Faith and Beauty (25 page)

Although Adler spoke flawless French, he inspired the same chilly deference in restaurant staff that Clara had seen directed at Germans throughout the city. Beneath a surface of unctuous servility, the familiar French superiority remained. The manager brought a bottle with a sepia label and Adler gestured for him to pour it for Clara. She took a sip, astonished at the mellow warmth that slipped down her throat, redolent of chocolate and spice.

He smiled at her reaction.

‘It’s a good burgundy. See the way it has legs?’ He pointed to the drip of wine, slowly funnelling its way down the glass. ‘A single drop is probably worth more than a month of most people’s salaries.’

‘Please don’t spend money on my account.’

‘Why not? If it gives me pleasure.’

She wondered how old Adler was. Mid-forties, she guessed. The steeliness of his Aryan looks and silvered hair marked him out from the more sallow complexions of the French around him. His grey, metallic eyes reminded her of the surface of a lake, sometimes flat and impersonal, occasionally bottomless. He looked so different from the other Nazis she knew. Unlike Goebbels with his endless sessions beneath the sun lamp, or Goering’s futile efforts on an exercise machine, Adler glowed with health and self-assurance.

‘That’s a beautiful dress you’re wearing. I hope the occasion was worth it.’

‘It was, thank you.’

‘My favourite colour. Prussian blue.’

‘I didn’t realize you were an expert on haute couture.’

‘I’m not. Prussian blue is famous. It was created by a Berlin chemist in 1706 and because we know the exact date it means we can use it to authenticate paintings. There are numerous apparently genuine Old Masters that have been betrayed by the presence of Prussian blue. Painters love it. Picasso could not have managed his Blue period without it. You can see it in Van Gogh’s
Starry Night
. As it happens, I can also see it in your eyes.’

She couldn’t help a wry smile at this flirtation. Perhaps it was the fact that they were not in Germany, or the delicious aromas of the cooking rising around them, but she relaxed.

‘That’s a first. No one has ever described my eyes as Prussian blue before.’

‘With a few small flaws.’

‘You spoilt it.’

‘Not at all. Everything’s more beautiful for having flaws.’

The waiter appeared and Adler gestured towards her.

‘Duck with olives? Would you like lobster? I haven’t had lobster for such a long time. The Führer hates to think of them suffering.’

She shook her head. The scale of this hypocrisy seemed too great, just then, to merit comment.

Once he had ordered, he surveyed her, deadpan.

‘I’ve been longing to know. What news of
Love Strictly Forbidden
?’

There was a curl of soft sarcasm in his voice, and despite herself, Clara was nettled.

‘Actually, I’m starting work on a new film with Leni Riefenstahl.’

‘Now that lady even I have heard of.’

‘It’s about the Ahnenerbe.’

His eyes widened at this information.

‘Himmler’s organization?’

‘Yes.’

‘I wouldn’t have thought that was a fit subject for entertainment.’

‘Fräulein Riefenstahl thinks otherwise.’

‘And what do you think?’

Privately, Clara had to agree. Memories of the rows of skulls and the fusty old books in the Ahnenerbe library came back to her. The preoccupations of the Ahnenerbe didn’t seem at all the right subject to ignite the enthusiasm of a nation, let alone to showcase the dubious glories of Nazi Germany. But if anyone could make an epic out of it, it was Leni Riefenstahl. She had, after all, managed to transform the Nuremberg Party rally into two hours’ compulsive viewing.

‘I’m sure Leni Riefenstahl knows what she’s doing.’

The food was astounding. It was a long time since Clara had tasted rich creamy dishes that didn’t have the telltale tang of petrol about them. Between courses a sorbet was brought to cleanse the palate. She had to remind herself to stick to her task.

‘You didn’t explain. I mean really explain, what you’re doing here.’

‘Nor did you.’

‘That’s easy. I was being photographed for
Vogue
.’

Adler cupped his face in one hand, a cigarette poised between his fingers, and scrutinized her.

‘Were you? I hope they’ve done you justice. It would be hard to capture a face like yours.’

She laughed. ‘Actually, this photographer didn’t want to photograph my face at all.’

‘Shame. Now I’ve watched some of your films I see how it responds to light. It changes entirely. I’m almost sorry they invented talking pictures. Your face would have done so well in silent films.’

