Jealousy (16 page)

Kenny broke free with a provocative laugh, and gasped for breath. 
“I’m glad you’re still an animal.  I missed that.  I love the way you manhandle me.”  He took Justin’s hand and led him into the bedroom.

Chapter Thirty-One:

Justin
’s heart was pounding in his chest and he was suddenly nervous.  He felt like a teenager about to lose his virginity, but the second they were in bed together his nerves vanished.  He took control.  He leaned over and kissed Kenny hard on the mouth.  Justin’s lips moved to Kenny’s neck.  He bit down so he could taste Kenny’s flesh between his teeth.  It was deliciously sweet and salty at the same time.  Justin ran his hand across Kenny’s chest – that chest – no one had a body like Kenny.  His muscles were tight and defined and in perfect proportion.  Justin fingered one of the light brown freckles that were sprinkled across Kenny’s smooth pale skin and then gently kissed it.  Justin’s tongue traveled down the center of Kenny’s chest and outlined every one of Kenny’s abdominal muscles.  They tasted so good.  Justin glanced up at Kenny.  His eyes were closed and his chin was tilted up to the ceiling.  His breathing was deep and his lips were slightly parted.  A glimmer of bright green peeked down at Justin, and they shared a smile. Justin placed a soft kiss on Kenny’s stomach, and Kenny pushed his head lower.

Justin ran his tongue down Kenny
’s body, over his hip and licked the soft, tender flesh of his inner thigh.  He lifted Kenny’s pelvis and slid his tongue between Kenny’s butt cheeks and back up again.  He let his tongue taste every flavor of Kenny’s body, but he wouldn’t take him in his mouth.  Not yet.  He wanted to tease Kenny – drive him crazy – make him beg.

Kenny pushed his groin toward Justin
’s mouth, but Justin kept avoiding it.  He licked and sucked and touched Kenny everywhere, except the one place Kenny wanted to be touched.  Kenny moaned louder, clutched the sheets in his hands and withered on the bed, but Justin still teased him.  It wasn’t until Kenny started to whimper that Justin took Kenny’s penis and shoved it far into the back of his throat.  It was thick and hot in Justin’s mouth, and he bore down on it until it gagged him.  He could feel its veins pulsate against the surface of his tongue.  He sucked Kenny hard and fast.  Justin licked two fingers and slid them down and inside Kenny, reclaiming his territory.  Justin’s mouth and fingers worked in unison – up and down, in and out.  He let the rhythm of Kenny’s breathing dictate how fast he moved, and for the last five minutes he was going full speed.

Kenny moaned and lifted his knees. 
“Stop,” he whispered. “I don’t wanna come yet.  I wanna wait for you.”

Justin didn
’t stop.  He wanted to feel Kenny explode inside his mouth.

“
Fuck me, Justin.  I wanna feel your big dick inside me.  Fuck me.”

Justin froze.  He loved dirty talk, but Kenny was never really into it before.  Slowly, Justin looked up at Kenny.
“What’d you just say?”

“
I said, I want you to fuck me.  Fuck me hard.  And look at me when you do it.”  Kenny put his legs over Justin’s shoulders and pushed his pelvis up.  “Come on. Shove your dick inside me and fuck me.”

Justin
’s erection was huge, and Kenny was tight and narrow.  Justin wished he would have used more lubrication, because he was having trouble with penetration.  Only the tip was inside, but it felt like home.  He pushed himself in a little further, and Kenny grunted and grabbed Justin’s arm.

“
Am I hurting you?” Justin asked.

“
No. Hurry up.  Put it all the way in.  Stop teasing me.  Ram it inside me.”

Justin loved to take direction in bed, and he loved Kenny
’s bossy, foul mouth.  He bit his lower lip and thrust himself deep inside Kenny.  They both moaned from the sudden burst of pleasure.  Justin pounded his hips forward in rapid succession.  “How’s that?” he asked.  “Is that hard enough?”

“
No. Harder.  Fuck me harder.”

He rode Kenny as hard and fast as he could.  They were both covered in sweat, and their bodies slithered against one another with passion and heat.

