Knife Sworn (12 page)

“Back to what I should be doing. Back to my duty.”

“Come this way then. You won’t find them at the stockyards. I know a shortcut to where they’re going.” And he veered away into the mouth of a narrow alley.

Grada cursed and followed. Somehow she always seemed to end up following the man, one way or the other. Behind her the hubbub of the street fell away with remarkable swiftness, as if the hot and acrid shade of the alley were a different world. Rorrin moved quickly, half-running, sandals scuffing over sandy cobbles.

Something soft and heavy dropped behind her as she hurried after him. The sound stopped her, pulled her round. The man must have waited on some ledge and watched them pass below. Grada had no time to look up and check—the blade in his hand kept her gaze, even in the shadow its edge found a gleam.

“What do you want?” she asked as he rose from his crouch, a man neither young nor old, sharp-faced, black hair greased back across his skull. It was a foolish question but questions were all she had to put between them.

“Don’t.” The man’s eyes flicked to Grada’s hands, busy with her belt rope.

“All right.” Grada nodded, and kept her fingers working at the knot.

A smile as thin as his blade cut the man’s face. “Learning,” he said, and lunged. Grada fell back, whipping the rope up at his arm. He moved fast and somehow the knife found her shoulder. She felt her robes tearing as she dropped.

Hitting the alley floor, a mix of dirt and dislodged cobbles, hurt even through her fear. Weeks in the desert had stripped her flesh leaving only muscle and bone. From the ground she risked a quick glance in search of Rorrin, but if he were still there he wasn’t close enough to see.

“Clever,” her attacker said. “An unarmed foe is at their most difficult for a knifeman when they’re on the ground, exactly as you are.”

Grada raised her right foot, ready to kick if he came in range. The hard leather sole wouldn’t offer much protection against his blade but it felt better than bare flesh against steel.

“You know you’re bleeding?” He held his knife up to show the smear of crimson running from its tip.

Grada grunted. She hadn’t known and had nothing clever to say about it. The echoes of the Many, so loud when that pair came after her by the pomegranate grove, kept to whispers this time. Her right hand closed around a loose cobble, her left finding only dry dirt. Where in hell was Rorrin?

“Most who get stabbed or cut don’t live long enough to realise it. The pain holds back until it’s decided if you’re going to survive. But the stab lets the strength out of them quick enough.”

Grada watched him, let him talk. She’d been born in an alley and hadn’t spoken with emperors and mages just to die in one.

“If you’re going to stab someone it’s only right that you should know what being stabbed feels like. It helps you to know what to expect of those you knife.” The man had entirely too much to say for himself. He was starting to sound like a teacher, starting to sound like…

“Rorrin!” She barked the name. “You set this dog on me! You can call him off.”

Just a flicker of the man’s gaze, up along the alley at the mention of Rorrin’s name. Sometimes a flicker is enough. Grada let fly with the cobblestone. She moved fast, she’d always had quick, sure hands. The knifeman swayed right and caught the stone in his left hand some fraction of an inch from the side of his head.

“Tricksy.” His smile gone.

“You know you’re bleeding?” she asked him. An edge of the broken cobble had cut his head, his hand unable to prevent all contact. “People can miss these things in the heat of a fight.” She wanted him angry, making mistakes.

Grada flung the dirt in a wide arc, set her hands to the ground, drew her knees to her chest, feet beneath her, and jumped up. The man stepped back, shaking dust and grit from his clothes. “You really need to be closer for that to work.”

She charged. He moved with unreal speed but somehow she half-caught his wrist as she drove him back into the wall. The knife felt like nothing going in and like punch when the hilt slammed into her ribs.

“You see?” he hissed past teeth crimson from his bitten tongue. “Nobody knows what to expect.”

Grada smashed her forehead into his nose. The back of his head cracked against the stonework. She stepped back, her hand on the dagger hilt, keeping it in her as he slid to the ground. “
I
know.” She looked down at knife in her flesh. “I’ve been stabbed before.” She kicked him in the neck as he tried to rise. This time his collapse was a boneless thing.

The knife started to burn in her, in the muscle and blood that held it, each breath as if her lungs had filled with broken glass. Sarmin had joined with her when she stabbed him, made them a pattern of two pieces, interwoven, she had felt every part of his pain. It hadn’t been her flesh, but she had been stabbed before.

“Ghesh take me!” Rorrin’s voice behind her. “Meere! Meere?” The alley had grown dark, as if the sun were getting further away by the moment. “How in any hell did that happen—” Grada fell, her legs turning traitor. The last thing she knew were Rorrin’s hands catching hold.

CHAPTER TWELVE

She walks from the bushes and from the muted sounds of dying beneath the rustle of leaves. The ground is soft beneath her feet, springy. Plants cover every square foot, all of them the same, their leaves like short black blades. The water it must consume to keep this garden green in the desert sun! The weight of the knife draws her back to her purpose. She would rather wander, but the knife pins her to the moment. Ahead the tall house, silent, its many windows dark. She is here to do murder.

The house looms, pale stone reaching skyward as she passes the ground-floor windows one by one. She tests the shutters on each then moves on. This is memory. In some lost corner of her mind she has been passing by these windows
forever, hoping never to stop.

She tries another shutter. She strains to see the hands testing that smooth wood, prising those long slats, tries to see if they are her hands, Grada’s, or if she is carried rather than carrying. Carried at least the blood will not stain her skin, though the stain will be more than skin-deep in either event.

