Fighting Temptation (Bay State Series Book 1) (13 page)

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“Braydon knows about the baby,” I tell my mom when she comes back into my room. I really wish he wouldn't have found out this way but there was no way I could keep it from him any more. He needed to know.

“I'm glad, keeping a secret like that has to be stressful. Not to mention he had a right to know. I know you wanted to surprise him but God on the other hand had other plans.” Leave it to my mom to mention God's plan.

“I talked to Rachel and you can sleep in my old room while you're in town. Looks like we'll be here until Tuesday for them to keep an eye on us.”

“Oh honey that's nice of them but I would hate to impose. I'm sure I could find a hotel to stay at for a couple of days.” She's wringing her hands the way she does when she's nervous. Boston sure is intimidating especially for us country folk.

“Please mom, it's no trouble to them at all. They'll be at work during the day and they can drop you off here on the way. She insists on you not  wasting money on a room since you have a grandbaby on the way to spoil.” I've managed to put a smile back on her face thank goodness. I don't want her upset.

“So? What did she have to say about the baby? She must be really excited.” Now that we're on the subject of the baby she's much calmer, which is definitely a good thing.

The look on Rachel's face when I told her was priceless. “What the fuck? Seriously? I'm gonna be an Auntie? This is awesome! Your gonna have one spoiled little baby on your hands. I'm gonna be it's godmother right? Please? Please? Please?” I can't help but smile as I replay her words in my mind.

My mother bursts out laughing when I tell her a slightly edited version. “That sounds like Rachel. I am so happy for you Ilyanna. Looks like life is turning around for you. You have a handsome loving man, a baby on the way and the most supportive best friend you could ask for. Not to mention an ecstatic mother that can't wait to move up here and help with the baby.”

“Really? Your ready to just up and move here? That's awesome momma! I can't wait to help, once I'm out of this damn hospital that is.”

There's a knock on the door and the doctor enters with a wheel chair. I give my mother a puzzled look and then direct it at the doctor with a raised eyebrow.

“What's the chair for?” I ask confused.

I look to my mother again and she just shakes her head and mouths, “I have no idea.”

“Mr. O'Donnell has requested a private double room for you to share. I've come to tell you it's ready. If your mother will help get your things together, I'll be back in a few minutes to bring you over there.” He tells me before going back out into the hallway.

“Wow, Ilyanna. That's something. I don't think he wants to be away from you. He told me himself he's a mess. And it's understandable.”

“I didn't even know it was possible to make requests like that. We better get my stuff ready.” She jumps up to task and starts moving around the room. “I told Braydon I'll marry him,” I blurt out as she's packing my meager bag.

“What do you mean you told him? Did he propose? That's wonderful baby.” She gives me a gentle hug, not wanting to hurt me.

“Not exactly momma, he would always make remarks about a wedding and a family and I would shut him down, not ready to talk about it.” I sit on the edge of the bed and take her hand in mine. “I'm ready, I really am and I needed him to know it. He's nothing like Jackson, thank God. He's so good to me and the way he looks me... I know he doesn't look anywhere else and it's the same for me. I basically gave him the green light for proposal.”

“I am so proud of you, he is a very nice man. I know I just met him but I get that vibe from him. The look in his eyes when he's talking about you. My baby's growing up.” She sniffles and wipes at the tears starting to leak down her cheeks.

“Okay, okay enough mushy stuff. Hurry up with that bag so we can get out of this tiny room. I'm starting to get claustrophobic.” I try to lighten the mood a little bit with sarcasm. This room is not small by any means.

                                *****

Wow, now this is a nice room. As I take in my surroundings Braydon walks in. “How are you feeling beautiful?” He asks looking good enough to eat in faded blue jeans and fitted white shirt.

He bends down to kiss my left cheek. “Not too bad, but I've felt better. This room is a nice surprise,” I tell him with a smile.

“I couldn't stand to be away from you another night. The doctor gave me the okay to go home, but he knew I wouldn't want to leave you so he agreed to this.” He sweeps his hand out gesturing around us.

“Mom? Do you want us to call a cab so you can go to the house and get settled?” I ask her as she sets my bag down on the floor next to one of the beds.

“John and Rachel are coming back in the morning. They could bring you back with them,” Braydon adds and she looks sad at the idea of leaving me.

“I'll be fine momma, go get some rest. I love you.”

“I love you too baby girl.” She smiles at me and turns to Braydon, who starts to make arrangements for a car to come pick her up.

Laying down on the bed facing two of the most important people in my life I start to drift off into a deep sleep.

I wake up feeling his heavy hand in mine. Our beds are pushed together and there's soft light filtering in through the wide blinds on the windows. I just lay here looking at Braydon for what seems like forever before I'm looking into the most handsome eyes I've ever seen.

