Authors: Rilla Askew
The observer who got that part mostly right was the enterprising young reporter Logan Morgan filming from the back of Floyd Ollie's pickup. Or in any case, she was the one who came closest to grasping what most of the people standing with Oren Dudley understood themselves to be doing:
“As the evangelical sanctuary movement takes hold here in southeastern Oklahoma,” she murmured softly into her iPhone, “these born-again Christians have allied themselves with their pastor.” Panning slowly to the right, she zoomed in on the perspiring face of the preacher. “Who appears,” she narrated as quietly and reverently as a TV golf announcer, “to have offered sanctuary to one or more illegal aliens sequestered inside the First Baptist Church in this small town with a population of five hundred and eighty-one.” She'd just googled the last census stats. Easing the phone around, she captured the sheriff and his megaphone. Her battery was alarmingly low. “Another local man,” she went on in her hushed tone, “Robert John Brown, was arrested two weeks ago for harboring illegal aliens, by Sheriff Arvin A. Holloway, seen here in this riveting Mexican standoff. Brown is currently being held without bond in the Latimer County Jail on state felony charges.” Worried that the battery would soon cut her off, she turned the phone around to film her own face, signing off soberly, “Live from Main Street in Cedar, Oklahoma, Logan Morgan, 2News Working for You.” It was then that she spied, with great relief, the Channel 2 news van wheeling off the highway and racing toward the church. Her camera crew.
She scrambled down from the truck just as Kenneth Spears and the two men with him moved from the neutral territory in the middle of the yard over to stand behind the sheriff, clearly aligning themselves with the rule of law. Several other citizens joined them. Then a few more witnesses walked over to join the ones lined up with the pastor. Then Kenneth Spears, gesturing around toward the back side of the church, spoke secretively to the sheriff, who leaned over and gave a quiet order in Darrel Beecham's ear. Before Logan Morgan could get her crew set up, the deputy was making an effort to sneak around to the small obscure door in the far southwest corner of the old building. But Deputy Beecham was far too large to sneak. Two of the Masons, Floyd Ollie and Wade Free, came down off the church porch and kept pace with him around the building, positioning themselves between him and the Pastor's Study door.
By 11:30
A.M.
camera crews were setting up from KFSM-TV Channel 5 in Fort Smith as well as Channels 2, 6, and 8 out of Tulsa. A reporter from the
Tulsa World
was milling around, gathering comments, collecting people's names and ages. And a well-equipped satellite van from KFOR in Oklahoma City was racing east on I-40 at eighty miles per hour. Shoshone Ballenger was hoping like anything to get footage beamed back in time for the noon news.
Wednesday | February 27, 2008 | Afternoon
Watonga Hospital
I
n the crackling bed, the boy stirs. His eyes open. The bruises on his face are almost healed now, only a faint yellow half-moon beneath each eye.
Good afternoon,
Luis says.
Good afternoon,
the boy answers.
¿Is the hour more late?
¿More late than what?
The boy shrugs.
¿Have you hunger?
The boy frowns.
I dont know.
Luis goes to the door and looks out. The two large women in their pastel smocks are behind the screens at the big desk. They dont look up. They are not indian like the woman doctor. They dont speak spanish. Luis thinks maybe it is better not to ask for their attention. They do not look at him with kindness, though they had kindness for the boy when they came to change the medicine in the clear bag that hangs from a hook and drips into his arm. Here the people are all lightskins, except for the woman who brings the food trays. She is black, a little short. Luis peers down the pale green hall, hoping maybe to see her. The hall is empty, but her cart stands at the far end. Good. He will wait until she comes nearer. Luis returns to sit beside the boy.
The food will come soon.
The boy sits in the bed, looking to the window.
I have much to pay to my grandfather,
he says softly.
Maybe I . . . Is necessary I work to pay to him.
I and my sons,
Luis says,
we will pay for the truck.
¿After we go to Gai-mon?
I think you will not go there. You will go back to your town. I think the woman doctor will arrange this.
¿How do you know?
I dont know. I think it. Because of the big indian. I think maybe he told her all that you told him when we sat waiting.
¿What is it I tell him?
I dont know. You talked english.
¿How will you go to your sons now?
The indian will drive me.
¿Is the truth?
Luis nods. This is not the truth. The big indian left when an attendant came to the hospital door with a rolling chair to take the boy. Luis did not tell him thank you, because he did not realize the man was leaving.
