Forgiving Nancy (Last Hangman MC Series Book 5) (15 page)

“See, I love a man who isn’t afraid to get his hands dirty to protect the ones he loves. What you did, even though it was horrendous in a way, was incredibly hot,” she says in a sensual voice as she walks around the office, closing all of the blinds. I can see Ant and Gabe cheer us on through the window that faces the garage as she closes the last blind.

“You do realize that they know exactly what’s about to happen right?” I sit on the couch that’s opposite the desk as she walks over to me.

“I know and they also know what I’ve been doing for the past five years. The only difference is that I love you and actually want to do it.” She smirks and kneels in front of me before unzipping my pants.

“Fuck, Nancy.”

“Soon, Baby.” She promises as she pulls my cock out of my jeans. Without wasting a second, she takes me in her warm mouth and I almost lose it. The Nancy I knew was shy when it came to sex, she would never take the lead or suck me off like this. This new Nancy is still my sweet Nancy, but a sexified version of her and I fucking love it. She licks the underside of my cock painfully slowly before swirling the head with her tongue. She’s successfully driving me crazy but now, it’s my turn to have an element of control. I wrap her long hair around my fist and guide her up and down my cock. My head rests on the back of the couch and I feel something during sex for the first time in forever. Yeah, that makes me sound like a pig, but I really don’t give a fuck. This isn’t about making love, this is about raw, carnal lust.

She taps my stomach whenever I make her go too deep or too fast and I slow down. I don’t want to force her to do anything but fucking hell she drives me crazy.

After a few more minutes of sweet torture, I help her up and try to get her underneath me on the couch. She puts up a fight and pushes me down until I’m half lying on the couch.

“Today is all about you, Bennett.” She looks at me seductively and removes her pants, shirt and underwear until she’s standing fully naked in front of me. “Condom?” I quickly pull one out of my wallet and roll it down my cock in record time. She straddles my lap and moans as she slowly lowers herself on me.

“Fuck, Nancy.” I groan as I hold her hips still, if she moves then I’m going to come and I want to enjoy this a little bit more first.

“What’s wrong?” She looks at me with worry in her eyes.

“You feel so fucking good, I’m ready to explode.” I admit, feeling slightly embarrassed.

“Now, now, let me have my fun too.” She smirks and starts rolling her hips. I caress her sides, making sure to give her tits some attention as I let her bring herself closer to the orgasm I’m more than ready for. I sit up and take her left nipple in my mouth, sucking on it gently. I look up at her as she throws her head back and lets out a long moan before her movements quicken.

My hands curl around the back of her neck and bring her lips down to meet mine. I kiss her deeply as she rides me.

“I won’t last much longer, Gorgeous Girl,” I gasp with a tight voice.

“Don’t hold back, Bennett,” she whispers as she leans back a little and starts to rub her clit with her right hand as she holds her weight with her left arm on my knee. I’m about lose it right there and then thanks to the erotic show in front of me. It’s unbelievably hot to see the woman you love pleasuring herself without being self-conscious. I hold onto her hips and help her ride me as my orgasm edges ever closer.

It doesn’t take me long to explode inside the condom and I feel like I’m floating. I replace her fingers with mine and rub her clit harder and faster, bringing her over the edge in seconds. She moans my name loudly before collapsing against me as she rides out her orgasm.

“That was fucking amazing,” she says, sounding out of breath.

“You don’t say.” I chuckle.

When we walked out of the office we were greeted by cheers and cat calls by the guys that were working in the garage. Weirdly Nancy didn’t seem to care, she flipped them off and just walked off towards the compound with a smile on her face.

She’s managed to make my heart beat again and erase the memory of what I did today in just a matter of hours. For a while, I didn’t recognize myself and didn’t want to be around Nancy in fear I’d snap, but she brought me out of the darkness. She brought me back to life and now I’m ready to bring my woman home.

Women are a weird species. They kiss you, fuck you but then want to sleep in separate beds.
What the ever loving fuck?
Despite everything that happened today Nancy wanted to sleep in her own bed alone, which put a huge downer on my evening and my constant boner. I’m all about letting her call the shots, especially after what she’s been through, but having to sleep without her again is torture.

I wake in the middle of the night with a start after hearing a bloodcurdling scream. My immediate reaction is that I dreamt the scream or maybe the movie I was watching before bed is still playing, but as I mute the TV, I can still hear screaming. It takes me a second to place the voice and realize that it’s coming from Nancy’s room. I jump out of bed and run to her room with my gun in my hand, ready to shoot whoever’s attacking her but I come to a sudden stop when I reach her doorway. There’s only Nancy there. I take a second to calm my racing heart and see that she’s tossing and turning and kicking at the sheets as if someone was attacking her. Her screams chill my blood and I climb into bed next to her and try to bundle her into my arms so she can’t accidentally hurt herself. I finally manage to hold her still, but not without receiving a fist to the face for my efforts. I know it’s not on purpose but it fucking hurts. Someone’s taught her how to punch.