“Good morning beautiful. How long have you been awake?” He asks me, releasing my hand so he can stretch and sit up.

“Not too long. I like watching you sleep,” I tell him as he walks into the bathroom. He peeks his head out, treating me to one of his mega watt smiles I love so much.

“I like that you like watching me sleep. Feeling's mutual you know? I could look at you all night.” He closes the door to the bathroom and I look around the room at all the flowers that must have arrived while I was asleep.

They're everywhere, covering every available surface in the room. “Where did all these come from?” I ask while gesturing to all of the bouquets as he comes out of the bathroom.

“Most of them are from the office. The blue and white rose bouquet is from Brett and Sarah, the red are from George, the purple from Frank. Rachel and John brought the rainbow arrangement and your mom brought the pink ones before she left last night and the rest are from me.” He pulls the beds apart and comes to sit in front of me on the mattress.

I don't say anything about Brett and Sarah sending flowers together, that's a question for another time. Braydon seems to have something on his mind and I don't want to distract him from it.

“I don't have to tell you that the past few days have been the scariest of my life, but at the same time the happiest of my life. You agreed that you're ready for marriage and I've found out we're having a baby. I am one happy son of a bitch right now. The only thing dampening my happiness is the fact that we're in this hospital.” The look in his eyes conveys his feelings. I feel the same way. “When we leave here tomorrow we're heading to New York. I have a surprise for you on Friday. We'll just take it easy until then. If you want to check out what the theaters have going on we can do that too. Whatever you want to do I'm all for it.”

I've never been to New York and it sounds like fun but this damn cast on my leg is going to hinder a lot of things I might want to do while we're there. I frown at him before telling him my concerns.

“Baby you could be in a body cast and I'd carry you anywhere you wanted to go. Trust me it won't be a problem. Wherever you want to go I'll make it happen. All you have to do is say the word and we'll be there.” He has a way of making all my troubles go away. When he says something I trust that he means it, and that makes me love him even more.

                                *****

I'm looking out of our thirtieth floor hotel suite and the view is beautiful. We've been in New York for two days so far and have only left the hotel once for dinner at a five star restaurant that Braydon had to make reservations for before we even left the hospital. I'm completely content to stay in the room with him and watch tv all day. I know he doesn't like being confined in the room but he hasn't complained yet. My leg's been bothering me, not having my pain meds on drip anymore. My cast is starting to itch something fierce but I don't dare start to and ruin this time for us, I just suck it up and suffer in silence.

The doctor at the hospital had me call my doctor to make an appointment to get x rays in a couple of weeks to see how my bones are healing so they can tell how long I'll have to keep this damn thing on. I also had to set up a consultation with an obgyn for a follow up to check on the progress of my pregnancy.

“Do you want to venture out today, or stay in?” Braydon startled me. I was so lost in my thoughts, I didn't even hear him come up behind me.

He starts to rub my shoulders and I can't help but let a soft moan escape my lips. It feels so good. “I can't wait to feel your hands on me in other places,” I tell him and immediately his hands venture lower and inside my shirt. “That feels so good,” I say, wishing we could take it further and knowing my cast makes intimacy damn near impossible. He insists that I still use a wheelchair instead of crutches. I completely agree. I'm sure I'd be in more pain if I had to limp around.

“I want you so bad baby.” He tells me while rolling one of my nipples in between his fingers.

I grab his arm and pull him to stand in front of me. “I want you too, let me make you feel good,” I say as I pull his sweats down from his hips and his cock springs free right in front of my waiting mouth. “Mmm... so delicious.” I grab his shaft and softly lick the tip.

“God Ilyanna, I love your fuckin' mouth. It feels so damn good.” He grabs my head forcefully and starts stroking my hair as I wrap my lips around him and take him deep, hallowing my cheeks. I slowly release him to lick the head again and repeat the process over and over again because I know it drives him crazy and I love it.

Taking hold of his balls, I slowly massage and pull them, making him moan. He's pushing my head onto him now, trying to get me to take him deeper and I oblige. I'm getting so hot and bothered by his heavy breathing and moaning, that when he cums so will I. Releasing him with a pop, I lick up and down his shaft stopping at his sack to suck it into my mouth as I stroke his hard cock. “Cum for me baby, your going to take me with you. I'm so fucking wet.” He lifts me from my chair and lays me on the bed. Positioning me so I'm laying on my good side. He kneels in front of me and thrusts his hand inside of my pants. I grab his cock and start to suck with a maddening pace. My breathing is heavy as he fucks my face with his cock and shoves two fingers deep, thrusting hard while rubbing on my clit with his thumb. “Fuck...... I'm going to cum so hard Braydon... Yes, fuck.....”

