Learning To Love (The Griffin Brothers Book 4) (8 page)

There
is
a God, and he just answered my prayers. “I’ve thought about it,
too. I want to suck your clit and lick your pussy more than you can
imagine.” I drop to my knees in front of her and put my hands on
the button of her jeans. “Can I taste you now?”

“No.”

I look up at her in
surprise as I lean back on my heels. Wasn’t expecting that answer.
“No?”

“Oh God. I’m so
sorry. I swear. I didn’t mean to lead you on. I shouldn’t have
said that. I
do
want
it, but I can’t yet. I’m not ready.” She looks like she’s
about to cry as she covers her face with her hands.

I jump to my feet and
pull her into my arms. I tilt her face up so I can look her in the
eye. “Don’t apologize for telling me what you want, even if we
can’t do it yet. And never,
never,
apologize for saying no to me. Just tell me what we
can
do, please.”

She steps away and
lifts her sweatshirt over her head. My heart starts hammering in my
chest as I see her tits spilling out of a black and pink lace bra
that has all kinds of ribbons and bows. Oh shit. “Ollie?”

“I want you to take
your shirt off, so it’s only fair that I take mine off too.”

I unbutton my shirt and
pull it off, along with the t-shirt under it, as fast as possible.
Olivia’s eyes widen, and she bites her lip again as I stand before
her. “Jesus, Luke. I mean, I knew you had muscles, but…Oh. My.
God. You are just…wow.”

“You’re pretty wow
yourself. That bra should be illegal.”

“Oh. Yeah. Candi took
me out shopping when I started working for her. I haven’t worn the
lingerie before, but after last night, I wanted to look sexy for
you.”

“You’re incredibly
sexy with your clothes on or off, but I do appreciate this.” I
reach out and trace the edges as she shivers under my touch. I see
her nipples straining against the bra, but I stop myself from
touching them. She’ll tell me when I can, and then I’m going to
devour those beauties.

“I want to touch and
kiss you all over your chest and abs, but I know you said it would be
hard for my mouth to be so close to...umm…your…”

“Cock. I know you’re
shy about it, but one day I want to hear that word come out of your
mouth, Ollie.”

“Maybe one day.”

I nod at her and then
sit on the couch, spreading my arms wide. “Have your way with me.”

She steps over to me
and sits on my lap, making sure she’s straddling my knees and not
my crotch. It’s really sweet
and
hot that she’s so careful and really trying not to make
me uncomfortable. But it’s way too late for that. There’s a very
good chance I’m coming in my jeans tonight, and I’m actually not
even a little bit concerned about it.

Olivia leans forwards
and puts her hands in my hair as she leans down to kiss me. She skips
all sweetness and slides her tongue inside my mouth as soon as I take
a breath. Damn. We kiss like this for several minutes, and I hold
onto her hips as she tugs on my hair. I never thought kissing could
be such an awesome thing, but with my girl, it definitely is. I still
want more, but somehow, this feels like enough right now.

“Touch me please,
Luke,” she says as she kisses along my jaw and down my neck. “I
want your hands on me.”

I don’t hesitate as I
slide my hands up her ribs and cup her tits. She arches into my hands
as I caress her, and she starts kissing and sucking harder on my neck
and down to my pecs. She takes a nipple in her mouth and bites down
as I move my fingers to pinch hers. She bucks a little on my lap as
we both moan. I decide that even if I can’t get into her panties,
I’m going to make her come tonight. With her biting and licking
across my chest and now sliding down to play with my abs, it’s a
sure bet I’ll be coming with her. She’s stretched out over my
knees as she nibbles on me. I let go of her tits to hold her ass as
she devours me.

I let her play for as
long as I can take it, and then I haul her up and place her on my
cock. She squeals in surprise. “I need to taste your tits now,
Ollie.”

She nods, and I undo
her bra, throwing it to the ground. I close my mouth over one perfect
nipple and suck it hard, rolling my tongue in swirls around it. I use
my other hand to knead and pinch her other nipple. She’s bucking
against my cock, and it feels so fucking good. I switch sides while
holding her down against me as I thrust and grind up into her. It
doesn’t matter that our jeans are on. We’re both going wild.

