For the First Time: Twenty-One Brand New Stories of First Love (70 page)

“I love you, Taddy.” He grabbed at her ass, kneading her flesh in circular motions. A rhythm between them started. She glided herself up on his shaft, begging him to thrust deep and hard inside her. Coming down hard on his cock, she allowed her body to sink further as the walls of her cunt contracted, milking his cock.

Loving him as only she could.

He cupped her breasts and pulled her face to his. “You feel so good.”

“Please. Please. Fuck me harder,” she begged. It had been three days since they’d had a moment like this. It was a shame it took a plane to make this possible. But she’d take it. She’d take anything Warner would give her. She loved him more with each passing day.

“Red, I hate it when I can’t look at your face.”

“Big Daddy, you promised one hard fuck every so often.”

“That I did.” He sat up, grazed his teeth against her right nipple, and then stole his final kiss.

“Hard,” she begged again.

“Turn around, little girl. Face the wall.”

She repositioned, crawling to the edge of the bed on her knees.

Warner got off the bed, stood and came up behind her.

With a toss of her head over her shoulder, she looked back at him. “Make me come.”

“Take a deep breath.” He stabbed her pussy with his cock then pulled back and slid in again. Fisting her hair in his hands, he drilled and pounded his flesh against and into her.

Screaming in ecstasy, a wave of pleasure built up high and fast inside of her.

“I’m going to—” Her body spasmed.

“You’re going to come all over my cock, Red. Is that what you want? Tell me.” He thrust in and out of her, stretching her walls. “Throw that pussy back on me, baby. Give it to me.”

She knuckled the sheets in her hands. Fighting off the urge to orgasm, trying to hold out just a little bit longer, she pushed her backside into his front and fucked him.

“That’s my girl. Come on, Red. Come for your Big Daddy.” He slapped her ass.

She whimpered. As a sound of an erotic moan built up through her, Warner’s fingers came wide and filled her mouth. She bit down, stifling the scream. Moist and wet, she came on her final push onto his cock. Kneeling on all fours, she paused, for only a second.

Pulling her into his chest and kissing her, he turned her over. Her budded nipples pointed out between them as she splayed her legs wide. His body, all six-foot-five of him, hovered over her. He collected the moisture from her cunt and covered his cock.

His body pressed into her first with a slow, tight and shallow thrust. “Can you take it?” Warner played with her.

“Bring it.” She tapped the underlying soft flesh of his balls.

With his hands holding up her left leg over his right shoulder, he pierced into her again. This time, though, it was about his needs, his release. Thrusting deeper than ever before, he pulled back and forth as she moaned in his mouth.

Pumping once, thrusting twice. “Tell me you love me.”

She held onto his shoulders. “I love you more than ever, Big Daddy.”

“Say it again, and don’t stop ’til I come.”

Nervous, she looked up at him. That request was a new one. In the three years they’d dated, and probably nine hundred or so times they’d fucked, he’d never said that before. But she was madly in love with him, so she did as he wished. “I love you, Warner.”

“I’m going to—”

She pressed her hands against his cheeks as his hazel eyes flicked to that possessive look. “I love you so much.”

“Red. Yes. Taddy.” He drove in harder, his body shuddering, trembling almost violently.

“I love your heart. I love your mind. I love your body. I love your smile.”

He growled in her ear as his body collapsed on top of hers.

The pilot’s speaker came on. “Mr. Truman. We’re going to need you to take your seats now.”

“We’re coming!” Taddy answered for him with a double entendre.

He climbed off her and extended his hand, helping her off the bed.

As they dressed, she saw the box on the table.

“Here, let me.” He came up behind her and zipped her dress up the back. He couldn’t see she’d taken the gift in her hands. She was nervous. This was a ring box; she wasn’t stupid.

“Warner!” she voiced in surprise, opening the box.

He laughed and turned her around. Warner dropped to one knee like something out of the movies. “Taddy Brill, I love you. Will you marry me?” The hope in his eyes was quickly darkened by the realization of what she might say. Warner knew her better than Lex, Vive and Blake. He’d been a part of her life so intimately. He was there when she confronted her mother and helped her when she’d learned Eddie Easton wasn’t her paternal father.

Each office Brill, Inc. had opened overseas—Hong Kong, Sydney and Qatar—he’d co-signed the leases, the loans, bought the buildings. Her business was just as much his as her soul was, too.

