Julia London 4 Book Bundle (149 page)

“And you thought
I
was the gadabout?” He flashed her a weak smile, then shrugged and looked out the window as the hack pulled alongside the entrance to Regent’s Park. “And what is this engagement? Perhaps I can suggest to the old boy that I found you first—”

“No! I mean … perhaps we might walk another day.”

Caleb frowned. “Another day? I can’t imagine that I might wait so long as ‘another day.’ I should really find this chap and have a bit of conversation—”

The thought of Caleb suggesting anything to Trevor Hamilton sprouted a whole new panic in Sophie, and as the coachman opened the door, she jerked forward in her haste to disembark, but in her squirming, she had managed to get the hoops of her underskirt latched onto the iron bed of the bench. Just when she might have sailed gracefully out the door, she bounced back onto the bench.

“See there? You don’t want to meet this bloke.”

“He’s not a bloke. Oh dear, I have managed to catch myself—”

“Yes, I see the problem,” he said, and turned to the coachman, who held the door open for Sophie. “If you would be so kind, sir, as to give us a moment. It would seem the lady has caught her heel.” He winked at Sophie, leaned over, and lifted her skirt. “Ah yes, you’ve done it up right, haven’t you? If I may be so bold, I believe I can dislodge you if I am allowed to acquaint myself with your foot.”

“That won’t be necessary—”

“I’m afraid it will,” he easily countered, and his hand wrapped around her ankle.

Sophie all but came out of her skin. His touch fired the heat in her belly to a boiling pitch. As he stretched her leg out, her heart tumbled and began beating against her breast with the force of ten men.

“There you go. Free as a bird,” he said, but instead of letting go, he caressed her ankle with the heel of his hand.

The sensation was like lightning. Liquid lightning across her skin. Carefully, slowly, he turned her foot, stroked it with his fingers. “What a lovely ankle you have,” he murmured. His fingers trailed up her calf, toward her knee, tracing little figures on her skin, his touch feather light—and highly erotic.

“Beggin’ yer pardon, sir!” the driver called up through the open door.

Her foot fell to the floorboards with a
thud
. Caleb adjusted his neckcloth and cleared his throat. “So he’s not a bloke, eh?” he asked again, his warm green eyes fixed steadily on her.

She had to get out of that hack,
now
, before she melted. “Um, no, not really. Thank you, Caleb,” she croaked, and pushed away from the bench, stumbling awkwardly into the coachman as she shoved through the small opening, and nearly twisting her ankle as she landed hard on the street. Marvelous. Once again, she had made a complete goose of herself. She looked back as Caleb very gracefully exited the hack.

He smiled. “At least give me the pleasure of saying you’ll meet me in the park on the morrow.”

All her feminine wiles—what few of them she possessed, anyway—told her not to respond too eagerly or quickly. She smiled, nodded politely. “If my schedule permits,” she said primly. “Good day.” She began walking across the park before he could say more. Sprinting, really. Fleeing was more like it. Only once did she turn to look behind her, and her heart climbed to her throat. He was still standing there, watching her walk away. Still smiling.

And what was
that
smile supposed to mean? Blast it, she was so unaccustomed to men and their smiles that she hardly knew which end was up. She had done the right thing, had she not? It would have been horribly unwise to throw her arms around his neck and cling to him as she had most certainly wanted to do. But that was exactly something Honorine might have done, and
she
never lacked for suitors.

She was not Honorine. She was Sophie. Drab, stupid Sophie who believed anything a handsome rogue might say to her. She waved at Caleb and continued marching forward.

Thankfully, her party was easy to find in the park, given Honorine’s particularly festive tangerine-and-olive-green day dress. From across a wide slope of grassy lawn, Sophie could see her standing next to Lord Hamilton, who, with the use of two hands and a cane, was standing next to his wheeled chair, ignoring the two footmen who hovered just behind him. Just down the slope from there, Mr. Hamilton was frolicking with Ian. Next to the trees, a handful of servants milled about a table laden with serving dishes of all shapes and sizes.

Sophie slowed down, took several breaths, dabbed at the dew of perspiration on her forehead as she forced the image of Caleb from her mind. She harshly reminded herself that she was a complete ninny to be driven to such volatile emotion from one ride in a hack. On top of that, if she had in mind to make a match, it was
this
Hamilton she should be impressing with her feminine wiles, not the other one. It hardly mattered that she did not particularly care for him. That would come in time—everyone said so.