Another window, fingers wedged once more between the slats, muscles straining, and with a soft schnick something vital surrenders and the shutter comes loose. She climbs in, heart hammering louder than her footfalls. Even passing through she notes the quality of the timber, the extravagant thickness of it, shipped down the Blessing in the great barges of trade princes like Jomla and Honnecka. These people throw gold about as if it were nothing while in the Maze children starve, babies are stillborn. She tries to kindle a fire within her, anger to burn away guilt, but the sparks die. The desire to kill can’t be manufactured.

She’s in a corridor now, padding her way, the heavy knife held out before her to test the darkness, so thick you might better call it blindness.

Footsteps, just a whisper, bare feet on thick rugs, a snuffle, someone making their way by habit. Grada steps back against the wall and waits. She draws a deep slow breath but it hurts. For no reason her lungs are full of broken glass, a hot rivet driven between her ribs. She bites down on the cry that demands escape.

“Herzu’s member!” The curse started as a scream but died in a whisper on her lips.

“The mouth on her! Labourers on Tuvaini’s tomb shout that when they hammer their thumbs by mistake…you’re sure she’s the emperor’s chosen one?”

“Just finish stitching.”

“Gods damn you, Rorrin!” Grada managed a louder whisper. She couldn’t unscrew her eyes yet but she knew his voice.

“Rorrin?”

“Stitch or I’ll give you something bigger to sew up!” Rorrin’s voice again.

“She’s done. I’ll go see to my other patient.” Something being wrapped around her chest and ribs.

“I wouldn’t bother. If he wakes he’ll only die of shame. Taken out by a Maze girl…”

Meere?
She tried to curse again but her lips felt too dry. Whatever might be wrapping her ribs something thicker and more velvet seemed to wrap the rest of her, pulling her down into black and dreamless sleep.
Meere?

CHAPTER SIX

Nessaket took a step downwards, and her men moved too, matching her pace. Such things were important; one did not touch the empire mother, by accident or otherwise. She counted three dozen guards, including Hazran’s soldiers, the Fryth, and her own men—how many swords could fit into a temple, she wondered. She reached the bottom of the stairs and set out after them.

Though the delegates’ entourage moved softly, complete silence was impossible for a group so large. Their murmurs rose to a hum, and slow footsteps became a rumble in the hallway. She followed them easily. To her surprise they passed Herzu’s temple and turned towards Mirra’s where flowers blossomed and sunlight filtered through the silk roof. Sarmin’s choice, or his wife’s.

General Hazran guarded the entrance, his white hair and eyebrows snowy against his darkly tanned face. He was one she did not know so well, whose reactions and desires she could not predict. It was said he had one wife, children and grandchildren, that he was a very happy man; but whenever she saw him he looked held by some dark thought, mouth turned down, brows furrowed. “This is not a good time to visit the temple, Empire Mother,” he said with a bow, polite yet firm. “Perhaps you could return in an hour.”

“I always go at this time,” she said, her lie smooth as silk, “it is all arranged.”

“But I’m afraid that—”

“Priest Assar is expecting me,” she said, moving past.
Let him try to grab
me. See what happens to his arm then.
She passed through unhindered, her guards behind her in a long train, and paused, taking in the heavy scent of gardenia as she looked around the temple. More than two dozen crowded among the roses and tall, gold-hued grasses, their murmurs echoing along the marble walls. Every man here stood taller than herself, and she weaved through them, a thread through a tapestry, searching for the centre where the Fryth envoy and his priest might be found. The soldiers saw her and moved aside, bowing, unable to prostrate themselves due to the crowded floor. She scanned the room ahead of her, glimpsed between armoured shoulders and strong chins, until at last she saw a shock of yellow hair that marked the Fryth priest.

The northern soldiers did not bow for her, instead quickly moving aside, drawing away from her naked arms and breasts as if they were poison. Sensing the disturbance the priest turned, caught sight of her and said, “Oh!” his mouth caught in in a circle of surprise. Good: he could be put off balance. She smiled at him and did a curtsey, careful to let her hair fall against her shoulders in a smooth cascade. “The Fryth priest, I presume?”

“Yes… my lady,” he said in a slight northern accent. He had more the look of a warrior than a priest, both in his eyes and in his arms.

“It is “Your Majesty,”” admonished her guard, “and you must bow.”

The priest’s gaze did not stray from Nessaket’s as he bent at the waist. “Your Majesty,” he said. “I am Second Austere Adam.”

“I am Nessaket, empire mother,” she said, smiling, “and I come to speak of the peace.”

“I would speak of the war first,” he said, straightening, “and of what your son’s armies have made of our land.”

“That is not a topic for this night, austere.” The young marke pushed forwards from her left, speaking Cerantic that was soft and hard in the wrong places. His hair was as black as the priest’s was light, and his cloak of midnight blue swirled about his gaunt frame, a mystery of folds and patterns that gave the impression of a much heavier man.

“Apologies, my marke.” The priest made an obsequious bow though his eyes flashed with anger.

Nessaket turned to the young man, wondering if he were truly the one in charge. From what she understood the Mogyrk priests wielded such power that they need not submit to anyone. “Peace is my son the emperor’s greatest wish.” It had never been her wish, during all those nights whispering with Arigu and all those days planning and waiting. To honour Herzu, to make Cerana great again—was that not a goal Sarmin shared?

“Then it is a shame his cousin Tuvaini sat the throne before him,” said the austere, though Marke Kavic laid a hand on his arm, “for his brother Beyon never threatened those beyond his borders.”