My Love Forever (The Night Movers Vampire Series Book 1) (7 page)

“I hope whatever she decides to do she finds happiness,” said Julia as she began stroking my chest hair.

“I hope so too,” I replied looking into her eyes. “There is another strong woman in my life Julia and that’s you.”

“Me,” she said disbelievingly. “Why me, I’m not strong?”
“Well I think you are. They way you demanded to see Megan even when the staff at the hospital told you no. The way you dealt with organising the funeral even when you were in so much physical pain.” “That wasn’t all me though was It Alex, you helped me get Megan in the hospital and both my parents and in laws helped with the funeral.” “Do you think it makes you less of a strong person to admit you needed help and to except the help that’s offered? I sometimes think that has to be harder than doing things yourself.” “Yeah well I wasn’t strong enough to stick it out in a loveless marriage like Gina has Alex, so you are definitely wrong on that score.” “Gina only stayed to begin with for the sake of her children, and although I am not condoning this as always the right action to take, I can see the strength someone would have to possess to make this kind of sacrifice. If Megan had lived would you have stayed with Gavin for her sake even if you were unhappy?” “Yes. I would.” She sighed looking down at her hands.

“I think always the right course of action is for someone to leave and not put up with any bullshit, no one should, male or female. But it isn’t easy for a woman because she has the desire to please and make things right for everyone. It’s deeply embedded into her feminine soul and that’s why women are the stronger sex, because most men only want to please themselves.”

“Does this include you Alex?”

I took a deep breath and looked away from her before saying “I am a little selfish Julia. I have wanted you since the moment I saw you with your father at that Christmas party fifteen years ago and although I know that you probably need to be by yourself for awhile before you jump into another relationship, I want you to be mine. I’m not just talking about sex and a few dates here and there, I’m talking commitment and feelings and eventually love. I’ve been on this earth for so long and in all that time I have never wanted to bond with a woman. Don’t get me wrong I have had relationships, some have lasted a number of years but I was never able to commit to them as my heart was never fully in it. But then one dance with you and I knew why in all those years I could never love another. You were meant to be with me Julia and to hear you say you are all mine, well, that moment can’t come soon enough for me.”

She was quiet for a long time and I wanted to break the silence but not overwhelm her, so I just said “come on its late now, let’s go to sleep.” And with that she rolled on to her side with me lying behind, my hand on her hip as close as we could be without being joined together.

Julia

What am I supposed to think about all of tonight’s revelations?
Alex has given me all this information to process, but I can’t seem to think clearly enough for my mind to work. All the information is now tumbling together and rolling around until my head hurts.

Ok Alex is a vampire, that I get and no I am not scared, I do believe him when he says he won’t hurt me. All the sorrow that he told me of, well I can relate to that somewhat and it makes him seem more human to know that he still feels hurt from it all. But to know that he wants a relationship with me and that relationship will require love and commitment, well I’m just not sure what to think about that.

He said something earlier about when a vampire falls in love, they love forever. Well I thought the love I had with Gavin was forever but look at us now, him god knows where with who knows whom and me laid in bed at the side of a vampire whom I had sex with twice. Great sex too. I haven’t had orgasms like that in years, if not ever in fact.

I thought that Gavin was good in bed because he nearly always made me come. Well at least in the early years he did, and because he was my first I had no one else to compare him too, but Alex, well he really knew how to play my body, kind of like he had played it before.

It felt so familiar being with him. I should have been shy or held back a little but instead I was begging him to get inside me. That’s just not like me to be so demanding, I never was with Gavin.

Maybe it’s a new me. A more improved version of me. A sexy, demanding throw caution to the wind and just go for it version of me.

Yes, I think I want to be that kind of person. Someone who gets what she wants in life, a strong woman like Alex said. Yeah I can definitely go with that. Maybe I should do something outrageous like bungee jumping or parachute out of a plane or something...... or perhaps not. Heights generally make me vomit and I wouldn’t want to catch that on the way down.

Still I suppose I can start slowly and build up to the new me. I have a new job now, I have money in the bank so could get some new clothes and maybe a new hairstyle too.

Alex turned on his back letting go of my hip pulling me out of my thoughts for a moment.

I had him too or I could have if I wanted. I rolled over to him and ran my fingers down his chest to where the sheet pooled at his waist. God he had such a great body. It was muscular without being too big or bulky and he was laid here in bed at the side of me naked apart from the boxers he had put on for my benefit. But he didn’t need to do that for the new me. So maybe I should help him off with them I thought.

“What do you need Julia?” Alex asked in that husky sexy voice of his. Now was the time for the new me to make a stand and tell him ‘you Alex naked and hard,’ but instead I just said “errm I haven’t brushed my teeth tonight.”

Damn, Damn, Damn. Where had the new me gone? It was there on the tip of my tongue to tell him exactly what I wanted but then it disappeared in favour of good oral hygiene.

Alex flicked a switch and turned on the light over my side of the bed and held out his hand.

“I think I have a spare toothbrush Gina got me for my travel bag, I will get you that.”

We began brushing our teeth together at his large bathroom sink, him with an electric toothbrush, me with the manual one. I couldn’t help but watch him to see if he brushed his fangs. He just smirked and said “yes I do brush my fangs but not all the time, only if they have been used.”

I nearly swallowed some of my toothpaste and instantly went to spit it out.

He means used them to drink blood I thought, those visions from earlier of him licking my neck creeping back into my mind and making me warm in some very rude places. His eyes seemed to bore right through me and his nostrils flared and I remember him telling me he could smell my arousal before, when I was fully clothed.

I wasn’t wearing any underwear at all now so he must really be able to sense my wicked thoughts this time.

