Highland Secrets (English Edition) (21 page)

The tension built up inside me. There was a sweet longing that cried out for Adam to satisfy me. Adam moved away from my breasts and softly stroked my hips, kissed my stomach and licked my belly button.

His fingers were playing with the narrow strips of my red locks and then he looked up at me with a fire in his eyes. “I hope you haven’t forgotten how good a kisser I am.” This sentence was enough to elicit a soft cry from me.

How could I forget? My clitoris
pulsated out of pure anticipation. Adam pressed my legs wide apart, put my legs on his shoulders and his face disappeared down towards my vibrating vagina.

His tongue separated my vaginal lips. He slid his finger inside me and
poked about vigorously several times. A second finger followed and I let out a load moan. I wanted to writhe and push myself up against Adam, but he held me relentlessly tight. “Adam, I can’t take it much longer”, I pleaded.

Adam
laughed between my legs and this laugh vibrated right through me. My lower abdomen jerked eagerly and I was just about to shout at him and ask when he would finally kiss me when his tongue met my sensitive vagina and commenced with its sinister dance. He circled my pearl and the waves of pleasure continued to build up in my body. I was floating on a cloud of excitement that made me shout out loud. I could no longer think clearly, everything around me disappeared into the mist and nothing else mattered except the wonderful feelings Adam was able to trigger inside me with his mouth. How was I able to do without this for all these years?

Just as the wave of pleasure started to take over and tear me away, Adam moved away from me and I stared at him almost indignant
ly. “I want us to cum together”, he said grinning and slid over me again. When I felt the tip of his penis at the entrance to my vagina, my inner muscles started to tighten in expectation.

A
dam slowly pushed his penis inside me rubbing my vagina, stretched me inch by inch until he filled me out entirely. When he was completely inside me, he sighed and gazed dreamily into my eyes.

“Yes, that’s heaven. You’re incredibly tight and soft. And so wet for me. I don’t
want to miss this ever again. He pulled himself out of me and rammed his penis forcefully back inside me. I cried out when the pain flowed through me and pressed myself against his thrusts which rekindled the desire inside me. The waves of pleasure swept over me again. I dug my nails deep into his shoulders and cried out as I trembled and was overcome with the orgasm. My muscles surrounded Adam’s penis. He penetrated me again vigorously and twitched as he released sperm inside me.

Exhausted and truly worn out, I sank into the mattress. Every muscle in my body was vibrating. Adam fell on top of
me, then rolled down from me and pulled me towards his chest. “That was really incredible.”

I nodded and this movement caused
wet liquid to drip out of me. I stared at Adam alarmed. “We didn’t use protection.”

He frowned and then shrugged his shoulders. “If you don’t mind…”

I thought about it briefly. “No, it’s alright.”

Adam
kissed me on my hairline and then crawled out of bed and carried me into my bathroom. “Even if it really arouses me to know that you are carrying my sperm inside you, we musn’t leave any blotches behind in your bed”, he said with a sigh. “And there are many ideas going round in my head right now as to how I could indulge your hot body in the shower.”

Adam
indulged my body two more times during the night. I was so sore the next morning that I felt every movement I made. And every movement automatically reminded me of what he had done to me. Adam was still fast asleep, but I couldn’t sleep anymore. So I raced around my apartment panic-stricken and tried to gain clarity on what was happening between us.

He said a number of times du
ring the night how much he loved me. And he didn’t just say it, he showed me how much too. And even if I still found it hard to believe despite all that, his eyes convinced me because they reflected a desperate love that mirrored my feelings for Adam.

However, doubts were still gnawing away at me. And what I
musn’t forget was that his life was in Dunvegan and mine was here in London. He had his distillery that he would never give up. He loved it far too much to do that. And I wouldn’t return to Dunvegan at least not in the near future. The memories I had were still far too fresh in my mind.

Maybe I would never be able t
o. What happened in that house would haunt me for my whole life. It was unthinkable for me to live there. Would our newfound love survive a long distance relationship? Would I be able to trust Adam with what had happened in the past? Probably not.

I sighed, pulled my dressing gown tighter around my body and sat down. I picked up the letters from the living room table
and first of all opened the bills. Thanks to the money Adam’s father had given me, I no longer had to worry about paying the bills. The rejection letter might not affect me as badly as I now had a job, but being rejected always hurt.

I opened the letter from the
National Portrait Gallery of Scotland in Edinburgh and stared at it shaking. It was a positive response! They had written that they would be delighted to welcome me as a member of their team. My heart jumped repeatedly. I couldn’t believe it. Edinburgh had always been a dream of mine. It was such an incredible city and it was calling for me. Me! I read the message again with a pounding heart.

Edinburgh
would bring me a few hours closer to Adam, I thought in delight. Maybe there is still a chance for us? I hopped back into the bedroom where Adam was still sleeping with a feeling of jubilation. I wanted to wake Adam up straight away, but then I hesitated.

I didn’t know how he saw our future. It was quite
possible that he just wanted to head straight back to Dunvegan after last night. What if he hadn’t planned a future with us together? I decided to take a cautious approach to finding out the answers to my questions.

I crouched down next to Adam and stroked his chest, kissed it and played with his piercing with my tongue.
He let out a quiet groan, but carried on sleeping. I had to make more of an effort to wake up this man. I licked down towards his lower abdomen with my tongue. His penis was also still asleep, but the sight of him lying there naked and waiting aroused me a lot. I breathed a cautious kiss on the tip of his penis and then licked it across its entire length. He still did not stir, but his shaft was slowly waking up to take in a new day.

