Fear for Me (23 page)

It seemed like she kept arriving too late to make a difference.

Too late.

Twenty-four hours had passed, and there’d been no sign of the Butcher.

Lauren glanced up as Anthony paced the length of the hotel room. He’d been doing a whole lot of pacing and it was driving her crazy. “You want to be out there, hunting.” She waved to the door. “Go!”

She felt like she was weighing him down.

He gave a hard, negative shake of his head.

“Look, if you’re worried about me, send in some cops, send in one of your marshals. Give me protection.” She paused. “But you go and do what you need to do.”

He stalked toward her. After their early-morning talk yesterday, things should have been easier between them.

Things weren’t easy. They were even more tense than before. With every hour that passed, with every moment her strength came back, the tension between them seemed to thicken.

You were my obsession.

It wasn’t exactly the tender declaration of love most girls longed to hear. But then, she wasn’t most girls.

Had Anthony thought his past would scare her? It hadn’t. It made her yearn for him even more.

He’s a survivor.

So was she. Dammit,
so was she
.

“You almost died.” His green eyes glittered with emotion. “From now on, I’m sticking to you.”

If she didn’t still have the headache from hell, she might be able to actually enjoy his company.

“They’re having a briefing down at the station,” she said. She might be sidelined by her injury, but she was keeping tabs on things. “Let’s go hear what they’ve got to say.” Even she could handle a trip to the station.

“They’ve got jack shit.” Disgust tightened his face. “All of those hours spent searching, and they turned up nothing.”

“Walker has help.” Just what she needed—a second serial killer in her town. “His partner could have helped him slip away from the swamp. He could be hiding him right now.”

Anthony thought the same thing, she saw it in his eyes. She pressed on. “Staying here isn’t doing any good. I’m stronger now.” Maybe he wouldn’t recognize it for the lie it was. “Let’s get to the station. Whoever Walker’s working with…if they killed J-Jenny”—she stumbled over her sister’s name—“if they’ve been working together for all of this time, then the partner should be someone who was in Walker’s life five years ago.”

Maybe the partner was even someone she’d interviewed as she prepared for the trial. She could have come face-to-face with her sister’s killer and not known it.

“We’ve got all the old interviews on file at my office. Names, addresses. We can contact those people. The cops might even walk right into the house where Walker is hiding.” Hope—it was all she had to hold on to at that point.

After a moment, Anthony gave a grim nod. “But you stay with me.”

“I will.” She was already dressed in pants and a top—he hadn’t helped her this time. She hadn’t needed his help, thankfully, because she sure hadn’t been up to handling his hot touch.

Lauren rose and headed toward the door.

“We
will
talk about it,” Anthony said.

His words stopped her. Not understanding, she glanced back at him, “We did plenty of talking.” Her soul was bare. What more did he want?

All your secrets.
That was the answer in his hard stare.

She’d never given all to anyone. Wasn’t even sure if she could.

He reached into the nightstand, pulled out his gun, and holstered the weapon. Then, with his eyes holding hers, he closed the distance between them. “You talked plenty about the past, but you didn’t tell me a damn thing about what Walker did to you in that cabin.”

She hadn’t been able to think about it. She’d barely been holding herself together as it was. “I told Cadence.” The FBI agent had come to the hotel to interview her again. The other marshals had pulled Anthony away while they talked. She’d actually been glad he left. Baring her soul again in front of him would have been too painful. She tried to keep the emotion out of her voice. “Why bother with that nightmare twice?”

“Talking to me isn’t the same thing as giving witness testimony.” Anger burned in his words. “Dammit, I can
help
you.”

“When you catch Walker, you’ll help me plenty.”

She turned toward the door.

His fingers curled around her shoulder. “I see what you’re doing.”

Her heart was beating faster.

“What happened? Did I get too close? You’re trying to put the wall back up now?”

Yes.
That wall was what helped her get through each and every day. She needed it to survive.

He turned her to face him. “I won’t go back to being on the outside.” He bent toward her. His lips were just in inch from hers. “I wanted you for too long. Too much. I came too fucking close to losing you.” His gaze searched hers. “Everything’s changed. Don’t you see that?”

He was all she could see.

Then his mouth was on hers. Not hard. Not demanding or taking.

Seducing.

She’d never been able to resist his seduction.

Her lips were parted, but he didn’t thrust his tongue past her lips. Not at first. He pressed his lips to hers, stealing her breath, giving her his. Her mouth opened more beneath the light touch.

Helpless.
That was the way he made her feel.

His tongue lightly licked her lower lip, then it was pushing into her mouth. Her fingers locked around his shoulders, and Lauren found herself rising onto her toes.

Her body pressed along the length of his. His arousal thrust toward her, but still, he kept the kiss easy. Gentle.