She was so successful in berating herself for that slip in judgment that when Mr. Hamilton caught sight of her and smiled, she easily returned his smile, even lifted a hand to wave cheerfully, as if she had not a care in the world.

With one last deep breath, she marched onward, into the midst of that dreaded picnic, determined to enjoy every moment of it if it killed her.

When she reached Honorine and Lord Hamilton, her faithful employer smiled brightly and looked up at her bonnet. “What is this you do with the
chapeau
?” she asked innocently.

Sophie reached up and felt her bonnet. Bloody rotten fabulous. Just how long it had been hanging so askew? It was amazing she was still able to wear it at all, given that it had inched completely over to the left side of her head and was hanging by little more than a wisp of ribbon. She quickly snatched it from her head, and ignoring Honorine, flashed a very bright smile at Lord Hamilton. “HOW DO YOU DO, MY LORD?”

“Mon Dieu!”
cried Honorine, covering her ears. “His ears, they hear!”

Lord Hamilton shifted awkwardly, propped himself on his cane, and offered her a trembling hand. “Rather w-well,” he said.

“Lady Sophie, how good of you to join us!”

It was Hamilton, come up the slope with Ian to greet her. Sophie plastered what she hoped was a winsome smile on her face, and not the imbecilic one she was in the habit of showing Caleb. Drat it all, there she was thinking of
him
again! “Thank you, Mr. Hamilton. Your invitation was too kind.”

“Nonsense. We quite enjoy your company,” he said as his gaze slowly traveled the length of her.

What now?
Surely nothing was amiss, although her day thus far hardly engendered any faith in that. Self-conscious, she looked to Ian. “Master Ian, how do you do?”

“Very well, mu’um,” he answered, but his eyes were fixed on Lord Hamilton, who had carefully resumed his seat. Honorine was making sure the lap rug was tucked tightly around him.

“It is a beautiful day, is it not?” Hamilton asked, drawing her attention once again. “I should very much like to introduce you to the gardens just below. They are quite lush this time of year.”

“Splendide!”
Honorine chirped, and fairly ripped Sophie’s bonnet from her grip. She happily ignored Sophie’s glare and grabbed Ian’s hand, yanking him into her side. “Come to your grandpapa,” she cooed.

Hamilton offered Sophie his arm. “You will enjoy the gardens, I am sure of it.”

“Ah, yes. Yes, sir,” she said, and carefully placed her hand on his arm, tossing one last glare at Honorine as he led her away.

As they strolled down the grassy slope to the gardens, he casually made note of the fine weather. When they were out of earshot of the others, he covered her hand with his and squeezed lightly. “I am so very glad you came. I was beginning to fear you would not.”

Sophie merely smiled. This was a dream, she thought, some sort of strange little dream where suddenly she had two men wanting her company. It was so extraordinary, so completely unexpected, that she almost burst into hysterical laughter.

“If I may, you look quite fresh this afternoon. Quite sunny.”

That was a little much—she was hardly
sunny
. “Thank you.”

“I have remarked on your taste in clothing. I find it refreshingly simple. Frankly, I am relieved you have not acquired Madame Fortier’s dressing habits in your years as her companion,” he said, and chuckled at his own remark.

But he sounded so perfectly snide that Sophie was momentarily taken aback. Hamilton smiled again, and she thought perhaps she had misunderstood his tone. Of course she had—a gentleman would not make an unkind remark. “Indeed, Madame Fortier is quite colorful,” she agreed with a little laugh, and felt the tension beginning to ease as they strolled farther away from the picnic.

They entered the garden path walking slowly, admiring the flowers to either side of them. He carefully pointed out the different flora, for which he had, apparently, memorized every botanical name.

“I must confess, Lady Sophie,” he said after a time, “I am quite pleased to find you safely returned to England.” He stopped in the middle of the path and glanced at his feet. “Sophie—may I call you that?—I should very much like to say—although I may very well regret it in a moment—but I find myself rather drawn to you and I … I hope endlessly that you will decide to stay in London.”