There was one thing Taddy Brill was not and that was a gold digger. Every penny she’d made, she earned. Independence was who she was. It defined her.

“Taddy?” His voice had changed.

She dropped to her knees, looking up at him. Her hand came up to his cheek and she kissed him on the lips as if it might be the last. She had no clue how he’d react to her reply. “I love you, Warner. I want nothing more than to share my life with you. And it pains me to say this, but I can’t marry you.”

“You’re kidding. Red. Come on….”

“No.” She closed the box, allowing it to fall into his hands. The hurt look on his face and the devastation in his eyes told her she’d just destroyed the best thing that had ever happened to her.

*     *     *

“Touch my balls
with your tongue. Babe, that’s it. Right there!”
Dejon’s dirty talk burned permanently in her consciousness while she sat in the yellow cab. Her skin prickled in ways and in places she didn’t know existed—between her legs.

Since Dejon had gone down on her in Stockholm, her feelings for him had intensified, from a ten to a ten-thousand. Infatuation had been there, and lust, too. Her love for him remained unconditional. It was Kiki’s desire for Dejon Turay to take her hard, take her fast, take her raw, and take her
now
. It ate away at her as some kind of untamed animal, from the wild. Hungry and determined, he’d been aggressive to get her to orgasm.

An enigma, she didn’t understand Dejon’s moods. One minute, he’d be all sweet and loving. Then the next, it was as if a nymphomaniac had taken over his delicious body. Was this normal for all guys? Why couldn’t they have a balance of sweet and tender? Without having any other relationship experience to go on, it’d pained her to deny him. She wanted to give
this
to him, and herself. And soon!

Manhattan’s skyline stood in the far distance ahead. Erect and prominent, her sights caught the splendor of the Empire State Building. Kiki’s mind blazed with erotic thoughts and images of Dejon’s cock. How it had looked up-close, felt between her hands, filled her mouth, and tasted on her tongue.
Dick Heaven!

Sculpted to perfection, long and thick, she’d never touched, or kissed, another penis to make any comparisons. But she felt confident her fiancé’s was exemplary.

With the airport behind her and the city’s incoming traffic bumper-to-bumper in front, it might be another twenty or so minutes before the cab made it to her doorstep.

In the backseat, Kiki uncrossed her legs. A muffled gasp escaped her lips as the desire to touch herself dominated her. The day before, while she’d worked with Paloma, this lust cloud had ruined her ability to think professionally. To the point where Paloma, one of the world’s most famous and luxurious jewelry designers of her lifetime, had stopped whatever she was doing and asked if Kiki was all right.

Drunk! That was how she felt. Or at least how she imagined intoxication would be. Under Dejon’s influence while on the trade show floor, her brain was incapacitated to do much else other than think of his dick in her hands and playing peek-a-boo with her ass cheeks.

On the plane ride home, the urges had returned, hearing Dejon say,
“Touch me! Touch me!”
Again, she thought in much more detail about sucking on his beautiful cock, taking it up her ass, and deep, deep,
deep
inside her pussy.

Seated between three hundred or so people on the flight, she’d taken a blanket and covered herself. Crossing then uncrossing and re-crossing her legs to relieve the churning in her lower body, nothing worked. It was as if her pussy had been set on fire and there was only one way to make it stop.

There, in the yellow cab, she sat alone—just her, Dejon’s words, and the undertow taking her down as a current of bliss and lust rose up to orgasm.

Sorta…

His driver’s ID said Satchet. Mumbling on his phone, the driver spoke in Hindi. Whenever he stopped at the red lights, Satchet penciled in his crossword puzzle and laughed to himself, all while taking a bite of something saffron-smelling from a Styrofoam box.

Preoccupied, Satchet, the crossword-playing, cell phone-chatting, forever eating, yellow cab-driving guy wouldn’t notice if Kiki touched herself.
Right?

“Hmm.” For privacy, Kiki closed the thick acrylic divider separating her from Satchet.

Quiet.

She rolled down the window a smidge. Fresh air kissed her face as she felt her lips curl into a smile. Exhausted from the trip and yet oddly euphorically high with memories of being in Dejon’s arms, she replayed for the one millionth time every word he’d spoken.

“Babe, this is the best. You’re perfect,”
he’d complimented.

