Authors: Susan Kay
Tags: #Nonfiction, #History
in a foreign court. Elizabeth, her only child, all that was left to her out of
nine gaudy, worthless years. She would give up the crown and the jewels
and the magnificent gowns; but she would not surrender the child who
had cost her these things.
t t t
April at Greenwich and the pale sun shone invitingly down in the shel-
tered courtyard. Too cold to play out, thought Anne absently, watching
Elizabeth hide from their attendants behind a pillar, and yet she had no
heart to stop the game. She looked up at the palace, where the flash of
sunlight on diamonds had caught her vacant gaze, and saw the King. It
was days since he had spoken to her, and desperate for some gesture of
acknowledgement from him, she lifted her hand and smiled boldly. Once,
he would have sold his soul for that smile, but now there was no response.
His heavy face was moody and preoccupied; he stared past her, almost
without recognition, his sullen attention riveted upon the laughing child.
Anne knew a moment of wrenching fear. She remembered his subtle
cruelty to Katherine, how he had sent her from the court and forbidden
her all access to the Princess Mary. He meant to do the same to her. He
would take Elizabeth in payment for the boy she had lost, peevish as a
child denied a promised toy. And he would do it without a qualm of
conscience unless—unless she could shame him here in public.
“Elizabeth, come here.”
Elizabeth’s immediate response was to bunch up her sweeping skirts
and run clumsily across the courtyard in the opposite direction.
Anne repressed the sudden urge to scream.
“
Elizabeth
!”
The child froze at her tone, along with every other person in the
courtyard. The women clipped their chatter off dead and over near the
gate a young man paused to stare at her.
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Anne was white with tension; she dared not call again. Across the
courtyard she met her child’s eyes and saw in them the wilful, stub-
born nature that could defeat her even now. She held her arms out in
silence and waited an endless moment before her hands closed around
her daughter.
Triumphantly she swung Elizabeth round and up on to her hip,
carrying her beneath the window where the King still stood, looking
down on them. The frown that touched his face made her want to laugh
because she knew him so well, that sensitive conscience which craved
public approval in everything he did.
“Wave to him,” she whispered urgently in the child’s ear, knowing
how petty and stupid it would make him look before spectators. “Wave
for
Maman
.”
Elizabeth waved vigorously. Now he would open the window and
call them up; with everyone watching what else could he do? And once
Anne got him alone she would know what to do, she would know what
to say to him.
Her heart jerked violently as the King turned away without a word
or gesture.
“Bastard!” she breathed into Elizabeth’s hair. “
You bastard
!”
Slowly, wearily, trembling with rage and humiliation, Anne lowered
her child to the gravel and stilled the little arm which continued to wave
uncertainly at the empty window.
“Don’t cry, precious,” she said softly, wiping away two hot smudgy
tears with her thumbs. “When he rots in hell you will be King and Queen
both and the whole of England will wave to you.” She put both her
hands on the child’s thin shoulders and added darkly, “Let no man take
it from you!”
Elizabeth stared up at the palace, a bleak row of mullioned windows
sprawling beneath a multitude of turrets.
“Naughty
papa!” she announced sullenly; and that phrase, that into-
nation, so obviously borrowed from those worthy ladies who attended
upon her, made Anne’s eyes sting with sudden tears as she struggled a
moment longer to regain composure, normality—sanity.
“The King didn’t see us, that’s all,” she began shakily.
Elizabeth stamped her foot angrily.
“Did see me,” she muttered mutinously,
“did see me!
See
Maman
too!”
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Anne knelt and cupped Elizabeth’s chin in her hand.
“If I could put a curse on him and all my enemies,” she whispered
venomously, “it would be just that—to look at you and see me!” She
hesitated. “Elizabeth—if
Maman
should go away you wouldn’t forget her,
would you?”
The child frowned, pouted, kicked at a stone. “Don’t want you to
go ’way!”
“Not for long,” said Anne hastily. “I shall go home to Hever perhaps—
or back to France—whatever he chooses. If he wants a divorce I won’t
make difficulties. I learned from Katherine, you see—take what you can
and go with dignity.”
She was silent a moment, vaguely aware that she should not be saying
these things to the child, yet unable to help it, swallowed up in the panic-
ridden sweep of her own thoughts.
The King of France is my friend, he could bring influence to bear on Henry. A
few months and I could send for her…he’ll be too busy with that Seymour sheep
to care by then…
She looked down at the child, sum total of her life’s achievement, her
legacy to this worthless world.
“Whatever his terms, he shall not part us for ever,” she said softly. “I
swear it!”
Elizabeth was silent a moment, held by the strange, compelling
urgency of her mother’s gaze; but at length she wriggled free of Anne’s
embrace to say brightly, “
Maman
hide now.”
Anne glanced towards the palace. Maybe it was not too late even now,
if she could only speak to him; show him just how reasonable she was
prepared to be—
“Not now, precious,
Maman
is busy. Tomorrow.”
She planted an absent kiss on the upturned face and swept out of the
courtyard, away from the pitying eyes of her women and the frightened
glance of a very young man, whose only place in history would be to
recall this day more than twenty years from now.
A cluster of women surrounded Elizabeth in Anne’s wake; unnerved,
agitated, mindless as a gaggle of geese, they hemmed her in a cage of silk
and taffeta, until, struggling furiously, she won a chink of light between
the smothering skirts.
Within that chink she framed the tiny image of a woman, all in black
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satin, slender and insubstantial, like a distant shadow. She stretched out
her fingers to that image, no bigger than a doll, and they closed around
nothing. Suffocated by the press of skirts, she kicked wildly at the nearest
woman and that lady, mortally offended, moved sharply aside; she had a
better view then.