‘Are you saying, Herr Adler, that I’d look better if I kept quiet?’

He laughed. ‘That applies to most women, but perhaps not you.’ He stroked a pensive finger down his wine glass.

‘I’d like to feel your face beneath my fingers. At least, I would start with your face and proceed downwards.’

She stared at him. The urbanity of his manner was entirely at odds with the audacity of the remark. Despite herself, her pulse quickened.

‘Don’t mistake me. All I mean is that beauty can’t be fully appreciated through the eyes. It takes the other senses too, the sense of touch, taste, smell, to experience another person. And you have a particular glamour about you. A dangerous glamour.’

‘I don’t see why glamour has to be dangerous.’

He leaned forward.

‘Glamour is dangerous, because it distracts the eye. It’s like a jewel. It sparkles and dazzles and prevents us from seeing what is really there. Even the word itself has associations of enchantment and magic.
Glanz
. It means illusion. It implies radiance or lustre, flashiness designed to distract. Ask Herr Doktor Goebbels. He knows all about it. It’s not by chance that his newspapers season every line of soldiers with pictures of actresses.’

‘If I did have any glamour, which I dispute, I’m sure you’d see through it.’

‘I would certainly hope so. I pride myself on seeing through things.’

He reached over and touched the pearls at her throat with a fingertip.

‘These are good quality. I like women wearing pearls.’

The unexpected contact caused Clara to flinch.

‘A pearl has a character. It starts with a tiny piece of grit, deep in the heart of the oyster. The oyster is troubled by this, yet gradually it learns how to resist. It builds up its armour, layer upon layer, until at last, in the secret darkness, a pearl is produced. An object of total beauty, with a piece of grit at its heart. Perhaps that’s what I like: the thought that beneath all that beauty lies a tough, unglamorous little piece of grit.’

What was he saying? Clara ducked her head to avoid his eyes and watched the candlelight flickering in the bowl of her glass.

He asked, ‘Do you collect jewellery?’

She laughed. ‘Hardly.’

‘I’m surprised. Most women I know are dripping in jewels and furs.’

‘Then I’m obviously not like most women you know.’

‘That much is plain.’ His eyes swept over her with forensic precision, as though monitoring her for any further deviations from the norm.

‘I think, perhaps, you remind me of a Vermeer painting. Vermeer loved women in pearls, though of course the pearls he painted weren’t real at all, they were made of glass, because the price of pearls was too high.’

‘They look so convincing.’

‘That’s because Vermeer understood light. As well as any Ufa cameraman. Better, no doubt. He saw how light fell on a face and the fold of a gown. How it sometimes sparkles, and sometimes glimmers or gleams. He was skilled at perspective, too. Some Vermeer canvases have tiny holes in them where he has stuck a pin so that he could attach strings to help the line of perspective.’

‘You know a lot about him.’

He refilled her glass and handed it to her, his fingertips skimming hers deliberately.

‘Vermeer was my speciality. The subject of my doctorate. He left us only thirty-five paintings, yet such a great legacy. The Führer loves him too, above all others. He believes the tradition of Northern Renaissance realism will be the building block of the new Germanic empire. He has already bought Vermeer’s
Art of Painting
for his museum in Linz and he paid more for it than he has paid for any painting ever.’

Adler paused as the waiter brought a dish of desserts and he pushed them towards her. It was an assiette – a miniature version of every dessert on the menu – wild strawberries sprinkled with white wine, tiny diamonds of marzipan shaped into jewel-like petit fours and fruit tarts with scalloped edges. Clara picked a truffle and felt her head swim as the unaccustomed rich chocolate swirled in her mouth.

‘You were saying . . . what you’re really doing in Paris?’

‘I’m advising on a collection.’

That was no surprise. All Germans were collectors now. From Himmler’s grisly skulls, to the cigarette cards collected by the children and the jars of coffee hoarded by the housewives. Their collections were like flimsy bulwarks, shored up against the fear of what was to come.

‘Paintings?’

‘Various things.’

His eyes flickered with amusement at the cautious tango of their conversation. The wine was dancing in her veins, and the thought occurred to her that perhaps she had misjudged Conrad Adler. Perhaps he was nothing more than he said – an art lover who found himself co-opted into the Foreign Ministry and was bored with the daily detail of politics.

