“How did you know?” I asked.
“I didn’t when I was alive. But I can sense your presence
now. And besides, your glow kinda gives you away.”
“You don’t seem surprised.”
“Nothing surprises me anymore.”
I didn’t know what else to say so I changed the subject.
“Mol y misses you,” I said and Taylah smiled miserably.
“How’s she doing? I miss her too.”
“She’s fine,” I said. “Was that real y you on the night of
Hal oween?”
“Yeah.” Taylah nodded. “I was trying to warn you. Didn’t
do much good, though. Here you are.”
“You knew what was going to happen?” I asked.
“Not exactly, but I knew the seance was stirring up
something bad,” she said. “Abby’s an idiot; she had no
idea what she was messing with.”
“Don’t be too hard on her; she was sorry once she
realized. How did you know to come?”
“I heard on the grapevine that a portal had opened up in
Venus Cove. I knew that could only mean trouble so I tried
to warn you. Guess I messed that up too.”
“No, you didn’t,” I said firmly. “You tried.”
“You’d think an angel would know better than to mess
with that stuff,” Taylah scolded, sounding a little more like
her old self.
“You’re right. I should have tried harder.”
“Oh, don’t get al sentimental,” Taylah said. “You know,
you’re kind of a legend down here. We’ve al heard the
story of how you broke Jake’s heart and your brother
banished him underground. He’s been waiting ever since
for a chance to get you back.”
“Does anyone know how the story ends?” I asked
croakily.
“Nope,” Taylah said. “That’s what we’re al waiting to find
out. I real y hope you get back to Xavier.”
“Me too,” I said.
The expanse of cracked earth before us seemed
endless. Only the occasional boulder or solitary cactus
plant broke it.
“There’s nothin’ here,” said Tucker, defeated. “I reckon
we should head back.”
“We can’t,” I protested. “Asher said there’s a portal out
here. We need to keep looking.”
“We don’t have to find it today. It’s only one battle we’ve
lost, not the whole war.”
“Don’t be a pussy,” Taylah told him, with her usual
candor. “I want you guys to bust out of here.”
“When wil I get another chance?” I said in a plaintive
voice.
“I don’t know.” Tucker looked apologetic. “But we’ve
been gone too long now, and we’re skatin’ on thin ice.”
The taste of failure was bitter. We’d come so close and
ended up getting nowhere. We’d risked everything and
achieved nothing. It was only out of concern for Tucker that I
was persuaded to turn back. Jake might be angry with me,
but the worst he would do was reinforce security so that I’d
never set foot outside the penthouse again. Tucker was a
different story. Jake kept him around for his own perverse
amusement, but I knew he saw him as expendable. We’d
already turned to go back when I became aware that
something in the air had changed.
“Wait!” I cried, throwing a hand out to clutch Tucker’s
sleeve.
“What now?” he said. He was growing increasingly
uneasy. Perhaps in his mind he’d concluded that we’d been
led on a wild goose chase.
“Something feels different.” I turned in a slow circle.
“Actual y, something smel s different.” This time I had his
attention.
“Describe it,” he said.
“I think it’s salt,” I said, suspending thought and al owing
my senses to take charge. I knew that smel . It was as
familiar to me as my own skin. It was the briny distinctive
scent of the ocean and it washed over me like an old friend
welcoming me home.
“The portal must be close,” I said, detaching from them to
scramble feverishly forward. “I think … I think I can smel the
sea!”
I heard a sharp intake of breath behind me and wasn’t
sure whether it had come from Tucker or Taylah or both.
“Up ahead!” Tucker’s voice was charged. “That’s gotta
be it. I can’t believe you’ve found it!”
I whirled around to see a mess of tumbleweed drifting
back and forth across the dusty red earth, only meters from
where we stood. It looked twisted and knotted from its
endless journey of being tossed around by the wind across
the Wasteland, but there was no mistaking what it was.
I ran forward, half expecting it to dart elusively out of
reach, but I was able to grasp it in my hand. It felt coarse
and dry beneath my fingers but gave off a compel ing
energy. I was drawn to it like a magnetic force. Its
unobtrusiveness made it the perfect cover for a portal. It
was big enough for me to be able to crawl through and on
the other side, I was just able to make out a yel ow finger of
sunlight spil ing across white sand.
Tucker and Taylah were beside me in a flash, watching
intently. Tuck’s face was flushed with anticipation and
Taylah’s soul practical y vibrated with excitement. I reached
my arm tentatively through the center of the tumbleweed
and felt its dry twigs scratch my arm. At its core the
consistency was like dough, mal eable but tough to push
through. It only al owed access up to a certain point before
my arm met with resistance.
“It won’t let me get any farther,” I complained.
I began to wriggle my arm more determinedly through the
opening. I had forced myself into the scrubby tunnel up to
my shoulder when I felt a gentle suction tugging on my hand.