Then I come with you and the indian,
the boy says.
Luis stands and walks to the door again. He will not insist with the boy nowâlater will be better for that. The short black woman emerges from a nearby room, lifts a tray from the cart, and carries it into the next room. Luis glances the other direction. One of the nurses at the desk is watching him. Her face is very stern. Luis withdraws again.
The little-black-one is very close now,
he tells the boy.
She brings the food.
This doesnt listen well. No, I want to say . . . sound. This word doesnt sound well in english. The little-black-one. Dont say her that,
¿okay?
Okay.
Wednesday | February 27, 2008 | 1:30
P.M.
First Baptist Church | Cedar
S
heriff Arvin Holloway had understood he had a situation on his hands, but he didn't know just what type of a situation, or how out of hand it was liable to get, until the demonstrators started showing up. Those news crews hadn't bothered him. He knew how to talk to reporters and still take care of business, give orders, coordinate crowd control. The bullhorn never left his grip. When Clyde Herrington collapsed and everybody gasped or cried out
Oh!
, Arvin Holloway didn't flinch. He let them call for an ambulance, let the EMTs carry the ornery cuss away on a stretcher. He was generous, tough, calmâa good hostage negotiator. Technically speaking, this wasn't a hostage situation, but it had a lot of the same earmarksâan unplanned crisis, unspecified demands, one or more individuals barricaded inside a buildingâand throughout the fat part of the day, Arvin Holloway remained in charge of the developing situation.
Then the first vanload of protesters arrived. There were only a dozen or soâthey said they were from the Muskogee chapter of Outraged Patriotsâand really that alone wouldn't have been a problem. Holloway figured these people had a right to free speech, as he certainly mentioned to several reporters, but just as a precautionary measure he told them go stand on the other side of the street away from the church. He wasn't real happy about how the news crews all followed them over there, but they behaved themselves, and you had to pretty much agree with the signs they were carrying:
AMERICA FOR AMERICANS,
THIS LAND IS
OUR
LAND, THIS LAND AIN'T
YOUR
LAND,
and
WHAT PART OF ILLEGAL DON'T YOU UNDERSTAND?
But then that other bunch showed up, walking along Main Street from the Senior Citizens Center because they couldn't get close enough to park. There were seven of them, all middle-aged Hispanic-looking men in suits and ties, walking close together, and the sheriff thought to himself, These people are mighty damn brave or mighty damn dumb. They tried to cross the yard to go stand with the preacher, but Arvin Holloway told them to get their butts back behind the drainage ditch. Well, that was when the Patriot group started hollering “Hey, Hey, Ho, Ho, Illegal Aliens Have Got to Go!” and Holloway had to send a couple of deputies over to calm things down, which left him with only three actual deputies and the seven local men he'd sworn in as deputized citizens to keep order. Meanwhile Terry Kirkendall would not shut up. He kept trying to get Holloway to let him go inside and talk to Sweet, but the sheriff didn't have time to mess with an irate husband. The yelling and name calling in the yard were getting worse, with some of the locals jumping in on the act, hollering taunts not just at that little Spanish bunch in suits and ties but also at the homefolks around the church. Holloway was worried he might soon have a riot on his hands. He got on the radio and told Cheryl to contact the LeFlore County sheriff to send him some men. “Call Highway Patrol, too! Tell them I need a roadblock set up on State Highway 270 at both ends of town, east and west! I don't need any more of these outside agitators coming in!”
But the troopers took their sweet time getting there, and people continued to pour into Cedar, more outsiders, another news team from Oklahoma City, quite a few unemployed young beer drinkers who seemed to think they were coming to a party. Folks parked their vehicles every old which way all up and down the street, until the entire length of Main Street was jammed full, and the sheriff was having a hard time keeping everybody back out of the church yard. “Damn it!” he yelled at Cheryl on the radio. “Get me some more men here!”
“ âJ
esus loves the little children,' ” Sweet said. “ âAll the children of the world. Red and yellow, black and white, they are precious in his sight.' And see?” She pointed to the picture in the book. “Here's Jesus suffering the little children. Here's the little Indian boy and the little Chinese girl and the little black boy and the little white girl, andâwell, this first little boy might actually be Mexican.” She turned the page. Lucha leaned back against her daddy sitting on the low table. Her two fingers were in her mouth. Hardly a moment went by now when she wasn't sucking her fingers. Sweet sat on the floor next to them, trying to get Lucha engaged, or at the least distracted from the hollering outside. Sweet had shown her every toy in the toy box, had tried crayons and stickers, coloring books. Nothing changed the child's expression. Her big somber eyes were wary, watchful. “And look here,” Sweet said. “This is the little boy with the five loaves and two small fishes. Can you point to the fishes?”
