Authors: Rilla Askew
“THIS AIN'T NO JOKE, PREACHER!”
“We never take the Lord's Word for a joke,
Sheriff!”
“Y'ALL STEP ASIDE AND LET ME EXECUTE MY SWORN DUTY
OR I SWEAR I'LL HAVE EVERY LAST ONE OF YOU IN JAIL!”
There was a brief silence, like a held breath, then
they heard roaring car motors coming fast along Main Street, then the sound of
squealing tires turning quickly, braking. Then the sound of several slamming
automobile doors.
O
ren
Dudley's hands were trembling. He was trying to keep from rubbing his face, a
bad habit, he knew, because his wife often pointed it out. He didn't want to
take his eyes off Arvin Holloway. He was worried the sheriff might try to rush
them now that he had five deputies lined up with him. Five deputies seemed like
a lot. What if there was a crime going on somewhere in the county? Clyde
Herrington, standing next to him, took a little coughing fit.
“You all right?”
“It's nothing,” Clyde answered between coughs.
“This always happens, I don't know what it is.”
“MOVE ALONG PEACEABLE AND WE WON'T PRESS
CHARGES!”
“This cold air can't be good for it.”
“Aw, he's all right,” T. C. Blankenship
muttered from the other side.
“I'm all right,” Clyde said.
“Well,” the preacher said, “I appreciate y'all
standing with me.”
“I'M FIXING TO GIVE YOU MEN A COUNT OF THREE!”
“I don't know what this is about, Preacher,”
T. C. said, “but those were some convincing verses.”
“ONE!”
“I'll explain it when we get a minute.”
“TWO!”
On the street behind the three Latimer County
Sheriff's Department cruisers other vehicles were still arriving, all of them
belonging to local people, quite a few of whom were members here at First
Baptist, Oren Dudley was glad to see. Or at least he hoped he was glad to see
them.
“THREE!”
Nothing happened. The air was crisp and clear, the
only sound a few motors that hadn't gotten switched off yet. Also the muffled
squawk from the sheriff's radio. Holloway was scowling fiercely across the yard,
bullhorn lowered, right fist on his hip. Throughout his night of prayer and
searching, Oren Dudley had imagined a few different scenarios, but he hadn't
anticipated anything like thisâhim and two of the church deacons facing off
against most of the Latimer County Sheriff's Department and four men from the
town. The rest of the people who had gathered stood watching in silence, even
Claudie Ott.
So great a cloud of witnesses,
Oren
Dudley thought to himself. Apostle Paul to the Hebrews.
Lay
aside every weight.
“Sheriff,” he called out, “I'm willing to
talk!”
“Come on then!”
“I'm going to need a few guarantees!”
Why, of all the arrogance, Arvin Holloway thought.
He hesitated, raised the bullhorn. “LIKE WHAT?”
“Like you meet me there in the middle!” Oren Dudley
nodded at the angled sidewalk. “And your men stay back where they are by the
cars.”
“I DON'T AIM TO NEGOTIATE WITH SOMEBODY OBSTRUCTING
OFFICIAL SHERIFF'S OFFICE BUSINESS!”
“All right, we'll just stay like we are then!”
Well shit fire, Arvin Holloway thought.
“Looka there, Preacher,” T. C. said, very
quietly, and the preacher glanced over to see his wife standing on the little
square back porch of the parsonage. The way the house set, she couldn't be seen
by the sheriff and the others out front. She wore a significant look on her
face. After seven and a half years of marriage, Oren Dudley could most generally
read his wife's faces, but right now he couldn't. He gave a little shrug. Vicki
shook her head, opened the door, and went in the house. Unable to think of
anything better to do, the preacher called out, “ âBe not forgetful to entertain
strangers, for thereby some have entertained angels unawares!' Hebrews thirteen,
verse two!” He was thinking he might have to start over if this situation went
on very much longer; he was getting close to the end of the verses he'd
memorized.
