Why are you here? she asked.
Talking to Mary, he said.
I understand.
She loved the water, he continued. Its so ironic, because the water is what killed her. I used to take her down to the Wisconsin Point, and wed spend hours on the beach there. She hated to leave. It was her favorite place.
Maggie said nothing.
Tell me you found this bastard.
Were pursuing some promising leads, but I dont want to get your hopes up, because this could all come to nothing. But I do need your help.
Anything.
Maggie took a breath. If you dont mind my asking, how are you? I can only imagine what youre going through. And your ex-wife, too. I know that families are often reluctant to get help, but there are people you can talk to.
I dont want that kind of help, Clark said.
If you should change your mind, call me. I can give you some names.
I know a little about you, Ms. Bei. I know you lost someone close to you earlier this year, too.
Losing a husband isnt the same as losing your daughter, Maggie said. She didnt add that Erics murder had come at a time when their marriage was largely over, when their love had wasted away to contempt.
Clark shrugged. Loss is loss. Just tell me, how can I help? I want to see this man rotting away behind bars where he belongs.
Maggie reached into the pocket of her shorts and extracted an eight-by-eight postcard with six photos pasted in two rows. All the photos were from drivers license records. All the men were bald, in their forties.
Id like you to look carefully at this photo array and tell me if you recognize any of the men here.
Clark took the wrinkled postcard from her hand and held it up at arms length from his face. Maggie watched his eyes as he studied each photo. He hesitated at the man in the upper right corner, then moved on. When he was done, he went back to that photo and squinted at it for nearly a minute. Finally, he tapped the picture with his finger.
This one, he said. Ive seen him before. I dont know where, but I know Ive seen him.
Hes a delivery driver. On the Saturday that Mary first saw the man outside her bedroom window, this man delivered a package to your house. A swing set.
Clarks fingers tightened on the card. Maggie didnt like what she saw in his eyes. She pried the card out of his hands and slipped it back in her pocket.
So its him, he said.
Were a long way from proving it, but we think so.
Does he drive a silver RAV4?
Yes, he does.
That should be it then, right? I mean, what else do you need? Youve got the right car, and youve got him at my house. Cant you arrest him?
Nothing would make me happier, but we dont have enough evidence yet, Maggie told him. Were going to be executing a search warrant, and were going to question him thoroughly. Depending on what we find, we may be able to charge him with interference with privacy. In effect, thats the law against peeping toms. However, were a long way from a manslaughter charge, and to be honest with you, we may never get there.
So this guy harasses my daughter to death, and he gets a slap on the wrist.
Please, Mr. Biggs. The investigation is still in an early stage. If this is the man who harmed Mary, I will do everything I can to see that hes punished for it.
Does he have a connection to the other girls who were peeped?
Maggie nodded. He made deliveries to three of the other houses. Thats significant, but not necessarily persuasive for a jury. Were looking for ways that he might be connected to the remaining girls, but we havent found anything yet.
Clarks face twitched. He snapped a branch from a tree overhanging the trail and broke it in half again and again, dropping the pieces on the dirt. He stared down at the river, where the reflection of the sun was blinding.
I was hoping you could remember what happened when the swing set was delivered, Maggie said. Did the driver have any kind of interaction with Mary? Did he see her?
Clark closed his eyes and didnt respond. Maggie waited for him without interrupting, and when Clark opened his eyes again, he nodded slowly.
Mary and I were both outside, he said.
Did anything happen?
Clark sighed. Yes. Mary exposed herself. She lifted up her T-shirt and showed him her breasts. She did that kind of thing all the time. She was just a kid, she didnt mean anything by it.
How did the driver react?
I apologized. He said it was no big deal.
Did he say anything else?
I dont think so.
Do you recall ever seeing this man around Mary before?
Clark shook his head. No. I dont get many packages. He didnt act as if he knew who she was. He swore and added, Is that really enough to set these guys off? I mean, could just seeing Marys breasts turn him into a freak?
It happens, Maggie said. To men like this, an innocent exposure of nudity by a girleven accidentallycan trigger an explosive string of erotic fantasies. They literally build it up in their heads until they believe they have an actual relationship with her. It can become an obsession.
Son of a bitch, Clark said. I was always telling Mary not to do it, but she didnt understand. She thought it was funny.
Its not your fault. Or Marys.
Didnt this guy realize she was retarded? I mean, how can anyone think that about a little girl?
Maggie didnt answer.
Dont let him get away, Clark told her.
Well do our best.
Maggie walked away toward the parking lot, but Clark stopped her with a hand on her shoulder. His grip was surprisingly tender.
Theres something else, he said.
She turned back. What is it?
He saw her tattoo.
Im sorry?
The driver saw Marys tattoo. She was bent over, and her shirt rode up, and he saw the tattoo she had in the small of her back. Remember? You saw it. It was a butterfly. He was staring at it, and when I noticed, he looked away. He said something to her about it. Like how pretty her tattoo was. Mary loved that. That was when she flipped up her shirt.
A butterfly tattoo, Maggie said. She did remember.
Exactly. I dont know if it means anything.
It just might.
27
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The interrogation room was small. From the door to the wall was barely six feet. When the door was closed, it felt as if the ceiling were coming down and the walls were squeezing against your shoulders. The fluorescent light was cold and sterile. You blinked when you looked up. You could smell each others sweat, farts, and belches. There was one metal deskit barely fit insideand one wobbly chair where the suspect sat, close to the ground. Stride sat next to Maggie on top of the desk, their hips touching. Finn squirmed in the chair, his long legs uncomfortably bent, like a spiders.