“Shh, it’s me Nancy, calm down, it’s just a nightmare. You’re safe, you’re here with me.” I try to soothe her but she can’t hear me. “It’s not real, my Gorgeous Girl.” Hearing her nickname seems to calm her down slightly. “It’s all a bad dream,” I whisper and kiss her temple. She slowly wakes up and looks at me with scared eyes. I don’t know what occurred in her nightmare, but considering the look of fear on her face, it must have been fucking bad. I wish I could erase her fears forever.

CHAPTER 22

Nancy

Seeing the pained expression on Bennett’s face as he wakes me up from one of my nightmares is something I will never forget. I hate to be the one who put that sadness there.

“This is exactly why I didn’t want us sleeping together.” I frown but cuddle up to him.

“It’s fine, I’d rather be next to you when it happens than wake up wondering what the hell is going on.” He kisses the top of my head and pulls me closer.

“I could hit you though.”

“You’ve already done that and look, I’m still here.” He looks at me whilst rubbing his jaw.

“I’m so sorry.” I try to pull away from him but he doesn’t let me move an inch.

“Where do you think you’re going?”

“I hit you, it’s not right.”

“It’s not like you hit me on purpose anyway, plus me man, I can take it.” He growls pounding his chest.

“I would never, well unless you’re being a dickhead.” I chuckle softly.

“There’s my Nance. Want to talk about your nightmare?”

“Not particularly.” I sigh.

“I won’t push you but I’m here if you need me.” He kisses my forehead and starts to stroke my hair.

“I know you won’t and I’m grateful. I only ever have one nightmare for some reason, but today it was slightly different.” I rub my face, trying to rid myself of the remnants of my nightmare.

“What do you mean?”

“It’s the day I was kidnapped but you and my parents were there though.”

“I take it that it didn’t go well.” He frowns.

“Not at all. It started off the same, two guys dressed in black, grabbing me from behind and pulling me towards a van but my parents were standing on the porch watching it all with big smirks on their faces and two other men were holding you back. You were screaming and trying to get to me.” I start to cry and try to wipe away my tears without him seeing.

“What do you think it means?”

“That my parents are evil and that it’s a good thing that you didn’t show up because you could have ended up injured or worse that night?” I look into his eyes and see that they mirror my distress.

“We’ll be okay, my Gorgeous Girl.”

“I’m scared, Bennett.” I finally admit, I’m terrified of what could happen in the future.

“I was starting to wonder if you were human or not.” He laughs nervously.

“Why?”

“Because you’ve been so unaffected by all of this, or at least you seem to be. I was getting worried.”

“I should’ve told you.”

“Yes, but you have now and we can move past it. I’ll make sure you’re protected and safe at all times. I love you, Nancy. I’m not letting you get away from me again, got it?”

I nod. “I love you too, Bennett.”

“I didn’t say it to hear it back.”

“I know, I wanted to say it because that’s how I feel. I still love you, that never changed. If anything my feelings only grew with time, even though we were apart and the chances of us ever seeing each other again were slim to none.”

“Looks like fate was on our side.” He beams.

“Looks like it.” I kiss him softly.

“Mind if I spend the rest of the night with you?”

“Please.”

“Good because I wouldn’t have left anyway.”

“Why did you ask then?”

“To give you the illusion that you have some control over me?” He grins unashamedly and I burst out laughing.

“Bennett, a woman’s best weapon isn’t her tears, it’s between her legs. I know I can make you do anything and everything I want.” I smirk.

“Oh really?” He smirks and rolls us so he’s lying on top of me, between my legs. He grinds against me and we both moan. Surely he’s trying to get the upper hand here.

“See, you have no self-control around me.” I taunt him in a sing song voice.

“Fuck off.” He chuckles and rolls off me to spoon me.

“Thank you for waking me up.” I kiss the bicep I’m resting my head on and get comfortable.

“Don’t mention it.” He kisses the back of my shoulder and slightly bites it as I grind my ass into his cock. “Don’t or we won’t sleep.”

“Not even sorry.” I chuckle and cuddle his arm.

Tonight had to be the second best night of sleep I’ve ever had. Sleeping in Bennett’s arms, I feel safe. Maybe I shouldn’t try to push him away anymore, especially since I’m vulnerable. I should give him the chance to protect me and take care of me the way he wants to.

I must’ve managed a few hours of sleep because when I open my eyes it’s daylight outside and Bennett isn’t spooning me anymore. I look around and smile when I see a note next to my phone on the nightstand.

Morning my Gorgeous Girl,

As usual, club business, will message you a bit later.

Callum is on ladysitting duty and I know you like him (which I’m not sure how I feel about).

The girls are having lunch today and going for shopping, they want you to go so be ready by 11.30.

I love you.

Bennett.

I giggle as I read his words, knowing that he’s jealous of mine and Callum’s friendship amuses me for some reason. He knows I love him and that he’s the only one for me but I guess he’s just insecure with how close me and Callum are, which I can understand to a certain degree. I guess I’ll have to keep reminding him that he’s my one and only.