Kenny kept moving his hands across his torso and down to his lower abdomen, but he wouldn’t touch himself.  He leaned his head back and moaned.  “Are you ready?” he whispered.  “I can’t hold out much longer.”

“
I’m ready.”

“
Jerk me off.  And look at me when you come.”

Justin maintained constant eye contact.  He didn
’t blink.  He didn’t want to miss one second of the bliss that was written all over Kenny’s face.  A few quick strokes and Kenny’s penis erupted in Justin’s hand.  Hot fluid shot through his fingers and onto his chest.

Electricity bolted through Justin
’s groin and shook his entire body with an explosive orgasm.  He twitched and convulsed until he felt dizzy.  With a burst of renewed energy, Kenny grabbed Justin by the hips and pulled him back and forth respectively. It made Justin’s orgasm last forever.  Finally, he collapsed on top of Kenny in a state of ecstasy.  Their perspiration and the heat of their breath mingled and became one.  Justin looked into Kenny’s eyes and saw the love that he missed.  The love he longed for.  The love he couldn’t live without.

Chapter Thirty-Two:

Justin rolled off
of Kenny and wiped the sweat from his forehead with the back of his hand.  No one made him feel the way Kenny did – no one.  Justin ran his hand down Kenny’s cheek.  “I really missed you.  I love you so much, baby.”

“
I love you too, honey.  I’m so glad you showed up at my door today.”

Justin propped his head up on one elbow and displayed a curious, playful smile. 
“So, what did you tell that hot new boyfriend of yours?”  He pretended he was teasing so he didn’t sound jealous.  He didn’t want to risk picking a fight, but the thought of another man in Kenny’s life drove Justin crazy and he wanted to know everything about that man.

“
Diego?” Kenny answered without much concern.  “I told him I was still in love with you, but he already figured that out when he saw me wandering around all afternoon in a daze after you left.”

“
You sure didn’t waste any time finding someone else.”  Again, Justin teased Kenny in order to camouflage his jealousy, but in reality Justin was digging for details.  He wanted to know when they met, where they met, how they met – everything.

“
Well, you didn’t think I was just gonna sit around and pine away for you, did you?”

Kenny obviously saw through Justin
’s charade and wasn’t about to give up any information.  It didn’t matter.  Justin didn’t care about Diego anymore.  He put his arms around Kenny and pulled him close.

Kenny rested his head on Justin
’s shoulder and snuggled into the crook of his arm.  “I was going crazy without you, you know,” Kenny said, “but I swore I wasn’t gonna take you back.  And then I saw you today and I had no choice in the matter.”  Kenny let out a heavy sigh.  “The heart wants what the heart wants.  I love you, honey, more than you realize,” Kenny looked up into Justin’s eyes, “but if you ever break my heart like that again, I swear, I’ll knock you on your fuckin’ ass.”

Justin couldn
’t contain his laugh, even though he knew Kenny was serious.  “You think you can kick my ass?” he asked.

Kenny straddled Justin and pinned Justin
’s arms to the bed above his head. “Don’t underestimate me,” Kenny said.

Justin tried to break free, but he couldn
’t. He didn’t expect the force and strength behind Kenny’s hold.  The fierce, dominant behavior Kenny exhibited was unexpected – but it was exciting! Justin emitted a soft erotic laugh.

“
Do you like it rough?” Kenny smiled down at Justin and raised an eyebrow.

“
No.”  Justin’s eyes glazed over with affection.  “I love how gentle you are.”

Kenny released his hold and ran his hands lightly down Justin
’s chest.

“
I love how you tease me with your lips by kissing me so softly that your lips barely touch my body,” Justin said.  “Sometimes all I can feel is the heat of your breath against my skin, and it drives me crazy.”

Kenny leaned down and put his mouth to Justin
’s chest.  Kenny’s tongue ran soft circles around Justin’s nipple. His touch was so gentle, so tender.  It felt like a kitten lapping at his skin.  Justin closed his eyes.  “Ahhh, that’s my baby. I can’t tell you how happy you made me by coming back into my life.  You won’t regret it.”

