Authors: Joan Johnston
Angel smiled despite the awfulness of the circumstances. “What are you? A knight in shining armor?”
“No. I'm a Texas Ranger.”
“Of all the tom-doodle, gim-crack things I ever heardâwhy didn't you just say so in the first place?”
“I never got the chance.”
“When I think how scared I was of youâand all for nothing.”
“Does that mean you aren't scared of me now?”
There was a long pause. “Should I be?”
He snorted. “Not hardly. All I want to do is get you out of here and headed safely home. Then I plan to wash my hands of you and forget I ever met you.”
Absurdly, Angel was irritated by his attitude. So, he couldn't wait to get shuck of her. Well, it wasn't any skin off her nose if he did. She would be glad to be shed of him, too.
“What were you doing out there all alone?” he asked.
“Walking.”
“Maybe I should have asked where you were headed.”
“San Antonio.”
“That's quite a walk from the hill country southwest of Austin, especially for a sprite of a woman like you.”
“I'm stronger than I look.”
“I won't argue with that,” he said, chuckling. “It's still a long way for a woman to be walking by herself.”
“It's either travel alone or not at all,” Angel said.
He paused, then asked, “No husband?”
Angel sighed. “No. No family at all.”
The thought of all the walking alone she had yet to do reminded her about her skinned knee. “Do you by any chance have a bandanna?” she asked.
“Sure. Why?”
“My trousers are ripped and my right knee's getting scraped worse every time I move. I wanted to try and bandage it.”
“I'll do it.”
Before Angel could protest, Dallas had reached for her. Only he missed her knee and found her thigh. She tensed at the touch of his hand. His fingers walked their way down her leg to her knee.
“Found it,” he said. “Feels like you skinned it pretty bad.”
Angel hissed in a breath of air as his fingers gently probed her wounded knee. She stiffened as he straightened her leg out across his lap and began tying the bandanna in place. She wasn't used to being touched by anyone, and most especially not by a man.
“That ought to do it,” Dallas said, patting her leg.
Angel suddenly wished it wasn't so dark. Maybe if she could see the face of this stranger, she wouldn't feel so awkward in his presence. But there wasn't any light and wouldn't be for at least another hourâor two.
“What do you look like?” Angel asked.
There was a long silence. Dallas drew in a breath of air and huffed it out. “I don't know what to say.”
“What color eyes do you have?”
“Brown.”
“Hair?”
“Brown.”
“How would you describe your face?”
“It's just a face,” he said curtly.
“You're not being much help!” Angel snapped back.
“What do you want me to say?”
Angel realized it had been foolish to ask him to describe himself. But she was glad he hadn't bragged he was handsomeâ¦or admitted he was plain. Still, she was curious.
If the situation were different, she would never have asked; but if the situation were different, she wouldn't have needed to. “Could I touch your face? I think I could tell by feeling, what you look like.”
He hesitated so long she was afraid he was going to refuse. At last he said, “All right.”
To her surprise he lifted her up and set her on his lap facing him, so her legs straddled his waist. It was a far more intimate pose than she would have liked, but she was afraid to complain lest he withdraw his permission for her examination. She was conscious of her breasts inches from his chest, of the heat of his thighs under hers. She could feel his breath on her face. An uncontrollable shiver ran down her spine.
“Anytime you're ready,” he said.
Angel held her breath as she reached out tentatively in the dark. She found his chin. There was a small cleft in it.
“When was the last time you shaved?” she asked, testing the rough bristle of beard under her fingers.
“Three days ago.”
She slid her hand along his jaw and felt the muscle work under her hand. It was a strong jaw and led to prominent cheekbones. His nose was straight and not too big, but it had a bump along the bridge.
“What happened here?” she asked.
“Broke it in a fistfight. Twice.”
There were wrinkles on his forehead and crow's-feet at the edges of his eyes. He had done some living.
“How old are you?”
“I'll be thirty-four next month. How old are you?”
“A lady never tells her age,” she said, then added, “Twenty-two.”
He had a widow's peak. His hair was thick and soft, and she let her fingers slide through it all the way down to where it curled over his collar.
“You need a haircut.”
“I like it the way it is.”
Apparently he was used to getting his own way.
His eyes were wide-set and large, and the lashes were ridiculously long and curled up from his cheeks where they lay. His eyelids were softer than the skin on the rest of his face, which felt not quite smooth, but not leathery, either. The scar on his cheek intrigued her.
“What happened here?”
“Knife fight.”
She frowned. “Seems you get into a lot of fights.”
“Hazard of the job.”
Angel had left his mouth for last, because it seemed the most personal of his features. There were deep slashes on either side of it. She wondered if he dimpled when he smiled.
“Smile for me.”
“Why?”
“Please.”
What she felt under her hand was more like a grimace, but yes, there were dimples there. “You can relax now,” she said.
She felt a genuine smile form under her hands as he said, “Thanks.”
His mouth, when he relaxed it, was wide, the lips thin, although the lower lip protruded slightly. She traced it with her fingers and felt him stiffen.
“Does that tickle?”
“No,” he said in a husky voice.
Suddenly his hands tightened on her waist.
“Angel?”
She felt his breath on her face, felt him closing the distance between their bodies. What did he want?
