Intimate Secrets: 10 (Touched By You) (9 page)

Natalie felt the satin sheet under her cheek, and with her shoulders on the bed, she put her hands behind her. She felt Tanner wrap some rope around them, tying her wrists together.

With her ankles secured and her hands tied behind her, Natalie couldn’t move. She was at Tanner’s mercy. Her sex was positioned for his open view and she felt turned on. Something about being bound tightly heated her body, making her want Tanner even more.

“You won’t be able to move,” Tanner said. “When you come, it will be intense. There will be no way for you to mitigate the strength of what you feel. If you need to stop, you know what to say, right?”

“Yes,” Natalie said.
“Home. I’ll say ‘home’ if it’s too much.” But she didn’t want to say any word, didn’t want him to stop. She knew now that she wanted his domination, needed it badly.

Tanner put his hot hands on her ass, making her shudder. “I want you to trust me. Do you trust me, baby?”

Natalie couldn’t nod effectively, so she said, “Yes. I trust you.”

“I need you to give yourself to me. Don’t resist me. Submit to me.”

“Yes.” The excitement tingling Natalie’s skin was strong, and she felt the deep need she had for Tanner to take her. She did trust him. There was no resistance. It was what she wanted.

Natalie felt Tanner’s hot kisses on her bare ass. Heat flooded her sex. Then he bit the fleshy part, holding his teeth there. In that one action, he demonstrated ownership and his power over her. She felt it in every part of her being.

Releasing her, Tanner said, “You will hurt and you will want to come. The more intense it gets, the more you will hurt. But you will not come until I tell you to. Tell me you understand and will comply. If you go against me, the punishment will be severe.”

“I…understand.”

Tanner cupped her sex. “You are mine. I will give you pleasure at will. I am in control.”

Natalie closed her eyes and felt Tanner caress her wet slit with his fingers. The fact that she was unable to move forced her to feel every nuance of his touch.

She felt his hot cock between her legs, pressed to her belly, and she whimpered. It felt so good. Her sex clenched. Tanner reached under her and cupped her breasts. She craved a sharper feel on her nipples, but he only teased.

The tip of his cock touched her opening, and Natalie realized he had moved back. Missing the feel of his cock against her skin, a stab of loss went through her.

Then he slid his wide cock into her sopping pussy. It slid in fast and hard and she gasped. He filled her and stretched her. Natalie wanted to move, to wiggle, but it wasn’t possible. Bound as she was, the feeling went straight into her.

Tanner swatted her butt several times, not as a punishment. It conveyed dominance and Natalie wanted the feeling, needed it.

Reaching under her, Tanner pinched her nipples hard. Natalie heard the sound of her own panting, and felt him stroking in and out of her.

God, with her wrists bound, and her legs locked into place, every sensation was magnified. Whimpering and panting, she felt Tanner pull back, nearly out of her. The fear that he would leave her made her panic.

Then he slammed back into her. Stroking ferociously, he fucked her and she had no escape. Not that she wanted to. The sensation of Tanner’s cock stretching her with her ass up in such an inviting position was too amazing.

The more he stroked her, the more intense it got. Her clit tightened and her nipples distended, raking against the sheets as he rocked into her. She wanted to come, and wasn’t sure she could hold off.

“You want to come, don’t you?” Tanner asked, as if reading her mind.

“Yes. Yes,” she gasped.

“No.” Tanner swatted her butt, the clap of his palm against her ass sounding loudly. “You will do as I say.”

Natalie’s eyes watered, but not from fear. No; the intensity of the feeling in her body hurt. It was too concentrated, nearly too much.

Tanner ran his hands down her ribs, over her hips, and down her thighs, as if to give her some relief. Yet every touch only made it worse. Every nerve ending in her body shouted at her.

Fucking slowly, Tanner reached in front to tease her clit. With a finger he tapped over it, intentionally making her crazy.

“You want to come, don’t you?”

“Oh, God, yes.”

“Does it hurt you?”

“Yes,” she gasped.

“You will not feel any release until I allow it.” The stern tone only turned her on more. It was hopeless.

Aching for release, Natalie pushed her nipples into the bed, hoping the pressure would hurt. Craving the intensity, yet barely able to endure it, she panted louder.

Tanner fucked her a bit faster, his cock so big and swollen it raked over her sensitive tissues, carrying her to a dreamlike state. The feel of him deep inside her was so good. She never wanted it to stop. At the same time, she wanted release.

Natalie felt like she’d explode if he didn’t let her out of the grip of pain soon. Her nipples ached and her pussy was burning up. Every stroke of his cock tightened her clit, and it hurt, so good and so bad, all at once.

“Tell me how badly you want to come.”

“I… Please. It hurts. I need to…”

“No.” His harsh word made her whole body tingle. It wasn’t that any hope of release was delayed. It was that he was in control, completely in control. Even her pleasure was at his whim. Natalie submitted to his strength, to his virility, and it satisfied a deep need. It was a need that she was cautious to admit, but now that she had, his domination filled a void.

Tanner fucked her harder, as if tempting her to defy him. Natalie experienced a state of stimulation that felt dreamlike and too good to let go of.

She felt Tanner’s finger on her asshole and moaned. He pressed in a rhythm, never slipping inside her, just putting pressure there.

His cock became the center of her focus. It was pain and pleasure combined. It held release. The intensity mounted, and, being unable to move, Natalie shook with the sensations boiling inside her.

Tanner ran his hands over her skin, everywhere. Along the sides of her breasts, her spine, her arms, her calves; he was touching her everywhere. It did little to distract her from her pussy, ready to convulse.