It only takes a few
minutes until she freezes and then starts shaking and screaming.
“Luke. Oh my God. Luke. I-I…”

I move my lips from her
to watch her come undone. It’s so beautiful and hot. Watching her
triggers my own orgasm, and I’m yelling her name as I shudder under
her. We both finally come down, and I pull her close to me. “Damn.
That was amazing.”

“It was. I mean, I
didn’t know we could do that with our clothes on.”

“It’s alright,
though…I mean, it wasn’t too much, was it?” I didn’t think
about how it might have crossed a line. All I thought about was
making her feel good.

She puts her hands on
my cheeks and kisses me sweetly. “It’s more than alright, Luke.
That was so hot. Thank you for making me come while still respecting
my boundaries.”

“Don’t thank me. I
came as hard as you did.” I actually feel a little embarrassed now.
“Um, do you think I could clean up, though? I have my workout bag
in my car. I can just go home like this, but it’s a little
uncomfortable.”

“Of course you can
clean up. Do you want to take a shower?”

“That would be great.
Let me go grab my bag.”

“I’ll do that. Just
give me your keys and get in the shower. Sorry, I only have girl’s
shower gel and stuff though.”

“Thanks. I mean it,
and smelling like you is not something I’d complain about.”

I give her my keys and
get in the shower while she goes to grab my stuff. I lather up with
her soap, getting hard just smelling the fruity gel she uses. Mixed
with the musky perfume she wears, it’s the perfect combination, and
I loved it last night when some rubbed off on me. I’ll be smelling
it as I go to bed tonight, and I like the thought of that.

When I get out of the
shower, I wrap a towel around my waist and open the door, knowing
Olivia would’ve left my things outside it. In my fantasies, she
would’ve joined me, but I know we’re not there yet. I get dressed
and then walk out to the living room.

“Is that hot
chocolate?”

“Oh. Hi. Yeah, it is.
I thought maybe you’d want something to drink.”

“Thanks. I love hot
chocolate.” I drop onto the couch next to her and kiss her lightly
before picking up the mug to take a drink. “It’s really good.”

We stay on the couch,
cuddling and kissing while drinking our hot chocolate and watching
hockey highlights. She put the sports channel on while I was
showering. She may be the perfect girlfriend. Around midnight, I tell
her I should probably go. She walks me to the door, and we kiss
goodbye for several more minutes.

As I drive back to my
apartment, I realize that Olivia’s always buying me drinks or
giving me drinks. I like it. No one’s every taken care of me
before, except for my mom. I need to figure out something cool to do
for her.

* * *

Olivia

It’s been a couple
weeks since Luke and I came with our clothes on in my apartment. It’s
happened a couple more times, although between his hockey practices
and my job, we don’t see each other every night. I’ve started
doing well enough on my essays that I don’t really need tutoring
anymore. But I’ve gone to all of his games, and we text and talk on
the phone when we can’t get together. We’ve even had phone sex
once. It was really hot although I was a little embarrassed to be
saying hot things to him. I like when he talks to me like that, and I
think I did okay on my end since we both came. It’s something I
need to get used to, I guess.

I’m at work waiting
for Candi to get done with her shoot so I can help her clean up. My
work is done already since she’s been doing less shoots. She’s so
cute with her big belly, but I know she’s tired. Despite working
less she won’t cut my hours. I’d be fine if she did. She pays me
a crazy generous salary that has allowed me to not only get my own
apartment, but to also put money in savings, and to buy some great
clothes, including a few designer pieces. I love working for her.
She’s only a little older than me, but she’s had so many
experiences in her life, and she’s like the big sister I always
wanted. Plus, she accepts me for me. I honestly love Candi and would
do anything for her.

Owen, on the other
hand, is another matter. I’ve always gotten along great with him,
but now that I know how he’s hurt Luke, I really do want to punch
him. He’s been out of town working on some art for one of the
Griffin buildings but should be here any minute. I hate to ruin their
reunion, but I need to speak my mind.

