, almost as if we were meant to be together. Does that sound weird?
”

“
No, I felt something similar. I love the way you feel inside me. I loved it the first time, and even more now.
”
I snuggled my face in the slope of his neck. He smelled like body wash, sweat and sex, and it made me dizzy with emotion. “You know, I’m on the pill. I mean, if we ever were to do this again. Not that I’m presuming we will…” I stammered nervously, remembering our first encounter was a one night only affair. I wasn't sure my heart could take that again.

“Sweetheart,” He lifted my face so I was looking him in the eye. “I don’t want this to be a one-time event, so I think it's time you and your battery operated friend parted ways." I mock punched his arm and he kissed me on the shoulder. "I want to do this over and over, if you’ll let me. For the record, our first time was fucking incredible, and, like I told you, you ruined me for other women." He chuckled as he stroked his fingers over my face. "How are you feeling? You okay?”

“I’m very
happy, but a little scared.
”
I shrugged my shoulders, relieved that he wanted me again, but still haunted by our first encounter. He drew me in tighter.
 

“
Why are you scared?"

"Probably because I don't know how this will end."

"Why does it have to end? Why even worry about that now? I
’
m crazy about you, Rhyann. You need to trust me.
”
 

“Trust isn’t easy for me. It’s not that I don’t want to trust you. I’m just not sure how.”

“Then I just need you to believe me when I tell you that whatever’s happening between us, I don’t want it to end.” He whispered in my ear, and those words are what played over and over in my mind as I slept wrapped in the warmth of his arms.

W
hen I rolled over in bed the next morning, I was alone. I dressed and went downstairs, immediately noting that the other band members hadn
’
t arrived yet. I made my way to the kitchen and grabbed a cup of coffee. I had just begun stirring in my favorite creamer when I heard his sexy voice behind me.

“Good morning, beautiful
.
”
He said, cheerfully, slipping his arms around my waist while he kissed my neck.

I reached around to hold him, exposing more of my neck for him to kiss. It felt amazing. I loved kissing and I loved sex, especially with this man, but give me a man that wanted to spend time kissing my neck and I would be sufficiently satisfied. I turned and he pressed his lips against mine. After a few simple kisses his tongue probed against my bottom lip, parting it to gain entry. His tongue ran along the front of my teeth and gently flicked against the tip of mine, teasing me and making me want him even more.
 

“
I want to bury myself deep inside you right now.
”
He moaned, lifting me up and placing me on the counter.

“
I want that too.
” I whimpered between kisses. He lifted my shirt over my head and kissed both of my breasts. My hands were fisted deep in his hair as our tongues teased against one another like old friends. Everything about him felt familiar. His lips trailed down to my neck and I leaned my head back. His hand slipped down the front of my yoga pants, parting my center, and filling me with two fingers.

“Fuck, you’re so wet.” He growled, nipping at my bottom lip.

“I want you right now,” I moaned, rolling my hips with each thrust of his hand.
 

“Well baby, I’m right here and I’m going to--” at that moment the front door opened, and we were caught like a deer in headlights.
 

“
Yo little brother let
’
s make some
--”
Tyler started, but stopped short when taking in our appearance. The fact that we were half naked, and I was on the counter with my legs wrapped around him, was a good indication of what our intentions were. Tyler’s hands went up, and he quickly averted his eyes from us.
Sam and David just stared with their mouths open and laughed.

“Fuck! Man, you guys seriously need to start knocking!” Jesse removed his hand and pressed himself against me to shield my nakedness. I thought I was going to die of embarrassment. Jesse, aware of my obvious unease, tried to comfort me with soothing words, the only problem with that was his voice became even sexier when spoken at such a low register. Every time he spoke my body vibrated with desire. Here I was, naked and on display in front of an audience, and I was still overcome with lust.
 

“
Hey man, we can come back later and do this.” Tyler replied, nervously.

“
No, you're already here, let
’
s get started. Just head down and I
’
ll be there in a minute.
”
They all hurried down the stairs leaving Jesse and I to stare at each other as we both choked back our laughter.

“
Shit, I
’
m sorry baby.
”
He bit down hard on his lip, still fighting off the urge to laugh at our situation.
“
Will you stick around the studio and we can pick this back up later tonight after they leave?
” He grabbed my shirt and handed it to me, slipping his fingers between his lips and sucking on them as he pulled his shorts up. "Umm, so good." He smiled, devilishly.

“
Yeah.
”
I smiled, mock punching him as I pulled him back to me for one more kiss.
“
I
’
ll be here waiting, and hurting.
”