Keeping Thyme (Thyme Trilogy)

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TJ Hamilton 2014

First published May 2014

The right of TJ Hamilton to be identified as the author of this work has been asserted by her under the
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Cover design: Buying Ham Productions

ISBN 13: 9781311118042

Keeping
Thyme,

TJ Hamilton

Fiction – Romance/Mystery/Espionage

This book is a work of fiction. The names, characters and identities are the products of the author’s imagination and are used fictitiously. Only the locations are real. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, is strictly coincidental.

Except the original material written by the author, all songs, song titles and lyrics contained within this book are the property of the respective songwriters and copyright holders.

Please note: The spelling in this book is Australian English

The content of this book is graphic with strong sex scenes and language. It is for an adult audience only.

ACKNOWLEDGEMENT
S

I always struggle making sure I thank everyone I need to in acknowledgements. There is a whole team of support that goes on behind the scenes in TJ’s world.

Every person within my life helps these stories come out. My husband scarifies his weekends off, to run the kids around to the weekend sport, birthday parties etc, just so mummy can write. He’s also had to cook dinner, bath the baby and tuck them in to bed, just so that I can pursue a dream. When my mum sees my hair hasn’t been brushed for days or there are a couple of flies buzzing around me, she always offers to have the little ones over. There are no words for this kind of support, it just makes it all work.

My editor Lauren McKellar, who I very aptly coin Lauren McStellar, is the most loyal and ridiculously witty editor. I love her ability to make dull things shine. I’m pretty certain she is a contortionist the way she bends over for me. She delivers a gem every time I give her a diamond in the rough. This book would not have even been here without her. I am eternally grateful for her skill and tenacity.

The readers are the driving force behind these books. People may go on about how much they love their readers, listeners, fans, but you will never truly comprehend the value you have on these people when you start a journey like story telling. A message, review or simple ‘like’ on Facebook bring so much satisfaction and keeps you going when you sometimes question yourself.

I hope you have enjoyed these characters as much as I’ve loved writing their story.

If you want a happy ending, that depends, of course, on where you stop your story.

-Orson Welles

CHAPTER ONE

Exactly six hundred
and sixty minutes ago my life changed forever. Six hundred and sixty minutes ago I saw the love of my life lying, as cold as stone, on a steel table in a morgue.

Everything is different now. I breathe different air. It now smells rotten, and life tastes sour. For seventy-three minutes now I’ve lain on my bed, staring at a mark on the outside of my seventy-second floor window, unsuccessfully willing it to move.

My faithful feline friend, Flossy, has come to see if I’m still alive twenty-six times. Her little wet nose sniffs my cheek until I say her name, then she leaves me alone before she does it again forty minutes later. For two hundred and thirteen minutes I cried. The first hundred minutes I cried without sound, then the next hundred and thirteen minutes I made a crying sound without tears. For fifty-four minutes, I forced myself to eat four Oreo cookies, and I’ve now listened to the same four-minute song on repeat one hundred and fifty-four times … make that now one hundred and fifty-five times.

I don’t know how to pull myself out of this, but I have to soon. I have a job to do: I have to find out what Joe Tench is doing. Whatever it is, it must be bad enough to kill my friend when she found out, and have the Organised Crime Taskforce Unit on his tail with their best operative in charge of it. Or, their best operative
was
in charge of it, until he died during a training exercise. That alone seems incomprehensible. It’s like when Steve Irwin died. He wrestled crocodiles for fuck’s sake, only to have a stingray kill him? There’s just something wrong about that whole ironic scenario. People like Nick Davis didn’t die in training exercises. He’d been in far more dangerous situations than that.

The three loud thuds on my front door send me into a downward spiral of questions. Who would that be? Only the agency knows where I am. I told the Commander of OCT-U that I would disappear if someone came to me, and not the other way around. So why is there someone at my door now?

I peel myself from the bed and make my way to the front door. Inhaling the nauseating air around me, I close my eyes and count to three before I peek through the peephole, trying not to lose control of my temper that is wildly teetering on the edge. I immediately recognise Liz Donohue on the other side of the door. Why is
she
here? I stand motionless for a few more seconds, contemplating whether to just ignore it altogether.

“Open the door Mia. I know you’re in there. You have a tracking device in your leg, remember?”

Fuck! She’s right. I almost forgot about that. Those fucking assholes! I unlock the door and fling it open to give Liz a mouthful of my anger, but as soon as I do she shoves a bottle of vodka at my chest and walks straight past me without saying a single word. Surprised by her actions, I turn and watch as she storms into my apartment and notice that she’s dragging a baseball bat behind her.
Something tells me she means busines
s. Without hesitation, she brings the bat behind her and swings it straight at the mirror above my hall table. I flinch as the mirror shatters and the fragments of glass fly through the air around her. She hurtles the bat once again towards the remaining glass until there is nothing but a frame left on the wall.

Liz looks down at the mirror shards at her feet and raises the bat above her head again before smashing it down on the ground repeatedly, destroying what pieces were left. She heads straight for my stereo and brings the baseball bat down onto it, as if she’s chopping a piece of wood.
Laura
, the song that meant so much to me for the past eleven hours, ceases immediately as Liz continues hacking at the device. She doesn’t so much as look at me when she finishes and makes her way to the bathroom to repeat the same crazed assault on my bathroom mirror. Each blow brings a more noticeable insidious look upon her face. She turns to me as she storms out of the bathroom and breathes a subtle two-worded sentence as she passes.