“Hey, Olivia. You
look deep in thought. What’s got you thinking so hard?” Speak of
the green-eyed devil. I look up, and Owen’s smiling at me like he
doesn’t have a care in the world. I hate to burst his bubble. No
actually, I don’t.

“I was actually
thinking about you, Owen.”

“Me? Oh, okay. What’s
up?”

I stand up and go over
to him. I look him in the eye and then slap him across the face. I
decided that since I don’t really know how to punch, I might hurt
myself if I try. But I can sure as hell slap.

“What the fuck is
going on here? Why did you just slap my man, Olivia?”

“I’d like to know
that, too,” Owen says as he rubs his jaw.

“That was for Luke.
How dare you date some girl who belittled him and broke his heart in
high school! And then make him feel inferior just because he doesn’t
work for the company. I want to do more than slap you, but I don’t
want to hurt myself.”

“Hold up. High
school? The only girl I dated after him in high school was some hot
little cheerleader who told me he didn’t care if we went out since
they were over. And I don’t make him feel inferior.”

“So you just took her
word for it and didn’t ask Luke? And you
do
make him feel that way.”

“What would Luke have
said? Why would he have cared about some chick who wanted to sleep
with us both?”

I probably shouldn’t
tell him, but I’ve gone too far, so I have to. “He would’ve
told you that he
did
care about her. And that at the Homecoming Dance, he heard her
telling her friends that he was a waste of the Griffin genes because
he didn’t start at the football game, and couldn’t help her with
her science homework. She said she was going after you because you
were fun and seemed interested. It broke his heart, and that’s why
he’s never had a relationship since then.”

“Motherfucking little
bitch. She said that shit about my little brother? If she was here
now, I’d be tempted to forget she’s a girl and kick her ass.”

“I’d do it.
Pregnant and all, I’d wipe the floor with her.” Candi reaches
over and smacks him on the head. “And you’re an idiot.”

“Yeah. I’ve figured
that out. But we still need to talk about you saying I make him feel
bad now.”

“You do. You got mad
about him using money to get those idiots he hung out with to leave
people alone. You said the rest of you worked hard for it. You also
didn’t stand up for him when my parents attacked him. No one in
your family did.”

“Shit. I didn’t
mean it. I was just mad about him hanging out with those assholes.
Luke supports us all in his own way. He’s
helped
us all. And at the party, I just wanted to protect Candi. I don’t
think anyone realized that we didn’t stand up for him. He’s never
seemed to need it. Your parents are pretty fucked up, by the way.”

“He
does
need it, Owen. And yeah, believe me, I know how bad my parents can
be.”

“She’s right, Owe.
I didn’t want to ever say anything because it was said to me in
confidence, but Luke told me once that he feels like a failure
because the company isn’t his dream.”

Owen drops onto a couch
and runs his hands over his face. “God. We’ve all just taken him
for granted, knowing he’d be there to help us when we needed. And
all this time, he’s been hurting, and we were too busy worrying
about ourselves to see it.” He turns to me. “Thanks for telling
me, Olivia, and I guess for slapping me, too. Tutoring must be going
well for my brother to have confided in you.”

“Oh, umm, well,
it’s…umm…we’re…umm…he’s my boyfriend now.” That
shouldn’t have been so hard to say, but it was. Luke hasn’t told
his family, and I don’t know that I should’ve said it, but I’m
on a roll today.

“Really? And you
didn’t tell me? I thought we were tight, Liv!”

“We are, Candi. I was
waiting for him to tell his family, but then I was so mad at Owen I
just blurted it out. I hope Luke doesn’t get mad at me.”

“What would I be mad
about?” I didn’t hear or see Luke walk in. I turn to look at him
and he smiles at me.

“Your girlfriend
literally slapped some sense into me about how I’ve treated you
over the years and also, well, told us she’s your girlfriend.”

“What exactly did you
say, Olivia.” I was afraid of this. The smile is gone, andhe looks
mad. Like really mad. Plus, he called me Olivia. He rarely does that.

“I-I told him he
shouldn’t have dated that girl in high school, and that he
shouldn’t say things about you not working for your family’s
company.”

“Seriously? I told
you those things in confidence. What gave you the right to spill my
secrets?”

“I wanted him to
treat you better.”