His tongue was against hers, his arms surrounded her. He was all that she could feel, all that she could taste.

She wanted more. Harder. But his mouth was already pulling away even though a moan of protest slipped from her lips.

“I could never forget the way you taste,” he said.

Her lashes lifted. His eyes…she pulled in a quick breath…he looked hungry.

Not for food.

“Sin and sweetness, all twisted together. You fucking bring me to my knees.”

He wasn’t on his knees. She was the one who felt like her knees were wobbling.

“I will have you again.” A promise.

One she wanted fulfilled.

“The doctor wants to check you once more. If you get the all clear from Davis…if it’s safe for you…”

Her fingers pushed against his shoulders, forcing him back. “It will be.” It needed to be. Because she wanted, as desperately as he did.

The look in his eyes—the stark promise of pleasure and passion—it was exactly what she needed to wipe away the memory of fear and death.

It will be.

Pierce Hamilton wasn’t paying any attention to the case being presented before him. The witness was testifying, going on and on about an alibi that was probably crap, and all he could think was—

Lauren Chandler got away from the Bayou Butcher
.

He’d woken to the headline today, screaming from the cover of the newspaper, and then the reporters from the local news had been too eager to blast the same story at him.

The DA was a very hot topic, and apparently extremely good at surviving. It hardly seemed fair she had survived when Karen hadn’t.

“Your Honor?” The defense attorney cleared his throat. “I—uh—I objected.”

Hell.

He didn’t even know what the objection had been about. He slammed down his gavel. “Court is recessed until nine a.m. tomorrow.”

The defense attorney’s jaw dropped. “But Your Honor—”

Pierce shoved away from his chair and hurried for the door.

The police had said they’d protect Lauren. They hadn’t. She’d nearly died.

What will happen to me?

His robe billowed around him. He wasn’t going to sit there and wait for the Butcher to come after him. Karen was already gone. He wouldn’t roll over and die, too.

If the Butcher thought he would, then the sick prick needed to think again.

He was in a different office today—one that had been empty since Judge Remus retired six years ago. The cops had told him his office was still off-limits.

This office would work, for now.

He pulled open the desk drawer. A gun waited inside. As a judge, he didn’t exactly spend a whole lot of time getting patted down. It had been too easy to get the weapon in the courthouse.

He tucked the gun into the waistband of his pants. He’d already hit the bank and withdrawn a nice chunk of cash. He hadn’t run after getting the cash. Instead, he’d gone to court.

He’d thought he could try and wait things out. Use the cash only if he got really desperate.

I am desperate.
With every moment that passed, the fear grew stronger. He wasn’t ready to die.

He wouldn’t be the Bayou Butcher’s next target.

After tossing his robe, Pierce hurried down the hallway. He took the elevator, an empty ride that coasted quickly down to the parking garage. He was avoiding the cops who were supposed to watch him, slipping right past their guard. If they saw him, they would stop him.

No one was stopping him. He was getting out of town before the Butcher came after him.

When the cops had the killer, then he’d return. Until then, Mexico was looking pretty fucking nice.

Screw any pending cases. Screw the bitch of a wife at home. Screw all of it.

Life was what mattered. He wasn’t ready to give his up.

The elevator doors opened, and he hurried into the parking garage.

Footsteps shuffled to the right, and he froze. “Is someone there?”

Silence.

I’m not going to die.

He hurried his pace.

The footsteps shuffled once more.

I’m not going to
—

“The original profile for the Bayou Butcher missed a few key elements.” Cadence stood in the front of the conference room.
The room was filled with cops, marshals, and even the ME. The homicide captain sat in the back corner, his arms crossed over his chest.

Anthony also stood in the back, near Lauren. She’d taken a seat in the last row, and he kept close to her. She seemed too fragile. Every time he glimpsed the cut on her cheek, he wanted to empty his weapon into Walker’s heart.

“I don’t believe Jon Walker was working alone when he committed his crimes.”

The silence in the room was thick and heavy.

“When Walker held DA Chandler, he said he watched the murder of the DA’s sister years before.”

Several heads turned toward Lauren. Her shoulders tensed.

“Jennifer Chandler died twenty years ago,” Cadence continued. Her partner stood by her side, his eyes on her. “If Walker was there at the time of her death, he would have been only sixteen years old.”

So young.

“By his own words, Walker watched Jennifer die, so that means someone else—”

“Pardon me, ma’am,” Paul said as he rose to his feet. “Maybe the guy just fuckin’ slipped up when he was talking. Maybe he killed her and then
stood
back and watched her die.” He shook his head. “With respect, I worked those Bayou Butcher cases five years ago. There was never a sign anyone else killed those women.”

“Not those women, no,” she agreed.