More than a Mistress/No Man's Mistress (64 page)

Now, without a blink, she had changed tactics yet again, but this time she was comfortably within the realm of her expertise. She had made a handsome living on her back. Famed for her beauty and her seductive charms and her prowess in the sexual arts—and for the clever ploy of granting each client only one night of her favors—she had been in greater demand than any other courtesan within living memory.

She chuckled low in her throat. “I
can
seduce you, you know.” She moved another step closer, set one forefinger lightly against his chest, and traced a light path upward with it, over his neckcloth toward his bare throat.

He clamped a hand about her wrist and returned her arm to her side. Anger and desire and revulsion all warred within him. “I think not, ma’am,” he said. “I prefer to make a free choice of my bed partners.”

“Ah, but you do enjoy a wager,” she said. “Especially when the stakes are high.”

“If you are suggesting that I wager Pinewood,” he said, “you are wasting your breath. You would lose.”

“But according to you, I already have lost,” she said, turning away and crossing the room to run her fingers over the bare surface of the desk. “You really appear to have won, do you not?”

“I dashed well have,” he said, glaring at her. “And you have diverted me from my purpose in summoning you down here.”

“Ah,” she said, turning her head to smile at him, “but you changed your summons to a request, Lord Ferdinand. Mr. Jarvey told me so. You like to think of yourself as a gentleman, do you not? And you consider yourself weaker than your brother, who does not care what anyone thinks of him.”

She was uncannily perceptive. But then, an understanding of men must have been necessary in her career.

“I want you out of here before nightfall,” he said. “I do not care whether that gives you enough time to pack your things or not. You will leave. Today.”

She was still looking at him over her shoulder. “What, Lord Ferdinand?” she said, amusement in her voice when he had steeled himself for either tears or anger. “You are afraid to accept a wager? Afraid that you will lose? How you would be derided in all the gentlemen’s clubs if word were to get out that you were afraid of being bested by a woman. By a whore!”

“Don’t call yourself that,” he said before he could stop himself.

Her smile deepened and she turned to face him fully, her fingertips still lightly stroking the desktop.

“Give me one week,” she said. “If I cannot seduce you within that time, I’ll never again challenge the authenticity of that will. I will go away and never trouble either your person or your conscience again—I
do
trouble
your conscience, do I not? If you lose, of course”—she caught him completely off guard by smiling dazzlingly at him—“then
you
will be the one to leave. You will also relinquish your claim to Pinewood in my favor—and in writing. With witnesses.”

“Nonsense!” he said. But the thought struck him at the same moment that it would be an easily enough won bet and that in one week he—and his conscience—would be permanently rid of her.

“But before you left, Lord Ferdinand,” she told him softly, her voice sultry again, “you would enjoy a night of such exquisite pleasure that you would spend the rest of your life pining for more.”

Despite the revulsion her boast caused him, he also felt an unwilling surge of pure lust. Had she been dressed like a harlot—as she had been at the theater—he would more easily have resisted her. One
expected
an expensive harlot to speak in such a way. But she was clad in a dress of virginal white. Her hair was dressed for elegance and practicality. She was Viola Thornhill, for God’s sake. Talking about going to bed with him.

“I never disappoint,” she said, lifting her hand away from the desk, moistening her forefinger slowly with her tongue and running it along her lower lip. More of the air seemed to have gone from the room, leaving Ferdinand gasping for breath and fighting to disguise the fact.

“By God!” he blurted, his temper snapping. “I want you out of here. Now.
Sooner.
”

“Would it not be better to have me leave quietly after one week than screaming and biting and kicking and shedding copious tears today?” she asked him.
“And stopping in the village to scream and weep some more?”

“Do they know?” He frowned at her and for the first time took a few steps farther into the room. “Do these people know who you are?”

“Who I
am
? Yes, of course,” she said. “I am Viola Thornhill of Pinewood Manor. They know that I am a connection of the Earl of Bamber’s.”

“They believe a lie, in fact,” he said indignantly. “They do not know you are a whore.”

“Present tense?” She laughed softly. “But no, they do not
know
. And what a weapon I have just handed you. You may reveal my dreadful secret, Lord Ferdinand, and doubtless they will gather behind you in a righteous mob to run me out of Somersetshire.”

He glared at her, white with fury. “I am a
gentleman,
” he reminded her. “I do not go about spreading such unsavory tidings. Your secret is safe with me.”

“Thank you,” she said with mocking carelessness. “Is that a promise, my lord?”

“Devil take it!” he retorted. “I have said it is so. A gentleman does not need to promise.”

“And yet,” she reminded him, “it would be an easy way to rid yourself of me for all time, would it not?”

“That is already done,” he said. “I daresay you read the declaration signed by both Tresham and Westinghouse that I handed you last evening. Bamber changed his mind, if ever he intended to make you a permanent gift of Pinewood. I daresay he thought it too extravagant a gift for the services you had rendered him.”

She stood very still, her finger still resting against her lower lip, staring at him blankly, her faint, contemptuous
smile fading. And then she returned her hand to the desk and smiled again.

“You will never know,” she said, “unless you avail yourself of those services, Lord Ferdinand. You can only take my word for it that you will not consider Pinewood too extravagant a wager at all. I am very, very good at what I do. But you are convinced, of course, that you can resist me. And perhaps you can. Or perhaps not. It would be an interesting wager. You will forever consider yourself a coward if you refuse to accept it. Come.” She walked toward him, her right hand extended. “Shake my hand on it.”

“You would lose,” he warned her weakly instead of simply repeating his order that she leave before nightfall.

“Perhaps. Perhaps not.” She held her hand steady. “Are you
really
afraid of losing to a woman? Having won Pinewood at cards, are you now afraid of losing it at love?”