I wrapped my hand around it and rubbed it carefully. Adam let out another soft groan and his lower abdomen twitched. His penis was awake and full of life. I closed my lips around it and was amazed at my courage. I enjoyed the taste of Adam’s penis.
Wet liquid started to gather between my legs. I took Adam’s entire penis in my mouth and sucked on it. He woke up gasping and he buried his fingers in my hair.

“Oh my God, Linda.”

I slid my lips up and down his penis and licked a drop of salty liquid from his hard bellend. I continued to handle Adam’s penis and suck on it. Adam lifted his hips and pushed his penis inside my mouth and in doing so stirred my own desire. I wouldn’t have thought that it could be so erotic. I took my other hand and continued to rub, lick and suck his penis. My inner muscles started to tighten and my breasts became heavy.

“
Baby, you’re good at that«, moaned Adam raucously. I slid his penis out of my mouth and looked up at him. His gaze was dreamy and wild. He grabbed me by my forearms and pulled me over him.

“I have to be inside you. Are you
alright or are you still too sore?”

I adjusted myself over him and led his penis to the entrance of my vagina. Adam lifted his hips and penetrated me. “I’ll take that as a yes”, he said.

He buried his fingers in my hips and directed us both in a stimulating rhythm. I threw my head against my neck and gasped. Adam clasped one of my breasts with his hand, put his other hand between our bodies and rubbed my clitoris. The delightful pain built up in me again and I started to move quicker on Adam. The vigorous convulsions felt like a thunderbolt searing through my body and an earthquake tearing me apart. Adam also stared underneath me and held me tight while he pumped his sperm into me.

“It’s becoming a habit that we don’t use protection”, he said with a twinkle in his eye.

I fell on top of him and took a deep breath. We had something to clear up. “Where do we go from here?”, I began. “I’ve thought about it and I can’t come to Dunvegan and live with you.”

Adam
pulled my head towards his chest and I listened to his heart beat. “I know. That would be a lot to ask.”

I looked up at him with my eyebrows raised. Did he not have an opinion on this or did he not dare to tell me that it was over between us.

“So you have nothing to say? That’s it? Adam, I love you and you said that you love me. That must still mean something.”

Adam
looked at me with a sad expression on his face and stroked my cheek. “The distillery is there. You know how important it is to me. It’s not about Glenoak Hall at all.”

I felt a knot form in my stomach. I thought that the whiskey distillery would be more important to him than me. But to hear him say it, really hurt me.
I sat up and looked away so that he couldn’t see the tears running down my cheeks. I swallowed the lump in my throat, so that he couldn’t recognize the hurt in my voice either. “So it ends here.”

Without any advance warning, Adam grabbed me and pushed me into the mattress. He pressed his mouth viciously against mine and growled. His tongue was looking for mine, stroked it softly and rekindled the fire inside me. I cast off the desire I was feeling in distress. He didn’t love me enough to give up his distillery!

“No, it doesn’t end”, he said and laughed at me below him. “I love the distillery and my whisky, but you’re more important to me. I took care of it a long time ago. Connor is now in charge. I’ve employed a caretaker for the house who will look after the estate.” Adam got up and looked at his watch. “And I’ve arranged an appointment to view a house here in London in an hour’s time.”

“What?
”, I asked speechless. “You’re giving your distillery to Connor for me?”

“You’re worth it”, he said and pulled me towards him. “I still can’t believe that my father was so right about you.”

“He really did know you well.” I kissed him and he sighed with pleasure. “Before you go and buy a house in London, what do you think about Edinburgh?”

Adam
looked at me blankly. “Edinburgh?”

“I received an acceptance letter from the
National Portrait Gallery of Scotland in Edinburgh.”

Adam
thrust himself over me again and covered my body with his. I had butterflies in my stomach from the twinkle in his eye. “It doesn’t matter where we go as long as I’m with you.” He grinned wryly. “But I would prefer Edinburgh of course. After all, I’m a Scot through and through. And if it takes you a long way away from that other guy, then I would feel much better.”

Epilog
ue

Not only Tom was disappointed at me handing in my notice, the director and my other colleagues were too. However, I soon forgot about my guilty conscience when I saw the wonderful old town house in Maryfield Street which Adam had bought. The charm of this old building captivated me immediately. It had high stucco ceilings, dark floor boards and large windows.

He had left the furnishing to an interior architect who had really left nothing to be desired.
Before my first day at work, I still had a little bit of time which we spent looking around Edinburgh. Adam showed me the Royal Mile, the zoo, the harbor and countless museums and galleries.

I had been to see a gynecologist in the meantime and she had
prescribed me with the pill because having sex without protection had been a little too sensitive. My cycle had still been pretty reliable, but I didn’t want to rely on it completely. Adam would have loved to become a father, but I didn’t feel quite ready for it yet.

I wanted to settle into my new job and into my new
home town first. Adam and I had now been together for four months. Fortunately, the gallery had left me with enough time to give my notice at my old job, to find a new place to live and to sort out anything else that needed sorting out. My grandmother was delighted at my decision to go to Edinburgh. So delighted in fact that she decided to come with me at short notice. She said there was nothing else to keep her in London. And to be honest, I was happy that she took this decision. I would have found it really difficult to have left her all alone, especially as we were now getting along so well.

Adam and I had spent the weeks leading up to our move in my tiny apartment in London. I think this confinement had brought us even closer together. In any case, it prepared us well for our future life.

Adam had traveled to Dunvegan two days ago to pick up a few things from there and to look after everything. I was certain that he would attend to his distillery on a regular basis, but I didn’t mind. He planned to open a bar here in Edinburgh. He didn’t want to be left without any work and the idea of running his own bar had always appealed to him.