I put the tooth brush down and he led me back to his bed. I went towards the side where I had laid before and he followed me with need and intent in his eyes but I stopped him and asked him to turn out the light. I was all for being the brave new me again but not with the light on, at least not yet.

As soon as the light went out however, all bets were off and I took hold of his boxers and pulled them off.  Then I lifted the t shirt over my head and went towards him.

He seemed to know I needed to take the lead at this point and thankfully he let me. I began by placing lazy kisses down his torso giving each nipple a quick flick with my tongue as I passed. I could hear his breathing getting heavy and this spurred me on. I could feel the muscles in his belly flex as I got lower and I kissed and licked all around his hip bones enjoying the feel of this man below me.

I moved slowly from one hip to the other but before I could get there his cock twitched at the side of my face, stopping me in my tracks. I took a deep breath in smelling his body wash from earlier, and a scent that was totally male and before I could think any more I took him into my mouth.

I was a little worried that he was too big and I wouldn’t be able to do this right but the sounds that were coming from Alex spurred me on, and honestly It was really turning me on to know he was getting so much pleasure from what I was doing.

I licked him from root to tip and back again stroking and licking his balls when I got near. Then I put my mouth back down on him again this time taking him as deep as I could go without gagging and he grabbed my hair thrusting gently into my mouth groaning loudly. To hear him like this, this powerful male giving up control to me, well to say I was turned on was an understatement.

I freed my hair from his grasp and straddled him as quickly as I could, taking his hard wet cock deep on the first slide. I rode him hard crying out nonsensical words until after a few short stokes I was coming hard and fast, both shocked and surprised as I had never found the act of giving oral sex such a turn on before. I slumped forward on his chest trying to catch my breath. I was aware that he was still hard inside me so hadn’t come yet. I started to move again so I could help him find his moment but he stilled my movements and kissed me.

It was slow and dreamy at first and I felt cherished and wanted, then the kiss changed and I felt my core start to throb around him and I moaned in to his mouth through his kiss.

Then as quick as a flash he rolled us over, pinned my arms above my head and hammered into me without stopping, hard, deep, fast and I felt my orgasm building again. I was nearly about to come when he flipped me over until I was on all fours and he fed his cock back into me, slowly this time and he began a rhythm that started to drive me mad with sheer frustration because my orgasm was so near yet he kept it purposely so far out of my grasp by changing the speed or angle of penetration, showing me he was in charge of my body. He pulled me upright so my back was to his front and he sat back on his heels his cock still inside me.

“Who owns your body tonight Julia,” he said in a rasping voice.

“You do Alex but please, let me come now, take this ache away for me,” I answered desperate for release.

“I want to possess you every night Julia, I want to be inside you, body and soul.” He licked and kissed my earlobes then nuzzled and kissed my neck and suddenly I knew what I wanted, what he wanted and I gave voice to the thoughts before I could stop myself.

“Bite me Alex, taste my blood.”

Alex stopped his movements and whispered in my ear, “are you sure you want this Julia?”

“Yes Alex I want this. I want to know how it feels to let you drink from me. I need to know if I can do this.”

Alex began moving inside me again slow and deep and we began to build back into the same rhythm that had me begging for release earlier. He began to kiss and lick my neck, the anticipation of what he was about to do bringing me further to the edge. I felt his fangs slide into my skin leaving such a sharp sting of pain that I cried out in panic… but then he began to suck my blood into his eager mouth and pleasure like no other I have ever felt before ran through my body sending me into such a strong powerful orgasm that I was screaming so loud I hurt my own ears, and it seemed never ending. He reached down and rubbed my clit sending even more orgasmic sparks through my body. With every pull he made at my neck the ripples of pleasure carried until at last he let go and roared out his own release.

He turned my face around and kissed me whilst whispering sweet words of love and pleasure to me and I could taste my blood on his lips. It didn’t bother me though. Nothing bothered me at this point as the euphoria I had experienced was still coursing through my veins.

I felt him pick me up and lay me down on the bed, then he brought a wet towel to me and cleaned the stickiness between my thighs before he got in bed beside me and kissed me goodnight.

Julia

I woke up a little disorientated, unsure where I was until I heard Alex singing along to music in another room.

I needed to use the bathroom so I got up and quickly made my way to the toilet. I was a little sore but I felt ok considering my activities last night.

I checked my neck for any signs of bite marks but I couldn’t see anything other than two very faint silvery marks and you could only see them if you really looked closely.

I wanted a little longer to get my thoughts together before I saw Alex again so I decided to get a shower. As the warm water flowed over me I tried to think what I wanted to do and say when I left the comfort and safety of the bathroom.

I suppose the first question would be what’s next for us. Do we date?
Do we take it slow and easy?

Because I have to say what happened last night was the complete opposite of slow and easy, but surely we can’t keep repeating that pace.

Do I bring all this up if Alex doesn’t? Should I just be the new me and go out there and just see what he says and not worry?

On finishing my shower I decided to let the new me reign for a while and just go with the flow. After getting dressed, minus my knickers as that would be just icky to put those back on, I went out of the bedroom to find Alex.

He was in the kitchen putting some bacon under the grill when I found him and he was singing along loudly to the Drifters song ‘Saturday Night At The Movies’.

Hilarious just wasn’t the word for it. It made me laugh out loud and he flicked water at me when he washed his hands.

“I can’t believe you are laughing at me when I’m cooking breakfast for you,” he said in a pretend sad voice. The equally sad effect pout he tried to pull off made me laugh even more, but I was grateful that it helped get rid of any awkwardness I was feeling, after all, this morning after thing was very new to me.