“One left.” Her eyes dart toward my bedroom.

The mirror at the entrance to my closet is Liz’s final target and she unleashes the same vigour upon it, smashing every last piece until it no longer resembles any reflective surface at all.

“There’s something therapeutic about smashing the shit out of things.” She smiles maniacally. “Here, you wanna have a go? Might do you some good?”

I’m unusually lost for words, staring blankly at her with the bottle of vodka still clutched to my chest.

“Let’s just smash
all
the mirrors,” she says as she throws me the bat and reaches for the bottle firmly gripped within my hands.

The wicked gleam in her eye causes a spontaneous chuckle to seep from my pursed lips as I snatch the baseball bat. Liz shoves me out of the bedroom and before I register exactly what’s happening, I’m swinging the bat, full-pelt towards the mirror in the second bathroom. Once that mirror is disintegrated, I head to the spare bedroom and begin blasting the mirror at the end of the bed, finally taking the last of my vicious swings out at the flat-screen TV in the lounge room. There’s one last mirror that I need to smash, to smash away a memory: the mirror that’s already cracked in the foyer. I need to get rid of the mirror that Nick and I cracked when we were about to have sex for the first time … before he walked away from me.

I fling the front door open and take out that mirror with more anger than I had for the others. I bring the bat down on it over and over and over until I feel Liz’s hand on my shoulder.

“I think you got that one, Mi.” Liz’s voice startles me from my outburst of total madness. I stare with bewilderment at her for a moment, which quickly morphs into fits of uncontrollable laughter. My laughter is contagious and Liz snorts as she giggles at me.

I drop the bat on the floor and double over. The pain from it is too much. Every time I look back up at Liz and our eyes meet, the crazy-woman snorting-laughter spills out with yet another spate of rumbling giggles from the both of us. Eventually, we exhale with loud
aaaaah
s as our bodies wind down from the ridiculous outburst.

“Right. Let’s get drunk!” Liz demands.

We both sit
on the couch and stare out of the huge windows in front of us as Liz pours the straight vodka over the ice-filled glasses each time they empty. Finally, I feel the effects of the alcohol and find the words that I was missing for so long.

“
Were those bugs always in here? Nick told me I found all of them … Oh … Nick …” My voice cracks.

When I say Nick’s name out loud, the thought of him not actually being here anymore brings tears to the bottom of my eyes and I splutter my next drunken breath. Maybe talking wasn’t such a good idea. I suck the tears back as I suck the reality of the situation to the back of my mind. Liz takes another sip from her glass of vodka and lets out a puff of air.

“No, they weren’t in here before. The agency put more in while you were at the morgue ... with Nick. I can’t stand it, Mi. They’re not treating you like you’re part of the team, and I won’t have it. Nick wouldn’t have allowed it if he was still here …” Liz’s eyes fill with the same salty sadness as mine. “I’m going to miss him so much Mia. I still can’t believe he’s gone. It doesn’t feel right. I loved him like a brother. I hated the hell out of him most of the time, but for the last seven years of my life I’ve had him in it. I honestly don’t know what to do now. The boss has put me in charge of the operation …” Liz takes a solid gulp from her glass again before she continues, “… and it’s what I’ve always wanted. Now I have it … but it’s only because Davis bloody died on me. What a prick.” She buries her head in her hands and her shoulders shake as she lets out gentle sobs.

My eyes fill with tears again as I move next to Liz and put my arm around her. I never really thought how Nick’s death would be affecting Liz. Selfishly, the thought never crossed my mind. Liz’s red, tear-soaked eyes look straight through me as she looks up.

“Mia. You have to finish what Nick started. You don’t understand how good you are. You know, it has taken me eleven years to get where I am in the agency. First Nick came along and within a year, he was where I had tried to get for over four years. And you have now done it in less than a month! Nick saw something in you, and he was bang on the money. But you can do a lot more than these men would ever give you credit for. Trust me! I know. I’ve had to work my ass off to get just a fraction of the clearance and access that you have got, so exploit it! Exploit these men for the stupid species that they are! Find out everything there is to know about Joe Tench and then get the fuck away from this life.” She stares into the emptying glass of vodka and shakes the ice inside, “Don’t end up like me, Mia. I have nothing but my work. No love, no man, just working to satisfy a boss who pays very little attention to women.”

I smile and squeeze Liz. “I couldn’t have said it better myself. Except for the part about having nothing. You have me, mate. We can do this together. Let’s show those assholes that two chicks can do more than the whole agency combined.” I pause for thought, and imagine the possibilities, “I want my only contact with the agency to be through you. You can deal with the boss, but I refuse to. I’m not doing this for them. I’m doing this for me, then I want to get the hell out of this life, and I need your help to get me there. We can do this, Liz … Get me every bit of information you have on Tench. Is the apartment next door to here still vacant?”

Liz nods, blinking her tears away.

“Good. We’ll use that as our forward operating base. I need you to get my firearm, too … and any other arsenal, for that matter. And I need plenty of bugs. We are going to do this properly and take Tench down forever.”