Kenny kissed Justin, long and sensual.  He stared into Justin
’s eyes for a few seconds.  “I remember the first time I saw you – with Heather in the hospital.  You were loving and kind.  You took such good care of her.  I never get involved with patients or their families.  It’s against hospital policy.  I could’ve lost my job, but I couldn’t let you slip by.  I wanted to get to know you.  I’m so glad I did.  I love you, honey.”

Justin pulled Kenny down on the bed and cradled him in his arms.  He lips went to Kenny
’s neck and traveled slowly downward.  Justin wanted to make love to Kenny again, this time softly and tenderly, but the sound of his cell phone interrupted them.  He forgot about Heather.

“
That’s gotta be Heather,” he said.

“
Let me talk to her,” Kenny said.  “I miss her.”

“
Oh, no.” Justin smiled. “I’m keeping you all to myself tonight.”

He sent Heather a text message. 
‘Can’t talk.  Unexpected company.  Feeling much better!  Breakfast tomorrow.  Be here 10AM.’

“
She’s gonna be so happy to see you,” he told Kenny.  “She has no idea I went to your apartment today.”

“
You’re kidding! I thought Heather knew your every move and vice versa.”

“
It was a spur of the moment decision.  I missed you and I needed to see you right away.”  Justin wrinkled his forehead.  “When you sent me away, I was so upset I couldn’t talk about it.  I blew Heather off all day.  She thinks I was sick in bed.”  He touched Kenny’s cheek again.  “I don’t know what I would’ve done if you didn’t take me back.  I can’t imagine what my life would be like without you.”

“
You don’t have to worry about that, honey.  I’m not going anywhere.  I’m in this for the long run.”

Chapter Thirty-Three:

Heather was overjoyed to see Kenny.  She threw her arms around him and kissed him full on the mouth.  It made his cheeks flush bright pink.
And on the drive to the diner, every time Justin looked into his rear view mirror, Heather was staring at Kenny. Justin knew it was stupid, but he felt a pang of jealousy because Heather was ignoring him.

Over breakfast, Justin told Heather the story of how he and Kenny got back together.  She sat and smiled at Kenny the entire
time.  Kenny returned the smile, but after a while it made him uncomfortable.  He looked down at the table, bashful, and laughed softly under his breath.

The familiar pang of jealousy nagged at Justin again. 
“Knock it off, Heather,” he said.  “You’re making me jealous of my own boyfriend.”

“
Stop being silly.”  She reached across the table and embraced his hand in hers. “You don’t have anything to be jealous of.”

“
I know, but you’re paying more attention to him right now than to me.  And I don’t like it.”

“
OK.”  She held her hands up in front of her.  “I’ll back off.  It’s only because I haven’t seen Kenny in a long time and I missed him.  And he’s so cute.”  She stared at him for another second.  “I think I love Kenny more than any other guy you ever dated.”

Justin smiled at Kenny. 
“Me too.”

Kenny glanced at the table again, before leaning closer to Justin.
“I think it’s sweet that you called me your boyfriend, when we only got back together less than 24 hours ago.”

“
You never stopped being my boy,” Justin said.  “Even though we weren’t together, in my heart you were always still my boyfriend.  I couldn’t make the disconnect because I never stopped loving you.”

Chapter Thirty-Four:

Heather struggled with the zipper that ran up the center of her leather top. 
“Can one of you help me with this?”

Kenny was closest and tried to assist, but the top pushed her breasts together and up over the deep necklin
e and he was apprehensive about where to put his hands.  Every time he attempted to help, his hands touched the soft flesh of her breasts and he became embarrassed and stopped.  He finally gave up and threw his hands in the air.  “I’m not going near those things.  Justin, you help her.”

Heather laughed.  Kenny was easy to fluster, and she always
found it amusing.  After she finished getting ready, she stood before Peter for inspection.  She didn’t know why, but she always wanted to make sure he approved of her outfit before she went out without him.  “How do I look?” she asked.