Meanwhile Vicki Dudley was rushing through the
parsonage kitchen, where little Micah was pounding on his high-chair tray and
Carl Kirkendall was hunched at the table, still eating, and Isaiah was crawling
around on the sticky tile floor for some reason, and on into the bedroom, where
she grabbed her husband's Scofield Study Bible off the nightstand; she hurried
through the living room, calling toward the kitchen “Y'all mind, now!” as she
went out the front door. Pausing on the concrete steps, she tried to assess the
situation.
The townspeople had arranged themselves into little
bunches of sixes and sevens as they tried to find the best location to see from.
A few were talking on cell phones. Colton Springer and his little pregnant
girlfriend were both texting, it seemed. Her husband and the deacons remained in
perfect alignment in front of the Fellowship Hall doors, and directly across
from them, the deputies and a few local men were rowed up in front of the
vehicles, the sheriff glowering in the midst of them with his hand on his gun
belt. Well, Vicki thought, I don't guess he'll shoot me. Nevertheless, she
hoisted the enormous black book high over her head like a white flag as she
walked it through the crowd and across the soggy yard to her husband. She leaned
in a little when she handed it to him, saying, “I wish you'd
talk
to me, Oren.”
The preacher said, “I know.”
She stepped back then, gave him another significant
look, which meant, in her own thoughts,
I've seen them and
they're fine but don't take too long with this, those people are
hungry,
but which he took to read
I am with you,
Oren, always,
and he squeezed her hand. She turned and made her way
back through the crowd to the parsonage and went in to see about the boys.
The sheriff hollered, “Preacher, I'm about to lose
patience!”
Oren Dudley held the large Bible squarely out in
front of himself as if to say,
See, Sheriff? No
tricks.
“I just wanted to look up a passage of Scripture!” he called.
“Then we'll have a word of prayer! I believe that'll help calm things down a
bit, maybe!” Arvin Holloway was boiling, but what could he say? No Bible
reading? No praying? The preacher thumbed through the onionskin pages. He didn't
actually have a particular passage in mind, but the book was here, and so he
thought he ought to use it. As things went, though, a new verse wasn't
necessary, because it was at this juncture that Ida Coley detached herself from
the clutch of women standing nearest the sanctuary and started toward him. Alice
Stalcup followed her. The two permed, powdery, elderly ladies arranged
themselves on either side of the two deacons. “Why, I thank you,” the preacher
murmured. “I truly thank you.” Not to be outdone, Claudie Ott and Edith Martin
came tottering along the walk and stood, both of them, next to Ida Coley. Then
Phyllis Wentworth crossed over and stood on the other side of Alice Stalcup.
“What the hell are y'all doing!” the sheriff shouted, then he remembered to use
the bullhorn. “WHAT IN THE WORLD DO YOU PEOPLE THINK YOU'RE DOING? YOU CAN'T DO
THAT!”
Later some of them would say that they did what
they did purely because Arvin Holloway told them they couldn't. Others claimed
that they hadn't really known anything about that law; if they had, they might
have acted different. Some said they'd just surmised that if the pastor of the
First Baptist Church aimed to stand against the law (and here by
the law
they didn't mean
statute
but
officers
), then, by gosh,
that was good enough for them. In the long run, there turned out to be a whole
host of reasonsâconscience, ignorance, rumor, the makings of a good showâbut for
whatever individual private reasons it started, the order went like this: Curtis
Shawcross and his wife, April, then Tommy Joe Holbird, then Gladys Chester, then
the Alford twins, then Sue Ann Whitelaw, then Floyd Ollie and Wade Free. These
were the names of the next bunch that crossed the scrap of yard to stand in
front of the glass doors.