So what is it now? Finn said. I came down here like you asked. God, dont you guys have anything else to investigate? Have all the criminals gone on vacation? Shit, it was thirty years ago.
Stride nodded at Maggie, who read Finn his rights.
Whoa, whoa, whoa! Finn exclaimed. What the hell is this? Are you arresting me for something?
Not yet, Stride said.
Do I need a lawyer?
I dont know. Do you?
Look, I was just trying to help Tish. I didnt have to say a word. Goddamn it, Rikke was right. I never should have gotten involved in this.
Youre not under arrest, Stride told him. We just want to make sure you understand your rights. You can call a lawyer if you want. You can walk out that door. Got it? We want to clear a few things up, but thats up to you. Of course, its going to be hard to clear things up if youre not talking to us.
Stride saw blue veins in Finns skull, twisting over his head like rivers.
Yeah, sure, talk, Finn said. I dont care. Can we open the door?
Maybe in a few minutes. This is the only room available.
How about some water? Finn asked.
This wont take long, and then well go and get some water and a little more air to breathe. Okay?
I just want to get this over with.
Maggie grabbed a manila envelope from the desk. She opened it and slid out a photograph, which she handed to Finn.
Does this look familiar? she asked.
The photograph was a close-up of a monarch butterfly tattoo on a girls back, life-sized and detailed, with orange-and-black wings that looked as if they would flutter in the wind. The photo had been taken at the morgue. The girl was Mary Biggs.
Its a tattoo, Finn said.
I didnt ask you what it was, Maggie snapped. I asked if it looked familiar. Have you ever seen a tattoo like this before?
Finn turned the photograph over and refused to look at it. No, I dont think so.
No? On Saturday, May 24, you delivered a package to a man named Clark Biggs in Gary. His daughter, Mary, was in the front yard. She showed you her tattoo. Maggie slapped the photograph. This tattoo.
I dont remember. I deliver hundreds of packages every month.
This girl exposed herself to you. She showed you her breasts. Does that happen every month, too?
Finn smiled. Youd be surprised. Women answer the door, and a lot of times, theyre not wearing much.
This is funny to you? Maggie asked. The night you delivered that package, someone was outside Marys bedroom window, watching her
undress. He was there again the next week. And on Friday night, he was on a trail with her in Fond du Lac. Terrifying her. Terrorizing her. Mary was just a little girl inside her brain. She didnt understand. She ran, and she fell into the river, and she drowned. A sweet, innocent girl. Dead.
Finns skin was the color of dirty dishwater. He stared at his feet. Thats too bad.
Is that all you can say? Lets cut to the chase, Finn. Marys mother saw you. She saw the silver RAV you drive, too.
It wasnt me.
You delivered packages to three other girls who have been peeped in their bedrooms in the last month.
I told you, I deliver a lot of packages.
Maggie reached into the envelope for another sheaf of papers stapled together. She folded the first page back. This isnt the first time, is it, Finn? Youve been watching girls for a long time. According to DMV records, you lived in the Uptown area of Minneapolis for three years in the late 1990s. During that time, there was a string of eleven reported incidents of a peeper targeting blond teenagers. The peepings started a month after you moved to the city. They stopped right after you left.
Minneapolis is a big city. That doesnt mean anything.
Fifteen years ago, you were fired from your job as a custodian at a school in Superior, Maggie continued. I talked to the woman who was the principal back then. She said there were accusations that you had been going into the locker room at inappropriate times to watch the girls.
Oh, come on, like Id be the first janitor who liked to sneak a peek now and then, Finn said. Im not saying I did, but whats the big deal? The teachers all do it, too. It doesnt mean anything.
Were searching your house right now, Maggie told him. There are officers tearing your place apart. What are they going to find, Finn? Photos? Maps? Were going over your car with a toothbrush, too. Well find something that ties you to the girls youve been stalking.
Finns bald head glistened with sweat under the hot light. I think I should go. I thought you wanted to talk about Laura. Im not saying anything else about stalking or peeping or whatever the hell you think I did.
You can go if you want, Stride said. But you brought it up, so lets talk about Laura. She had a tattoo almost identical to the one that Mary
Biggs had. Did Marys tattoo remind you of Laura? Is that why you focused on her?
Im not saying anything.
You told me you saw Laura and Cindy in the woods that night by accident. Then we find out about Mary Biggs and all these blond girls with someone panting outside their bedroom window. You know what I think, Finn? I think you were
watching
Laura. I think you were stalking her. Sending her threats. I think you followed her to the park that night.
I didnt stalk her, Finn replied. I never sent her any letters.
Theres something else, Stride continued. We never released this to the media. Someone masturbated at the crime scene where Laura was beaten to death. I guess the guy was so turned on by what he had done he had to jerk off. We still have the semen, Finn. What happens next is we get a court order to sample your DNA and we match it against the semen we found at the scene. I think were going to get a match, Finn. I think you were at the murder scene that night.
I told you, I dont remember, Finn said.
Then let us help your memory. Give us a DNA sample right now. Let us run the test. Dont you want to know the truth?
Finn looked at them, horrified. No.
You told me how hard it is to live your life not knowing if you killed someone. Maybe it will unlock your memory if you find out you were really there. Stride paused and said, Or maybe you remember already, Finn. Maybe you know what happened that night.