“You can tell a lot more about my mouth this way,” he said.
Suddenly she felt his lips on hers. Soft. And damp. And insistent. And yes, the bottom lip was full. It was an altogether wonderful mouth.
His tongue brushed against her closed lips, seeking entrance. The feeling was so exquisite that Angel waited for it to come again. His lips teased hers, coaxing. His tongue brushed her mouth again, and she gasped at the pleasure. His tongue slipped inside and retreated just as quickly.
Angel felt her heart pounding; it was hard to catch her breath. She grabbed handfuls of Dallas's shirt.
“Dallas, Iâ”
His mouth captured hers again. She kept her lips sealed, afraid of what might happen if she relented to his probing tongue. This was all forbidden territory. Virgin territory.
Suddenly Angel realized she was kissing a perfect stranger. She pushed against his chest with the heels of her hands, and her mouth was abruptly released.
Angel had been so wrapped up in her own reactions to the kiss she hadn't noticed what was happening to Dallas. Now that they were no longer kissing, she realized his breathing was as tortured as hers, and his heart was pounding under her fist.
“Did you find out everything you wanted to
know?” Dallas asked in a voice harsh with restrained need.
“Yes,” Angel gasped.
He set her away from him. “Then I think it's time we got started again.”
He headed away from her, and she had no choice but to follow, unless she wanted to be left alone in the dark. To her relief the cave ceiling almost immediately rose again, so they could walk upright. When it did, he reached back for her hand.
“I don't want to lose you now,” he said.
“I want to thank you for rescuing me.”
“We're not out of here yet.”
“What could possibly happen now?” Angel asked. “I meanâ”
Angel was in his arms so fast, it was as though an unseen force had shoved her there. One of his hands fisted in her hair, the other held her hips hard against his. They were aligned from breast to belly, and there was no mistaking his arousal.
“Does that answer your question?” he demanded.
“Of all the dim-wittedâ”
“Don't start,” he warned. “I was doing just fine until you started all that touching. I had put every picture I had of you out of my mind andâ”
“What pictures?”
“You backed up against a sheer rock wall, that white gold hair of yours flying in the wind. The way your breasts looked straining against that damned excuse for a shirt you're wearing. The sight of those blue eyes of yours flashing defiance against impossible odds. I haven't stopped wanting you since the first moment I laid eyes on you, lady. If you're smart, you won't provoke me into taking what you've got to offer.”
“I should've known you were just like all the others,” she hissed. “Texas Ranger, my eye. Where's your badge, Dallas? I had hold of your shirt pocket, and it wasn't there.”
“I took it off.”
“What for?”
“I'm on a leave of absence.”
“Why?”
He hesitated, then said in a stark, quiet voice, “A friend of mine, another Texas Ranger, was killed three days ago saving my worthless hide.”
“I'm sorry,” Angel murmured.
His grasp tightened on her. “Sorry doesn't help, Angel. If I'd been the one who was killed, there was nobody to give a damn. Cale left a wife and two kids behind. And I lost a friend who was like a brother to me.
“I walked into this cave trying to figure out some reason why he's dead and I'm still alive.
Alive enough to want a woman. Alive enough to want you!”
“Dallas, Iâ”
It was too late for words. His lips found hers in the dark, and this time he wasn't gentle. The same mouth that had been so soft was hard with unrestrained need. Ravaging. Plundering. Taking instead of giving.
Behind the need Angel felt his anguish, and she responded to it. Her arms circled him in comfort. Her body softened against his, offering solace. As suddenly as it had begun, the desperation receded, leaving only the need.
He could easily have taken what he wanted from her. She couldn't have resisted him; he was much bigger, much stronger than she. But as reason returned, his mouth left hers. His arms surrounded her, and he lifted her off the ground as he hid his face in the fall of silky hair at her shoulder.
Angel felt the strain in his body as he fought his grief. He shuddered once, and she felt him swallow hard. She reached up a hand and smoothed his hair back from his brow.
“It's all right,” she crooned. “It wasn't your fault. I know you must have done everything you could. Why, you rescued me today without a whisker of thought for your own safety.”
He didn't answer her, but he didn't push her away, either. She murmured comforting words, words she knew would not bring back his friend, but which might make him believe his was not such a worthless hide, after all.
For the first time in her life Angel was grateful for the dark. It had allowed this stranger to seek her out; it had allowed her to comfort him. Yet neither had to face the other when he at last lowered her to the ground and stepped away from her.
“Thanks,” he said.
“You're welcome.”
Dallas took her hand again, and they began to walk. He kept close to the wall to maintain his bearings, until at last the darkness gave way to gray shadows.
“I can see light,” Angel said.
Dallas began to move faster, but Angel wasn't about to be left behind now. They were almost running when he suddenly stopped.
There it was. The entrance to the cave. The sun was shining. The grass was bright green except where spring wildflowers left splashes of orange and yellow.
Angel's heart skipped a beat.
That was wrong
. There shouldn't be any spring flowers. It was fall. An unusually early frost had already turned the grass brown. But perhaps these were fall flowers;
and maybe the frost hadn't caught this particular glen.
She stayed beside Dallas as they left the cave. Bees buzzed. Birds sang. The mesquite blossomed.