“Love?”
he asked with undisguised revulsion.

“A euphemism,” she admitted. “Lust, if you prefer.”

“I am not afraid of losing anything at all to you, ma’am,” he told her.

“Well, then.” She laughed and looked for a disconcerting moment like the Viola Thornhill with whom he was more familiar. “You have nothing to fear. This will be the easiest won wager you have ever agreed to, Lord Ferdinand.”

“Dammit!” He slapped his hand onto hers and squeezed it so hard that she visibly winced. “You have your wager. One that you will lose, I do assure you. You have one more week here. If I were you, I would use the time wisely and begin to pack and make plans. You will
not be staying one day longer than a week. That is a promise.”

“On the contrary, my lord,” she said, drawing her hand free of his. “It is you who will be leaving—the morning after you bed me and turn over the deed of Pinewood and sign the necessary papers.”

She turned then and left the room. Ferdinand stood where he was, looking at the door through which she had disappeared. What in thunder had he just agreed to? Another week spent under the same roof as Viola Thornhill? No—Lilian Talbot.

He had just made a wager with
Lilian Talbot
. A wager that she could seduce him within a week, Pinewood as the prize if she succeeded.

His temper had got the better of him, as it often did. And his inability to resist a wager.

He would win, of course, as he always did.

But he did not want to share a house with Lilian Talbot. Especially when she looked almost identical to Viola Thornhill—to whom he had come within a whisker of offering marriage just yesterday. What a fortunate escape he had had, he thought suddenly.

But he did not feel fortunate. He felt somehow bereft.

V
IOLA MADE HER WAY
upstairs, thankful that the butler was not in the hall as she passed through it. Her hands were shaking, she noticed when she held them before her, her fingers spread. She really had thought Lilian Talbot was dead, consigned forever to the dust. But how very easily she had been resurrected. How quickly she had bundled all that was herself deep inside so
that he would not see her raw pain in confronting her past.

He had called her a whore—after objecting to her calling herself that.

She had begun—oh, yes, there was no point in denying it—to fall a little in love with him.

He had called her a whore.

Hannah was still in her dressing room, packing the large trunk Viola had brought with her from London two years before.

“What happened?” she asked sharply. “What did he want?”

“Only what we expected,” Viola told her. “He gave me until nightfall to leave.”

“We will be ready long before then,” Hannah said grimly. “He
knows
, I suppose. That duke told him?”

“Yes.” Viola sat down on the dressing table stool, her back to the mirror. “But we are not leaving after all, Hannah. Not now or ever.”

“Is there any point, Miss Vi?” her maid asked. “You read me that paper last night. There is no court in the land that will believe you.”

“We are not leaving,” Viola said. “I am going to win Pinewood from him. I have a week to do it.”

“How?” Hannah straightened up from the half-packed trunk, her expression suddenly suspicious. “
How
, lovey? You are not going back to work?”

“I have talked him into a wager,” Viola said. “One I intend to win. Never mind about the details, Hannah. Put my clothes back in the wardrobe. They will get creased in the trunk. And have the trunk put away in the attic again. We are staying.”

“Miss Vi—”

“No, Hannah.” Viola looked at her with set jaw and hard eyes. “No! This is where I belong. This is where he wanted me to be. I
will
not give in just because there has been some fraud. Lord Ferdinand Dudley has made a wager with me, and he will abide by its terms. That at least I can be sure of. He is a gentleman, you see—almost to a fault. It is a wager I will not lose.”

Hannah came and stood in front of her, her head tipped to one side. “I don’t think I want to know exactly what you are up to,” she said, “but I do know you need to lie down for an hour or so. You are as white as any ghost. Turn around and I will brush out your hair for you.”

That had always been Hannah’s solution to any problem. Viola could not remember a time when her former nurse had not soothed her by brushing her hair. She turned on the stool and felt Hannah’s capable hands unpinning and then unraveling her braids.

Just yesterday, Viola thought, closing her eyes, she had run down the hill into his arms, and he had twirled her about and kissed her with a fierce passion to match her own. Today he had called her a whore and ordered her to get out of Pinewood.

Tomorrow or the next day or the next she was going to entice him into bed and pleasure him there with the cold sensual arts she had learned and practiced to perfection.

She was going to do those things with Lord Ferdinand Dudley.
To
him.

One more time.

And then she was going to have to live with herself for the rest of her life. At Pinewood. It would be hers—indisputably and forever.

But would there be any dreams left to dream?

URING THE NEXT TWO DAYS FERDINAND BEGAN
to think that perhaps the week would pass faster and more painlessly than he had expected after agreeing to that mad wager. Perhaps she had come to regret it herself. Certainly if she intended to win it, she was going a strange way about it. He scarcely saw her.

He had a dinner engagement the first evening. It was only when he returned that he learned she had been out too, and still was. He went to bed, taking a book up with him. He heard her walk past his room an hour or so later. Her footsteps did not slow outside his door.

He saw her briefly at breakfast the following morning. She was finishing her meal as he entered the dining room after an early ride. She was looking her usual neat, wholesome self. She would be gone most of the day, she informed him. It was her regular day for visiting the sick and elderly. It struck him that it was not the way one would expect Lilian Talbot to spend her time, but he was happy enough that she would not be going to the school to help out. He had already promised that he would go there himself to give another lesson to Jamie, the would-be Latin scholar.

He intended to call on the boy’s father afterward to see what could be arranged for the boy’s future education. Jamie needed to be at a good boarding school. Ferdinand was quite willing to finance the whole venture
himself, but he had a parent’s pride to deal with. He would have to talk of scholarships, Ferdinand thought, rather than financial assistance.