“I might let you come.”

Tanner’s words were like salve to her wounds.
Yes, please
.

“I’m going to fuck you hard, do you hear?”

Natalie nodded, unsure if he saw. Her breath escaped in ragged gasps and the sound of her whimpers seemed as though they came from a distance.

“Ask me if you can come. Ask my permission.”

“P…l…ease!” She barely got the word out through gasps.

“Come now,” he said.

Tanner held her hips and fucked faster. Her body rocked with his rhythm and as they slapped together a powerful feeling exploded inside her. She felt Tanner’s cock pulse, and Natalie came unglued. She yelled and let the heavy waves roll through her. Her clit got so hard it ached, but she could only endure.

Coming inside her, Tanner groaned loudly. She felt some of the intensity ease out of her, and welcome relaxation flood her core. Still stroking her, Tanner came with her, long and hard.

A moment passed with Tanner breathing heavily, still inside her. Natalie felt only partly conscious, still floating in the realm of sexual pleasure. She felt him untie her wrists and release her ankles. Her body was still limp as he lifted her in his arms.

Tanner carried to a big stuffed chair and sat with her on his lap. He massaged her ankles and wrists gently, but Natalie realized they weren’t hurt, just a little stiff. Tanner tenderly kissed her cheek then her mouth.

Unable to speak just yet, Natalie ran her hand through his hair and kissed his jaw. Then she nuzzled her head on his shoulder. They didn’t need to say anything. Both knew what they’d experienced. Natalie sighed, feeling complete in a way she knew she needed but had never dared ask for.

Tanner took her to the shower and washed her under the warm water. He examined her ankles and wrists to be sure they were fine as she claimed. Natalie let him take care of her.

Once they were wrapped in warm robes, Tanner sat next to her on the love seat in their bedroom. They sipped some hot tea, still silent.

Tanner finally spoke. “Are you okay, baby?”

“Yes, I’m fine.
More than fine. Tanner, that was amazing.”

“I didn’t hurt you?”

“No, you didn’t hurt me. I wanted it. It’s what I’ve wanted but I’ve been afraid to admit it. Before we were married, you know I was embarrassed to tell you my sexual fantasies. Yet that was mild compared to this.”

“Why? There’s nothing to be ashamed of.”

“Are you sure? I want to be submissive; I get so aroused when you dominate me, when you command me. It’s a deep need, one I couldn’t face. Does it make me weak?”

Tanner ran his fingertips along her jaw and over her lower lip.
“No, baby. It doesn’t make you weak.”

“We always did kinky things together, since the moment I met you. There is a difference, though, between letting you do something and wanting, even
asking
you to do it. And sometimes I’m afraid. You are strong, and if I let go, I might lose myself.”

“That’s not possible. Owning your sexual need, asking for what gives you pleasure, takes courage.”

“You think so?”

“I know it does. To do what we did, to let me control you, control your pleasure, requires trust. You have to trust me, completely, and that’s a big step.”

“I do trust you. I really do.”

“I know, baby. And when I felt that, I was so hot. Can I tell you something?”

Natalie looked at him, waiting.

“I crave you, and when I dominate you, it feels good. I like it; it makes me crazy. My cock was harder than it has ever been. But I’ve held back. I didn’t want to push too hard.

“In Barossa, you reacted. I didn’t want that to happen again. But I want you to submit so I can give you pleasure. It’s about the pleasure we give each other, don’t you see?

“And then tonight, you didn’t resist. I could see you wanted it, and could tell you were open to it. You trusted me, and let me take charge. I didn’t have to hold back. It was…unbelievably sexy.”

Natalie felt good, hearing him say that. Doubts that she could be everything he needed seemed to vanish. She was what he wanted, if only she would be honest and not hide her real desires. “It was beyond words,” she said. “I want what we have together, Tanner. It was difficult for me to face what I was feeling and to talk to you about it was harder. It was a secret, so intimate, so close I couldn’t describe it.”

“What you did tonight takes strength,” Tanner said. “To feel you open up, to experience pleasure, so raw and real, was intense. I’ve dominated women in the past. You know that about me. But it was for the sexual thrill.

“I love you, baby, so much. The thrill of being with you is in my veins every second of the day. Just knowing you share my life means everything. And now there is nothing separating us.

“You can always tell me what you want. Tell me what you feel. I want to give you ple
asure. I want to show my love.”

The emotions of Tanner’s words struck deeply. She’d never felt exactly the way she did at that moment.

“You always give me pleasure. You always have,” Natalie said. “I would have told you, but I didn’t understand what I was feeling, not right away. Now I do.”

Tanner kissed her. “Yes, baby, you do.” He pulled her onto his lap and kissed her neck. Stroking her hair, he slid his hand along her thigh.

Natalie fell into him: his strength, his masculinity, his sexuality. Kissing his bottom lip, she tasted him. “I can tell you what I want right now,” she whispered.

Tanner’s blue eyes sparkled. “I think I know, my sexy baby.” He lifted her in his arms, carrying her to their bed. Resting her on the soft mattress, he leaned over her, giving her a lip-bruising kiss. “Trust me,” he whispered. Natalie closed her eyes, feeling his breath on her cheek. She did trust him, and she trusted herself. It was a good feeling, a truly amazing feeling.

*****

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Emily Jane Trent writes steamy romances about characters you’ll get to know and love. The sex scenes are hot, and the romance even hotter! If you are a fan of stories with a heroine that’s got spunk and a hunk of a hero that you’d like to take home with you, these stories are what you’re looking for. The Touched By You series will let you escape into a fantasy, and you won’t want it to end—ever.