All right, then, she was flabbergasted—absolutely, unequivocally flabbergasted. First and foremost, that he was
drawn
to her. Secondly, that he would admit such a thing, given her background and standing in the community—or lack of it. And thirdly, Mother of God, that he
wanted
her to stay in London. How could he possibly have reached this conclusion? It wasn’t as if they had spent more than a moment in one another’s company—

He gripped her hand tighter. “I shouldn’t say this, but I want you to know that I have thought of little else but you from the moment I saw you in the orangery. You have changed, Sophie. You seem … I don’t know how to explain it, truly I don’t, but I find it terribly enchanting. I can only hope that you find me appealing in some small way … enough that you might consider staying on in London past the Season.”

Was this really happening? Had she perhaps walked into one of those magical gardens? Men like Trevor Hamilton did not make such declarations to her! Never! It was too fantastic to be believed, and frankly, she couldn’t.

“Dear God, I’ve gone and made a mess of things. You don’t find me appealing a’tall, do you?” His smile suddenly turned sullen.

“No! I mean,
yes
, of course I find you appealing, Mr. Hamilton—”

“Trevor, please—”

“But I am at a bit of a loss to understand your interest, I truly am—”

“As am I, Sophie, but I cannot deny what I feel.”

“Perhaps you do not actually
feel
these things, Mr. Hamilton—”

“Trevor—”

“Perhaps you are merely missing your wife,” she said, pulling her hand from his.

He startled her by abruptly grabbing her shoulders and kissing her. Her mind went blank; she felt the firm pressure of his lips on hers, the sensation of his tongue against her teeth, and the world suddenly froze.

His arm snaked around her back; he pulled her into his chest as he increased the pressure firmly against her lips until she was forced to open her mouth beneath his. His tongue swept inside, almost gagging her. His kiss was too strong, too demanding. She was so stunned by it that she hardly knew what she was doing—but her hands were suddenly between them, pushing hard against his chest.

And just as suddenly, it was over.

Breathing hard, he lifted his head, stroked the pad of his thumb across her lower lip. “My wife has been gone more than two years now, and she was quite ill for many months before she died. I assure you, I have made my peace with her passing. My esteem for you has nothing to do with her, Sophie. But say nothing, not now. Just promise you will consider what I have said, will you?”

Still reeling from his kiss, Sophie nodded dumbly. “W-we should return now,” she managed to say.

“Of course,” he said quietly, and his hand went possessively to the small of her back.

They returned to the picnic, although Sophie had no memory of how. It wasn’t until they had reached the others that she was able to come out of the disbelieving fog that shrouded her brain. When she finally began to recover, she was seated at the table the servants had set up, picking at a game hen, nodding absently at those moments Honorine pressed her, and stealing glimpses of Trevor as her skepticism grew.

He was handsome in a distinguished sort of way, she thought, several inches taller than she was—but not as tall as Caleb. A more refined build than Caleb’s rugged one, and his eyes were hazel, not the crystalline pale green of Caleb’s. But more important, she supposed, he seemed rather thoughtful, doting on his father and son with equal care. Yet it was impossible to imagine how she might settle into something with Trevor Hamilton, impossible to believe the things he had said to her. It was so unlike the Trevor Hamilton she had known eight years past. But then again, perhaps he had changed. She certainly had.

If it were true, her family would be ecstatic. The world would rejoice in perfect harmony. The kind, thoughtful Mr. Hamilton had taken an interest in poor, damaged Sophie Dane. They would say it was a miracle, shake their heads and marvel at his largesse.

And all she could think of was Caleb.

The entire day had disconcerted her so completely that she scarcely heard the commotion at first. Mildly cross that she had been aroused from her thoughts, she looked up, saw that Lord Hamilton had become quite agitated. Honorine was at his side, gripping his good hand, and Trevor … where was Trevor?

Sophie swiveled in her chair to look behind her.

Ho there—Caleb was standing behind them, speaking with Trevor. Sophie suddenly sat up, gripped the edge of the table as she realized Caleb and Trevor were exchanging heated words.

The gasp of alarm from Honorine caught her attention, and Sophie jerked around, to where Honorine was now standing, her hands on Lord Hamilton’s shoulders. The viscount seemed to be in some sort of distress.