I look at the time and realize it’s already eleven and I need to get my ass in gear or I’ll be naked when the girls get here. I jump out of bed and take a quick shower before throwing on a pair of jeans, Converse, a white tank top and a flannel shirt. I skip make up altogether because I just can’t be bothered this morning. I grab my phone before running downstairs to make a quick cup of coffee.

I’m sitting on the couch watching the news when I bring cup to my lips and hear a knock on the door at the same time. Two seconds later the front door opens and Ayden, Line, Viv and Nicole all bundle into the living room.

“Hey Chica!” Viv exclaims loudly and walks over to hug me.

“Hey yourself.” I say and put my cup down on the coffee table.

“Please tell me it’s good coffee and that you have a pot ready?” She asks as she walks to the kitchen.

“Help yourself.” I smile and hug each of the girls in turn.

“No love for Callum?” I hear him ask as he walks in after everyone and punches in the alarm code to rearm it.

“Of course.” I smile and walk over to him before hugging him as well. Callum is one of those people who don’t show their emotions often. Instead he’ll bottle it up inside and never let it out unless he meets that one person he can trust implicitly and I’m so glad I’m one of those people. One look and we know exactly how the other person is and what they’re thinking, and by the looks of it, he’s not doing too well at the moment. Something is clearly playing on his mind today.

“Later,” he whispers before pulling away from my hug.

“What’s going on between the two of you?” Ayden asks and we turn to see her eyeing us up from her spot on the couch.

“It’s none of your business, Little One.” Callum chuckles before ruffling her hair.

“Oh no you didn’t, you bitch!” She slaps his shoulder before her face contorts with pain as she cradles her hand. “What the fuck are you made of?”

“Pure muscles, Babe.” He smirks and disappears into the kitchen. “Got any whiskey? If I have to fucking ladysit you guys all day I’m gonna need some alcohol in me.” He looks between all of us as we join Viv in the kitchen.

“I have no idea where Bennett hides it. Sorry.” I give him an apologetic smile.

“Asshole,” he mumbles and pours himself a cup of coffee.

“Ready for some shopping and lunch?” Nicole asks, clapping her hands with excitement.

“Uh, I guess,” I answer nervously.

“What’s wrong? Scared to be seen with us?” Nicole asks sounding a little offended.

“It’s not that.” I sigh. “I just don’t have much money at the moment. I fe-”

“Like hell you’re not going to enjoy yourself today. I’ll pay for you. You refuse I’ll tell on you.” Callum cuts me off glaring at me.

“As I was going to say, it’s already costing Bennett a shit load of money to help me get my papers sorted, we need to prove that I’m still alive so I can get my ID and stuff.” I explain.

“Callum is right and seriously?” Viv asks.

“Yeah, I had to take blood and DNA tests to prove I’m me. It’s ridiculous.” I sigh.

“Well, at least you’ll have your papers soon.” Ayden grins.

“True, I’m just fed up. It’s all because my parents declared me dead.” I shudder.

“Fuck, that must be weird to know you have a headstone with your name on it,” Line says with a disturbed expression on her face.

“It’s even worse when you see pictures of said headstone.” I frown and finish the rest of my coffee.

“Want me to go put a sledgehammer through it?” Callum asks casually.

“No, I want to be the one to do it.”

“I’ll take you when you’re ready.” He winks at me.

“It’s fucking awkward to see the way you two interact. I swear there’s something going on,” Ayden says looking between the two of us.

“Nothing’s ever happened between us, no feelings shared either. Don’t go getting any crazy ideas.” I chuckle.

“How do you two know each other then?” Viv asks, sounding as confused as the others look.

“Long story short, I was in a bad place, was offered women for sex, she was one of them, but I couldn’t fuck her. Instead we talked all night and I kept going back to talk to her every month, happy?” Callum glares at Ayden.

“Fuck I think that’s the longest sentence I’ve ever heard you say.” Ayden looks at Callum in shock.

“Don’t get used to it. Now are we ready to get this over and done with?” He asks and we all nod. Although, I don’t feel ready for this; I have no money and don’t want to owe Callum money when he’s already given me so much. Plus it’s like he would ever let me pay him back so it’ll be forever hanging over my head. He holds my arm back as the girls walk out in front of us. “Bennett asked me to give you this.” I look at him as he hands me a small box.

“What is it?” I ask.

“Typical woman, how about you open it?” he asks sarcastically.

“Alright, keep your panties on.” I snicker and open it to find a beautiful purse inside. “Why a purse? I don’t have any cards or anything.” I frown.

“Look inside maybe?” He groans and sounds exasperated.

“Alright, grumpster.” I look inside and find some cash, a bankcard and,
no fucking way,
my brand new ID! I look up at Callum with tears in my eyes and jump into his arms.

“He wanted to surprise you himself but he had things to do,” he tells me as he catches me.

“I can’t believe it!” I shriek in his ears.

“You can and you should. The bankcard is his because you need to go to the bank with him to set up an account in your name.” He smiles at me as he puts me down.

“Okay, seriously, you cannot tell me that you two have never fucked or at least kissed!” Ayden groans.

“I promise, I just got my ID.” I squeal and bounce on the spot until the rest of the girls join in.