“That's right baby, cum for me. Suck me baby, so good, so fuckin' good Ilyanna.” Tears leak down the side of my face as he thrusts into my mouth, racing to the finish with me. “I hope your ready for my cum baby, oh shit here it comes baby, I'm gonna fucking explode. Urghh...” I feel his heat burst on my tongue and I quickly swallow every last drop as I explode in my own orgasm. Panting heavily, I roll onto my back and watch him as he takes his fingers in his mouth and sucks them clean. “I can't wait to get my cock back inside you.” He lands next to me on the bed and holds me, raining kisses on me from my breasts all the way up to my temple and back down.

“Your not the only one.” I tell him before I fall into a peaceful sleep.

Secrets

“Are you fucking serious?” I yell into my phone when John explains that Lucy's been to the office not once but twice this week looking for me. “Is she insane? I told her if she stepped foot in my building one more time I would press charges.”

“I don't know. I told her you were out of town. Apparently your accident was front page news and she ran in here to make sure you were alright.” I barely listen, pacing the balcony as Ilyanna sleeps peacefully inside the suite.

“I've had a couple of phone calls from her but that's the norm. I just ignore them. If she comes back again call me and I'll get in touch with the police to see what I can do to get her to stop harassing me.” I swear that woman's delusional. Over and over I've told her that nothing will ever happen between us. Fuck..... I slam my hand down on the railing, trying to release some frustration. All I end up doing is making enough noise to wake Ilyanna and she calls out to me.

“Listen, I wanted to talk to you about something else but it'll have to wait. Ilyanna just woke up and it involves her so I can't talk to you about it in front of her. Keep an ear out for my call sometime later.”

“No problem Braydon. I'll handle things here, see you tomorrow.”

“Thanks, see ya then.”

“Hey baby, everything alright?” Ilyanna's wheeled herself outside with me. I put a smile on my face not as fake as I thought it would have to be. Seeing her in one piece after the accident makes me so fucking happy the world around us could be crumbling and as long as I have her, I couldn't give two shits about anything else.

“Of course,” I lie because there's no way I'm letting this Lucy bullshit touch her. “Just catching up with John to see how the business is going while we're away.”

“I thought I heard yelling, that's what woke me up.” She looks at me with one eyebrow raised calling my bluff.

“Just a client giving him a little bit of a hard time. They want to deal with me directly.” Not exactly a lie so it doesn't leave me feeling too bad about it. Nothing and no one will ever hurt her on my watch and if I have to bend the truth to make that possible then I'm going to.

She wheels herself in front of me, wrapping her arms around my thighs and nuzzling her nose against my dick. “I missed you in bed baby. What time is it?”

“Sorry, I just got up not that long ago when John called. It's almost dinner time. Do you want to stay in and get room service or go out? It's up to you.” Personally I want her all to myself so I'd prefer the first option but if she wants to go out then out it is.

“Honestly I just want to stay in, I'm not feeling up to going out. We have your surprise tomorrow night, so I say we stay in and take advantage of this big bed. I'm sure we can find a way for you to put your cock in me without hurting me.” She nuzzles my cock again. The combination of that and her words have me instantly hard.

“I don't know baby, I don't want to hurt you. I want to sink inside you so bad it's not even funny. But just the thought of causing you pain so I can have pleasure doesn't sit very well with me.” I'm going through several positions in my head trying to figure a way that it could work. I can think of a few. “Let's order some dinner, when we're done eating I have some ideas.”

                                *****

“We'll try but if I'm hurting you, you need to tell me and we can try something different.” I'm spooning her from behind, rubbing my hard cock against the crack of her ass as she wiggles it in slow circles driving me insane. If I don't get inside of her soon I'll shoot my load all over her. “It feels so good just rubbing you baby, I'm going to lift your leg a little to get in between them.” I slide a little closer to her and run the tip of my cock up and down her wet lips. I let out a long slow breath that I feel like I've been holding forever. She's so wet for me.

“Please, Braydon? Your driving me insane. Give it to me. Please?” I love when she begs. I'm so hard for her it hurts. I push myself into her slowly, savoring her soft moans of pleasure.

“So tight, so fucking tight.” Withdrawing from her she whimpers my name so I give her a little more, taking it nice and slow, driving us both crazy. “Does this feel okay?” I ask thinking I'll die if she asks me to stop.

“Faster Braydon please, you feel so good. I need all of you. I promise I'll tell you if it's too much.”

I push my left arm under her so I can play with her tits as I hold her cast in my right hand, trying to keep it as steady as possible while drilling her hard and fast from behind. “God your so wet baby, your gonna make me cum if you keep squeezing my cock like that.” Her muscles tense again at my words and I nearly lose it.