On the steps the image paused, looked back once, and disappeared
beneath the arched doorway. And that was her last conscious memory of
her mother—a shadow in the April sun, forever flying beyond the reach
of her frantic grasp.
t t t
On the first of May Anne was arrested and taken to the Tower, accused
of adultery with five different men. Three of them were the King’s close
friends, one a low court musician, one her own brother. When she heard
that last she knew the King was mad and lost all hope. At her trial she was
found guilty; she had expected nothing less and looked for no reprieve.
Then she was taken to Archbishop Cranmer and shown the annulment
papers. Crazy with relief she signed them, signed away her own rights,
signed away her child’s legitimacy and her inheritance—what did it
matter, after all, if she were only free to take Elizabeth and live abroad?
Back in her cell she learned that she was still to die, her reward for that
signature to be beheaded rather than burned, at the King’s pleasure. She
had betrayed Elizabeth for nothing—
On the 19th of May the sword of a French executioner severed her
neck. The Tower cannon echoed along the river bank to where Henry
waited on horseback, straining his ears to hear the first blast. Like a man
let out of Hell, he turned his horse and led the hunt across country to
Wolf Hall, where Jane Seymour waited, timid as a doe rabbit, to receive
his wedding ring.
Deep in the Hertfordshire countryside, in a house shrouded by a pall
of silence, Elizabeth’s chatter frayed the raw nerves of her attendants. She
had played most of the day in the privy garden in the hot May sunshine,
and no one had called her in to her lessons or taken her to task over the
rent in her gown. No one crossed her will at table or tried to make her
go to bed at the usual hour, so that by the end of that momentous day,
not a single tear had wet the cheeks of Anne’s only child. But, though
humoured on every side, she sensed the tense atmosphere and grew fretful
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and belligerent. She was only bribed between the sheets at last by the offer
of her governess’s comfit box, and even with that trophy safely stowed
beneath her pillow, it seemed an endless time before she fell asleep.
Margaret Bryan was exhausted when she closed the nursery door and
her first impulse was to go straight down to the Great Hall and take her
ease with a tankard of ale. She went instead to the other side of the house,
to the room where Henry’s eldest daughter had sat alone all day, tasting
the bitter-sweet flavour of revenge.
It was a small, shabby room, hardly fit for a maid, let alone a king’s
daughter, and it was in darkness when Lady Bryan entered it.
“Madam?”
Mary Tudor started up from a hearth stool. In the light of Bryan’s
candle her young face looked yellow, haggard, almost old.
“Is she asking for me?” The voice too was old, hollow with guilt.
“No, madam.” Bryan smiled tightly. “I’d say you were the only thing
she didn’t demand tonight—a sweet, a story, a drink, the chamber pot,
another drink—God forgive me, but it would have tried the patience of
a saint. Still, she’s sleeping now.”
Mary sagged visibly with relief and sank back on the stool.
“Then you don’t think—you don’t suppose she was aware
of—anything?”
Bryan lifted her shoulders in a hesitant shrug.
“Who can say what she was aware of, madam? She’s so sharp—that
look of hers would see through lead.”
Mary bit her lip, but said nothing. Bryan glanced at her uneasily, put
the candle down and went over to poke the fire vigorously. “Madam,”
she said after a moment, “there are rumours in the Great Hall.”
Mary stiffened; her fingers crept automatically up to her crucifix as
she announced with wooden defiance: “The Princess of Wales does not
concern herself with idle gossip.”
“If you persist in this stubborn attitude,” said Bryan wearily, “the
King’s Grace will punish you further.”
“Oh no.” Mary shook her head, suddenly galvanised to life. “Bryan,
you don’t know my father as I do. He was so good, so gentle and
loving before the Concubine bewitched him. Now she’s dead I know
he will return to his senses and acknowledge me once more—his only
legitimate child.”
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Bryan was silent with pity for the mindless trust of a proud girl. In
all this long bitter history of tangled emotion nothing remained more
remarkable than Mary’s unwavering affection for the man who had
hounded her mother to the grave and broken her own health with years
of steady persecution. But the news from London should open her eyes
to the truth at last.
“It’s better that you hear this from me,” began Bryan kindly. “We
have it on reliable authority that the King’s marriage to Queen Anne was
annulled with her written consent several days before the execution.”
“It’s a lie!” shouted Mary. “She would never consent—never. She was
proud as Lucifer.”
Bryan’s gaze was steady.
“Cranmer has the document in his keeping, madam. In due time it
will be displayed at the King’s pleasure.” And
this
, she added silently,
is the man you defy, you stupid girl. Don’t you know the danger you
are in?
Mary stood up slowly. She was trembling with rage.
“Do you stand there, madam, and tell me to my face that my father
is a
murderer
?”
Before Bryan could reply she swung away, talking to herself feverishly.
“If it was done, it was done without my father’s knowledge. And what
of it? Guilty or innocent of the charge, you know she deserved to die. I
would he had burnt her at the stake like the witch and heretic she was! I
would I had been there to see it!”
Shaken and chilled by the harsh hysteria in Mary’s voice, Bryan curt-
sied briefly and left the room without another word. Useless to reason
with anyone in the grip of such ugly emotion; and in that moment, when
she had seen the girl look suddenly so like her father, Bryan resolved to
keep her distance in the future. The wretched fate of Mary Tudor was no
concern of hers; she had been a fool to add to her responsibilities and take
the risk of being seen by Anne’s sharp-eyed, sharp-tongued aunt. Angry