Wednesday | February 27, 2008 | Late morning
Watonga Municipal Hospital | Watonga, Oklahoma
I
n the late morning light slanting into the bare room, Luis sits in a hard straight-back chair beside the bed. His heart is peaceful, although he is farther from his sons today than last night on the black plain. But this is of no significance. Our Lady has not abandoned him. This is the most important thing. Many hours ago, in the thin predawn light, Luis watched as the boy twisted inside the sleeping bag, coughing, making the small weeping sounds like a cat, throwing his head side to side, his forehead dry and hot, like a stove fired too high with burning wood. Then the sweat returned and his hair was drenched wet again, like a boy swimming in a river. The sleeping bag, also, was soaked with sweat, but the boy did not shiver with cold, only grew hotter and hotter, until, as the light reddened toward the rising sun, the boy suddenly ceased his restless twisting, became very still, his skin bloodless, his features soft and lax. Luis prayed every prayer, but he did not have the good faith then, his heart was not calm. Dead, the despair told him. What a long hopeless time it was before Luis saw the deep ragged breath the boy drew in, the slow calm exhalation. At once Luis hoisted himself to his knees on the frozen ground, praying prayers of gratitude. The boy slept peacefully then.
He sleeps peacefully now, his bandaged arm resting across his chest. Sprained, not broken. Luis had been correct about this. The woman doctor told him when she came to look at the boy. She did not ask Luis where the home of the boy is, who his parents are, although she could have asked if she liked. She speaks spanish. She is not mexican, however, but indianâthe same as the man who stopped to help them.
Luis had seen the vehicle coming from the east, very far away, while he stood alone at the side of the road. It did not slow as it passed Luis with his hand in the air but continued on a little distance before it stopped and began to reverse. When Luis saw the brown face of the man through the window, he began at once to speakâthe man was like him, indian, or part indian, Luis believed he would know spanish, but the man did not appear to understand. However, he opened the vehicle door and climbed out. Luis saw then that he was a large man, very much taller than Luis, big in the shoulders and bellyâtoo big for the indians of mexico. Maybe it was for this reason, his great size, that the man did not seem concerned that Luis might rob him on this deserted road, or lead him into a trap.
Without need of explanation the man followed Luis, and when they arrived where the boy lay, the big man said words that Luis did not understandâmaybe english, Luis was not sure. The man crouched beside the boy, touched the top of his head, frowning; the boy was not coughing then, but he was very hard asleep. Luis said,
He needs to see a doctor. His arm is hurt, but this is not what gives him the fever, I think
.
He has been coughing all the night.
The man answered nothing. His eyes grazed the boy, the bicycle lying on its side, the empty water jar, the backpack. Then he gathered up the boy inside the crawling man sleeping bag and began to walk the asphalt path to the parking area. Luis followed.
On the highway the man turned to the eastâthe direction from which he, and Luis and the boy, had come. Luis was troubled to see they were traveling away from his sons, not toward them.
¿We are not continuing west?
Luis asked, but the man answered nothing. Luis twisted around to see the boy on the seat behind. The boy drowsed; once his eyes opened, and he looked around the unfamiliar vehicle a moment, then he closed his eyes again and slept. Luis turned back to watch the road. East a little ways, and then south, the big man saying nothing, and Luis also was silent, because they had no shared language between them. He wished he knew even a little english, or that the man spoke a little spanish, like the boy. He wanted to ask where the man was driving them, how much distance away from the Guymon town.
It seemed a long time, maybe almost an hour, before the indian stopped in front of a small gray building in a small brick town and lifted the boy from the backseat and carried him inside. Luis followed, sat in a chair beside the boy, and the boy leaned against him, dozing and waking. Every person in the clinic was indian: the young girl behind the desk, the people waiting in the plastic chairs, all ages, men and women and children, and the woman doctor, too, when at last they were able to see her. The big man stayed with them while they waited. He talked to the boy in english when the boy was awake, and also to the doctor when they crowded into the small room where she examined the boy. The doctor told Luis in spanish that they must take the boy to the hospital. And so the big indian drove them here, to this small hospital, to the back door where the ambulances arrive. Luis understands that this place is even more far from his sons, but whether the distance is far or near is no matter. He will see his sons if the Father wills it. Luis will continue to pray to the Virgin to intercede, and she will continue to offer her mercies. Our Lady has not abandoned him. For what reason did he doubt? It is difficult now, in this warm room, to recollect his fear. Fear and faith, they are two sides of the same person. Luis has known this for many years. But the will of the Father is always inscrutable. He has his own purpose. Luis will accept whatever comes, he has promised this. However, he holds hope. There have been now already sufficient miracles. It may be the will of the Father to grant one more.