Tapping her fingers along the grainy leather of the Coach bag on her lap, she glanced up at the driver. Satchet’s attention appeared to be on the Long Island Freeway, not on her. In one fell swoop, she locked the door, closed her eyes, and then slid her hand under her purse. She rubbed her palm and fingers against her slacks, yearning to pull her pants down.

“Look up at me. Let me see your beautiful eyes. That’s my Kiki.”

“I want you, Dejon. Now,” she purred to herself, forgetting she didn’t have much experience masturbating, let alone never in a billion years had she touched herself in
public
.

Kiki didn’t see any other way to make the crazy desires stop. She had to, or she was going to go insane. It was that simple. The
New York Post’s
headline the following day would read, ‘Cock-Starved Vagina Causes Woman to Be Admitted to Bellevue’s Asylum.’

Eyelashes heavy against her cheeks, she inhaled a shallow breath. Again, she heard Dejon speaking to her. Licking her middle finger, she glided it under her waistline, past her panties and straight into her warm, moist place.

“I can’t wait to make you nice ‘n’ nasty.”

With a shaky hand, she raked her nails through her pubic hair. Pressing down hard on her swollen flesh, she increased friction and whimpered, “Ohhh, gosh.” In quick circular motions, three fingers from her right hand massaged her lips.

How liberating.

Free and in control of her own needs, she stroked up then down. Hunkering down further in the seat, she could no longer see out the window. With a flick of her clit, a tingly sensation traveled all the way up to her scalp. The heat came off her—first, a simmering burn then scorching, bringing her to her knees.

Make me your wife. I want to be your…everything.

Her upper body felt heavy. Buttocks pressed against the door, she rested her forehead on the seat in front of her. Again, she licked her fingers, reinserting them. Deeper this time into her vagina, while a moan lodged in the back of throat.

“Let me fuck your sweet mouth,”
he’d begged.

“Forget my mouth, Dejon. Take me.” Almost brave, she spoke louder and pinched her clit, in that special way as Dejon had done the day before.

Wet and hungry was how her flesh felt as she caressed herself. Nearly vibrating, ready to take off into another world, she’d never felt herself so eager.

Sprawled out, she didn’t care what was going on around her. Miley Cyrus could’ve been cleaning the cab’s windows with her long-ass, giraffe-like tongue and Kiki would never know it. Dejon was on top of her. He was all that mattered.
I love you, Dejon. I love you so much
.

“Make my cock disappear. Get it all the way in there,”
he’d dominated.

Hands moving faster, she arched her feet as if letting out steam from the soles of her shoes. Pent-up erotic air decompressed from her tense, undersexed body.

“I’m going to…Ahhh.” In her mouth, she tried to taste him—that saltiness, that manliness, all of him, musky and sweet.
Mmm.

“Sooo close. Yessssah. Almost.”
He’d almost orgasmed.

Frantic! Her hands—now longer fingers, now Dejon’s cock—thrust inside her. Blood pounded in her ears. Ready to shoot off, to somewhere close to Dejon Turay, she pressed her feet against the passenger partition.

Her hand slickened and glazed from her new excitement.

The car screeched to a halt.

Ouch!
Her body smacked the divider. Then sweet cream jetted. “Yes—”

Lunging forward, the car moved up a foot then stopped again.

Engrossed in her Dejon fantasy, Kiki’s body bounced toward the seat.

“Ahem. Lady! You back there?” Satchet shouted in a thick Indian accent.

Oh, come on, already. Can’t I have ten minutes to myself?

“Eight Street. Five Avenue. We are here. $46. Plus tip.”

“One sec…” Wiping her damp forehead, she pulled herself up onto the seat, swallowed hard, and asked, “What?”

He pointed to the meter. “
Green Village
. You are here. I get your bag.”

*     *     *

Manhattan’s crisp fall
air invigorated her senses as she stepped onto the curb. Was it enough to shake the jetlag from Air Sweden’s eighteen-hour flight home?

Nope.

The layover in Moscow had made the trip unnecessarily long.
I need a hot bath
. Walking into the marble lobby of her apartment building, she spotted a UPS box sent from Provo with her name on the address label.

“Kiki! Welcome back.” Caris, the doorman, greeted. Peering out from his green bifocals, he scratched his bald head and handed her a receipt, acknowledging the package. “I’m glad you’re home. Your roommate hasn’t come out of the apartment in four days. I’m worried.”