Slowing my pace to make it last, I place my leg under hers to free my hand to reach up and circle her clit. Her pussy grips me so tight and I know she's just about there so I speed up again letting her milk my cock as I lose myself inside her. Chanting her name over and over as I kiss and lick the back of her neck and shoulders while pinching her nipples and clit, sending her over the edge with me. “I'm cumming Braydon, oh God, I'm cumming. I can feel you with me. I love you so much baby, fuck I love you.” I can feel her contractions start to slow so I continue to grind into her taking everything she has to give me, and give her all of me in return.

“I love you too, your my everything Ilyanna.” I pull out of her and she rolls onto her back, pulling me down to her for a passionate kiss. In that moment I know I have nothing to worry about tomorrow night. I just have to make sure my plan gets the green light. If not I'll have to think of a plan B.

                                *****

“Why are you whispering?” John asks as I tell him about my plan.

“Because Ilyanna's in the bathroom washing up and I don't want her to hear me.” Seriously, like he needs to ask. Does he think that I want the surprise ruined before it even happens? I don't think so.

“You want me to do what? Is that even possible?” I'm not even sure that it is, but that's why I'm asking him to try.

“I don't know, but it's worth a try. I'll get you a name and a number. I can't very well make the call, it's too risky. I'll owe you big time. If it's a no go I have to come up with another option. I'll text them to you as soon as I have them okay. I'm praying he'll go for it. It would be perfect.” I play it over and over in my head. If we can pull this off she's gonna flip.

“I'll be waiting for them. If this baby's a boy you're so naming him after me.” He laughs and I know he's not serious. I could never agree to that without Ilyanna there to go along with it.

“We'll figure something out, let's just work on pulling this off.” I laugh along with him. “What time will you and Rachel be getting here tomorrow?”

“The show's at seven so I was thinking about leaving by noon. That way the girls have time to get ready together. I'm going to tell her as soon as we hit the road, let her get the excitement out. She'll have plenty more if your plan works. Wouldn't want to overload the poor girl.” I hear more laughter in his voice but also doubt. I'd be lying if I said I didn't have any doubts about the plan.

I need to stay optimistic. If I don't I might just lose my nerve. “Alright, I'll see you then. We're in room thirty twelve. I'll leave a key at the front desk for you. You'll need it for the elevator to get to this floor. Good luck with your mission. I'm keeping my fingers crossed.” I'm going to be a nervous wreck until tomorrow night.

“Thanks, I think I need all the good luck in the world to pull this off.”

Just as I end the call Ilyanna comes hopping out of the bathroom looking sexy in one of my  shirts that reaches just above her knee. Sitting herself in her wheelchair and rolling over to me, she spreads her legs showing me she's naked underneath.

God she's insatiable.

                                *****

I'm dreaming. Ilyanna has her lips wrapped around my cock, kneading my balls with her small hand and moaning, making me squirm as I grow thicker in her mouth. I reach down to stroke her hair and she really starts to suck. Starting to wake up and struggling to stay sleeping, not wanting to lose this fucking fantastic dream, I look down and see that she is in fact on her side with my boxers down around my ankles, she's taking without asking and damn it's hot as fuck.

Noticing I'm awake she releases me and looks into my eyes. “Good morning handsome, you have a surprise for me today so I figured I would give you one of my own. Surprise!” She gives me a wicked grin and goes right back to work. Milking me dry before she's done. And I swear from the sounds coming out of her mouth, she got off too. Damn that's sexy. That she gets pleasure just from pleasuring me is incredible. I don't even have to touch her.

“Come up here,” I demand.

She wiggles her way up the bed. I push her onto her back and take her mouth in a hungry, punishing kiss. I can taste myself on her and it makes me hard all over again.

“As much as I want to stay in this bed all day, we have things to do.”

“We do?” She asks as I sit up and get up from the bed.

“Yup, so let's go sex fiend. I'm taking you shopping.”

As I close the bathroom door she yells. “Shopping? What the hell do we need to go shopping for? I have clothes here.”

I open the door and yell back at her with laughter. “Suck it up buttercup, it's part of the surprise. I get to pamper you today. And you don't get to complain about it.” I laugh again as she sticks her tongue out at me and throws a shoe at the door.

I feel my phone vibrate in my pocket. Taking it out I see I have a text from John.

{ It's a go!!!! }

Well thank fuck. That's a relief.

                                    *****

After finishing our shopping we had a nice lunch where she surprised me with a birthday cake. She must have arranged it when I got up to go to the bathroom so I could call John and firm up the details for tonight. The waitstaff came out singing happy birthday and Ilyanna joined in with them. She was wearing the most adorable shit eating grin.

“Thank you baby, that was great,” I tell her as we make our way back to the hotel and I truly mean it. My birthday's the last thing on my mind right now and the fact that she thought to do this puts a big smile on my face.

I can't wait to see the smile on hers when the first of her surprises shows up at our door in just a few short hours.