The child gazed at the book but made no response. She sat on her daddy's lap wrapped in the crib blanket while her pants dried. She'd wet herself earlier; they'd had to put her in Pampers from the stack in the closet. The top of her Sleeping Beauty sweatshirt was grimy with coal dust. A tiny smear of peanut butter showed on one cheek. Her hair was matted.
“And here's Jesus talking to Zacchaeus in the tree,” Sweet said. “Do you know that song? âZac-chae-us was a wee little man,' ” she sang softly, “ âand a wee little man was heâ' ” Lucha turned away, buried her face against Juanito's jacket.
Sweet frowned at Misty Dawn rocking fiercely in the rocker. Her niece stared back at her blankly. They had spoken little since Sweet returned from that last trip out and told her the door through the Pastor's Study was also blocked off. Misty had cried out, “See? I
told
you we had to get out of here!” Well, and there had been wordsâSweet's mostly. She didn't want to think about it. She pushed herself up off the floor and began to pace the room.
“Could you not do that?” Misty said. “Please.” Her voice was exceedingly polite. They were both very polite with each other.
“This can't go on indefinitely,” Sweet said. “Look at her.”
“I know.” Misty Dawn had stopped her ferocious rocking. Her eyes were on her husband and daughter. Juanito stared back at her, steady. Lucha's eyes were closed, but Sweet didn't think she was sleepingâshe was nursing her fingers too hard.
“Let me just take her over to Vicki's,” Sweet said. “You two wouldn't have to go, we couldâ”
“What? Let DHS take her?”
“No, they wouldn't . . .” Yes, they would. That was precisely what would happen.
Lucha had opened her eyes at the sound of her mother's voice, and Misty Dawn raised herself out of the chair and went to get her daughter. She walked the room, patting her back like a crying baby, but Lucha wasn't crying. She hadn't cried for some time now. Sweet could see her glazed, staring face over the back of Misty's shoulder.
“Maybe it wouldn't be for all that long. Maybeâ”
“No!” Misty whirled, glaring hard. “I'm not doing it!” Her face held a terrible fierce protectiveness, and that chin-raised defiance that was so like Gaylene's. “What do you think they'd do? We're felons, for Christ's sake! Alls they want is to send you and me to jail and Juanito to prison! And then deport him! And meanwhile strangers will be raising my baby! Forget it! I'm not doing it! Oh, why did you have to go and make matters worse?”
I didn't!
Sweet wanted to say. But in fact she feared she had. Her husband's voice had been like a hot nasty wave pushing her out of the nursery and around the corner to the Fellowship Hall doors, where she'd yapped at the preacher through the glass: “Tell that so-and-so I am
not
coming out! Tell him next time he wants to make threats, I'll give him something to get me arrested
for
!” And the preacher had done what she'd said, if with milder words, while she glared across at Terry Kirkendall standing next to Holloway with his thumbs hooked in his belt just like that potbellied blowhard sheriff, and their son,
her
son, standing there precisely like them, like a little bully-in-waiting, and the sight had made her spitting mad, and she'd shoved open the door and shouted, “Arvin Holloway, you are wasting your time here! Go on back to Wilburton, you skunk! You and that Judas-traitor skunk standing there with you!”
Yes, and it was right after that she'd seen Kenneth Spears go over to talk in the sheriff's ear, and within two seconds Holloway sent the big bland-faced, crew-cutted deputy toward the west side of the building. Sweet had wheeled around and raced through the dim hall in the old part of the church to head him off, ran straight to the Pastor's Study, where she'd slid open the latch and pushed the door halfway open, and the fierce sunlight raged in. She'd stood squinting at the side of Wade Free's utterly calm, motionless face. His ball cap was pushed back. The sun was bright on his ruddy freckles. He hadn't turned to look at her but kept a close watch on what was in front of him. That would be the big deputy, Sweet knew. “We're here,” Wade Free said quietly. That was all. He was the same age as Terry; they'd gone to school together, there wasn't that much difference between themâgas field workers, churchgoers, family men. Not that much differenceâexcept Terry was out yonder with the sheriff, and Wade Free was here. “Thank you,” she'd whispered, and shut the door. Then she'd gone to tell the kids they couldn't get out that way.