Panic seized me. What if it was al an il usion? What if the
tumbleweed was an elaborate joke being played at our
expense? It seemed a pretty far-fetched idea but what if
Asia and Asher had been having us on for their own
amusement? They were demons, after al . Trapping souls
was what they did. What if I came out at the other end of the
tumbleweed not in my Georgia hometown but in an even
darker recess of Hel ? Then I would be completely alone,
not even Tucker would be able to find me. I made myself
snap out of it. I remembered what it felt like melding with
Xavier in my spirit form. How whole and safe I’d felt. The
memory of it made me strong. Xavier wouldn’t want me
bailing on him when I’d come this far. How proud would he
be if I actual y succeeded in getting out? If I made it through,
Xavier would get to see me in the flesh, not as just a
vibration in the air. The thought was too tantalizing. I was
counting down the seconds in my head before I would feel
my feet touch the silky sand.
“Here. Let me try,” I heard Taylah exclaim impatiently. I
watched as she effortlessly darted above me, a wispy
substance floating through the tumbleweed until she was
cal ing out to us from the other side.
“How’d she do that?” I exclaimed, withdrawing my arm
and peering through to see her hazy face at the other end.
Taylah gave me the thumbs-up before checking out her new
surroundings.
“Of course.” Tuck slapped his forehead. “A soul can
easily slip out!”
“I know this place!” cried Taylah, her voice quavering with
excitement. “Beth, you won’t believe where I am!” She was
crying now. I saw tears of happiness streaming down her
face.
“You’re in Venus Cove, aren’t you?” I guessed
immediately.
“At the Crags?”
“Yes, Beth,” Taylah whispered. “I’m home.”
19
Sacrifice
“I can see your yard from here!” Taylah cried triumphantly.
“The lawn seriously needs mowing.”
“Is anyone out there?”
“No, the beach is empty. But the sun is shining and there
are no clouds in the sky and someone’s out sailing and …
it’s so beautiful here. What are you waiting for? Come on,
Beth.”
I hesitated. Taylah had gotten through the portal, but what
would happen now?
“Taylah,” I cal ed tentatively. “Do you think you can stay
there? You’re stil —”
“Dead,” she finished my sentence cheerful y. “I know I am.
But I don’t care. I’d rather be a ghost, free to roam the earth
forever than spend another minute in that sewer.” A note of
panic suddenly crept into her voice. “Oh my God,
someone’s out here! I can hear them.”
“Calm down,” Tucker reassured her. His face too was
alight with excitement at our discovery. “It’s probably just
someone on the beach. You’re on the other side,
remember?”
“Oh, yeah.” Then concern crept into Taylah’s voice. “I
can’t be seen like this. What if it’s a hot guy?”
“Even if it is, he won’t be able to see you,” I reminded her.
“Right.” She sounded disappointed. I couldn’t suppress a
smile. Even Hel with al its terrors hadn’t been able to
entirely suppress the girl Taylah had been in life.
Once Taylah made it through I relaxed a little. There was
less urgency now as I knelt by the portal ready to try again. I
longed to join her so that I too could look out over the ocean
and feel the wind whipping my hair so it streamed behind
me. The first thing I’d do after that would be to run home
and straight into the arms of my brother and sister. In my
enthusiasm I kicked off my heels and sort of jumped
headlong into the portal. Suddenly I was inside it, half my
body stuck in the Wasteland, the other half looking directly
at a shel peeking out of the delicate white sand. I reached
out to it. I could almost feel the warmth of the sun on my
hands and hear the crash of the foamy waves over the
rocks.
I was not a wraith like Taylah and once inside, the portal
seemed to tighten around me, like it knew I shouldn’t be
there. A magnetic force that had first drawn me forward
now propeled me backward, but I held on. I soon heard the
sound that had alerted Taylah to someone’s presence. An
energetic sniffing could be heard that was more inquisitive
than menacing. My nostrils were suddenly assaulted by an
even more familiar scent. It was just the encouragement I
needed. I knew who it was even before his silky coat, the
color of moonlight, came into view. I caught sight of a pale
silver eye and a damp brown nose.
“Phantom!” I gasped in delight. I could only see him in
fragments—but it was stil my beloved dog. I heard Taylah
jump back, alarmed by Phantom’s enthusiasm. She’d never
real y been a dog person, but the emotions that hit me upon
seeing him were almost unbearable. I reached out a hand
and let it pass right through the portal. Phantom nuzzled his
spongy nose into my palm, frantic with the pleasure of
recognition. I scratched behind his silky ear and a lump
rose in my throat the size of a golf bal . I had to gulp to get
my next words out.
“Hey there, boy,” I murmured. “I’ve missed you.” My
emotion was reciprocated by Phantom, who now began to
whimper and scratch furiously at the portal, trying to gain
access. Then, like a thunderbolt it struck me that Phantom
could not possibly be out on the beach alone. Someone
had to be with him. Someone I loved was perhaps only
meters away and heading in this direction! It was probably
Gabriel, who always took Phantom with him when he went
for runs along the beach. I imagined I could even hear his
padded footfal s on the sand. His strong, comforting arms
might soon enfold me. When that happened every bad
memory would be obliterated. Gabriel would know exactly
what to say to make everything right again. I repressed the
urge to scream out to him just in case something went
wrong. I felt as if I were walking a tightrope and needed to