Adler called for the bill and stood while the waiter helped her on with her jacket. But as they walked outside, he gripped her arm.

‘Walk with me a while, if you would. It’s a full moon and, after all, moonlight is how Paris is meant to be seen.’

He slung his coat over his shoulder and Clara felt the warmth of his arm through his jacket. Moonlight slid over the cobblestones and turned the Seine beside them into a flat metallic gleam.

‘If war comes, that river will be a guide for bombers,’ she commented.

‘I wouldn’t worry. Hitler will never bomb Paris.’

‘You sound very sure.’

‘The Führer says that Paris is his favourite city in the world, despite the fact that he’s never even seen it.’

‘How can he know?’

‘Because he has studied every architectural monument, every building, every map and street. He spends his evenings poring over pictures and street plans. You have no idea of Hitler’s attention to detail.’

Clara did. And she was beginning to understand it enough to know that when Hitler paid attention, others should watch out.

‘How do you know all this?’

‘I was present once, when he wanted advice on a matter of architectural history.’

They continued walking, for a while, in silence. Clara found herself relaxing, even enjoying their meandering path, and she had to force herself to return to Major Grand’s request.

‘Do you miss the Foreign Ministry? It must be annoying to leave at such a busy time.’

‘Busy?’

‘I mean with the diplomatic moves being made. Danzig and everything.’ She hesitated a moment, then added, ‘I’ve heard talk that Ribbentrop is making overtures towards Russia.’

He looked at her sharply.

‘And where would you hear talk like that, I wonder?’

‘People at the studios were discussing it.’

‘And there was I thinking that actresses spent their time talking about make-up and partying. But now I see that between scenes in
Love Strictly Forbidden
the cast is fiercely debating the intricacies of foreign diplomacy.’

Clara could not help the flush rising to her face.

‘Your prejudices about people you have never met astonish me.’

He stopped and looked down at her, a slow smile spreading across his face.

‘I’m glad I astonish you. It wouldn’t do to be dull.’

His gaze was unflinching, and she felt as though she had never been so closely scrutinized by anyone. For a second, she felt a sharp, reciprocal tug of attraction. The closeness of Adler, the clean, fresh smell of him, undercut with hot, masculine musk, and that smile, as though the two of them shared some private knowledge. He was attractive, there was no denying it, but she jerked away so that he would not divine it.

He leaned even closer, cupping her head as if to kiss her, but instead he bent and whispered in her ear.

‘There’s something wild about you, Clara Vine. Something secret. Which I intend to uncover.’

She jerked away. The arrogance, the sheer presumption of that remark! It was clear the kind of man he was. Presumably Adler thought all his flaws, his vanity and sense of superiority, were in fact strengths.

‘I doubt you’ll get the chance.’

‘Let’s wait and see.’

‘You’ll be waiting a long time.’

‘I’m a patient man.’

They walked for a little in silence, until Clara forced herself to return to the matter in hand.

‘So we’re wrong, are we? About Russia?’

A weariness entered his tone.

‘As I said, I haven’t been into the Foreign Ministry recently. And as a matter of fact, I’m glad to be out of it.’

‘What did you actually do for von Ribbentrop in London?’

He shrugged. ‘The usual diplomatic rounds. I met people. Eased the diplomatic channels.’

‘Did you enjoy Britain?’

‘Immensely. I enjoyed London society but I admired British culture even more. The museums, the concerts, the theatre. The National Gallery was a few minutes from my office at Carlton House Terrace and I used to go in my lunch hour and look at the paintings. It was such a pleasure. Unfortunately art doesn’t seem enough for most people. They seem to need drums, flag-waving parades. Films. Cheap sentimentality.’

Ignoring the slight, she continued.

‘And did you enjoy the work?’

He grunted. ‘Unfortunately, working so closely with our Foreign Minister was not so civilized. Von Ribbentrop sees conspiracies everywhere. He thinks Goering and Goebbels are plotting to have him assassinated, or they’re hand in glove with British Intelligence. The Embassy was bristling with concealed listening devices. We used to amuse ourselves by holding conversations for his benefit.
Do you think Ribbentrop is as great as Bismarck? No, I think he’s greater.
Schoolboy stuff, but a sense of humour was essential in that place.’