“Listen,” she suddenly said. “I'll go talk to Wade Free, he's the guy at the side door. I think he's . . . I believe he'll help us. Maybe he can draw off that deputy some way, give us a chance to slip out.”
“And go where? You said yourself they can see us.”
“Only if they step around to the side. Maybe Wade can draw them way off, like out past the bar ditch or something. I don't know! I'll just go talk to him.”
“What makes you think we can trust him?”
Sweet paused with her hand on the doorknob. “Because he's there.” She gazed at her niece a long time. The girl's face was red and splotchy, her eyeliner smeared, her sandy hair hanging in her eyes. “I'm doing all I can think of, Misty. She can't stay here like this. She's got to eat. I'll bring in her sweatpants so you can get her ready. Tell Juanito what we're doing. And take off that bathrobe and leave it here. It belongs to the preacher.”
Stepping into the hall, Sweet turned toward the kitchen, where she'd laid the baby's lavender sweatpants to dry on the heat grate after rinsing the pee out of them. She passed through the small wedge of open space between the interior hall wall and the kitchen counter, glancing quickly across the room toward the glass doors, where she saw the same hunched backs outside on the walkway, the preacher's hunkered shoulders, beyond which she spied the battered crown of an old Farm Bureau cap. Tee was standing right there talking to the preacher! The fury rushed through her, and she headed straight across Fellowship Hall to tell him he had no business here, he should take their son away from all this! That was when she heard the low, rumbling buzz of a helicopter coming in from the north, closer and closer, until it was directly overhead, circling the church.
T
hat
thwapping
noise made Arvin Holloway nervous. It reminded him too much of Nam. There'd been TV news choppers following the horseback searchers, granted, but they'd stayed high enough, a respectful distance, not hovering down so close they were fixing to blow somebody's hat off. Holloway held his Stetson down with one hand, tried to wave the pilot away using the bullhorn, but that just seemed to get the pilot's attention to circle back in closerâand
what
the hell was Kirkendall doing! He'd told him, “Okay, shut up man, you got one minute to talk that wife of yours into coming out.” He hadn't added
or else
because he didn't know or-else-
what
âthat was the whole blamed problem. But Kirkendall hadn't even got past the preacher, much less convinced Sweet to come outside. There the man stood, gaping up at the sky like every other blamed idiot, including Holloway's own deputies and that useless bunch from LeFlore County. The sheriff had finally had it. Enough was enough. He marched out across the yard.
Immediately he felt everybody's eyes swing around to him, all the cameras, and that goddamn stupid helicopter dropping down even lower, till you couldn't hear yourself think, much less talk! Standing a dozen or so feet away, Holloway hollered at Kirkendall, “WHAT'S THE HOLDUP HERE! YOU SAID YOU ONLY NEEDED A MINUTE!” He couldn't make out the answer, though he could see Kirkendall's mouth moving, his hand flapping at the preacher. “PREACHER!” Holloway yelled. “LET THIS MAN INSIDE TO TALK TO HIS WIFE! AIN'T THERE SOMETHING IN THE BIBLE ABOUT THAT?” He couldn't make out what the preacher said, either. Then he saw, in the dim recesses of the building, Sweet Kirkendall standing on the other side of the glass doors. “WHAT THE HELL DO YOU THINK YOU'RE DOING, SWEET? YOU'RE COSTING THIS COUNTY A FORTUNE!” Terry Kirkendall whirled around to look at his wife just as Holloway recollected what had set this whole mess in gear in the first place. “I WANT TO KNOW WHAT THAT SPIC YOU GOT IN THERE WAS DOING WITH THAT KID IN TULSA! YOU HEAR ME? SWEET!” Well, how could she, with all the blamed noise overhead? Again Holloway tried to wave the helicopter away, at which point he lost his grip on his Stetson and it went sailing off across the churchyard, flipping and tumbling toward the drainage ditch, and as the several news cameras recorded, Latimer County Sheriff Arvin A. Holloway jerked out his pistol and fired straight up in the airânot aiming to hit the bird, mind you, just get it the hell away from thereâand,
thwap-thwap-thwap-thwap,
the chopper dipped and bowed and suddenly levitated straight up, headed back off north. Holloway turned around to continue his conversation through the door, but Sweet Kirkendall was gone.